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Part 31
"Why I feel I am loosing this battle" he rubbed his hair and turned
"and why do my heart and each cell in my body want to loose this battle. Why I feel I will not be able to fight anymore" he got up, went to washroom and splashed water on his face.
"Why I don't want to fight anymore"
He then heard a knock on the door. Thinking it to be his mother he opened the door.
But there stood the one from whom he had run away. Geet was standing in front of him, with flood of emotions sparkling in her eyes.
She just pushed him in to the wall behind the door, keeping her restless head on his chest. Maan who himself was in such vulnerable condition, did not realize what happened so soon.
His heart was beating fast, Geet could feel and hear it; hers was beating at its own unknown speed.
"Geet leave" he uttered, unknown if he really wanted it.
"No, I won't leave, why should I" this made him more determined to say "leave I say"
Geet was now loosing, she cannot bear this separation and she knew by the dance today how he too was holding himself very badly. Her heart was completely restless and so was his. Tired of his denial
"Nahi jaoonge, kahin nahi jaoongee" with this she slided down, her hand running down the center of his shirt, breaking all his buttons as she slid down and she landed sitting near his leg, holding his leg tight, tears flowing down her eyes.
Maan just kept looking at her helpless, broken and vulnerable condition. He felt completely weak seeing this condition of her, his resolution which was already on verge of being broken felt like shattering down'
"Geet uttho" but Geet shook her head still holding on his leg and then he felt her tear drop on his bare feet.
Maan closed his eyes with the feel of her tear drops, not able to hold it anymore he sat down. Man closed his eyes to calm down his nerves which were behaving erratically.
"why are you doing all this Geet, how much will you test me"
Geet on this looked fiercly into his eyes, she held his collar and pulled him towards her
"How much will you test me? I can't bear this separation from you. In which way you want me to tell you, you only tell."
Geet was now in no sense; she only knew she could not stay separate from him anymore.
Maan was just looking at her, blank; trying to figure out what was right and what was wrong, while his mind was just numb.
"How do I make you trust me. Test me whatever way you want but I can't bear this sepeartion anymore, it's killing me everyday. I better die"
"Geet!!!" he roared
"I can see your pain and it kills me, its biggest punishment for me to see you like this in pain but if you think any other punishment, give me but I can no more bear this sepeartion and witness you pain in front of my eyes everyday."
She placed her head on his bare chest and her tears flowed down freely from top to bottom of his bare front, jolting him in thousand of ways.
"who am I to punish you when I have no right on you. I am just keeping my self safe"
Geet again held his shirt and pulled him towards her "why don't you understand, you are not keeping yourself safe, you are killing yourself everyday and in process killing me too. "
Maan kept quiet, he wanted and needed someone to clear the cloud that has gathered his life, which was not letting hm see anything clearly.
"Ok, I don't love you but you love me, that's what you claimed right? What kind of love this is that to keep youself safe you are pushing me, your love in pain' sab jhuta, aapka pyar jhuta "
"Geet!!!" Maan roared her again. Geet looked into his eyes and he could see only love for him in her pleading eyes. She cupped his face in her palm
"Maan I love you" Maan kept looking at her, trying to read her eyes in many ways to prove himself right but all it showed was opposite, her eyes were only proving him wrong, it in all ways only showed true love for him.
Mentally giving up he asked "when did it happen and how."
Geet looked up at him, his one sentence and his look on her gave her so much confidence. He was ready to listen to her, she knew then he was somewhere giving up this fight. She has to be very genuine in explaining him everything.
There was one thin string holding him, restricting him, preventing him from complete trust. His heart wanted that string to break. He wanted to trust her but she have to make him trust her or else he will not be able to leave that string of mistrust.
Geet smiled and hugged him, Maan just stayed still, nor hugged her back nor removed her.
"I will tell you everything" she settled down and placed her head and one hand on his bare chest. It felt soothing to Maan but he tried to stop himself to fel anything so he again stayed still.
"You know, I had always been a very practicle and business oriented person. I always believed that I was so strong mentally that it was impossible for any man to make me fall in love with them and thus when anyone would talk of love and such things, I though and claimed them to be a fool."
"Then one day, dad showed me your picture my eyes just got stuck there, I was completely blown away. Your look, your smile and style with which you were standing.You know I had never felt of any person like that, the way I felt for you n that picture"
"Then Dad's word came and I was brought back in reality. I slapped myself in mind for thinking like a fool. How could I accepted and my ego came in between. I said dad if he is interested, I am fine but then coming back to my old self I did not show much interest.
Within my heart, somewhere I had decided that you will be the one."
"But I was I Geet handa, I could not bear anyone making me fall of him and thus when Dad asked me to meet you I completely avoided. Somewhere I was fearing, I will loose my hert completely to you and then I trusted Dad, I knew he will get the best one for me. Not making anyone obvious, not even myself I got myself even busier in projects and work. Did not even tried to find anything about you coz I was Geet Handa, and any man has to work hard to get my attention.But you never came to meet me, I then imagined you to be a similar person like me, full of attitude and I was loving that."
"We were getting married and I saw you in Sherwani dad had gifted you. That day, first time, Geet Handa had goosebumps. I felt myself blushing.I never knew things could ever feel sacred, but the way you placed Mangalsutra and vermilion on me and that soothing smile of your when our eyes had met, I felt I was loosing everything but then I was a strong girl and Geet Handa cannot be such blushy blushy' I recovered my self back to a practicle Geet"
Part 31 - continued
"We came to Hoshiyarpur and then on our First night, I found out you to be a common middle class man. My ego was badly hit, I felt cheated. I knew I had lost my heart to you and I could not bear I could give my heart to such person. My ego was completely shattered and I had to gather it.Geet Hadna had been foolish to give her heart to such a middle class common man. Superficially, I blamed dad but internally I knew where it had hit."
"To cover it up, I became harsh, forgetting all rationality of even how to behave with elders. Then seeing such a down to earth nature of yours, you came and confessed your love to me even when I had been so harsh to you, it served my ego and then showing you down served it even better"
"But staying with you many times I fell into your charms, your way of taking life so simply sometimes allured me and when I would come back to senses, I would react in more harsher way. I could in no case let my ego fall for a middle class common man."
"Due to my mix feeling, my belief that I hate you and my ego to save that belief I started being rough on you. Hurting you would help my ego which many time fell for your charm in so many ways"
"Then you impressed me with you exception intelligence. I could not bear being impressed by you' how could I, a middle class common man cannot come to attention of Geet handa and here you were taking all my attention. "
Maan was listening quietly to all her confession, not saying a word.
"Then in my own party, I got a surprise from my friends, you had setup a business. That day, anyway I was not being able to take my eyes off you, which was irritating me and then this news. Behind your simplicity you did what I could never imagine you to do. My friend asked me to claim this as my gift to you. I was in fix, how could I claim something about which I had no idea. You had surprised me and I was impressed. I disliked being impressed by you. How it was so easy for a common man like you to impress me. Again my ego came in and I lied, part of the lie was to keep my friends words. For you how could I show them down? "
"You hated be coz I was a common middle class man and you showed me down everywhere, I know that. Tell me something that I don't know"
Still lying on her head on his chest, she took his hand in hers "Only today Maan, let me tell you everything and then you can decide."
"That day, first time, I wanted to appologise to you for the open lie, I was in guilt but I wanted to do it in my own way."
"But then you came to my room next early morning and in your inner black vest and black track, which always took my heart away. My mind and heart used to travel without my control whenever I saw your beautiful structure open for my eyes to feast. My heart and body shouted at me to leave my ego behind for once and feel you. How beautiful it would be to be in your strong arms but then you spoke something and my trance broke. My ego went to extreme, knowing I was badly falling for you. How could I let Geet handa fall for such a common middle class man. Geet handa had her class and I said which spiled everything even worse"
"Without thinking anything I gave you challenge"
"yes I remember you said ' You know you achived on your own, I know you achived on your own but this world knows I helped you. If you are capable enough prove to world that all you are achiving is your own achievement and not grace from Geet handa."
"And you never tried to prove this to world, you were doing all for just your parents. My friends encouraged me and they took the lead in this. Now, whatever project you got, before my knowledge they would announce in someway or the other that it was by my help that you got it. It went on and on and you never went against my word in public to prove what I had challenged you. You just kept doing your work."
"Maan in all this my guilt and respect for you started creeping in my mind and heart. When I was not able to take this anymore, I sent all my friends away. I did not like how all your hard work came in my name.I started this but slowly I started hating it.
Then Maa and Bauji started getting effected. People taunted them and this taunt only increased with your each success. First time then I had seen pain in Bauji's eyes for you. He was being proud you are achiving this but your name was being ruined due to me.
You became completely quiet and immersed yourself in work. This started hurting me. I had never thought I will feel pain due to your condition but it happened. I wanted to stop what was happening, what people said about your success, how Maan bauji were shown down due to me. Guilt started going deep in me and my respect for you only started increasing. I don't know in this whole process when my ego just left me completely. But I was very late, very very late Maan."
"Now even without my saying, all your success came to my name.When I tried to convince people in my way that it was all your effort, no one believed me.I wanted to talk to you so badly but you have by then completely shut yourself from me. It started hurting me.But in this process I started following you and it was in that process I completely fell for you personality. I don't know it was love or not but my respect for you kept on increasing each day and my guilt made me realize how small my thinking were in front of you. "
Geet smiled remebring something "and while following you I saw how you used to go for football when exhausted by your work load. You have no idea how my heart beat went at abnormal speed seeing you playing football.You had completely taken over me and my personality."
"One day when I enetered house, I saw with my eyes how Maan bauji have to listen to society. They would taunt them of selling their son for his success etc etc. People were jealous with your success and were finding ways to void it and I hated how I was the medium."
"That night I decided to talk to you by any means. I first time had courage to listen anything from you. But again I was late.
I went to your room, Ma bauji were there too but before I could say something you asked me to leave you all.I remember what you had said, you were prepared.
"Geet, you never wanted to stay with us but due to your project and whatever reason you had, you decided to stay with us for 2 yrs. Now your project here is over and I see whatever other purpose you had to stay here is also completed. Our name is completely ruined in society, your wish is fulfilled. Now, I think you will love to free yourself from people like us.I will also leaglly free you, so don't worry. You can leave your life your way and we will manage our way. I cannot see my parents head down in front of everyone anymore now. We will move to Delhi and you can move to Mumbai."
That night I kept thinking and I realized it was btter for me to leave you alone for your own good. If my shadow falls on you all your success was going to go in vain, Maa bauji will for no reason have to listen to society. It was time for me to live my guilt.
Phewww' me tired' this can go on and on
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