Kesariyo Rang Mane Lagyo - 9 June 2011 - Page 3

Originally posted by: sanjh11

nice post shrush

Originally posted by: Lennie

Srushti all i can say is great post and getting both pov's and so and each little detail

Originally posted by: -Srushti-

Mein aa gai😛
And kya epi tha !! kya epi tha!!! me going all round and round and round me getiing faint and faint judgemnet dya is about to come
*sigh* The guy will be so the death of me...his expressions, his anger, his frustration and over all his vulnerability...It gets all over you like a real bad rash...😆...I know it is a really bad comparison...but kya kare... he is really a bad rash..cant seem to ignore him and cant get out of his effect😳...shallu will kill u bad rash and kesu😆😆😆😆
By the way the epi was dedicated to Kes-Gul today...and my God what confrontation!! both were in tears and killing us by their words...

And so the epi starts with Gullu and Tallu scene...and Tallu almost fainting and Gullu manoing..and Talli doing nakhras and walking out...(Bhagwan tera Bhala kare Talli!!!! aisi hi walk out karti rahe to Hamesha!! Hum tere liye World Ka best bandar le aayenge...Shaadi ke liye😛) na na na ox

Kesar sitting outside..apparently waiting for his prey...hehe Gulaal...but in comes Talli..and their eyes meet ..(by the way I loved how Kesar was not shy or reluctant to meet her eyes, he ofcourse doesnot know that Talli has heard the whole conversation...But still his unrepentant gaze made me so happy...) ok enough dont give her that look or she will jump on u kesu
He is such a character na...he doesnot believe in false expression, false consolations,...he believes that if something is there ...one should be able to face the truth of that something, of that situation and face it head on..and also he had other things running in his mind...he is now growing out...not keeping those burning things inside... finally
and then comes Gulaal..and he decides it is time for them to talk...
I actually wondered at his insistence of talking then and then, but then I thought, that it had taken a lot for him to actually build up this courage!! this realization that it was time for the final truth..now there can be no hiding...
But Gulaal ofcourse says that it was not the time for them to meet... and I was really surprised that Kesuda agreed so quickly...somehow I thought he would not leave it there...but he did...
And he went to the river and sat there all night...

The fire actually symbolized the fire in his heart..and the way he kept it burning all night said that he didnot want that one to die now...it was do or die for him...and he was not going to back out... i loved the scene yaar these cv are at times so creative

And you know when a person is waiting for a moment to come as impatiently as Kesar, it is natural for him to question Gulaal as he did, Why was she late'? She was not late ...the wait had been long for him...it had been actually a wait of 10 long years...

Gulaal..What to say about her...and Thank God I am not doing her analysis today...I would not have words to defend her...and on the other hand I would not have words to console her...she has so put herself into a frame...that she cannot step out of it..she is up there...idolized and criticized...but untouched...to some extent inhumane now...The standards of greatness she had set for herself are now turning her into woman who has given and lost her heart to a dead man...and so now her heart is also dead 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

But I loved the passion in both of them...Kesar's anger oozing out...his manhandling Gulaal...was so obvious...and so righteous that I inspite of having a certain degree of feminism in me.(ok now what that means ha)..felt that it was completely right... we love manhandling na we baadmaash company

The way he questions her and she refuses to acknowledge his questions...and he so rightly pins her down ...on every question...But she is so much in denial...she has bounded this water inside the dam for so long that she cannot...just cannot let it go

Gulaal...I know even I am angry on her now..for denying it till the end...But you know it s a known theory that when you have been fed poison for years in small amount...you become so addictive and so used to it ...that a person needs an extra jolt..and extra dose of poison ..and enormous amount ..so that the poison comes out via nausea..Gulaal needs the same..she needs a strong dose of poison so that the deep rooted poison comes out and she becomes human again..I dont know if I am making sense But it is because she is Gulaal...I cannot see her like this...She is his heart, his mind, his body ... his soul...ice ice baby

So he starts on a weak footing and slowly approaches the base of the problem...He was fiddling with the concept of truth...May be even praying that she would deny the whole thing and just say sorry for what happened...

Was it me or did someone else also feel that he was giving her leverage... to hear from her mouth that she denied the deeyarvatu because Dushyant was bad and didnot have good intentions..I think even if Gulaal had admitted that...it would have been end of his agony...he would have been satisfied and the whole calamity would have died a peaceful death...i wish

But somehow Gulaal's sixth sense is out of order this time...The woman who was so perceptive is in a total denial mode...I think after seeing that stupid talli faint..she has built a wall around herself which Kesar cannot seem to break inside...arey yarr hata talli ki ghata (gulaal needs to be hypnotised she loves kesar)

Though her mind and sharpness is still intact when she detects the bitterness inside Kesar but doesnot realize that it she who is the saccharine for that bitterness inside him...
He keeps asking her...he modifies his queries but doesnot leave it...and again and again brings the fact that she went ahead ...went against him and supported Dushyant...She so tries to avoid it...hehe but she could not could she...Kesuda is adamant today...he knew this was do or die for him...he will not get the moment again..he couldnot have left it alone, and not half way...no way!!!...

But she didnot deny..she just refused to share anything with him...she used her 'brahmastra"...that she did it for the good of the family...but today even that failed...she would not succeed in that..and that only aggravated him more and he made allegations on her, about her and Dushyant...

and one more Slap!!! O God!! this is so turning into a mess...gulaal turning into laffa queen
I know he made a wrong allegation and Gulaal who had all her life led a life higher and more sacrificial than others was bound to react that way!! but there was no way you can undermine the pain that Kesar was going through and that pain came out..in form of anger, hate and he spat out the truth which had not come out, was torn out of him...

And did someone notice the look after this...he looked so damn hurt..all the hatred had drained out of his face and the look was only of the betrayed and hurt child...owww big jhappi from me

I guess somewhere since yesterday, since Raman told him about Dushyant being in love with her, the picture became clear to him..till now he was in two minds, whether to believe what he had heard as a child or not..because Gulaal believed in Dushyant and so Dushyant couldnot be wrong...but then what about the horrendous truth that he had heard?? he was ready to doubt himself but not her...
But with the truth coming out ...and with Raman reminding him how he was chosen by her over Dushyant...he became sure...It was her choice, her decision that made him firm, that made him take the drastic step of putting his heart open before her...after all he was laying open only what was completely, irrevocably and undeniably hers...

and once it was out he could not stop the hurt and the betrayal from entering his voice...she had done wrong in hiding the truth..she had hidden it from Panba, from Motabha...but above all she had hidden it from HIM...HER Kesar...And THAT was the whole root cause of his pain, his kadvahat as Gulaal had put...the whole reason why this situation was taking a toll on him...her kesar was such a bliss expression all world go to hell how can u do to your kesar abslotuely stunning performance

That she had not told him...Her Kesar...(awww the bacha!!😭...all through out he had been strong, derisive of her, angry on her, telling her, taunting her, shouting on her...but the main thing was She had not told him and that was what hurt him the most, she had hurt him right where it hurts the most...she had not made him a part of her life ...while he had made her, his life😭..) gulaal may i kill u 😡😡😡

.*sigh* he so completely puts himself in her hands na...it is like a child you know...even if you throw him higher in the air...it smiles at you...because it knows you will catch him...👏👏👏👏👏👏 cant be explained better
But this time Gulaal failed to catch him...and he falls face down😭,,,,
He is shattered...(am sorry I just cant write more on this...it is making me so damn sobby😭) wow u write really superb

and Gulaal..as I said, she is damn perceptive...even in this mad faze of denial and hard heartedness and madness that has taken over her...she detects the hurt in his voice and so she asks whether he is asking or making allegations against her...

She knows...she just knows that he is not making allegations about her intentions...he is alleging of not making him part of her, of alienating him in the most cruelest of senses..she alienated him from her heart, her life by hiding the secret from him and so the Child Kesar had alienated himself from her physically and went to boarding school and refused to meet her...👏👏👏👏👏

But now?? now what!! Once he had seen her again...there was no turning back..there was no escape for him...he could not save himself from this heart break...


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