MG FF- LOVE AND HATE - THREAD 2 - Page 27

nice update
maans remorse is painful
cont soon

hey lovely updt...very much pain feel while reading it...😭
pls dnt change the story i knw it is pain ful reading a maneet story where maneet are seperated nd above that maan had no trust in geet but loved...😭
magar pls us annie chudail ka kuch kariye ga use ab chel nahi sakti pls...😡😡😡
😡wtng for next...

Amazingly written! I know it's depressing, but I'm loving it the way you r portraying it.

oh this is a nice song, I am not able to remember the movie name, but it was on Jeetendra ...and apt for the situation😭😭😭

i know the parts are really painful, and I hope the end would be happy and not sad pls😭😭😭

i understand maan is wrong, and he is remorseful...hmmm

Superb & painful update... Plzzz continue soon...

no words can describe. how i am feelin nw?
i luvd this part to the core...
atleast nw maan realised his mistake...

Part 17

Reporter 1: Mrs. Anvesha Handa , so as per Geet, wife of MSK has been dead and there was no proper ritual for her. can you please elaborate of this.

Annie: Yes, as she is dead I would like the whole world know her truth.

Reporter 2: truth. can you please clarify your sentence.

Annie: Ya, Geet my so called sister ' in 'law was a characterless girl. She not only used the Handa's name but used my own family and the most by brother MSK for her needs. She had many affairs not only in India but in London too which had resulted in many abortions.

Reporter 1: So Mrs. Handa when did you come to know about this.

Annie: I had come to know it long back but did not have any proofs. But since Geet left the house long back. I had a doubt on her. both the families searched for her but there was n o news and when I tried telling my families about her truth no one believed me. I did show them all the proofs but which I had collected but they did not believe. And I was thrown out of my house for bringing the real face of Geet in front of them. And now my so called husband has been so adamant tat he has been threatening me for divorce. So I want to ask you is it right tat I should be punished for telling the truth.

Reporters: here is the breaking news of the black life of GMSK, her own family member had spilled out the whole truth. do stay connected for further updates.

Annie smirked seeing both the families watching her when she saw Maan coming out of the mansion full with anger. As soon as he was out the reporters rushed to him.

Reporter 1: Mr . Khuranna are the allegation on geet put by ur own sister true.

Reporter 2: Mr. khuranna is tat true tat ur own wife ditched you for someone else.

Maan was hell angry on them when he shouted out saying.

Maan: its me who ditched my geet. its me who cheated her. its me who lacked trust in our relation. Do you get it. No one can prove can her wrong as she was all the while right.

Reporter 1: but mr. khuranna, ur sister says tat she has the proofs.

Maan: Ya I know, but proofs can be false and do ask my so called sister from where did she get this proofs and why was she so quite till now.

This was it an Maan dragged Annie inside the Mansion asking the security to handle everything. As soon a Maan reached inside he pulled Annie in front and placed a hard slap on her face.

Maan: how dare u Annie. Tum itna gir sakthi ho yeh tho hum jaan jhuke hai par yeh sab kyu. Aur kya chahiye tumhe. Kafi nahi tha. Geet ko jeethe jee tho jeene nahi diya tumne ab maarne ke baad tho ushe thodi shanti milne do. Kyu annie aisa kyu.

( how dare u annie. We know tat you can stoop so low but why now all this. wat do u want now. Was it not enough. You did not let geet to live when she was alive but atleast now let her soul rest in peace. Why anie)

Annie: wah bhai sach samne aate hi aapne apna rang deekhna shuru kiya. Aur aap keh rahe hai ki yeh kyu. Aapki who geet, she did not let me in peace when she was alive and now also she has made my life hell. And you are asking me why.

( wah bhai, see how u changed your colours after knowing the truth. And u are sayin g wats this. ur geet she did not let me in peace when she was alive and now also she has made my life hell. And you are asking me why.)

Naina: bas karo Annie. Aur kitna neeche girigi tu. Chain se tho jeene nahi diya tumne aakkhir chain se maarne to do.

( enough aanie. How much u will stoop low. You did not let us to live in peace atleast now let us die in peace)

Annie: bahut chinta hain aapko apne aap ki. Par kya hua jab mujhe ghar se bahar nikhla tha, socha nahi tha ki main kaha jaungi, kya karungi.

( you think too much of urselves na tat wat happened when I was thrown out of the house, did not think where I will go and wat I will do)

Yash: bahut hua Annie, kyu nahi chali janthi humari zindagi se durr. Kyu humare dukh ko aur bada rahi ho.

( shut up aanie. Why don't you just go away from us. Why do u keep increasing our pain)

Annie: I will dad. Main ush geet ki atma ko kabhi chain se jeene nahi dungi. Janthi hoon ki aap sabko dukh aur dard mein dekhar uski atma bhi royegi, pyar karthi haina who aap sab se. Aur uski ki wajah se aaj main apne hi ghar se beghar hoon. I will not let her soul stay in peace.

( I will dad. How ill I let tat geet sould to stay in peace. I know tat she loves u all and by looking at u her soul will cry and how can I let her stay in peace when m out of my house because of her)

Before she could say anything else once again Maan slapped her.

Maan: tumse aur umeed bhi kya hain Annie. Aakhir main tumhe kyu dosh do jab main khud apni aap ko doshi maantha hoon. Kya kahu main tumse jab maine khud apne haatho se apni barbaadi likh di. Kya kahu main tumse jab main khud tumare bhujhe hoye saazish mein ish tarah fas gaya ki main dekh hi nahi paya ki kya sach hain aur kya jhoot. Dekh nahi paya ki geet ne zindagi de di apni mere liye. Dekh nahi paya ki maine khud apni geet aur bache ko ek aisi maut di jo shayad bhagwan bhi kabhi maaf na kare. Jab main khud apne pyar ko nahi bachaya tho kisi aur se kya umeed ho sakthi hain.

( wat else to expect from u. how can I blame u when I m the real culprit. wat will I say to u when I myself wrote my destruction. Wat will I say to u when I myself was being trapped in ur plan and could not see the truth. Could not see tat geet gave her life for me. Could not see tat I myself gave death to my geet and child tat god will also not forgive me. When myself, could not save my love than who can I expect anything from others)

Annie: pyar, kyu mazak kar rahe hain bhai. Aapne tho kabhi geet se pyar kiya hi nahi agar kathe tho itni aasani se unh jhoote sabutho par vishwas nahi karthe. Aap tho kisise bhi pyar nahi kar sakthe . sirf apne aapse kar sakthe hain. and you are right u are the one who killed your wife and child.

( love, why are u joking bhai. U never loved geet, if u than u would never believe those proofs. You cab never love anyone but ony urself and u r rught u are the one who killed ur wife and child)

Maan: theek kaha Annie, hoon main gunegaar apni geet aur bache ka aur isliye tho bhagwan ne itni badi sazza di par iska yeh matlab nahi hain ki tum geet ke baaremein kuch bhi kahogi. Yeh mat bhoolna ki agar main apne pyar ko apne haatho se barbaad kar saktha hoon tho ushe barbaad karne wale ko apne hi haatho se zinda maar bhi saktha hoon. Yeh mat bholna ki mere liye jeene ke liye kuch baki nahi hain par ushe pehle agar tume aisa kuch bhi kiya ki geet ke naam par kuch bhi daag laga tho tumhe apne bhai ka nahi balki Maan Singh Khuranna ka amna karna padega. Yeh mat bhoolna ki kmain yeh bhi bhool jaunga ki kabhi maine tumari hiffazat karne ka wada kiya tha.

( yes annie u r right, I have killed my wife and child but tat does not mean tat u have the right to say anything against her. don't forget tat if I can kill my love with my own hand tat I can kill those people who have made me to do so. Don't forget tat I don't have anything now and if u say anything else against geet than u have to face MSK not ur brother)

Annie: Apna gussa apne pass hi rakhiye aur dusro ko dosh dena bandh kijiye. Maine nahi kaha app sab se ki unh jhoote sabhuto par vishwas kare. Maine kaha aap se ki aap apne bache ko apne na maane. Kya maine kaha tha ki aap geet ko barbaad kar de.

( keep ur anger to urself and stop blaming others. Did I say to u all tta to belive those proofs. Did I say tat u don't accept ur child . did I say to destroy geet)

This was last thing Maan could tolerate. He was full of remorse inside and here Annie was making it more by playing with him. he could not tolerate it anymore and at once dragged her out of the house and pushed her away.

Maan: bas Annie aur nahi. Kaha tha maine ki agar main geet ki zindagi barbaad kar saktha hoon tho uski zindagi barbaad karne wale ko bhi kar saktha hoon. Aur haan ab yeh yaad rakhna hi ek bhai hokar main tumhe shayad kabhi maaf kar saktha par ek pati aur pita ke naathe kabhi nahi. Aur ab jaake unh sab se keh dene ki woh apne zindagi ke din ginnah shuru kare. Geet ko wapas tho main kabhi nahi laa saktha par sach maano Annie humare pyar ko barbaad karnewalo ko main chain se kabhi jeene nahi dunga aur uski shurruvat main aaj aur abhi se kartha hoon.

( enough annie not anymore. I had said tat if I can destroy geet's life than I can destroy those people who deatroyed us. And yes remember this tat being a brother I can forgive u but as a husband and father I will never. And go tell those others tat they start counting their days. I cant bring geet back but trust me annie tat I will not let u all to stay in peace and will start it right now)

Everyone were shocked to see police at KM. Maan indeed had called the police for arresting Annie. Though he still did not have proof against her but he had filed a case saying tat she had used his wife photos for fake photography. He knew tat being a brother he was wrong but he also knew tat being a husband and father he had to do tat. police arrested Annnie but she was no where repenting for her deeds. She warned them tat she wil come back and make their life hell. Dadima had seen all from upstairs and was some where bit happy tat atleast Maan took the right decision though she knew tat this will make more news.

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It had been a month now and the whole life of khuranna's and Handa's was leading nowhere. They lived for the sake of living. Both families had stopped talking with each other. Though the relation between them did existed but there was tat silence for remorse which they could not bear. It only reminded them of their behaviour and the biggest crime as parents. Handas lost their only daughter and Khuranna did loose their daughter in law but most of it it was their own daughter who had spoiled a life of innocent girl. It had killed them inside when the news of Annie deeds were leaked in the media. Annie was been arrested for using geet's photos for fake photography as none of them had any proofs against her. but she was sentenced for the other case. Arjun had filed foe a divorce but Annie was far behind from giving. As soon as Sameera got the news of Annie's arrest she flew away due to fear. But Maan had done wat he wanted. He had did punish her by ruining her own fashion business and taking over it. As far as Aryan was concerned, Maan did find about him and found out tat he was involved in a rape case of a poor girl. Maan voluntarily helped the family of the girl to get justice and hence Aryan was punished for his deeds. Later Maan offered a good job for the girl in KC which helped the girl and her family to almost lead a normal life. Maan could not do anything about Prem as he was not in India. He did tried to find his whereabouts but only came to know tat he was one of the business man who mostly travelled for business. But this whole was not enough from him.

He silently sat in the dark room of the outhouse which was now is place to live a life full of remorse and pain. There was no light in his life as he himself killed his life with his own hand. His life now belonged to his remorse and waited for his death. he did try to harm himself physically but he knew tat harming himself wont make him to forgive himself nor his mishti's soul would be happy. He had a life with no one to live for but still had to live to bear the pain for his life. He had to pay for his deeds, he had to pay for killing his geet and child with his own hands. He sat in the room with eyes staring at the black sky remembering the day when he shifted to the outhouse.

FLASHBACK

It was the day when dadima came to know wat Maan had done with Annie, Sameera and Aryan. She knew tat Maan would go to any extent to punish them but she knew tat though they were responsible for all this but Maan was more than them. Dadima though she stayed at KM but she had cut all her ties with the family. She visited hospital for geet and just waited for Vicky. It was a similar day when the whole family joined for breakfast. Though Maan stayed there, he hardly talked to anyone. But they would have their breakfast together. Ever since Maan had confessed about the ra**** geet to her she could not stand him. she felt disgusted for calling his dadima. But today her anger once gain took toll when Naina and Yash mentioned of opening an orphanage on geet's name and they had asked Maan for doing all tat.

Yash: Maan maine jo orphanage ke baaremein kaha tha uska kaam shuru hua ki nahi.

( Maan did you work out on the orphanage)

Yash: tho kab tak construction khatam hoga. Main ish kaam mein deri nahi karna chahtha hoon. Humne jo galati ki hain woh tho sudhaar nahi sakthe par geet ki yaad mein yeh orphanage khol ke apna gunaah tho kaam kar sakhthe hain na.

( so when will the construction start. I don't want it to delay. We can make wat we did but atleast by bringing this orphanage we can pay for our sins)

Dadima who was least bothered till now was shocked on hearing geet's name and about orphanage. She was about to say something when naina said.

Naina: Maa.. hum geet ke naam se ek orphanage open kar rahe hain jaha annath bacho ko sahara milega. Hum janthe hain maa ki humara gunaah maafi ke layak nahi hain par phir bhi Geet ke naam se yeh orphanage khol ke ushi shradhanjali to de sakthe hain na aur iski zimmedaari humne Maan ko di hain.

( Maa we are opening orphanage in geet's name where homeless children will get shelter. We know maa tat our sins are not forgivable but by doing this we can atleast give some respect for geet. And we have given this reposibility to maan)

Dadima ( with full anger): jisne geet ko zalil kiya, uski atma ko jhalli kiya ushi ko orphanage ki zimmedaari di aap dono ne. Aisa kaam kareke agar yeh orphanage kholkar maafi milti hain tho mere hisaab se har ek insaan ne jisne aisa gunaah kiya hain tho ushe bhi aisa hi kuch karna padega.

( who spoiled geet life, who made her to live a life with shame tat person is given the responsibility of orphanage. We by doing such things you can get forgiveness for ur sins tat all should so it)

Yash: Maa aap yeh kya keh rahi hain. Hum manthe hain ki humne gunnah kiya hain par tab tho halat hi geet ke against the. Hum manthe hain ki hum uski maut ke zimmedaar hain par humne yeh gunaah jaan bhuj ke tho nahi kiya.

(maa wat are u saying. We know tat we have done this but tat time it was all against geet. We know tat we are responsible for her death but it was not intentional )

Dadima: aapke mann mein jo ye woh karlijeye par hume ushmein shamil mat karna.

(do wat is there in ur heart but don't include me in this)

Maan: Dadima please. Main ...

Dadima: Bas Maan hume aapse kuch kehne ke liye nahi kaha. Aur yeh mat bhoolna ki aapne jo gunaah kiya hain uski koi maafi nahi. Aap kitna bhi prayaschit kare par aapka gunaak kabhi maaf nahi hoga.

( I did not aks u to say anything to me maaan. And don't forget wat u have done as it will never give u any forgiveness. Repent as much as u want but u will never be forgived)

Maan stood there with his head down. He knew wat she said was right.

Naina : Maa aap Maan ko maaf kyu nahi kar dete. Ushne apni galati maan tho li hain. aur sabse jayda dukh aur dard tho Maan ka hi, phir please aap ushe maaf kijiye.

( maa why don't u forgive maan. has agreed wat he did. And he is the one who is suffering more so plz maa forgive him)

Dadima: maafi Naina, agar maine aaj Maan ko maaf kiya tho main khud jee nahi paungi. Agar itna bada gunaah karke Maan ko maafi milti hain tho Annie ko arrest karvake kya fayda, ushne tho sirf plan karke jhoote sabhut pesh kiya hain par Maan ne tho. Kya samjhthe hain Maan ki aap Annie, Sameera aur Atyan ko sazza de kar apne gunaah kam karva denge. Kya samjhte hain ki aaop unhe, unki galati ki sazza de kar apne aap ko sazza se bacha payenge. Kya lagatha hain aapko ki ish baat se geet khush ho jayegi. Kya lagtha hain aapko ki yeh sab karke main aapko maaf kar dungi.

( forgive naina, if I forgive him today than I wont be able to live with it. If maan can be forgived for doing such big crime than why cant annie as she has just did the planning and some fake photos. Wat do u think maan tat by punishing annie, sameera and Aryan u can save urself from punishment. Wat do u think tta geet will be happy with this. wat do u think tat u will get forgiveness by all this)

Naina: Maa, Maan ne aisa bhi kya kiya hain jo aap unhe itna suna rahi hain. woh akela gunegaar nahi hain hum sab bhi shamil hain.

( maa, wat has maan done tat u are saying so much. He is not the only one to be blamed)

Yash: haan maa, aap please shant hojaye.. jo hua ushe hum bhula tho nahi sakthe par geet ki atma ke shanti ke liye kuch tho kar sakthe hain na.

( maa plz calm down. We cant forget wat is done but atleast can try for her soul's peace.)

Dadima: Shanti, kuansi shanty yash. Galati tho woh hoti hain jo hum anjaane se karthe hain. Maanthe hain hum ki ush samay waqt aur halat geet ke khilaaf the par kya humare sanskaar itne galat the ki Maan ne shaadi ki din geet ki atma ko ek aisa ghav diya jo marne ke baad bhi bhara nahi hain. kya humare sanskaar aise the ki humare hi bete ne humari hi bahu ki izzat taba kar di. Kya humare sanskar aise the ki humare hi bete ne apni patni ke saath zabardashti ki. Ushe har raat thil thil maartha raha taaki uski atma jhalli ho jaye.

( peace wat peace yash. Mistake is tat which is done unintentionally . I belive tat the time and situations were against geet but were are vales do cheap tat Maan gave the biggest pain to geet on their wedding night. Were are vales to cheap tat our own son r**** his own wife. He killed her every night so tat she can never live again)

Naina: Maa yeh aap kya keh rahi hain. Maan ne geet ke saath..

( maa wat are u saying all this. maan forced geet)

Dadima: haan aur woh bacha inke havas aur badle ki nishani thi. Ek aisi nishani jo Maan ki zindagi ka kala sach tha aur dekho ush bachi ne kabhi humse kuch nahi kaha. Aise deekhati rahi ki sab kuch theek hain. ek aisi zindagi jeethi rahi jaha uske apne pati ushe din raat zilaat bhari zindagi jeene pe majboor kartha raha. Yaha tak Maan ne apne hi bache ko apna mane se inkar kiya tha aur dekho jab bache ke pita ne hi ushe nahi apna tho, pita ki tarah hi apni maa ki zindagi jinn li. Woh maa jo ushe bacha ne ke liye ladhti rahi. Sharam aati hian hume, aapko apna pota kehte. Sharam aati hain hume yeh soch kar ki aap Khuranna Khandaan e sabse bade bte hain. Sharam aaati hain hume yeh soch kar ki hume kabhi aapar garv tha aur ab ushi garv par hume apki zindagi ka sach dektha hain.

( yes and tat baby was a symbol of his hatred and lust for her.a symbol of maan's hatred and revenge and see tat girl never complained to us. She just showed tat everything is alright. She lived a life where her own husband made her to die every day and night. Even he did not accept tat the child was his and see tat like father tat child gave death to his mother. I feel ashamed for calling you my grandson. I feel ashames tat I was proud on u once and now I can se the black truth about it)

Naina slapped Maan and said: yeh kya kiya aapne Maan. aisa gunaah karthe waqt kya soch liya tha. Aakhir aap apne nafrat aur gusse mein yeh kaise bhool gaye ki aap geet se pyar karthe the. Hum kya jawab denge uparwale ko ki humare apne hi bte aur beti ne hume maut se badkar zindagi jeene pe majboor kiya hain. kya dosh hai humara ki hume aap jaise aulaad mili.

( wat did u do maan. wat did u think while doing this crime. How could u forget tat u loved geet. Wat will I answer to goa tat my very own son and daughter gave alife worse than death. Wat is our mistake tat we got such childrens)

Maan: mom.. m sorry. I did not...

Before Maan could complete his sentence Yash slapped him again.

Yash: Kaha tha maine maan ki apne gusse pe kabhu karna seekh lo nahi tho ek din yeh gussa hum sab ko le dubega aur wahi sach hua. Agar geet ne galati ki bhi hoti tho aap kaise itne neeche gir sakthe hain maan. how could you forget your values before stooping so low. How could you just tarnish a girl. Hume kahi ka nahi choda bhai behan ne. yeh din dekhne se pehle kash hum mar jaathe.

( I had told u maan tat try to control ur anger, otherwise one day it will destroy everything. Even if geet was guilty than how could u stoop so low maan. how could u forget ur values. How could u tarnis a girl. You and ur sister did not leave us even to show our face, hope tat we could die before this.)

Maan: dad please.

Yash: don't you say tat Maan. you have no right to call me dad. I feel ashamed to say tat m your father Maan. just leave from here. Just go away from our lives.

Before Maan could say anything Naina fainted. She could not bear this anymore. The doctor after checking her asked her not to take any tension. Yash had warned Maan from staying at the Mansion but Maan knew tat he could not go away from his family. He deserved it and moved to outhouse as he had to see tat his family did not suffer because of him. Even their business was suffering due to the controversies surrounding them. And he could not let his family to suffer anymore. He silently moved to outhouse and stayed a life of darkness.

FLASHBACK ENDS.

He jerked out of his thoughts when he felt the first rays of the sunrise. It was his routine tat he spend his whole day at work and come late at home. Though he tried sleeping for some hours but sleep was no where near him, whenever he tried to close his eyes he could see geet's face which only had pain. He spent his whole nights sitting on the chair and staring at the sky with the only last remembrance of geet, the letter where geet only mentioned how much she loved him even though after his hatred for her. He had all the relations in his life but still he was all alone now. Yes his geet had taken away all leaving him to bear the pain now.

He got up and went to the gym for relaxing his muscles. It was his routine tat he worked out for some hours in gym and head for work. He had managed to bring back the name for KC after the controversies. He would hardly interact with anyone in the office. He would just do his work and assign the staff for things. He stopped going for parties and anything where there was only happiness. He shut himself from the whole world but every evening he would visit one place only to find some peace. Though he t some peace there but it was or short time. Yes he visited one of the orphanage near by where he could sit for hours just watchin g the childrens playing. He would just stare at them without any expressions as if trying to find something. It had been a month now, tat he visited it and the staff from there would just look at him though they knew tat he was MSK. They never asked him anything.

He would not let any child to come close to him fearing tat he may harm them due to his anger. He would sit on a bench just observe them enjoying their life. But one day an old lady who worked there and did not know who is was just walked to him while others just stared at her with wide open eyes.

Old Lady: bte hum ek mahine se dekh rahe hain aap yaha har roz aate hai aur chup chap baithe hain. aisi kya baath hain ki aap unh bacho ko apne paas bhi aane nahi dete.

( son I have been seeing you since one month. You always come here and sit quietly. Why don't u allow those childrent to come close to u)

Maan just looked at the lady and once again looked at the children. He did not answer to her questions but could feel tat she genuinely was concerned for him.

Old lady: bte hum kuch pooch rahe hain. apne dil ki baat bata dijiye, mann halka hoga.

( son m asking u something. Say wats in ur heart u will feel light)

Maan: mere dard ka koi izlaaz nahi hain maaji. Mera dard mere khud ka likha hua hain.

( theres no medicine for my pain, it is written by myself)

Old lady: aisa nahi kehte hain bte. Zindagi ke har khadam pe phool nahi hote hain. aur jaha tak main janthi hoon app shayad inh bacho mein apni khushi dekhne aati hain.

( don't say tat son. U cant get flowers everytime in ur ways and as far as I see I can feel tat u try to find ur happiness in these childrens)

Maan: khushi mere nasaab mein nahi hain. yeh bache muhjse dur rahe tho acha hain. main nahi chah tha ki mera saaya bhi unh bacho pe padhe nahi tho meri zindagi ke gunaah unh bacho ki zindagi kale saaye pe ger legi. Apne haatho se apne bache ko maar dala hain aur aise insaan ki zindagi mein kabhi koi khushi nahi hoti. Apne ish zindagi mein itne gunaah kiye hain ki yeh zindagi bhi kam hain.

( I don't have any happiness in my life. Its good tat these children stay away from me. I don't want even my shadow to fall on them otherwise by darknes will engulf them in it. I have killed my own child with my hands and such father don't deserve any happiness. I have done so many crimes tat this life is less for repenting them)

Old lady: aisa koi gunaah nahi hain ki jiski maafi namile. Agar koi sache dil se prayashcit kare aur dil se maafi maage tho har gunaah maaf hota hain.

( there is no such sin tat it cant be forgived. If anyone repents from heart than his sins can be forgived)

Maan: nahi maaji mere gunaah kabhi maaf nahi ho sakthe aur jo sazza de saktha hain woh mujhe zindagi ke ish modh par jhod chala gaya. Mere gunaah ki yahi sazza hain ki main bina maafi aur sazza ki zindagi jeeyo aur apni maut ka intezaar karu. Apne haatho se maine apni zindagi barbaad kar di hain aur yeh barbaadi mere maut ke saath khatam hogi.

With this Maan got up and the women just stared at his retreating figure.

Old lady: hum nahi janthe ki aapne aisa kya gunaah kiya hain par hume aapke aankho mein aapka dard deekh raha hain. aur yeh dard shayad aapki zindagi ka ek aisa hissa banega jo app chah kar bhi kabhi bhool nahi paayege par pata nahi aisa kyu lagtha hain ki aapse job hi jyada pyar kartha woh aapki ish halat se kabhi khush nahi hoge. Agar aaj aapki yeh zindagi andhere mein hain tho koi aisa hoga jo tumhe ishi andhere se ek din bahar nikhal dega par shayad tab tak aapko ishi andhere mein jeena hoga.

( I don't know wat you have done but I can see pain in ur eyes for it. And this pain will be a important part of ur life which u will never be able to forget. I don't know why I feel tat the person who loves u more will take u out of this and right now is not happy with ur state. )

Maan reached his outhouse and straight away went to his room. He knew tat no one waited for him. He saw his food laid on the table but he did not touch it. How could he when he never allowed his geet to have food. How could he by knowing tat she had starved for days without food. How could he sleep when he knew tat his geet had stayed awake for nights in his fear. He changed and sat on the chair once again staring at the dark sky looking out for a star where he could see his geet. He tried to see her but he could not. He tries to feel her but he could. He felt as if the stars were laughing at him for his state. He begged gos to give him death but he knew tat his death was not so easy. He once again looked at stars hoping to find if he could see her. He started voicing out his pain while remembering each and every thing in his life.

Falak pe jitane sitaarein hain wo bhee sharamaaye

O denewaale muze itanee jindagee de de

Yahee sazaa hain meree maut hee naa aaye muze

Kisee ko chain mile, muz ko bekalee de de

Gham uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

Gham uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

Saans kee lay pe teraa naam liye jaaoongaa

Gham uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

He knew tat his life was filled with remorse and he could not do anything for it. He begged for his a life where he could feel all the pain he gave her. He begged for a life where he did not wanted death so early as it would be a easy punishment for him and he did not wanted tat. He just wanted to live life for pain and to carry the pain in his heart all the life.

Haye tuune muze ulafat ke siwaa kuchh naa diyaa

Aur maine tuze nafarat ke siwaa kuchh naa diyaa

Haye tuune muze ulafat ke siwaa kuchh naa diyaa

Aur maine tuze nafarat ke siwaa kuchh naa diyaa

Tuz se sharamindaa hoo, aye meree wafaa kee devii

Teraa mujareem hoon, musibat ke siwaa kuchh naa diyaa

Gham uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

Saans kee lay pe teraa naam liye jaaoongaa

gam uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

He remembered the way she filled his life with love. How she did love him all the time when hw only gave her pain and hatred. He felt ashamed of his deeds as she was a pure epitome of love for his life but he failed to realize it. He just gave her a miserable life filled with fear, pain and hatred, he was her culprit and will always be.

Tuu khayaalon mein mere ab bhee chalee aatee hain

Apanee palakon pe un ashkon kaa janaajaa lekar

Tuu khayaalon mein mere ab bhee chalee aatee hain

Apanee palakon pe un ashkon kaa janaajaa lekar

Tuune niindein karee kubraan meree raahon mein

Main nashen mein rahaa, gairon kaa sahaaraa lekar

Gham uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

Saans kee lay pe teraa naam liye jaaoongaa

Gham uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

He feel tat she still comes in his dreams with the pain and hatred which he gave her. he remembered how she spend those sleepless nights in fear and he was full of revenge and hatred. He failed to realize tat she was the one who truly loved her and he blindly trusted the world who made him against her. He has to live a life full of remorse and wait for his death when he knew tat god will never give him his death.

Gham uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

Gham uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

Gham uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

Gham uthhaane ke liye main to jiye jaaoongaa

Precap: Maan - Vicky face to face.

Geet going to US.

So here is the part 16.

Hope u all will like it. I would like to share something. I had been searching for one such song since my last update which I could give for maan and m thanks for my two lovely fans ' Kalika and Beena who had given me many songs. They were just fantastic and while listening to them I came across this one which was the best. I had never heard this song till now but when I heard it I literaaly had tears in my eyes. I could myself feel the pain in the words and felt like it was the best for maan. hope so u love it.

Many have asked me to change the story line but lovilies m really sorry as I cant. Emotions and pain is the main part of my story and now if I change the story line I will loose all my interest and so do u. I appreciate everyone who has given me their valuable time and suggestions. I really love them and they keep me motivating. but changing the story line will take my story away from u all. So I heartly feel sorry tat giving you pain and tears while you read. But do believe me. Its really painfull for me to write down all this. I have tears while typing it and can feel each emotion and pain in it. Its hard for me to keep the track going on but still I cant change. I know tat you will also not want me to change it as I can see all my lovilies here feeling the same like me and they like it. They themselves feel the pain and emotions which make me to have tears in my eyes.

This is very important now...

Coming soon: Geet -Maan face to face soonnn.

So do like and comment.. hope so tat I get more comments this time and I request even the silent readers tod o comment. Will reply to everyone after 6^th May, 2012 as my vacations will start after tat.

Love you all

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