Part 3
(warning read at ur risk...bad me no bashing n 18+ too)
Present
"Mr.khurana we need her case file,,,,,,immediately, plz bring it we wanna to know her stage of cancer"
Maan was too numb to respond...doc shook his shoulder...to bring in reality
"We need her case file immediately plzz bring as fast as possible" with that doc left
Now maan was in dilemma, he don't know where she is leaving from last 1 n half years. After thinking for minutes ...he went from there...n started driving as fast he can...n stooped the car in front of big bungalow HANDA HOUSE n ran inside...ramu kaka welcomed him, n called mr. n mrs. Handa
Mrs. Handa "it's really a surprise too see u here... Maan"
Before asking directly ...he thought to ask in different way
"where is geet"
"I think mr.khurana aapki yaadaast buri ho gae h...if u forget let me remind u before 3 years u married her... so u should know where is she"
"What? u all don't know where is she"
"Yes from 3 years we hadn't seen her...ku darling" mrs.handa spoke
"Yehhh...N it doesn't matter to us also...where is she...n what she is doing...she was ur responsibility soo u should know'n know don't bother us...u can leave we have to attend a party...soo bye"said mr.handa who have no love for his daughter...from 3 years he don't know how she is...is she alive or not...just for a formality went to see her after 9 months of marriage...n that meeting...was worth...he even don't look at her daughter... Who was just waiting for a look n some words of love in her worst condition'but this heartless father...ignored her(bakki ki story bad me)
N her step mom...which she called chooti maa...in her bad condition too...showed how cruel a women can be...hurted her to extent.
Maan without any choice came out of house in frustration...n banged his hand on the bonnet...nd took his seat n was starting the car...then saw ramu kaka coming...running
"Saab rukie, saab hume aapko kuch batana h saab" (sir,plz wait I want to say u something)
"Hmm..bolie ramu kaka"
"Saab betiya yaha aae thi" (sir, madam came here)
"What, but they said, they don't know where is she from 3 years"
"Ji, sir'.becoz badi madam'didn't allow geet madam to be here'I still remb. Her state was too bad when she came here'crying, looking depressed but that day saab was not here'.n madam didn't allow her to live here'.. sir(maan) she even didn't saw geet madam..they just talked on phone from gate'..n make geet madam'heartbroken'.even geet madam '.said "chooti maa, where I will go..plzzz let me with u all, I won't create ant prob. Even won't show my face too..plzz chooti maa..i need my family my papa, plzz" geet was pleading continuously but badi madam didn't heard her n said harshly "y u came here, when ur husband left u, go n do suicide somewhere..it will be more easy for u, but don't came here, ur papa hate u n we too hate ur presense also''10 years we had a burden of u 'but not now'just leave from here" I don't know sir, where she left from here'.but she was in very bad state'I fear'is she alive or not"
Maan head hung in same but in meek voice said " ur betia is alive kaka'but in very bad state" n left from there but don't know where to go 'whom to ask'he stopped the car near a park '..n sat on a bench ..Having her diary in his hand'n again started reading
Past
That day I got some happiness ...u know dairy...after 10 years'anyone talked wid me warmly ...having love for me ...but the love m searching in the eyes of my dear one is not there...1st my dad...then chooti maa, n her sons...now maan ji'n his family...in these one week...one thing I didn't understand was... their behavior. They are sweet n loving family, I can see that...there is immense love for each other... But didn't understand their hate towards me...what mistake I did, they never talked to me, then when I did any crime, that they hate me...u know dairy there is a small kid too in this family DIL (AADIL) cute name na...everyone call him DIL ...he is too naughty... now don't wonder soo much...how I get to know without stepping out of my room nah his room. Wohh, every evening all family seats in backyard garden n talk wid eachother...n I can see them ...from my window.
Now I know all members of his family, there is one elder brother dev, his wife tara n son aadil, then aniie dii n arjun jiju, mummy ji n papa ji...n two more they are there cousins Vicky n his wife Pari. A big n sweet family but there is no place for me in this family... n I know this n accepted too. That girl too didn't show up from the day maan ji have gone, as she went wid him...heard the family saying n her name is sam.
I want to talk wid my frnd...but in room now there is no phone...one day a servant came n take it away...n papa never gave me any cell phone...so I can't talk too wid anyone. N dying to hear voice of my papa, but let it be...now days my day start wid my books n end wid books also...as it happens in my home. I was topped in my classes but never got appreciation...which my sibling got...they got everything... M not complaining, I used to be soo much happy when papa n chooti maa used to bring gifts from them..n chooti maa used to say me " u r big enough to get a gift, so we didn't brought anything for u" they used to celebrate their birthday...lots of people used to come...i was 10 when I asked chooti maa n papa to celebrate my birthday too papa in very dangerous n angry voice said "we don't have money to waste on ur birthdays...u r studying in every big school, n now celebrating ur birthday, calling ur frnds...We can't afford extra wastage of money ...N more over u r not a kid now" n went from there (tears were there in her eye...n some fell on page also) did I asked very big thing ...that day...I wanted to celebrate my birthday...n I was rigid...I fight back "ok don't call my frnds papa...but we can have a birthday cakes n" .
**********Thud**********
he slapped me on my birthday ..mumma used to celebrate it after that day i never celebarted or ask to celebarte my bday...used to cook my fav. Dishes ... i haven't ate my fav. Dishes from ages its 10 years...now I forgot too...what was my fav. Dish...beoz when 1st tym I ask chooti maa to make 'she dragged me to kitchen n said "m soo much tired geet", she took out all things... n kept in on kitchen slab, n said "make whatever thing u want to but don't bother me, n signled all the servants to go from there" ramu kaka was not there'in childness '..i really want to eat it... I was just 10 years that tym ...I started making it...I m soo much stubborn some tym...my mumma too used to say...this quality I get from my papa...n while making it I dropped the full vessel on me which was full on hot oil n it slipped on my both hands, stomach, both legs I was crying in pain ...chooti ma come hearing my cry...n saw the whole kitchen 1st which was at mess...n then slapped me...I forgot all my pain n burning sensation just looked at her she shouted at me "see what the mess u have created here, who will clean it haan, when u don't know anything...then y u poke ur nose...now clean each n everything" at that tym papa to come...hearing chooti maa voice n without hearing me he too slapped me, nobody look at me...who is half burnt but they care for the kitchen I was too numb to respond papa shouted at me "do what ur choti maa said, n if u don't do it, u won't get anything to eat full day, n one more thing.. nobody will help u...understand u idiot" I just nodded silently.
They went away n even took all the servants... my whole body were buring n I don't know what to do... I just simply cleaning all things...with soo much pain...more than body pain a small heart was paining...that her father didn't even look at her daughter...who is burnt with soo hot oii...but I have to obey them...while counting last breath my mumma told me "obey ur father words always beta" soo m obeying it...my skin were torn now due to working after a hour I cleaned everything n went in my room n just fainted due to the pain n burning sensation which I was carrying from last 1 hour...nobody look at me...I think when ramu kaka got to know this he called doc. The lady servants changed my dress, ramu kaka took care of me, n after that day... I never went in kitchen nor demanded anything... After that nani maa came to me...n she took care of me, we use to chat, n I got her love but it too ended in every small period of tym...nani maa too left me...n afterward...i was alone...n till now alone.
Present
Maan closed the dairy, how much pain she bears from childhood, n never complained everyone, today m feeling really guilty using a girl... N giving her pain soo much "I know geet my deeds are soo much, even I can't ask forgiveness, what I had done too u,"
We know that ur family hates u, beocz...u are the main share holder of HANDA PROPERTY which was of ur mom, that's y ur father hated u n make u marry me...when he got to know we are in need, with a condition, that I will never ask for ur share, n I agreed as I had immense property n money, but forgot that, it was ur haq(ri8 ), which too I taken from u, u r one of the richest girl of this state, but I think soo poor too beocz of me, my family n ur too.
These things are soo small, but what I snatched from u is big, I know that pain was unbearable for u, u know what geet, after months I saw u smiling, laughing, happy..but that too I snatched each n every day made u hollow from inside, but after that too, u do ur responsibility as a wife, we made prisoner in one room never let u out from room too. I still remb. Ur face that was full of pain...n crying n shouting in pain...n I didn't even looked at ur dignity'n that time too 1st u thought for me..then about u...everytime...I gave u soo much pain geet, sorry geet, sorry...hume maaf kar do(plzz forgive me) in love I was blind'that blind that made u suffer soo much...he broke out crying there.
(me- ab roe ke kya karoge huh, pahle sochna tha na, I too hate this maan 😛 but bechara kya kare sab prachi sinha ke bhoot ki galti h hehehheheheheh😃 lil laughter thapery at middle lolz in this I have cried nth time'soo making u all feel lil light then read again n cry😭 ...bole toh carry on)
N again started reading beoz. it is the only medium from which he can know where was she
Past
Now m saying u about 13th feb ok MR.DAIRY
I was happy that day...read a lot full day was full of study..even forgot to take dinner n it was 10pm, n I was tired...so thought to take bath, took towel n went n was thinking about maan ji... n thought "when he will return on 15th I will ask sorry from him, beocz of me he is suffering" ( present- that tym too she was thinking about me, that was my mistake n she was scolding herself for troubling me'closed his eyes in disgust...n opened after minutes to continue)
After taking shower...i saw... I have forgot to bring my dress n was making face n complaining to my baba ji now how I will go out, but it stroked on mind...maan ji not there n his room is in the corner n nobody came here...Except Aniee dii, so not a big deal, I will change in room itself, with this thought I rapped myself in towel n stepped out n was revising points while drying my hair near mirror...then wid thud door opened I was shivering wid fear too see him here, n too in drunken state...i was numb to react...n lil happy o see him after 11days but his eyes were spitting fire...he closed the door n came inside, I tried to go but he was more fast than me n held n shoulders...which had pain of that day...n today he clutched it more harder, I ad tally forgotten m standing in only towel, I was only fearing n thinking y he is angry wid me...i never stepped out of room nor said anything to anyone..then y he is angry wid me... " m sorry maan ji for that say, I won't say anything to u m sorry" I was continuous blabbering n crying. "Sorry kis kis chiz ke lie sorry kahugi tum haan"(sorry for what what things u will say)
(Maan was not in his sense..he was thinking geet as sam, so readers jada dimag mat lagna yah ape 😉 )
"But what I did maan ji" before she can say anything he slammed his lips on her nibbling it hashly...she was shocked to extent ...but unable to understand his acts, one tym he showing his anger, one tym showing her she doesn't matter, then she saw him wid another gal'kissing her n saying love u...n know he is kissing that to harshly that her lips were bleeding...he was not giving any pleasure to her ...only pain...he left her lips n harshly removed her towel, she didn't oppose him...becoz for her, he was her husband...n as her nani maa used to say he have all ri8's on her, he doesn't love her ...but she started loving him'form the day...she got to know ...she is getting married...But was this his love or a simple need of her body, there was no doubt she is beautiful too an extent...naive, pure but does he changed...or started accepting her as his wife...only time knows.
He was too wild for her, his clutches on her wrist.. broke her all glass bangels making her soft wrist bleed, playing wid each n every part of body...harshly giving her soo much...her beautiful white skinny skin with light pink colour is now changed into blue...due to his love bites...no u can't say it love bites...it's was bites too harshly... somewhere its started bleed to but it doesn't matter...she was not ready for this assaults ...she was fragile doll which he using to complete his thrust...she was crying in pain n trying to push him...but she was too soft in respect to a hard frame...which was holding her very tightly making her loose her consciousness she was regularly pleading to leave her..but this man...doesn't hear her any word...harshly parted her legs,while she was sobbing continously...n opened his all clothes n entered inside her...with a gr8 force...she screamed in pain but no one was there to hear her screams ...he used her body until he wanted...but never touch let her hand to touch his body...whenever she tried to hold it...he harshly removed it n hold it tighter without realising her hands were bleeding n a piece of bangle was in her skin ...which was giving her pain...but does the pain he is giving on her heart is more than that of physically ...she is already a weak girl...from physically n mentally n now he Is making her more weak...after hours he parted from her n slept on her blossoms...she was in soo much pain...her body was sore...n her every parts were paining... But she didn't complained to her baba ji also...but what she heard him blabbering...make her heart more bleed "I love u sam'I love u soo much, I can't live without u baby"
It was like a death to her...she thought by this she can get his love...but it was not love it was mere s** for him...his body need...lust on her..which he fulfilled...after lot trying to get up but she was too weak in respect to him... n her pain n loss of blood make her unconscious.
In morning he get up n saw the scene he was with her...n he slept wid her...n then saw her body which was full of his marks n turned it blue... but he doesn't care for her, what she will think but he started thinking he betrayed sam...if she see her marks on his body...then she will get angry...he rushed to mirror n saw himself...there was no mark of her...not a single he...took a relief breath...went to take bath n came out...he even didn't look at her...that girl still sleeping...with this thought he left. But he doesn't know what damages he did...she was unconscious...n her hands wee bleeding n from her famine parts too she was bleeding but he didn't cared ...he was busy in his valentine preparation how to manofy sam who is angry wid him.
Its 10am when aniee entered in her room as always...she bring her breakfast n chat wid her sometym...But seeing her state...she was shocked...she was almost in blood n his cold hearted brother...while leaving the room...even didn't bother to cover her, she fastly covered under spread...shook her, but no response.
Precap- aniee, called arjun to call doctor immediately ...untill she make her wear her dress...which was quite difficult, so at last make her wear her nighty...
N geet in the state of shock
(2967 words)
Biggest part I ever had wrote n cried too again..lolz meri hanky
Chaloo ab bolo or pain daalu...yeh this type of pain are perfect..for u all to cry
This is biggest part almost 3000 words soo need big comments n jada likes too slient reader atleast like it ...n encourage me to write
Soo much love n hugs🤗 to all who are liking it...n keep guessing guys why maan married geet🤢
Edited by geetsmile - 12 years ago
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