Of first love and betrayals

Of friendship, trust, feeling of abandonment, sacrifice, mahaanta, life and death and most importantly family...

Watched last few episodes today... wanted to just share few thoughts...

But have one genuine question to start with... Why was Ashwini pointing finger at Sai - Vinu- Savi photo frame for so long that too so forcefully...i legit felt bad for her finger and that straight hand. I mean in that old age she could easily have cramps and other disorders with that strain she giving her hand...

Next Virat saying Patralekha, tum hi meri biwi aur Vinayak ki mummy ho...tum mera Aaj aur aane wala kal bhi... Nice Viru boi...the above dialogues have the same ring to the famous ' Mai Apne dil me apni zindagi me kisi aur ko jagah nahi dunga Pakhi...' waiting it to become ek vaade ke bojh me mai apni zindagi to nahi jee Sakta na ... Poor Patru, i will really feel bad for her this time...she has genuinely invested herself for years with Virat and family as opposed to that 2 day yoga love.

Sai feeling betrayed seeing Patralekha as Virat 's wife and their camaraderie. Well she was wrong in hiding herself but she could have her karma onto her by seeing Virat marrying someone else but why Patralekha only who had wronged her... Also points out how Virat and his family were never worth of her that even after being pregnant and lonely, in pain she never wanted to contact Virat but had that expectation from him that he will come find her...he did but things are changed now...why because 'family'... Sadly, he never considered Sai a part of that family...she lost her kid...the guilt that she might have lived in but no...she is the culprit and made them all live in hell... Again messed up priorities...his family was Sai and Vinayak but they were actually never...it was always self proclaimed Sai's 'apne' who chose Patralekha over their chirag and Chirag's mother. A piece of saree cloth and name in a list was enough for them...i mean a family of police and army, didn't want to search for their waaris and bahu more... nice because they got Sai to blame of everything that happened....

Sai believes that Patralekha is Virat 's first and only love and he was just attached to her... actually CN wasis and Virat made her believe so through so many years. But again seeing Pakhi as Mrs Chavan she forgot the wrongs she did, but remembered only that Pakhi was his first love and his words before marriage. Virat never clarified that she was his love and Pakhi only his crush like Sai who said he was her first and last love during her confession which he rejoiced but ever gave that assurance to her, the reason for her misunderstandings.

Coming to this point that if Sai would not have come into his life, he would have surely moved on with Pakhi, forgetting all his boundaries when Sammy went MIA because eventually he did just that. So she was never wrong in blaming Sai for coming in between Virat and herself and neither is Sai wrong in thinking she was a burden on him. She was inhumane, yes but when she says she knows Virat more than himself, she is not wrong...the power of two day yoga love. As Modi ji says yoga se hi hoga🤣

Savi and Vinu have abandonment issues...Savi wants her father and friends, Vinu the warmth and confidence that Doctor aunty and SaVi gave them... Savi needs to go to school and make friends, enough of this home schooling, now Virat too knows about their existence, Vinu needs to get out of Zoo niwas and live with Sai to gather that confidence.

The scenes between polis uncle and kids play differently, than Jags mamu and SaVi, like the scene today...he has his way with Savi, which is endearing...Virat is more formal even with Vinu.

Harinee and Sai mami... I hope atleast she is shown as team Sai... today she was shown to be warming up to Virat but I liked her previous post leap stance where she seemed to not care about anyone, and pointed rightfully that Virat mamu who claims to love her Sai mami so damn much, how did they move on with Patralekha mami so fast when her own dad didn't and waited for Devi for years.

Virat has always found ways to keep Patralekha in his family, entangled to him...before was for Sammy, then for surrogacy, then again as family, chosing her always over Sai and his kids...why? Is it the Vada, that's the base of the show or because she soothes his ego...i feel bad for Sammy, for he and Mansi, wherever they must feel seeing them together.

He always claimed to love Sai but preferred Patralekha because kitni suljhi hui ho tum... Vohi to ek suljhi hui hai jisne sabki zindagiya uljha di hai...

Sai dealing with the betrayal, Virat dealing with misunderstood betrayal, seeing Jags and Sai together...

By the way, he is the most bevakoof sadasya of any show who gets to be an ML and gets all the ladies to choose from...and narcissistic too...i read many people's thoughts on his narcissism but the fact has been proven that he and his current wife always have the competition of who is a bigger victim...the main reason why he feels so betrayed by seeing Sai alive and happy because he got tied to a bigger victim than himself.

By the way, i am loving Ayesha and her portrayal of Sai...she is curt and formal with everyone, but has this softness, a child like innocence reserved for Virat, albeit being angry on him but for Neil, this thing has been missing since the start, he cannot differentiate his expressions to other women and his wife/ love of his life. However, loving his angry, breakdown scenes too these days, somewhere make me remember the Amey fight and Ladakh one.