Part-2
They both were trying hard to suppress the thoughts which was making them restless. They both were trying hard to sleep ...to find some peace. But it is said that " jab Dil me toofan uthta ho to ankhon me neend Nahi Hoti."
Guddan was half lied on the bed. She was looking at the wound on her hand which was craven on her hand by a steel rod during the rescue of revati.
She was remembering how Akshat scold her...
A- pagal ho kya ..tum .. agar Kuch ho Jata to... Mana k revati ko bachane zaruri tha lekin us k liye tum unn logo ko Nahi bhool Sakti jinko tumse farq padta hai... Do u understand that...
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Akshat was lying he turned on the light n looked at antara's picture which was on the side table.
He was remembering guddan's face when Vijay Khanna asked her to say I love you to Akshat.
He was remembering the way she was saying him to hold the mask n take some breath. The way she lied herself on him ...
The words were echoing in the ears of them ...
"Tum dono Ka pyaar sachchaa hai you both love each other isiliye tum log pass hue."
Akshat looked at antara's picture.
He got up n reach to poolside.
Guddan heard some footsteps so she closed her eyes. Akshat reached to the bed side n found her lying with closed eyes.
He turned away.but his steps were stopped...
G- Kuch baatein Kar Lene se Dil halka ho jaTa hai...
He turned n found her standing behind him. He looked her with all the pain he has suffered since antara's demise.
Guddan came forward n this time she was determined she holded his both hands by her own n asked...
G- kya BAAT hai ki aap itna Pareshan Hain??? Kis BAAT Ka dard hai ... BATA dijiye hame pls... Pls... Kyon iss Tarah se Khud ko til til Kar maar rahe Hain aap.
Kya hai aisa Jo aapko khul k saans b Nahi Lene deta...
Akshat took her to the poolside they settled themselves n drop their legs in the pool. At all this duration she was noticing him his expression n the thoughts running in his mind.
A- guddan ... Antara Ka katil main Hu
G- aisa aapko Lagta hai..
A- ye sach hai ..
G- main janti hu ye jhooth hai...
A- tumhe kaise pata ki ye jhooth hai...
G- mujhe bhaiya ... I mean Vikram ji me sabkuch bataya hai...
She came closer to him.. put her hand on his shoulder n said looking into his eyes.
G - Akshat ji.. Main janti hu ki aap ko iss BAAT Ka dukh hai ki aap USS din antara ji ko nahi bacha paye magar iss me Aapka koi dosh Nahi hai ... Aapne aisa koi kaam Nahi Kiya hai ki aapko apni nazarein jhukani pade... Aapko Khud ko kosne ki koi zarurat nahi hai...
A- guddan main...
G- agar phir b apko aisa Lagta hai ki aap doshi hai to thik h ... Mujhe ye bataiye ki aap sabse zyada pyaar kissed karte Hain
Antara ji se naa to phir aap hi bataiye ki aapko iss Tarah Khud ko takleef dete dekhkar kya unhe Khushi hogi... Kya wo chain se rah payenge...
Akshat looked into her eyes n found that the girl which he used to think is clumsy, rugged n jhalli is so mature ...
G- dekhiye main janti hu ki ham jinse pyaar karte hai unhe khone Ka dard kya Hota hai... Magar iss Tarah Khud ko bikhra hua banakar ham hamare apno ko takleef dete Hain.
Main ye Nahi kahti ki aap Zindagi ki nayi shuruaat kijiye... Ya phir iss rishtey me... Nahi bilkul b Nahi... Buss aap Khud ko dhoondh lijiye pls... Wo Akshat ji jisse antara ji pyaar Karti this... Wo Akshat jinse maa itna pyaar Karti h ... Use waapis le aaiye pls...
Pls ... Khud ko or apni Zindagi ko ek mauka dijiye...
A- yeh itna aasan Nahi hai guddan.. Khud ko phir se dhoondhne Ka MATLAB hai saikdo guthe hue dhaago ko suljhana.
G- saikdo Yani hundreds of right ... Ye no. Infinity se Kam hai... Definite hai.. aaj Nahi to kal ginti khatam hogi... Magar aap shuru to kijiye...
A- guddan...
G- Akshat ji main Nahi janti ki Mera aap par kya haq hai... Ya phir koi haq hai BHI ki Nahi magar pls... Pahli Baar iss rishtey me apna haq maang Rahi Hu ...
She holded his both hands n looking into her eyes said...
G- Akshat ... Mujhe Apne saare dard de dijiye...
A tear dropped from his left eye. She wiped it. They looked into each others eyes.
Akshat lied himself in her lap. Guddan didn't resist she caressed her hairs.
Akshat holded her right hand tightly.
As he never wanted to let her go. He wanted her to stay wid him always.
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