MG-SS - Kaare Badra - Last Part - Page 77 - June 27 - Page 21

Geet too has been a broken soul. And right now she is the only one who can help Maan as Maan is the only one who will be able to help Geet.

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I don't know how long has it been?? But I could still feel his tears wetting my shoulder...

The moment his name escaped my lips, it was as if the last barrier of an ocean of emotions broke. We were in each other arms crying our hearts out, pouring all our longing, all our pain, holding each other, so tightly not to let go ever...

We have cried, cried n cried but the pain was too much to let go. The tears were untamed today. Words were never needed to let the other know about the rush of emotions going - on. Feeling each other so close was like a food to our hungry, craving heart. The fear was too deep that arms around each other were only tightening with every tick of the clock, as if it was possible. Even the air wasn't allowed to come in - between us.

It was still like a beautiful dream to be in the embrace of that one person who is the reason of your life. It must have been hours but neither of us wants to separate even to look into each other eyes. Coz we know with that the dreadful moment to question n to answer will also be there.

But I came out his arms the minute, accidently my hand touched his injured shoulder. My eyes poured seeing his wounded forearm, his bleeding hands n forehead. I knew this would be the outcome, that is why, I never wanted him to face the cruelity of our destiny.

Like our hearts n our souls, the words that escape our mouths were also in sync that made us lock our eyes n to give away the vulnerable state of our hearts...

I m sorry...

I said as there have been countless moments when he suffered because of me, the never ending unbearable pain I had given him without any fault of him. And I know he is guilty for whatever happened with me n Aniee, he is blaming himself for every second of that time.

He is punishing himself of something which isn't his fault. He wasn't even aware coz I had hidden the truth. But I know him too much. Even a tiny bit of pain inflicted on me n he would get restless, would held himself responsible for it.

Words were refusing to come out so I nodded my head telling him not to do it. Not to blame himself for anything, it was only our fate that had been playing with our lives. But the little gesture played the role of a guard that opened those walls holding our wounded, paining hearts. It came like a wave of emotions n swept us into the world of togetherness. He held me so tight as if wanted to consume every tiny bit of my pain.

And I couldn't hold back any more, so I cryed holding him against me, knowing that it will give him solace to see me pouring my heart out finally n only with him.

He kept me close crying with me silently. I m sure he was trying his best to hide his tears while I shed mine coz he knew it'll make me feel more guilty. He rubbed my back very tenderly as found my loud cries subsiding with soft sobs.

The most amazing part of our relation has always been his trust on me. He makes all my wrongs look right. Even after those painful sufferings of two years, for him, there is no fault of mine. For him, it's him who failed to save me from all pains, it's him who couldn't find me to soothe me, it's him who is at fault. But I know better.

I know he won't question me for any of my deads, I know he'll not. And I thanked him for that in my heart. Coz there r still few dark memories, still few fears that I want him to stay away from. I wanted to loose myself in this moment n not think about anything that would snatch me away from him back to the darkness. So I rested my head on his chest n closed my tearful eyes and he tighten his arms around me.

~o~

I woke with a jolt only to be patted back to sleep n I realized the reason wasn't that I was carried all the way from basement to be laid on to the bed but missing the warmth that I craved for. Maan sat beside me patting my head lovingly whereas the longing that he was trying to hide was giving away his state. So I tried raising myself when he held me back n said

Please sleep Geet... Doctor said not to stress ...

Maan... he didn't let me speak by placing his finger on my lips n started caressing my head while he spoke

Jaan... You need rest... Please sleep...

My eyes were filling again as I knew the scare of those wounds were too deep to heal so easily. His touch conveyed his insecurities, his fear to lose me again. And in that moment I wanted to go back into his arms n cry again letting myself n him soothe each other.

Sshhh Jaan... he wiped both my eyes with a very gentle touch

Maan... but I couldn't continue further as eyes fell on bloodstains on all over his upper body. I got up ignoring his protests. But my heart ached so see a fearful expression on his face.

Geet... Kya hua ??

I wanted to calm him but looking at his wounds made me flinch so I made him sit on the bed n asked him for first - aid box. Initially he denied saying it's nothing but later he had to bend. I bandaged all the deep cuts n put an ointment on his scares.

~o~

I looked outside with the sound of chirping of a few birds n the chanting of mantras conveying the arrival of dawn. I did pretend to sleep knowing Maan, because, otherwise even he wouldn't have relaxed.

I know he kept watching me sleep for quite long n then gave into the tiredness of his body. N then it was my chance to have share of my fill of him. But with the rising of sun, the reality also dawned.

Last night indeed looked like a bouns for an ill - fated person like me. It was as if, for sometime even God felt pity on me. But it was for sometime only. So now is the time to go. Time to wake up from the beautiful dream I had last night.