bandishein mohabbat#4 LAST PART+EPI pg/134 may11th - Page 41

Geet covered herself with the blanket, maan harshly pulled it off her body, kya kaha tumne?? I lust you?? he hovered her questioning geet with dangerous glare. She seemed to stiffen, as his hand went towards her waist. Maan immediately withdrew his hand which she held and placed it back where it was earlier, something which maan did not understand. Her weird behavior, he is still in confusion. He cupped geet's face, I loved you geet always!! Kabhi keh nahi paaya lekin jab kaha tab tak bohut der ho gaya I love you I really do.

Mujhe iss baat se ab koi fark nahi padta she replied rudely....I know geet meri gunah hi itna bada tha I don't even expect you to forgive me but this behavior of yours is killing me aisa kya hua ki you started to create distance between us?? Kuch kahogi nahi toh mujhe kaise pata chalega?

He did not know what is running in geet's mind but aware that something was troubling her. And geet didn't want to say anything about her state to him. How will she?? What will maan think of her?? she just pushed him off her to sleep. That only irked maan further, he is trying his best to ask about her mind and here she is avoiding him. Maan too joined geet inside the bedsheet and again questioned her, jaan bolo kya hua?? Please!! She turned her head around and started to cry madly feeling low about herself. Him touching her was turning on her body so much with feelings, maan held her cheek and faced her to him... rone se kya hoga?? Bolo kya hua?? Ek galti maine kiya tha tumse maine kuch nahi kaha naahi hi kuch poocha ek galti tum kar rahi ho ki kuch kehti nahi ho!!

Aap jaanna chahte hai mere dil mein kya hai?? She was reluctant still the hormones were going to the peak level and finally blurted out I need you physically!! Maan started at geet blankly for some seconds and got up to sit beside her. He held his face in between the palms making out the meaning of her. Geet has this habit of talking raw words to him but just then whatever she told him is not done. May be he has heard wrong, he looked back and walked away from the room unable to fathom the situation.

The next day he went to dev to ask few things about the pregnancy topic to him. He is a father himself and probably he will understand why exactly geet is behaving that way. But to his utter shock dev was the one who started the topic about geet!!

Dev: did you take geet for the check up?? He asked checking on the files while maan felt happy that he can ask about geet as dev already got into his topic of interest

Maan: lejaana hai bhai will do it in the evening, I wanted to ask you something about pregnancy ...dekho maan as of now that you are not legally wedded to geet I want to make sure that you take good care of her. I had seen her she is in depression kya hua?? Is there any problem between you people?? What do you want to ask me about pregnancy mujhe toh bus itna hi pata hai ki women go wild on bed during this stage kya hai na mood swings kuch jyada hi ho jaati hai anyway I have got some work ill leave now

Maan looked at dev's retreating figure and then his last said words rang in mind mujhe toh bus itna hi pata hai ki women go wild on bed during this stage kya hai na

And relating this with geet's words he could make out it was just the hormones that were making her to say such thing. Maan closed his eyes in frustration dammit he cannot even give what she wants coz of his guilt. Whenever he touches her all those flashes of him making wild love to her came back making his scars to go deep.

Geet was still in a dilemma how clearly she said what she needed and maan just walked away not even paying heed, least did she know it's the guilt that's just not letting him to do what she is asking him. Probably she was right he only lusted her, the over weight and the baby bump is not allowing him to touch her, might be acting as if he loves her for the child inside her. She has clearly seen the longing in maan's eyes, but why did not he react to what she said!!

As she sat in a lone corner of a room, maan entered to find the room all dark when he switched on the light he found geet was just lost somewhere. His heart pained to see her that way, geet chalo doctor ke paas jaana hai he said but geet was still immersed in thoughts... Geet, he shook her that was when she came back to the world.

Hospital jaana hai for check up chalo he held her hand to make her stand on feet. Geet did not protest, she was feeling low and shallow, his rejection to touch her, his walking away not bothering to answer anything was pushing her in a darkness engulfing her into an envelope of insecurity. Might be maan had taken her to be characterless with the way he did not bother to answer.

Geet was in sixth month of pregnancy, and the bump was making her look even more sweet and cute. The more he looks at her the more he feels like eating her alive. Maan and geet reached the hospital, he did not allow her to walk anywhere'.. just picked her up and went into the doctor's cabin while everybody looked at the couple in awe.

The doctor checked up geet, she was much happy with the improvement in her health but the agony in her and maan's eyes was something which she did not miss. Moreover she is the family doctor, she was the one who delivered krathi and karthi together. The family had a sentiment towards this lady doctor that's the reason why maan preferred her for geet too. And then she is a bit close to khurana's. She decided to call maan after they leave as the look in eyes started to haunt her.

@NIGHT 8'O CLOCK:

Maan looked at the phone, he went into the study room making sure geet will not listen to the convo, haan doctor I wanted to call you as I could ask anything coz geet was with me he started desperately.

Even I wanted to ask you the same thing to you maan kya hua geet itni udaas kyun thi?? I know ki tum dono ki shaadi abhi bhi nahi hui lekin I wanted to tell you something I just understood from her gestures she needs a physical love. This is very common for the women during the pregnancy stage from fifth to eighth month moreover that will make the path of the uterus wide. During pregnancy, a woman's mental make-up undergoes a dramatic change. She becomes emotional and sometimes oversensitive. The way her needs are acknowledged (or dismissed) affects her mental state and thereby the fetus as well. If she feels that her husband is not adequately interested and responsive, she may get irritable, and suffer from insomnia,loss of appetite or over-stimulated hunger.Most men are unaware that their behaviour often causes these emotional upheavals. Many take the easy way out and take their wife to the doctor just what as you did, without realising that she simply needs you to understand her moods, feelings and anxieties. But then I hope you understood what I wanted to tell you.

Precap: maan's guilt, pain and geet's longing

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