MORE PIYA
PART 26
Sammera served maan, however he showed no interest in eating.
'leave the food I will eat when ever I want to!''but you really do require to eat. Last thing I have noticed that you ate at breakfast, and it wasn't that much. So don't try to hide!' Sam spoke in hindi. Maan have learned to understand hind, little!
'Emm''please!'Maan sat up and took the plate, nothing that he fancied, however nothing that he hated either!
'you have work tomorrow right?''I work everyday of the week, what do you expect?''I was only wondering!'Maan took few spoon and then left. He didn't like the food. He missed Ranos cooking, ten years by and he still missed every aspect of his house. In this mess one thing was clear and a glory, he is proud of is finding anny. Nothing els. Nothing special.
Sam called from behind but no response.
Next day, maan stood at the bus stop, something he have become used to. When he first arrived in India, the scorching sun was leaving no stone to kill the soft untouched flesh. And now, the sun have killed so much, it barely feels the scorching burning sun. The pain. It took him long time to adjust with the unknown world. He is new, everything about this new place was wars Compare to how well he was living with handa family, but better then the orphan. At least he have three meals a day, but back at the orphanage, if there was one meal a day, it would be extremely lucky. 8 years of his life with handa was a fairy tale, but then again, he required to find his own family. Not his mom or dad. It's his brother and sister.
The bus stopped at its destination. coincidentally, mr khurana have many chains of company running all over the world. It's ironic, how his surname, the so called surname printed over the bus. He tried to hope in, however the bus stop was crowded with people, he requires to push in.
Maan works in a call center. He was extremely idiot to leave all his certificate back home. He don't even have enough money to look after all his sister needs and his basic one. He was used to having helpless life, living on basic so it was easy to settle in.
Maan arrived at the call center with 10 minutes left until his work starts. He quickly drank some water and started his work at 8.
He had no plan for his life, or he have any in near future. It's been a nonstop rolacoster life. There was pain, pain of leaving Rano, pain of leaving his only family. He hated it. At that time he didn't realize how loved he was amongst them. Attention, something he always wanted, almost like a phobia, but it soon disappeared when he learned that that's what everyone was giving. After he left his house, the one feeling he left with was how to suppress every emotion. Holding them deep within like he used to do before.
Maan took his last call before lunch break! He slowly walked out for some fresh air, but instead there was thick layer of dust and the hot air. Coking him within.
Sammera brought food.
'
I food bring! I food bring!' maan looked confusingly at her. He didn't like anyone who bothered showing false love! In his believe it's only Rano who loved him endlessly.
'why are you here!''I no late today! See!'Maan confusingly starred at her!
' I really don't care!''I know you care not! but I care! I keep you no hungry!'Maan rolled his eyes. He left the food and walked off.
Sam did not leave the call center at all. She waited until maan finished at 5. With his food. As maan walked out, he gave her one glare.
'why are you still here?''I no leave! You did not eat!''
shut up!' maan snaps and that instantly reminded him how he used to tell geet off. His breathing almost stopped.
Maan looked way in deep thought with his depressing life without any emotion, nothing to look forward to, nothing to expect from this pointless life. Sometime he questions him self, what's he doing? Rano did not plan anything like this, geet was dreaming of something completely different! Who is he waiting for?
He confusingly looked at Sam, there was formation of wrinkle on his forhead, and then suddenly, he started to have his panic attack. Lost in something, breathing hard.
Sammera frighteningly looked at maan. She never knew what to do.
Maan didn't like anyone showing to much love, it only reminded him of Ranos love and care, geet... When he remembers geet, he would go wild. Screaming, a deep pain that he was unable to explain. There was loneliness running through his vain. He wasn't able capture why? He had everything, everything he could manage. It's better then that orphan then?
Maan fainted on the spot. Sammera pleadingly screamed for help. She did not have enough money to take him to the hospital, mostly all spends on annys medicine. Few people came and helped her out.
Maan slowly opens his eyes. He was back in his room. Under the half broken chawl. Maan pushed his bicep then the elbow to bring his helpless body up. Sammera instantly walked forward. Trying to help but maan pushed her way.
'I don't need help!''you do' Sam retores.'you never tell me what to do in this situation! You never tell me why this takes place!' Sam angrily replies.'no one knows why' maan whispered to him self.'
who are you maan?' Sam questioned.
'I know you for last 10 years, but sometime I feel like I don't know you at all! You never tell me anything, where you from? Why are you here? When you speak English it sounds like those white people from those big hotel, then why are you here? I want to help you!'
Sammera was angry. Every time she comes to help, he refuges. Everything she does he snaps or looks for someone els! She walked out and stepped it to her room, banging shutting the door.
'if he does not want help, then why should I bother!'
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ok.. next part on its way soon.. :)
who is egarly waiting for geet and maan to met up.
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