Part - 11
Nahi... Please chod do... Please nahi... Pleassseee...MAAANNN...
Geet ... Geet... Jaan... I m here ... Sshhh... I m here...
His heart was bleeding seeing her in this state. Maan tried his best to keep a check on his raging emotions while he sat beside Geet who was still sleeping. He kept caressing her head, kissing her forehead to calm her or rather to ensure himself that she was actually here with him. Each moan escaping from her mouth while she slept was like thousands of needles piercing his already shattered heart. It screamed his failure... failure as a husband, as a lover, as a friend, as a brother... a big failure.
He looked at the petite form of his life lying there in pain still wanting him to come to her. Even after his inability to protect her when she needed it the most. He recalled her words to Aniee on that dreadful day ...
Aniee... kuch nahi hoga... main hu naa ???
U go from here... but promise me one thing... Kissi ko bhi iss baat kaa pata nahi chalna chahiye...
Aniee Maan ye bardasht (tolerate) nahi kar payenge... Wo mar jayenge ... Aniee tujhe meri kasam...
How could she still think about him ?? Even in that moment... For a woman, her dignity is more precious than her life. And she gave away that willingly for him!!! She knew he loved both his siblings like his children so she did what a mother would have done for her child.
What good deeds had he done in his past lives to get her limitless unconditional love ?? He doesn't deserve even a bit of it. He isn't worthy of her pure heart. He was so ashamed of his life, ashamed of this fact that after knowing the entire truth also he is still breathing yet he couldn't end his life coz she needs him, with all his incapabilities, she still wants him only.
After hearing Aniee, it was becoming unbearable for him to keep himself in control. Whereas on the other hand, Aniee was getting even more worried to see her brother walk away without even saying a word. The way he was sitting beside Geet looking at her, was fearing her all the more. It was, as if the silence before some heavy storm or may be the calmness just before the eruption of a volcano.
As the night progressed, the dark clouds surrounding her till now, started surrounding his wounded soul also. He was drowning in self - loathing with each passing minute n with that, going far away on the path of self - destruction. When the paining within in his heart overtook his control, he left abruptly ensuring Meera's presence with Geet.
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It was after around an hour when Aniee noticed her Maan bhai's absence. Initially she thought he must have gone out to calm himself but when she found out from the guard that he was still inside the farmhouse only, she panicked. Aniee, Yash n Meera checked all the rooms along with the back yard n even the horse stable when a servant came running to them.
The servant informed them to have heard some noises from the Gym in basement. Aniee knew her brother was in great pain n can go to any extent.
She ran towards the basement but even more was shocked to find the door of Gym locked from inside. Geet had warned her that he won't be able to take that bitter truth. He would try n harm himself to get rid of these painful feelings.
They could hear sounds of shattering glasses, breaking of wooden planks n bricks. Aniee banged the door n pleaded continuously which landed on deaf ears of her brother as he was too drowned in his own miseries. The loud cries of Aniee, pleadings of Yash n Meera and thunderous sounds of banging were echoing in the entire Khurana farmhouse but the only person who couldn't hear was Maan who wanted some respite from the piercing pain which was killing him.
Bhai ... Please... Stop it... Open the door... Pleassseee...
Maan... Please don't do this to yourself... Open the door...
Bhai... Pleassseee... Darwaza kholiye...
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