MG-FF~The Myth~Thread-13~UPDATED~ Pt-126 ** Pg-130 ** 5th Mar. ** ** - Page 20

The Myth

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The test of a true myth is that each time u return to it , new insights and interpretations arise.

A saying Or belief Or fact Or superstition Or Myth ... these words play an important part in ppl's life ,, many blindly believe or live their lives on some belief nd myths ,, from d time of d bith of a child to till his/her end some belief never left them ,, those ppl trust a priest who himself a human being nd it's also said that human is a bundle of mistakes ,, then how cn a priest be trusted blindly ? Does a priest's words r more important than an innocent child ? If yes then where is humanity , love , care nd family bonding ? Where r relations nd their warmth ? Where is Truth nd Reality ?

These raw feelings wr new for Geet that is way they wr affecting her more as compare to Maan ,, his manly fragrance ,proximity nd warm touches wr making her warm nd she was melting ,, d strange sensations in her body egniting a fire in her ,, every pore of her body become alive nd demanding more nd more this warmth nd closeness ,, she was drowning in a diff world .

Geet never thought about any BF or affair befor her marriage ,, she was deeply hurt nd angered from her selfish family ,, her main concern was to stand on her feet , but all forced her to get married ,, she thought to start her life after marriage , but that turned more disasterous ,, her all dreams nd desires died in few hrs ,, there was only rage, humiliation nd betrayal .

She felt cheated , used nd rejected ,, her dreams of a caring nd loving husband nd family scattered , nd she didn't feel d love nd care of a husband ,, she never felt those soft nd beautiful feeling which erupt in d closeness of husband or BF .

But now Maan's loving nd caring behavior , efforts , expressing his feelings for her , his closeness awaken those raw feelings in her ,, she felt an unsaid pleasure nd longed for more ,, Maan's closeness soothe nd make her feel secured , but she hesitates nd hold back.

where as Maan knew well that he was falling for Geet ,, her slightest smile nd closeness affected him ,, his body nd heart desired her ,, his every pour craved to feel her ,, his arms ached to crush her in them ,, his whole burnt in unsatisfied desires , but he was controlling him bcoz he cdn't hurt Geet ,, he knew well that Geet saw him living with other girl nd that was very hard to forget ,, he knew that Geet was also burning in same fire,, it hurt him when she hold back nd distanced herself ,, he felt insulted ,, he was ready to submit nd wished for her submission too , to move forward in their relation ,, her forgiveness was must ,, they cdn't feel d true love for each other in d shadow of that past ,, he desired that she express her right on him , express her feelings ,nd take a step towards him .

his hope died again when geet's body flinched nd she distanced with a jerk ,, Maan took her name in near her ear nd Geet's whole body shuddered ,, she gasped ,, opened her eyes nd realized their closeness ,, felt shy nd tried to distance ,, Maan felt that withdrawl nd his heart sunk .

Maan hurt: G e e t , don't distance like this , it hurts me ,, I feel ashamed when see u killing ur desires ,, u have every right on me Geet ,, I m all yrs .

Geet looked at him confused ,, she was not sure about her feelings for him ,, she was not getting that how she cd fall for him ? she was away from him , hate him nd never think for him to get back in her life ,, she accepted him as her baby's father bcoz she wanted to give every relation to her baby ,, she didn't want him for her ,then why these feelings for him ? is it love for him ? How it cd be happen when she never thought about love nd a life with him ,, she only compromised nd never thought to live together , but in last few days she was changing ,, Maan's closeness nd loving care changed her thoughts for him nd she was feeling a pull towards him ,, like his closeness nd lost her senses ,, her body ached nd forced her to feel his warm touch ,, why his closeness soothe her ? What was all that ?

Maan saw in her confused eyes ,, she was staring at him , but she was lost in struggling with her thoughts ,, he desired that she open her heart to him , realised her feelings for him nd expressed them .

Maan : geet won't u feel anything when I come close to u ? is it hurt u ?

Geet kya meri aankhon mei tumhe apne liye kuch nazar nahi aata ? kya ye nazdikiyan humare risty ki gaharai ko nahi batati ? Geet tumhe apne pati, apne Maan se har khushi pane ka Haq hei ,, mai tumhari har khushi , har sapne ko pura karna chahata hun ,, apne dil ko matt roko Geet ,,, trust me , I want to fill ur life with all happiness .

Geet gulped hard nd whispered .. Maan , I trust u , but I m confised ,, I don't know how nd why I m feeling like this ? I never thought for u , don't know what is love nd how it feels ?

Maan sadly : Geet I know I m tainted , I m not as pure as u , I hurt u nd regretting for my every mistake ,, hopped for forgiveness OR punishment to get rid of this painful past ,, plzz make me free from my cursed past ,, only ur punishment or forgiveness cn give me peace,, I want to live my life with u,, I cn't see u like this living in a shell,, Geet , kya mera ateet tumhe mere pass aane se rokta hei ?

Geet looked at him ,, his words made her more confused ,, she acknowledged Maan's efforts , respect , care nd love for her, Viv , Ma & Pa , but to move forward in their marital relation , she was in dilemma ,, even she was confused about her own feelings .

Maan was living in guilt nd asked for punishment or forgiveness for his misdeeds ,, she cdn't punish him, to bar him from her nd her baby ,, she cdn't snatch d rights nd happiness of her baby , then left only other option .. forgiveness .

She had to forgive him if she wanted a normal life ,, to forget her bitter past , to gave a healthy family atmosphere to her baby ,, to built smoothe nd loving relation with all( khurana) to give space Maan in her nd Viv life she had to burry her past nd had to forgive Maan ,, when he was repenting nd accepting his mistake ,, he openly confess his feelings for her ,, time brought many changes in their lives ,, then she had to take a step ,, his selfless efforts cdn't be ignore .

Geet decided nd looked at Maan who was staring at her with hopes ,, Geet raised her hand slowly nd touched his face ,, he felt alive ,, his eyes brighten nd took a deep breath .

Mistakes r always forgivable, if one has d courage to admit them .

Precap --- Geet forgives Maan ... Ab...?