Hello guys!!
SO I was really heartbroken after day before yesterday’s episode ..
I am not able to blame either of them but I feel Sai is being totally blind towards Virat’s feelings
Poor guy.. his feelings were so transparent today .. in fact he almost confessed ..,I felt so bad for him ..
I’m just consoling myself thinking that at the end Sairat will be one and it’s an itv show so we have to expect unbearable drama and character assassinations .. but somewhere deep in my heart I have a feeling there won’t be suicide track ..
So I just thought of writing something on this episode .. What if Sai was softer towards Virat and also if she kind of understood Virat’s plight.
PS. I am not a great writer, so there might be a lot of mistakes and it might not be up to your expectations.But please please, feel free to give me your feedback and your suggestions too ❤️
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“Tum mujhe Pasand nahi karti , Lekin Mein tumhe PAsand Karta hun.. Haa Sai , thoda thoda mei tumhe pasand karne lagahu, Mujhe tum sabse khaas , Sabse alag lagti ho …”
Sai was shocked would be an understatement .. From the time he had started taunting her she was doubtful if he was jealous of her friendship with Ajinkya .. well it was kind of obvious but still the vaadas that hung around her Virat sir’s neck didn’t allow her to believe her hunches..
And now he says he likes her ? Is he joking..Is this a prank ? If yes, Then this was a really bad one..
“Mujhe mazak mei bhi aise batein pasand nahi hai ! “ she said with a tint of anger lacing her voice
“Mein mazak nahi kar raha hu, I’m serious Sai..”
“MAtlab aap sach mei mujhe pasand karne lage hai.. ?”, she confirmed once again, her eyes wide open and not believing even a single word that he had uttered with lots of love.
“Sai mein is baath mei Jhoot kyu bolunga ? Do I look that immature to you ? Tumhei mere aankhon mei wo pyaar nazar nahi aa raha hai ?” He asked her , his voice as soft as ever …
Sai was dumbstruck.. She was shocked , confused , and moreover found it hard to believe.
There was a time when she felt that he has feelings for her .. but whatever happened during Harini’s birthday had burst her bubble. She was reminded about the Vada that she had almost forgotten. She was brutally brought back to the reality that she and Virat would probably never have a chance to build their relationship further as long as the Vada existed as a barrier. That day she decided she would turn a blind eye to Virat’s advances. She might be right or wrong but she knew that as long as Pakhi didi interfered in their Neeji mamlas , They could never proceed further in their relationship.
And the only person who could put a full stop to all this would be Virat sir himself. He was the one who gave Pakhi didi that stupid Vada ! She knew Virat was giving her indirect/ direct signals that he was over Pakhi , but he should also know Sai Joshi needs her answers in Spasht Shabd , She wanted Virat sir to clear it for once and for all that the Vada was nowhere important to him anymore and that Pakhi didi would thereon be his VAhini , nothing more ore nothing less.
She was not ready for a heartbreak , she had to fullfill her Aaba’s wish , for which she needs her full concentration , and hence had decided not to ponder over her relationship with Virat ,firstly because she had never ever fallen in love before and is totally confused about what she feels for Virat sir and secondly because she feels Virat could never fall for her , he fell for someone like Pakhi didi who is totally opposite to her, so for her it is impossible that virat could fall for her.. and even though she sometimes feels that there is something between them and also has noticed his advances , she would brush it off as the fondness between two people living together ! She didn't want to think more and have false hopes to have her heart broken later, and also she didn’t want to break the promise that she made to herself , To not expect anything from others ! She alone would have the key to her happiness !
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