Wired Hearts (1) - Page 81

Originally posted by: KittuPratzz

"The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference."

"Death ends a life, not a relationship."

"Stupidity isn't punishable by death. If it was, there would be a hell of a population drop."

I cant help but im in this zone...where geet resides... is it easy to live life like that? nah..its not.. one can just imagine...or may feel a lil ...but living through to it..is all together different.

why did i start my comment with these quotes? coz U dint leave me with any choice...if i have to describe ..how i feel ..right this moment...either it will b an understatement..or i may not completely justify the emotion u evoked in me...

I was listening to 4 songs..all through the chapter..and tell me how you would feel..

1.Kal ho na ho..heart beat instrumental.

2.Aye khuda from murder.

3.aashiqui instrumental

4.Tu ne jo na kaha...from newyork...

Marvelled ... the way you made me feel!! 👏 🤗

I was just beginning to think...what will be the next chapter... her meeting with him...

or any revelations...

Be it she hugging the frame or her memory (*or can i say the scar...which will never fade...but just gives pain...) that unpleasant moment...that dreadful evening ...everything is snatched...

and she blaming herself... one cannot understand that pain...until one actually gone through... how painful it is to be left alone...when ur most precious thing is lost... you cannot see them..feel them..embrace them... blame urself..scold urself..and wanted to kill urself...can it be more painful when u r the witness for loved ones suffering? *shudders*

"It was all my fault! I killed them!"

"Why didn't I die instead? Why did I survive?" It was a desperate question I had asked myself countless times since I gained consciousness after that accident.

I had lost count of many times it had woken me up in the middle of the night, and every time I woke up like this, I wished for my parents to be there with me, to tell me it was just a bad dream, to hug me and console me, to put me back to sleep by running fingers through my hair.

But the part which hurt the most was, it wasn't any nightmare. It was the truth of my life, the truth which I was responsible for, the harsh truth which had snatched my parents away from me and put them to eternal sleep.

@italic... 👏 i can't praise u enough mayyo...u just moved me..with just few lines...

nostalgia trip...in the middle of night..u just wake up..and wish...only wish that what ever happened was a night mare... a bad dream... but this conscious mind...reminds YOU ..what u did..and what actually happened...

As hard as I squeezed my eyes shut, I couldn't wipe away the picture playing in them.

how much ever we try...try hard..we cannot...or shall i say we dont want to..coz a part of us wanted to live in this hell...this punishment...

coming to this 2nd quote... it ended her two most dear relationships...but not the love...but alas...can she taste the love now?? except..live in the memories... love never dies... yet we cannot stop craving for loved ones presence!!!

the convo...*sigh* *looks at the screen ...grimace...* it exactly happened with me...but with different context...i dint loose anyone... but i still blame myself for the hurt i caused..for each scar...every moment of my life..

You know what iss the worst punishment? its not loosing ur loved ones...its witnessing the loss and u living the life with guilt...which cannot be shared..nor taken off ur shoulders...

You are too good ...and way beyond awesome person!

I got off the bed and walked to the small balcony. It was close to the time that I usually woke up. It was dreams like these which had forced me to deduct my sleeping time to an extreme extent. But I had gotten used to it now. I had gotten used to staying up nights and moping in my grief in person, and then wear a mask of life on my face and be strong for my younger sister. It was what life was for me now.

i dint know that i wrote such a longg one...sorry for my rambles mayyo...

as i said earlier...i connect with geet... its like seeing my mirror image...my twin..and feeling the same pain...yet being happy too... ...how weird that sounds? Nah...but yeah..life itself is weird... a labyrinth... which will never solve until we rest...

Ur words..and the songs ...have altogether different sensation...

Thanks for sharing it...

ohh no sorry for such stupid baseless comment!!!

3rd quote... is for the stupidity...

as our world is filled with two infinities... universe..and human stupidity... we hurt ourselves...kill ourselves... for the sin we committed...but thats the easiest way to wipe off the sin we did to our loved ones...

and as my comment is to end...i listen to "Toh phir aao..." here comes my memory...

Kittu Kittu Kittu 🤗 Sometimes you just blow me away with your words and analysis...😃

There can be no greater guilt than the one Geet is going through. Hope time will heal her.

Originally posted by: mayyo

Oh it still is hilarious to me. Plus, my iPod has now added "my" words to the dictionary and they are now suggestions given to me. 😆 Of course, when I want to type "feet" and it autocorrects to "Geet" then it annoys.

Originally posted by: mayyo

Err.. Your reaction made me wonder what if it doesn't happen? 🤔

awesome emotinal update. first of all sorry for not commenting for the previous updates as was busy with my grandmother sudden illness and then her death. by reading this update I had tears in my eyes. I cried a lot as it reminded me of my dear granny with whom I was very close. u penned geet sufferings and her parents loss with such deep feelings and right words.indeed this accident will always b a scar in her life which she will never b abe to forget. now y raya is married n not geet. y her parents accepted that thr little sister marry before the elder one because their parents were a little orthodox one. was geet repenting of refusing maan n that she realised thst she id in love with maan. eagerly waiting for maan entry n their first meeting.

Originally posted by: Susegad

My "Geet" are stinking.🤣

😆

Seriously, I was typing the chapter and after completing it, when I read it, I got confused for why I had written Geet there and what sense the sentence made. 😆

Originally posted by: Susegad

Than I'm personally going to hand a weapon of destruction in Sheen's hand.

Uh oh! I might as well contact Onir to get hands on one of her shields. 😆

emotional part 😭 waiting 4more😛

Such intense n Emotinal update..poor geet😭

part 10
nice...
OMG poor Geet...
her stubbornness led to this...
feel sorry for her...
cont soon dear...