A Life For You_MaanEet SS_Thd 1 - Page 62

yess defeat of his fate acknowledging she is not used to his love
hurt of knowing and bearing her hurt when your love is not reciprocated the same way
pain of her longing knowing she couldn't recognize his love
all she was able to feel was his harshness, his coldness, his mean words, his cruelness
all she knew was MSK'she long lost her Maan in this MSK
he was the one who made her walk out of him

he smiled at his destiny...what's in store for him
when he recognized his love he lost her...she was far...too far from him that he could see her but was far away from him
tooo far from his reach

but one thing he knew was'nothing would ever be the same like it use to be

he was ready for any punishment, any torture, any killing just to keep his mishthy'his jaan to be with him forever

he gathers the pieces his shattered heart and get up from the floor and heads towards his sleeping princess who was sleeping in an unconscious sleep as if was she was never willing to get up from that slumber but was forced to do so

he wakes towards her and sits beside her on bed holding her hand

he kisses her hand and then smiles with lips still lingering over her hand's back

Well I was on the verge of losing the girl I love more than anything else in the world

After losing you then getting back together

I realize what position you stand in my life mishthy

To tell you the truth I don't know from which point of day I started calling you jaan

Sachi'believe me'I really don't know

And how many times in a single day

Goshhh'that would be the toughest answer to speak you know

I don't know that either

But one thing I know now

Is'you are my life'you are my jaan'

The soul of this body'the breath of my lungs'the blood of this vein'and life of this Maan

That's why I called you My Jaan

You were'I never knew it

you are'I surrender my life to it

and you will always be'I promise I'll ensure it

I have spent less time with you because I didn't know you that well then simply because I never tried

Because I dint knew myself then

Now I feel too bad actually it's hurting me stabbing my heart with each minute

but if I would have did it then and COULD have spent time with you then

but now it's stupid, foolish, selfish to put it off and not bother then

Now I feel a personal sense of regret

Now I know I would do everything I can'to be a part of your life now'I know that's selfish but

I can't live without you jaan

A lone tear spilled out of his tear but he instantly wiped it not willing to show it to anyone

Not even her'he know she will be more hurt with this

But does that matter anymore'he asks himself

He shrugs of not willing to take it out now'just living the moment

And slowly slips next to her holding her tight in his embrace

Protectively, possessively, lovingly, longingly, remorsefully, regretting

He tucked her closer to him and saw her pale face in his arms

Kissed her forehead muttering'sorry for every single second jaan

He looks at her sleeping

Seconds, minutes, hours awake'feeling her close to himself'engulfing her aroma in himself

After 12 hours she was still in deep sleep

He did everything for her'from her sponge bath to change'from medicines to drips

Everything he took care not even a second leaving her side not even to see their little cotton ball

Yet being a responsible father

He confirmed everything for that little angel with the doctors

From her progress to her reports'he took care of everything personally

But one thing he couldn't do'he was not able to leave her mother's side

Not even sleeping a blink just watching her each and every moment

Waiting, pleading, begging to her to wake up from this dreadful sleep

After like ages a slight movement came in her hand and she moaned in pain

He immediately got up from beside her yelling for doctors and held her hand to sooth her pain

But she flinches more

She felt sn excruciating pain her body not allowing her to move another inch.

She winced in pain but he held her cold hands in his to calm her down

she tried to yell due to heavy pains but he pats her cheeks in a soothing manner'I am here only'Take it easy, honey' giving her a frail smile

his voice sounded exhausted, rusty, torn, concerned, worried

Doctors came and asked him to get out of the room but how can he

How'

When his life was there fighting for her life'or shall I say he was supposedly fighting with her for her life

He dint budged from his seat stood there rooted

Watching doctors their job

Her waking up slowly'

She slowly opened her eyes'steadily flattered her eyes

Trying to get lights in front of her eyes

And then he saw his face'his worry'his hidden tears'his regret'his pain'his hurt

His LOVE'

was she watching that truly or just hallucinating

She looked towards him'his eyes'his red-rimmed tired eyes' As if he didn't sleep for long time

And she keeps her gaze deep in him'deep in his eyes'in his soul

Doctors checked her properly but all the while she was lost'lost in him'in his weird new bahavious

The new wives surrounding her with him beside her

Doctors removed her ventilators

And looked towards maan'and smile saying'she is perfectly fine now

But just more rest and care is indispensible

He nodded his head lost in her tantalizing eyes

And as soon as doctors left'

He slowly made his way towards her

He walks towards her bed and looked at her'giving her another weak smile with a worried look'which he tried best to hide it from her but couldn't'

His face was still pale and hollow'And his eyes were as usual dark than usual'

The dark marks around his eyes were clearly visible

He sat next to her on the chair

Intertwining his palm in hers'

And slowly pulled it upward towards his lips and kissed her hand

And whispered slightly

Do you have an idea what have you done to me

How much I was scared'how much fear engulfed me that moment

It shivered my soul all the while till now

So'

Then what'as if that matter to you

Or even me now'

Precap: you...you killed Geet...Mr. Khurana...a shaking voice came from behind and he closed his eyes to calm his frustration his anger

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