(14 dec 2011, BLACK DAY)
dear diary,
feeling very depressed n lonely''.dunno wt hz happened to me bt ever since the new of geet ending came out i hv been feeling low''till last week i wz fine n had sm hope that it wont end bt today seeing the last episode i dunno wt hz happened to me''i mean it wz only a drama nothing more bt still i cant hod myself beck frm crying over it''..feeling really sad thnking about tomorrow''.wt will i do''turning on the net after 8 n wait till 9 to watch geet hz become such a habit that tnking it hz ended i feel weird''.i am crying so much that my eyes n head hv started hooting bt don't understand anything'.wt 2 do''..i am trying to make myself understand that its only a drama n all dramas hv to end sooner or later bt thn why did geet have to end sooo soon''it feels lye it wz only yesterday it started n today it ended''..
people might fine me acting weird n a mad person crying so much over a drama bt cant help myself''.i wz so attached to it that whn maneet cried i cried whn they laughed i laughed'''they madam understand lv in a different way n i hv to say this lovestory is one of a kind no no lovestory can even stand any where near it''.i hv forgotten the lvstories lye romeo n juliet,heer ranjha which the world cherishes for me now the meaning is love is only maan n geet aka maneet'..no heer n no juliet can take geets place nor any romeo or ranjha can cm in place of my maan'..an eternal love saga which will stay in my heart forever''..the future without geet seems so gloomy'..today whn maneets pyar ki nishani wz born i became so happy'..my feeling vr the same whn i hear a cousin of mine is born or sm niece n nephew '..its only a scene in the drama bt it wz so close to my heart cant even explain''
i nerve missed an episode'.this is so much unlike me n getting addicted to a show so much is sooo not me bt cant help myself getting attached to this lovestory n now that it ended i dunno wt will i do'.i watched kdmhmd thn mjght,lnmdj,dmg bt lost interest midway'.i never thought a show would cm that wood make me cry whn it will end n i'll be soo interested in it that i wont miss a single episode n download difrnt scenes n vas frm the net'never in my life i felt sooo lonely as i'm feeling right now'.i nerve even missed the episodes during my exams'.this drama taught me zoo many thngs''their hv been occasion whn i hv felt alone bt never sooo much lyk i'm feeling right now n at the moment how i wish frm the bottom of my heart that i had a sister whom i can share this loneliness with n also wt i feel right now'..hv three brothers who r the best brother any girl will ask fr bt even they cant help me in this situation otherwise i share everything with them''
i hope n pray frm the bottom of my heart that gurti cm onscreen again n also together'..if not fr themselves thn atlas fr their fans they hv to cm'..i hv ful faith in God that he will show bring thm back in our life together'''.
GUDNIGHT diary'.. writing in u has made me feel light bt still very sad'..
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