When i said Kash it was all about hope and unlimited dreams! Dreams of something I once wished
Kash! ( if only!!)
Just a simple small word!
How simple is that to say u are not right or perfect for me? Please look at your self in the mirror once!
That's exactly when my kash grew bounds together forming something unknown in my self... was that determination or love to be loved I didn't have an idea but... Kash!
Time n again I see u achieve something n get accolades from all the near one's but alas my kash comes again...
I was so proud of you that u have achieved all that on your own hard work I literally celebrated festival on the name of ur success... people called me crazy
But only if they understood what this simple little word had given me... it gave me the courage to face the world... coz u will not like me timid n weak... it gave me hope to say a little bit more patience... Every thing will be back to normal soon
There was also a time when I stopped using that word... coz I was too much drowned in my life n its never ending miseries but u didn't come nor stood by me ...
Kash I would have never met u never made an effort to know you better than what u pretend to be...
was it that easy for u to say do I know you ...will u please excuse me... until when is a question to my patience...
Kash u had a bit more courage
y couldn't you see me... was it coz I was lost in the crowd or coz u were lost in the crowd!
years I passed only in the hope that this heart touching smile of yours will be only mine!
Who was the one in your arms whom u were preserving like some treasure... might be one of your world which u have built away from me...
Kash it would be in my hands to burn the very person who dared to touch you but what will I complain when all u ever gave me is silence
Unlimited happiness I felt when you touched the peaks of success but kash in all those glitters and glory I was beside you too
Heart broke pain arose but I didn't loose hope coz hope was all I had in the pitiful condition of my life
Then again the story turned! the sun rise... this was the day one will never want to forget in one's life
Walking down the road u covered the distance between us...
I felt myself shiver in anticipation. ..
Still one look at your eyes I knew it was today when someone so ordinary n not so perfect that those words reflected were to be proven wrong!
So wrong that u forget yourself in this beautiful dream like state... wondering where this courage came from I look at you with all that I have preserved in my heart all my life...
But u time n again do the same crush me to an extent I will not exist!
There was something in the air that day like my smile like my sis used to say
I took the step myself keeping all my doubts and insecurities aside... among all the crowd n people I saw u walk a little away with your cell in ur hand and the other busy in your hair as always
I found my heaven in your arms... the surprising thing of that moment was u stopped ur struggle just a moment later...
when I saw you averting your eyes I understood maybe u had somethings too which you were bound to else u weren't that weak that u couldn't come out of my hold
The darkness of the night helped us well that u could hide ur life from me and I drink all my sorrows from your lips
We kissed promising something unknown ... something never talked about nor discussed...
That night I stopped wondering kash
Coz I have learned if I wanted the moon then just a kash wouldn't be enough!
Today I am someone's mirror which only that particular someone could lok at
The smile which I desired is just mine coz anyone else having a glimpse of it almost next to impossible!!
Edited by spoorthi28 - 10 years ago
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