geet's words were so shocking for maan.. he looked at her trying to find any change in her..he wanted to confirm .. he was so worried for her and here she is actually what..maan couldn't voice his thoughts and asked her again..
shocked ,surprised and somewhere angry on her ..
maan : you are what??..
his voice was plain .. devoid of any emotion , she was still glued to him and her tears were soaking his already soaked shirt..
geet hiccupped and said whatever she knew..
geet : I.. I didn't knew what was with me.. I am sorry.. I am so scared.. it was a stupid night .. I went to pub with my friends.. and then ...there.. i was drunk.. kuch hua.
something happened .. and now.. i am scared.. I heard that there they kill the girls.. I don't want to be murdered.. so i thought...
maan asked again ..
maan : you what ???
geet looked at maan with her almond eyes which were now soaked with tears and he was looking at her intently..
geet murmured again with a heavy voice..
geet : i am pregnant
her eyes lowered as she was even feeling shame and now she definitely wanted to die.. she was feeling so much embarrassed when she said the truth to maan what will happen if anyone comes to know...
her insides were tensed.. plus the scary stories that rajji had narrated to her..
she was a free bird in Delhi.. her parents didn't left any stone unturned togive her the freedom that she wanted , she was given all the freedom all the things that she wanted and now if anyone will come to know about this then it will be surely very shameful.
unknown to geet what maan was feeling at the very moment she looked like a baby in his arms telling all her problems to him..she looked at maan and he suddenly parted her ...
maan : do you know what are you saying .. you know the meaning..
geet nodded looking at him and replied in a meek voice..
geet : I have done a sin and now I am going to pay for it.. she sniffed and maan glared at her .
maan : how..
he barked at her and she stilled on the ground , his loud voice could make anyone quite and she was now deeply hurt and scared ..
geet was quite and maan gave her a good piece of mind..
maan : you were going to end your life right..
this was the only solution geet am I right..
his sarcastic words were doing nothing except making her cry a lot...
geet : I... she sobbed
geet : I don't want that these people should know about me .. they will kill me like they killed rajjji's friend.. she only eloped with her love but I .. I am ... she couldn't even say now..
maan was not getting why she was saying again and again of the killing.. he was confused ..
maan : no one would have even touche you .. its not anyone its you who was going to end your own life and what about the child.. how can you be so mean and selfish geet..
committing a sin and giving your parents and the ones who love you a lifetime punishment and what about the person who's baby who are carrying .. does he know.. maan's words made her reveal one more truth
geet : I don't know who was him.. I was so much drunk that I hardly remember any thing
she confessed
maan knew that this was the thing that was expected from her.. he knew that she was spoiled but this was totally unexpected ...
maan wanted to say something but seeing her state of mind he didn't said anything .. he just gave her a warning that made her a little frightened..
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completed now
that's all for part 4
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