MG FF - Love and Hate Thread 1 - Page 62

Originally posted by: tamanna1391

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PART 13

Dadima was hells hocked by listening to the whole truth. She could not believe tat her own grandaughter would stoop so low tat she could spoil a innocent girls life. She could not believe tat she had done this crime ,staying under the same roof and they never came to know about it. It was like a tight slap on the khuranna's when they all accussed tat innocent geet and now because of this geet had to suffer the worst.

Dadima knew tat she had to tell Maan about this but will he listen to her. She knew tat Maan would never hera a single word regarding Geet and foremost she did not have any proof against Annie. She just had heard the conservation by chance. But she could not keep quite. She first decided tat before telling the truth she had to find Geet as its necessary for her health. She remembered the doctors words tat Geet's life was in danger. She had to find her before its to late. It was impossible for her to do tat as if the media gets a slight clue about it, it would br very difficult for her to find geet and she did not wanted anymore trouble for geet. She decided to take Adi's help as he was her duagther's son and would keep it to him. She met Adi at a resturant instead of KM or Adi's place as she was sacred tat her own daughter would tell the others. Adi was first shocked to hear his grandmother asking him to meet somewhere else rather than their own place.

Adi: Nanima aap ne mujhe yaha kyu milne bolaya hai. Hum KM ya humare ghar pe bhi mil sskthe hain na.

( Nanimaa why did you call me her. We could meet at Km or at my place)

Dadima: Adi bete hum janthe hain par jo baat main karne chah thi hoon nahi main KM ya tumare ghar mein kar sakthe hain.

( I know Adi beta but wat I want to tell you I cant say it in KM or at your Place)

Adi: Nanima aisi kya baat hain ki aap itni pareshan dikhayee de rahi hain.

(Nanima wats the matter and why do you look so tensed)

Dadima: Adi bete hum geet ke baaremien'

( Adi I want to talk about Geet)

Adi: Sorry Nanima par hum Geet ke baaremein baat nahi karna chah the hain. ushne humare gharwalo ko hi nahi balki Maan ka dil thod diya hai. Jo Maan kissi ladki ko apne paas nahi aane deta

tha ush Maan ne ek aisi Ladki ko apne dil mein jagah di jisne uske dil ke hazaar thoodke kar diye

( Sorry nanima but I don't want to listen anything related to her. She just did not break our hearts but she broke Maan. Tat Maan who did not allow any girl to come in his life, tat Maan loved a girl who broke him into pieces)

Dadima: Adi Geet begunah hai. Geet ne aisa kuch nahi kiya.

( Adi geet is innocent. She did not do anything)

Adi was shocked at his nanima's words. He could read her eyes and they off course were not lying. He knew tat they had inherited this traits for standing truth from her and she always made them undrstand the value of truth and now he could see tat she was speaking the truth.

Adi: nanima par aap yeh kaise janthe hain.

( but dadima how do you know)

Dadima: Adi mujhe jab yeh sab pata chala tab bhi mera dil yeh maane ke liye tayar nahi tha ki geet aisa kuch kar sakthi hai. Phir bhi hum chup rahe. Par ek din KM mein doctor ka phone aya aur tab mujhe pata chala ki Geet ne kabhi abortion kiya hi nahi tha. Main bahut khush thi aur yeh baat Maan ki batane gayi par Maan ne hume dhamki di hain ki agar hum Geet ke baaremein kuch bhi kaheye tho woh ghar chodke chale jayenge aur hum hataash hoke wapas apne kamre mein jaa rahe the tab humne Annie ki baat sun li. Aur hume Geet ki sachayi ka pata chala.

( Adi when I came to know about all this tat time also o did not believe tat geet would do such things. But still I was quite. But one day geet's doctor had called in KM and I came to know tat geet never had done abortion and Maan's baby was safe. I was happy and wanted to tell Maan but he did not wanted to listen to anything and he warned ne tat if I say anything related to her he would leave KM and go. so I kept quite but wheni was returning back to my room I had Annie telling aboput geet to someone and tats when I came to know tat geet was innocent)

Adi: Annie se matlab.

( from Annnie means)

Dadima told him the entrire conservation she heard between Annie and Sameera. How they had ploted geet in their plan. How they destroyed their relation. Adi was shocked to hear tat his own family duaghter was involved and on top most the involvement of Prem. He could not figure out why Prem would do this.

Adi: Nanima hum Maan ko yeh sachayi bata sakthe hain na. I mean hum geet ki friend Riya aur Prem se kehkar ye sachayi unke samne laa sakthe hain.

(Nanima we should tell this to Maan. I mean we should take Riya and Prems help for this)

Dadima: Adi humne Riya ke baaremein pata lagava hain aur ab woh India mein nahi rehti aur jaha tak Prem ka sawal hain Prem tho college ke baad hi India se chala gaya. Aur Aryan aur raj ka koi pata nahi hain, aur agar Aryan and Raj mil bhi jathe hain tho kya gurantee hain ki who sach bata dege. Unki baat sach sabit karne ke liye hume sabut ki jarrurat hain aur humare paas kuch nahi hain. Ab sirf Annie hi sabke samne sach la sakthi. Par hume ish baat ki pareshani nahi hain. pehle hume geet ko dhoodhna hai unke jaan ko khatra hain.

Adi: Jaan ko khatra, yeh aap kya keh rahi hain

(how come geet is in danger)

Dadima: Haan adi, geet ko hume jald se jald dhoodhna hain warna hum ushe hamesa ke liye kho sakthe hain.

( Yes Adi, we have to search geet as soon as possible before we loose her)

She told him everything the doctor had told her about geet's pregnancy. How it was necessary to terminate her pregnancy. Adi was hell shocked by hearing all this and he was so blank tat he did not know wat to do. They both decided to hire some detectives to search Geet though they did not know where she was. They did not have any clue as geet had not left anyone. It was like she never exixted in this world, but they were determined to find her.

In Shimla

Geet was sitting alone near the window in her small room where she used to always sit and remember her days with her family, her love, Maan. She slowly traced her hand on her tummy and siad with tears.

"Main janthi hoon ki tum mujhse bahut naraz ho. Par baby main kya karthi. Maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki main yeh kadam lungi. Bahut koshish ki maine ki aapke Papa ke saath rehne ki. Sach keh rahi hoon baby, mera koi irada nahi tha aapke papa ko chod aane ka par jab unhone aapke astitva par sawal liya tab mujhse nahi hua. Main unki premika, pati, sathi bankar sab sehan kar lethi par ek maa hokar main kaise aapke astitva par uthe sawal sehan karthi. Kya aapke papa nahi jathe the ki jab ki main unke alwa kisi se bhi pyar nahi karthi. Kaunsa kasoor kiya hain maine jo mujhe itni badi sazza di gayi. Kya aapke Papa mujhse itnahi pyar karthe the ki kuch joothe sabuto ki aadhar par mujhe doshi banadiya. Par aap janthe hain baby, main aaj bhi aapke papa se utna hi pyar karthi hoon jintha pehle karthi thi. Aapka Papa ki koi galathi nahi hain, unhe tho unke gusse ne majboor kiya haina. Please aap aapne papa ko kabhi galat mat samjhna. Main bahut buri hoon na baby, aapki koi khwashish puri nahi kar sakthi. Main janthi hoon ki main aapko kabhi khushi nahi rakh paungi par sach kahe rahi hoon baby, apni puri khoshish karungi ki main aapka har ek sapna pura karu. Janthi hoon ki main apki gunegaar hoon but m really sorry baby, apni mumma ko samjhane ki khoshish karna."

(I know tat you rae angry on me. But baby would I do. I never knew tat I would take this step. I tried my best to stay with you Papa. Believe me I never intended to leave your papa but when he pointed out questions at you I could not take it. I would take his tortures being hi lover and wife but how could I take anything against you when I m you mother. Did not your father knew tat I only loved him. Wat have I done tat I deserve this big punishment.did you papa loved me only so much tat some mere so called proofs made him to believe tat.but you know na baby tat I still love your papa. It was not your papa's mistake but its his anger wat he is doing. Never think wrong about your papa. I m bad na baby and I will never be able to fullfill your wishes. I will never be able to give you happiness. I know tat m wrong but please forgive me baby.)

She was so engrossed in her talks tat she did not feel the slight pain in her tummy. When the pain got high she felt it and could not bear. She slowly got up trying to balance herself and reached to her medicines and took the tablet. She laid down on her bed closing her eyes. She used to get this pain almost everyday now but after taking the tablet she would feel relieved. She had consulted the local doctor as she did not have enough money. The doctor had told her tat it was common during the pregnancy and had prescribed her some tablets. She agreed with him without knowing tat her baby was sufferring from inside and so was she. She rememebered the day when she left the KM tat faithfull day after Maan disowing his own child.

Flashback

Geet ahd left the KM without knowing where she was going. She did not know wat she will do and where this will lead her. Tat following night she managed in a small hotel with the money which she had. The next day she met with her doctor as she was getting this pain in her tummy from few days. The doctor had done some test on her and told her tat the pain was normal. She paid the bills with wat ever money she had and now she was without money. She saw the gold bangles Dadima had given her on her first day as tradition. She knew tat she did not have any right to sell them but she had to do if she wanted to go away from here. She sold them and left for the station where she took a train for Shimla. She did not know wahy she took a train to shimla but here she was all set to bid bye for delhi where she ahd spend her life with her family and she had met her love, her Maan but now she was leaving everything behind. She reached Delhi and had taken shelter in working womens hostel where all knid of girls were staying. She had never experienced such things but now she had to afce the reality. The reality tat she was no more the duaghter of Handa's and daughter 'in- law of the Khuranna's. she had just given her name as Geet. She had to face lots of difficulties. Days passed by and she was running out of money. She did not know wat wills he do and suddenly one day she had her severe pain again. She could not afford to go for a specialist so instead of tat went to a local physican who suggested att it was normal and gave her some painkillers. The doctor fees and the medicines were bit costly and she had now spend all money which she had. She did not have any money for food but thanked god tat she had paid the hostel fee for one month. She could drink water so tat she could not feel hungry.s he decided to search for a job but to her bad luck she did not bring any of her certificates. She searched the paper so tat she could see some job opening where they did not ask about the education and lucky she went through a add where they had asked for a servant for an old couple who were somewat rich but were all alone. they could provide her with food and accomodation and with some salary which was not to good but ok. She decided tat she will do this job at anycost as now her hostel stay would get over. She could not afford more and she had to think about the baby also. She could stay hungry for days but how could she keep her baby hungry which was the last symbol of her Maan. She could stay away from Maan with her baby. So she was all set for the next day.

The next she reached the small bangalow of Mr & Mrs. Singhvi who were and older couple. They were all alone staying in their house as there did not have anyone else. They had called geet to meet them when she had called them inquiring about the job.

Mr. Singhvi: Tho aap hain Geet. Vaise tho hum yaha akele rehthe hain. Par old age ki wajah se ghar ka kaam nahi kar pathe.

( so you are geet. We stay here all alone and due to old age we cant do more work)

Mrs. Singhvi: Aap ne shayad padh liya hoga ki hume ghar ke kaam ke liye koi aisi ladki chahye jo yaha rehkar humari madad kar sake. Jo ghar ke kaam ke alva baki kaam bhi kar sake. Kya aap yahi ki hain. kya aap yaha rehkar yeh kaam kar sakthi hain tho hume koi problem nahi hain.

(I think you know tat we need a lady who will work here by staying here. Ware you from shimla)

Geet: ji hum delhi ke rehne wale hain. aur kuch din pehle hi Shimla aaye hain. aur yah pe akele rehte hain.

( no m from delhi and few days back I have come here)

Mrs. Singhvi: beta aapki shayad shaadi ho juki hain na, tho aapke pati kha hain. kya aapke saath nahi rehthe hain.

( I think you are married. So wwat about your father. Does he stay with you)

Geet: Aunty ji agar aap bura nahi maane tho, meri pati ke baaremein kuch mat poocheye. Itna jaanye ki mere pati mere saath na hoke bhi mere saath hain. Main aapse aur kuch nahi keh sakthi hoon. Par agar aapko ish baat se takleef hain aur yeh naukari mujhe nahi de sakthi tho mujhe kuch problem nahi hain. yeh aapka faisala hain ki aap kisi yeh naukari de. Main chalti hoon.

( aunty please do not ask me anything about my husband. Just tat my husband soes not stay with me.but if you have any problem about this they I will accept your decision)

Mr.Singhvi: Nahi bete aisa kuch nahi hai. Aapse baaat karke hume aisa lagatha hain ki kisi aache khaandan se hain, par hume aapki shaadi shuda zindagi se koi problem nahi hain. na hi hum aapse aapke pati ke baaremein kuch nahi poochege. Hume tho sirf apne kaam se matlab hain. waise bhi hum sirf do hi hain aur jyada kaam bhi nahi hoga.

( No beta its not like this. while talking to you we came to know tat you are from a good family. And we don't have any problem for tat. )

Geet: Main aapse aur ek baaat kehna chahthi hoon. Yeh baat batani jarruri hain.

( I want to tell you one more think)

Mr.Singhvi: kya hai bete, kuch problem hai kya.

( is there any other problem)

Geet: uncle ji main pregnant hoon aur yeh mera chuatha mahina chal raha hain.

( uncle m pregnnat and its my fourth month)

Mr and Mrs. Singhvi were shocked to hear tat geet was pregnant. She looked so pale and weak tat no one could say tat she was pregnant. She also looked tired as she did not have any food for days. Mrs. Singhvi got up and brought some juice for her with some fruits.

Mrs. Singhvi: beta aap yeh kha lijiye. Aap bahut weak deekh rahi hain.

( beta just have this, you look very weak)

Geet was in tears by now looking at this starngers who did not know anything about her but showed so affection towards her. She had missed all this since the day hell broke on her.s he sobbed loudly making the old couple bit worried.

Mrs. Singhvi: beta humne kuch galat kaha kya. Agar kaha hain tho hume maaf kar dijiye.

( beta did I say something wrong. If so than m sorry)

Geet cried even more listening to tat.

Mr. Singhvi: geet beta aap aise kyu ro rahi hain. kya hua..

( geet bete why are you crying like this)

Geet: nahi aunty and uncle aap humse aise maafi mat maangeye. Aap ne tho humare baaremein bina kuch jaaneye hume itna maan aur pyar diya. Hum tho yeh bhool bhi gaye the ki parivaar ka pyar kya hota hain. parivaar hoke bhi unka pyar nahi mila. Par aap dono ne hume kuch hi pal mein itna saara apnapan diya hain, hum tho aapke ish do pal ke pyar ko zindagi bhar nahi bhool sakthe.

( please do not ask forgiveness. Without knowing much about me you are showing so much love. I even forgot wats family love is. Even having a family I starve for their love. But you both made me feel at home in few moments. I will never forget about this)

Mrs. Singhvi: nahi beta aisa mat kahiye. Aap tho humari beti jaisi hai. Humari Sheetal ki tarah. Woh bhi aapki tarah choti choti baat mein emotional hua karthi thi. Aapko dekhkar hume humari sheetal ki yaad ayi.

( no beta don't say this. you are like our daughter Sheetal. She was also like you who cried for small things. We just remembered her by seeing you)

Geet: sheetal aapki beti. Par aapne tho kaha tha ki aap dono akele hain.

( sheetal, your daughter but you said tat you both are alone)

Mr. Singhvi: haan bete hain tho hum akele hi hain. par humari ek bilkul aapki tarah ek beti thi aur ushi ka naam Sheetal tha. Par shayad bhagwan ne unki umar kam likhi thi, isliye tho apni zindagi jeene se pehle hume chod ke chali gayi hume akele chodkar. Par jab aapko dekhe tho aisa laga ki humari sheetal humare paas wapas ayi hain. tho hume aap par koi eshaan nahi kiya.

( yes beta we are alone. but we ahd a daughter like you. And her name was sheetal. But good forgot to write years for her life. Tats why before living her life she left us. But when we first saw you we felt tat we got our sheetal back)

Geet was overwhelmed with all this and could not stop herself.s eh silently bend down on her knees and came near them and promised them.

Geet: Mujhe pata nahi ki maine kis janam ache kaam kiye hoge jo ish janam mein aap dono se mili. Main tho yeh bhi bhool gayi thi ki pyar kya hota hai, apnapan kya hota hain. main aapse wada karthi hoon jab tak yaha hoon aap dono ko kisi bhi baat ki takleef nahi dungi. Har kadam pe aapke saath rahogi. Shayad bhagwan ko bhi mujhpar daya aayi hogi jiski wajah se main aap dono se ish anjaan sehar mein mili.

( I don't know wat good I have done to get you both. I even forgot wat love is. I promise you tat untill m here I will never trouble you both.every step I will stay with you. I think even god showed his mercy on me now tat I got you both in this city)

Mrs. Singhvi: aaj ke baad aap apne aap ko kabhi bhi akela nahi samjhegi. Hum haina aapke maa buaji aapke saath. Aur haan aap yah humari naukarani ki tarah nahi rehegi balki humari beti ki tarah.

( never say tat you are all alone. we are here na your mother and father. And you will not stay as our servant but you will be our daughter)

Mr. Singhvi: chalo ab aap dono ki baatein khatam hui tho geet beta aap yeh kha lijiye. Aapke bache ki health ke liye bahut jarruri hain.

( so if you both finished your talk let geet have this. she needs it for her baby)

Geet was happy tat though they did not know anything about her they showed so much love to her. Days passed by and it was almost two months geet was in Shimla. She smiled in front of everyone but the pain in her eyes and heart was sometthing she could not share. She was always lost in her thoughts but she did not show anyone. The pain in her tummy also increased but she did not tell Mr & Mrs Singhvi about it. Whenever she felt the pain she would take the pain killer. She did not wanted the old couple to do anything for her as she was grateful of them for giving her the parental love.

Flashback ends

Geet ahd tears by remembering about her initial days in shimla. she laid on her bed silently remembering her days which were filled with joy but now they wre only her memories. Memories through which she would spent her whole life ans share with the little one inside her.

She slowly sang song which she started singing ever since she cam,e here tp shimla. she felt tat the words of the song were expressing her own turmoil, her own feelings..

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye

Jitne bhi mausam diye SaB Nam Diye

Jab Tadapta Hai Kabhi Apna Koi

Khoon Ke Aansoo Rula De Bebasi

Here she remembered how her own family treated her when her Papa was hospitalised. She could not evn see him and go close to him to see her Papa. She remembered the hars words used by her own father for her and had broken all the ties with her. She still remembers tat her father had said tat he is ashamed of her being his duaghter. Her own mother who kept her in her womb for 9 months broke all relations with her and said tat it was better tat she had died before she was born.

Jee ke Phir Karna Kya Mujhko Aisi Zindagi

Jisne Zakhmon Ko Nahi Marham Diye

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye

Jitne Bhi Mausam Diye Sab Nam Diye

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye

Apne Hi Pesh Aaaye Humse Ajnabee

Waqt Ji Saajish Koi Samjha Nahi

This words reminded her how everyone in her own family and especially Maan behaved with her. Her Maan did not trust her with her love and how he had treated her. She remembered the best day of her life her wedding night where she and Maan would be one soul forever but Maan had brutrally broken her dream. Her dream of sleeping in his embrace. Her dream of getting up by seeing his face but she always slept and waked up with new fear in her mind and heart. she thought tat the time had perfectly played his game in her life breaking her into pieces.

Yeh Maana Kuch Khatayein Humse Ho Gayi

Raah Mein Patthar Meri Har dam diye

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye

Jitne Bhi Mausam Diye Sab Nam Diye

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye

Ek Mukambal Kashmakash Hai Zindagi

Usne humse Ki Kabhi Naa Dosti

Jab Mili Mujhko Aasomm ke Woh Tohphe de Gayi

Has sake Hum Aise Mauke Kam Diye

She remembered when she had laughed last time and it was when she was with Maan. But he was the same person who snatched her smile form her face. She remembered the day of her wedding when even though her family was not with her she knew tat her Maan was all with her and believed her, but god had planned something else and the same person whom she loved broke her never to be regained again. She remembered ho he made sure tat she never smiled and always had tears in her eyes, the same person who had promised to keep her smiling was the reason to take her smile away.

Jitne Bhi Mausam Diye Sab Nam Diye

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye

She shed her necer ending tears which were her soulmate in her life but still she lived for her baby her part which was also the part of her Maan. She had to live for the baby and had to be strong. She slowly fell asleep though the sleep was far away from her.

Bhula sako to bade shuak se bhula do mujhe
Magar main kaise bhula doon tumhe bata do mujhe
Siwaah wafaa ke meri zindagi mein kuch bhi nahi
Wafaa jurm hai to is jurm ki sazaa do mujhe
Lipat naa jaau main daaman se yeh khayal rahe
Tumhe yeh haq hai ke tum khaak mein mila do mujhe

Precap: Geet ????????

Dadi meets geet.

My sincere thanks for NaimaMSK1 to give this wonderful Hindi song which was best for geet. M really thanful to her tat she took her time and gave this painfull yet beautiful full of emotions. I just loved it. I had never heard the song but the each word in the song described every emotions so beautiful as if someone was tellin its own turmoil. Thanks a lot dear, you will be always rememebered in my life for this.

So guys here is your much awaited part. I hope atleast I did not make geet more vulnerable in this part. Hope you will all like this part. I cant say much about this as it is very painfull for me to write all this parts. Its so difficult for me to pen down all this various emotions.

My next part will bring the the first twist in the story. And don't worry geet will be back in KM but how I cant tell. Just wait for 2 more updates. I don't know when I will update next. But as I have informed you all tat m not so busy at college work now but have top wind up everything before my vacations start. So just bear with me for time bein. My other ff is all ready for the end.

And I will be giving my 1^st part update of DANGEROUS LOVE tomorrow.

Thank you for all the love, like and comments. I really enjoy them and its feels great tat you all are eargely withing for the next part..

Love you alll

Good night'.