SS-Making A New Start Teaser Page 16 - Page 8

When Virat entered the room with 2 cups of coffee he saw crying with Kamal sir's photo in her hand.She had sent him to have dinner since her hunger had died when she realized that next day would be her father's death anniversary.But Virat's hunger had ended when Sai refused to eat.

Virat went near Sai and took the photo out of her hand and hugged her tightly..He couldnt do anything to prevent her pain,hell he couldnt even understand her pain.He just tried to lessen it.Sai had hugged Virat tightly.She was tired keeping it all in.It was getting beyond her control.Virat's shirt had gotten wet with Sai's tears but he didnt care for it.He wanted her to calm down.But in a way wasnt he the reason for her pain...Had Kamal sir not saved his life Sai would have been happy in her world.

Virat (wiping her long trail of tears)-Bas Sai bilkul chup.....Maine toh suna tha ki tum bahot strong ho.

Sai (tears still falling down from her eyes)-Nai hu mai strong.....

Virat (still wiping her tears)-Sorry Sai tumhe ye takleef meri wajah se ho rahi hai.....Agar us din Kamal sir ki jagah....

Sai (putting her hand on Virat's mouth)-Ye aap kya bol rahe hai Virat sir...Aaba ne aapni aapni marzi se di thi...Aap uske liye bilkul zimedar na hai....au please aap aisa kuch mat boliye...

Virat (making her sit on the chair and he sitting on the table holding her hand)-Sai tum aapni takleef kisi ko batati kyu nai ho....Mujhe bhi nai batati...Tumhari takleef,tumhara pain mera bhi....Chupati kyu ho mujhse...

Sai (tears still falling from her eyes)-Ye jaante hui bhi ke mera is duniya mai koi nai tha bina meri parwah kiye Baba ne aapni jaan de di...Ek baar bhi mere baare mai nai socha.....Bas de di jaan apni....

Virat (holding her hand)-Sai nai please aisa mat socho tum jaanti ho na Kamal sir tumse kitna pyaar karte the......

Sai (tears still flowing)-Agar mujhse pyaar karte toh aise hi chod nai diya hota Virat sir....

Virat changed the topic in its entirety.He knew that right now whatever he said would not register in Sai's mind.She was too emotional right now.So he made her drink the coffee and take her medicine for migraine.When Virat woke up around midnight and went to kitchen to get water.He saw Ninad there trying to get something from the fridge....Virat knew his father was a foodie....

Virat (smiling)-Baba aap itni raat ko kya kar rahe hai fridge mai.....

Ninad (startled)-I am searching for milk....Pata nai kaha hai....

Virat (pointing out)-Baba woh raha.....

Ninad-Tum itni raat ko kya kar rahe ho...

Virat(clarifying)-Mai kuch khane ko doodhne nai aaya tha.Pani lene aaya tha...

Just as Virat was about to leave

Ninad-Sai aur tumne khana kyu nai khaya aaj.....

Virat (explaining)-Bhook nai thi baba.....

Ninad-Dono ko bhook nai thi aisa nai ho sakta Virat.....Is everything alright ?

Virat-Kal Kamal sir ki death anniversary hai....Sai bahut upset thi...Uska kuch khane ka mane nai tha.Aur meri bhook mar gayi thi....

Ninad (concerned)-Woh theek toh hai na.....

Virat-Nai theek nai hai woh baba....Bahut upset hai aur pareshan bhi hai...Kaisi bhi karke kal ka din nikal jaye bas.....Uski takleef aur badhte hoi nai dekh sakta mai...

Ninad-Dont worry Virat..Theek ho jayega sab...

When Virat came back to the room he went to check on Sai.When he touched her forehead it was slightly more warm....Sai had fever..He quickly took the medicine box and woke Sai up and gave her medicine before the fever would rise.Virat kept a proper watch on her the entire night.Early morning when Sai woke up she freaked out seeing the clock.

Sai (trying to wake up really fast)-Virat sir aapne mujhe uthaya kyu nai.Mujhe college jana hai...

Virat (making her sit on the bed again)-So jao chup chaap...Fever hai tumhe.Kahi nai ja rahi tum...

Sai-Virat sir theek ho jayega.Mujhe late ho raha hai.....

Virat-Tum na kai nahi ja rahi ho....CHup chaap aaram karo.Waise bhi bimaar rahogi toh dimaag mai kuch ghuse ga nai....Niche breakfast karne aa jao...Aur phir sirf sirf aaram...

Sai was feeling very frustrated.She thought spending the day in college would help her head to get diverted.But now Virat would not even let her move...Virat had informed everybody that Sai had fever and hence she would be resting and nobody should melt...Sai was in a bad mood already and now was angry at Virat as well.Sai ate her breakfast and went to the bedroom and was reading her book.Virat knew she was angry with him.

Virat (trying to talk to Sai)-Sai mai woh Police station ja rah.....

Sai (not letting him complete and not even looking at his face)-Jayeye.Mai khud ko sambhal sakti hu...

Virat-Sai woh..

Sai-Maine kaha na aap jayeye.

Sai closed of her book and slept.The medicines were making the effect.Virat kissed her forehead before going to his work.He knew why she was angry at him.But he couldnt make herself more ill.Sai woke up around noon for lunch..She decided to go downstairs for lunch.She sat in the balcony while Ashwini told her that she was preparing the lunch....Ninad saw her sitting alone..Sitting alone was never good for the mind especially today Ninad thought.

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Ninad-Maine aur Vahini ne tumhare saath itna boora bartav kiya phir bhi tum hamse acche se baat karti ho...

Sai-Mujhe problem aap se ya kaku se nai thi.Aapki soch se thi....

Lovely update. Loved the way Virat tried to lessen her pain and took care of her but again Sai bai got angry at him.

Aww...my heart goes out to Sai...😥😥😥 Chapter is so well written!

Superb update

Sometimes Sai doesn’t understand that Virat cares for her

Precap sounds intriguing

Please update soon

Originally posted by: Scribbled_tales

Beautiful update

Thanks.Sorry for late reply.

Originally posted by: fatssrilanka

Lovely update. Loved the way Virat tried to lessen her pain and took care of her but again Sai bai got angry at him.

Thanks for reading.

Originally posted by: Nja91

Aww...my heart goes out to Sai...😥😥😥 Chapter is so well written!

Thanks a lot.

Originally posted by: Gurveen

Superb update

Sometimes Sai doesn’t understand that Virat cares for her

Precap sounds intriguing

Please update soon

Thanks a lot.No here Sai understands but she wanted to escape the grief she would face have to face of her fathers death anniversary.

Always wanted to know how the conversation would flow between Ninad and Sai if they ever had a heart-heart talk! especially considering how important a father figure is to Sai. the poor girl is always searching for hints of her Aaba in everyone. looking forward to the next update already

Ninad was passing when he saw Sai in the balcony.She looked unlike the regular Sai who was full of life...Ninad now understood why Virat was worried about Sai.He decided to talk to her for little while.Sitting alone on such a day is not good for health...He knew he disagreed with Sai most of the times but he had unknowingly started to melt.He started feeling like she was also like his own daughter.When Ninad didnt understand.

Ninad (putting her hand on her hand)-Sai..

Sai (startled)-Baba aap yaha ? Kuch kaam hai toh mai chali jaati hu...

Ninad-Arre nai aisi koi baat nai hai...Tum kyu is tarah yaha akeli bathi ho ? Neeche Ashwini hai,Mohit hai.Neeche jao beta..Sab ke saath rahogi na toh dukh kam hoga...

Sai (stunned)-Aapko kaise pata ?

Ninad-Virat ne bataya tha...Ye takleef na dheere dheere kam ho jayege Sai.Mai jaanta hu itna aasaan nai hota par..

Ek baat poochu tumse beta ?

Sai-Ha.

Ninad-Tum meri itni izzat karti ho.Us din meri tabyet theek nai thi tumne mera dhyan bhi rakha..Par meri sammajh nai aata tum hamesha meri aur vahini ke khilaaf rahi ho,phir us din...

Sai (smiling)-Baba mujhe problem aapse ya kaku se nai hai.Mujhe problem aapki soch se hai..Insaan mai kharabi nai hoti problem hamesha insaan ki soch mai hoti hai..

Ninad was stunned by what Sai had to say.He was very sure that what he and vahini had thought about Sai was very much wrong.Sai had lunch and had returned to her room.She wanted to stay alone for some time.Ashwini noticed that her smile didnt reach her eyes.Sai opened her books and started studying.Virat came home early to be with Sai.When he came he saw Sai studying.He stood there for more than 15 mins but Sai had not even noticed.Virat knew it was her coping mechanism.Virat made his presence known to Sai by clearing his throat...

Sai (looking away from her books)-Kuch chaiye ?

Virat(surprised at her reaction)-Tumhe pata tha mai yaha khada hu ?

Sai-Ha pata tha mujhe.

Virat-Kaisa pata chal jata hai ?

Sai (avoiding the question) -Aapko kuch chaiye ?

Virat-Maine tumhe aaram karne ko kaha tha.Padh kyu rahi ho tum...

Sai-Mere liye aaram bhi yahi hai.Aur aab fever bhi nai hai mujhe.

When Virat came out after freshening up Sai was nowhere to be seen.He went downstairs and finally found her in the kitchen.Virat freaked out after he saw Sai with a knife misunderstanding the entire situation.He had talked to Ninad who had told him that Sai was depressed entire day.

Virat (angrily and taking the knife away from her)-Sai ye tum kya kar rahi ho...

Sai (getting angry as well)-Apple kaat rahi hu Virat sir....Aapko kya lag.....

Virat didnt need to speak words for Sai to know what he was thinking.She knew exactly what was running in his mind...

Sai(whispering)-Aap soch bhi kaise sakte hai ki mai har baat ke liye suicide commit karneki koshish karugi....Itna bharosa bhi nai hai aapko mujhpe.

Sai stormed off without taking the apple to eat.Ashwini saw Virat and Sai fight but didnt hear what Sai said.Virat closed his eyes.His fear had taken over his logic.He knew that last time the circumstances were very different.But now that he loved her very much his breath stopped the minute he saw her with the knife.Suddenly he felt somebody's hand on his shoulder.

Ashwini (with eyes full of concern)-Kya baat hai Godu ? Kyu itna pareshan hai ? Bechari apple hi toh kaat rahi thi na.Itna kyu ghabra gaya tu...

Virat-Maine ye baat na kisiko nai batai hai aai.Aapko pata hai mai GC se wapas aane ke liye nikal chuka tha aai par phir na Usha Mausi ka phone aaya tha...Sai ne suicide commit ki thi.Bahut khoon beh gaya tha.Usne dekhne ki himmat nai thi meri us waqt itni buri halat thi uski...Aur aaj jab baba ne bataya ki poori din woh depressed thi tab jab maine chaku dekha uske haat mai toh mai darr gaya aai...

Ashwini (stunned with loss of words)-Tune kabhi bataya kyu nai mujhe ? Waise mai sach kahu Godu toh uske mann mai kya chalta hai woh hum mai se kisi ko pata nai hota ha..Aapne darr ke baare mai use batayega nai tab tak use pata nai chalega....

When Virat came back to their room Sai was sitting on her side of the bed.Her anger had calmed down.She knew why Virat was scared.But didnt he knew that she was not that weak and when she did commit suicide it was in depression of her father's death and not anything else.Virat sat next to her on bed

Virat (holding her hand tightly)-Sorry Sai.Maine kuch bhi assume kar liya.Tumhare haath mai knife dekha toh darr gaya mai...

Sai-Aapne aise kaise assume kar liya.....Mai itni weak nai hu Virat sir...Pichli baar jo kuch bhi hua tha woh phir kabhi nai hoga...

Virat (still holding her hand)-Bahut pyaar karta hu tumse Sai,ek minute ke liye saara logic maine ignore kar diya....Tumhe andaza bhi nai hai us waqt tumhara kitna khoon baha tha....Is baare kabhi sochta hu na toh meri saans atak jaati hai...Mera dimaag kaam karna band ho jata hai...Mai sapne mei bhi us baare mai kuch soch nai sakta...Tumhe khone ki takleef mere bardasht ke bahar hai...Kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki tum mere bina ji paogi....Tum mujhse bahut zyada strong ho Sai.

Sai (almost on the edge of confessing)-Kyu lagta hai aapko aisa ki mai aapke bina reh paogi ?

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Virat and Sai's hug

Samrat's return