Preet ki lath mohe aaisi laagi Ho gayi main matwaaliBal bal jaaun apane piya koHe main jaaun vaari vaariMohe sudh budh naa rahi tan mann kiYeh toh jaane duniya saari Bebas aur laachar phiru main Haari main dil haari - 2
Tere naam se jee loon - 2 Tere naam se marr jaaun - 2 Teri jaan ke sadke mein kuchh aaisa kar jaaun Tune kya kar dala marr gayi main mitt gayi mainHo ri ha ri ho gayi mainTeri deewani deewani- 2 Tune kya kar dala marr gayi main mitt gayi main Ho ri ha ri ho gayi main Teri deewani deewani - 2
Why I am feeling so lifeless..??
I have heard you feel pain in heart.. Like there is a hole in your chest.. But I am not feeling anything...I am feeling hollow inside...like something has been snatched from inside me...something without which I may not be able to survive. Something missing...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... My heart missing...!she tried again to cry but couldn't... she was in pain ..Every part of her body ached...her mind burning cursing her..
Her own words echoed in her mind..
I wish I don't have to see your face again.. I wish I don't have to see your face again..
Oh why did I utter these words when I can't stand them myself.. Why did I told him I don't want to see him again..
NO...!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What I won't be able to see him... but how can I stand that..??.No..!!! This punishment is way too harsh for me..I have to find him.. She murmured absentmindedly as she ran in a daze to find him...
Ishq junoon jab hadh se badh jaaye - 2
Haste haste aashiq suli chadh jaaye
Ishq ka jaadu sara chadha kara bole - 2
Khoob laga lo pehre raste rab khole
Yahi ishq di marzi hain
Yahi rab di marzi hain
Yahi ishq di marzi hain
Yahi rab di marzi hain
Tere bin jeena kaisa
Haan Khudgarzi hi
Tune kya kar dala marr gayi main mitt gayi main
Ho ri ha ri ho gayi main
Teri deewani deewani - 4
She never realized her true feelings until now... when she realized that she won't be able to see him again... she realized how much she loved him...
She has been denying her own feelings until now.. but she didn't realized that he might be able close his to eyes to the things he didn't want to see. But she won't succeed to close his heart to the things he didn't want to feel...
And today she knew depth of her own feelings and emotions.. She entered the darga praying to find him when her eyes fell on him..
He was standing there and the moment their eyes met everything was blurred.. Only they existed at that very moment and only their love was prominent.. her eyes only reflected one thing and that was her immense love for him..
Oh ho oh hoohhh...
He main rang rangeeli deewani - 2 Ke main albeli main mastani Gaaun bajaaun sabko rijhaaunHe main dila zaram se begaani Ke main deewani main deewani Tere naam se jee loon tere naam se marr jaaun Tere jaan ke sadle mein kuchh aaisa kar jaaun Tune kya kar dala marr gayi main mitt gayi main Ho ri ha ri ho gayi main Teri deewani deewaniTeri deewani deewani Teri deewani deewani Teri deewani deewani...
She wanted to hug him once.. she just wanted to be in his arms once or may be just kiss him once.. but she stood there totally numb, just staring him..
Her hand involuntarily gaped towards him.. she wished to feel his face under her fingers to make sure he was fine..
She was deeewani.. his deewani..
(FF is written by Anshra)
Oh gosh...!!...I am damn late today...I cursed under my breath reaching the studio. Seriously, I need to get a new alram clock as soon as possible or else someday, nissar would have to shoot for a special sleeping sequence for me...!!
Anyways, here he comes and I got ready for the next shot. To tell you the truth, I was really excited today after hearing the scene as first, we would be doing a song sequence on one of my favourite kehna hi kya, which reminds me how I loved that movie when I was in school and often enacted manisha koyrala and secondly, I would finally be shooting in the jim area, which till now, only gurmeet had the priviledge too. Oh, that again reminds me I will also get a chance to be among the cute pegions around there.
I was in a jubiliant mood today, after reading the script.Not much to do, just roam here and there, well kind off. I went towards nissar who was standing beside gurmeet, who looked equally excited, I wonder why...??
I greeted him with a smile which he returned with same warmth. After working together for so long, we have developed a strong bond between us, which has actually helped us in our performances on screen. I saw that enthusiasm on gurmeet'sface again and could not stop myself from asking...
Is that your favourite number too...??
He looked at me a bit baffled to which I instantly added...woh, you look so excited about the whole scene thats why I asked. His frown was again replaced by a smile as he replied...
Oh, I just love tai chi. Its a great stress buster for me and the scene requires it...!!
Okay,so mr. fitness freak was happy about the tai chi. BOYS, I tell you...!!
Great...I muttered and moved towards the center of the set for my shot.
Okay, here comes my turn. I saw nissar giving directions and his voice echoed...
Lights...camera...ACTION...
So here I, I mean geet, which is my character's name goes in search of maan, who is supposedly doing some tai chi in the jim area. I wonder sometimes, why this geet fellow has to be always clad in the same trademark salwar suit, even the style never changes. I am getting bored of this same outfit again and again. But, as if I can do anything about that it, so I better concentrates on the scene.
Okay, so I said before, not much to do as I walked in the deserted gallery in search or my hero and finally spotted him in the main area.
CUT...!!
Good job, drashti...!!...nissar complimented me.
What was good in that...??...I thought...I guess walking is an art too...!!...sighing I made my way back and sat on a chair beside gurmeet.
I guess its your turn...I told gurmeet, who nodded and added...yeah, but you are joining me just a minute later.
Oh yes, how could I forget...the song sequence...!!
Suddenly getting excited I got up and moved towards the shooting area. Nissar came to gurmeet and me...
Gurmeet, go to the jim area...your favourite part is here...!!...gurmeet nodded with a smile and complied. Then nissar shifted his gaze towards me...
Drashti, you have to watch him secretly and end up getting your earing stuck in the curtains...!!
Oh, yeah. Watching him secretly has now a days become my routine as in most of the scenes, geet ends up staring or rather ogling at maan. Nodding, I went to my position.
Soon the fan was turned towards me making my hair and duppatta fly. Now thats something good...!!
Anyways I did my part by sneak peak at him, while he stretched his body to various angles, showing his body like always. And there comes my first interest, the cute white pigeons. And one of the assistant release one of the pigoen to make it sit on maan's shoulder. How I wish, I could hold them once, they look so cute. My thought process was broken by nissar's voice...
Geet, move to get the curtains near your earing. So, the earing part. I turned in such a way to get my earing entangle in the curtain. But alsa...!!...how can I get my shot done easily. And here this damn earing ditched me...I groaned inwardly.
CUT...!!
Drashti, you have to get the earing stuck in the curtain...!!
We did few retakes and I just wish to tear the curtain with my earing and also throw this stupid earing. Whats the use of wearing such long earing, when it can't get stuck to a silly curtain. I pouted and gave another take and finally it was done. I sighed in relief...!!
This earing fiasco left us all tired and we were given 10 minutes break before the next scene. Gurmeet being the jerk he is ( well,being his friend I got the right to call him that )...yeah, so where was I. Yes, so being the jerk he is, he started laughing like a maniac at my earing fiasco and got a smack from me in return.
Okay, drashti, gurmeet...we have to shoot the song sequence...!!...nissar yelled grabbing our attention.
We both took our respective position and waited for the call.
ACTION...nissar said.
So, I started from the earing part. This was irritating me to the core. If I had to disentangle it then why the hell I had to stick it at the first place. Anyways, I released my earing from the curtain, which were flying dramatically with the effect of fan. Maan approached me hearing the sound I made from my anklets. Well, that was also not in one go as nissar kept shouting...
Drashti thrust your feet forcefully. The sound of anklet should reach gurmeet...!!
So, this time I stomped my feet causing the payal to make loud sound. And yes, I did succeed...!!
I saw gurmeet moving towards me and I pretended to feel all hasty and nervous for the scene. And my most favourite part finally came when I heard the music playing.
CUT...!!
Gurmeet, drashti...its time for the song...nissar announced and the choreographer came to explain the scen. Well, there was actuallyno dance in the song sequence...can you believe that...NO DANCE in such a beautiful song...??...all my happiness went down the drain...hai rabba...!!...kabhi aisa hota hai kya...??...It always happens to me. I never get a chance to display my talent while gurmeet would get hundreds of scene for tai chi...!!
Gumsum gumsum gup chup, gumsum gup chup - 2
Halchal halchal ho gayi teri, honth hai tere chup
Khalbal khalbal ho gayi teri, baithi hai tu gupchup
Pyaare pyaare chehre lekar dediya ishaara
Dekha teri aankhon mein hai sapna koi pyaara
Humse gori naa tu sharma, kehde humse zara - 2
I pouted and listened quietly as that was theonly option left. Now, I just wanted to finish this whole scene fast and get back home.
Kehna hi kya yeh nain ek anjaan se jo mile
Chalne lage mohabbat ke jaise yeh silsile
Armaan naye aise dil mein khile,
Jinko kabhi main naa jaanoon
Voh humse, hum unse kabhi naa mile,
Kaise mile dil naa jaanoon
Ab kya kare, kya naam le,
Kaise unhe main pukaaroon
Kehna hi kya yeh nain ek anjaan se jo mile
Chalne lage mohabbat ke jaise yeh silsile
Armaan naye aise dil mein khile,
Jinko kabhi main naa jaanoon
Voh humse, hum unse kabhi naa mile,
Kaise mile dil naa jaanoon
Ab kya kare, kya naam le,
Kaise unhe main pukaaroon
Throughout the song gurmeet and I played hide and seek, okay, I have to admit I always enjyed hide and seek, but this was no such game. In fact it was quite silly. I mean if geet had to hide from maan then why did she came to meet him at the first place. Thank god I am not in the creative team or I would have gone nuts with their logics...!!
Pehli hi nazar mein kuch hum,
Kuch tum ho jaate hai yun gum
Nainon se barse rim jhim,
Rim jhim humpe pyaar ka saavan
Sharm thodi thodi humko aaye to nazarein jhuk jaayen
Sitam thoda thoda humpe shok hawa bhi kar jaaye
Aisi chali, aanchal ude, dil mein ek toofaan uthe
Hum to lut gaye khade hi khade
Kehna hi kya yeh nain ek anjaan se jo mile
Chalne lage mohabbat ke jaise yeh silsile
Armaan naye aise dil mein khile,
Jinko kabhi main naa jaanoon
Voh humse, hum unse kabhi naa mile,
Kaise mile dil naa jaanoon
Ab kya kare, kya naam le,
Kaise unhe main pukaaroon
Kehna hi kya...
Finally the song was done without anymore hassel as I had to maintain almost the same nevous anxious look of geet while gurmeet put up his bare vhest passionate man look...okay, that sounds a bit weird, but it appeared like that only. So, at the end of the song, maan caught geet and brought her out of hiding as told by our director and we performed accordingly.
Gurmeet, you have to make drashti wear the earing and remember it is a very passionate intense scene...nissar instructed gurmeet and I felt like laughing my head off. How on earth can wearing an earing look passionate, but gurmeet was good enough at it. I guess experience made him perfect ;)
There ended gurmeet's part and he left the scene while I had to finish it with a monologue. So, wearing that bechari look of geet I gave my shot and ot it approved in one take itself. Alls well that ends well...I thought when nissar congratulated gurmeet and me for the perfect scene. I bid goodbye to the crew members, nissar and gurmeet and headed off straight to my car to get some rest at home...!!
(FF is written by shining_Moon)