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I stood there waiting for Hell's doors to open, for it to breathe its fires at me, to be burnt in boiling oils and skinned to the bone.
What I did was beyond a crime, beyond any reasonable sense of belief as to the depths I could have fallen, any man who had fallen so low is worse than an animal and he needs to be skived and skinned alive.
I seek no less a punishment.
My crimes are innumerable, crimes of passion, crimes of cold blooded planning, crimes of manipulation, crimes of ego, crimes of betrayal.
I have betrayed whatever humanity was supposed to have awoken me up from committing the ultimate crime of all.
Even killing would have been far less a crime compared to the grave indignity and dishonor I have shown and made GEET a victim of.
I know that in another lifetime or even in any fashion there would be no redemption for a sinner like me.
I have sinned against the most precious thing, i.e., innocence and humanity.
I have shown such depravity and cunning in meeting my ends and thinking that only ends count and that the means do not.
My crime, my crime, my crime is the worst crime of all, for I have justified my crime for my needs. For I have sacrificed my learning and her existence for my survival.
But now I want to pay for my crimes, for the rest of my life. In that I seek my redemption. I cannot give her back what I have taken from her. I cannot undo the harm I've done. I can do no compensation for what I have deprived her of.
But all that I seek is to be punished and pummeled into the ground for my sins. And all that I seek is that as long as I AM ALIVE that NEVER will she be deprived ever of her happiness. That is all that I can do as I was a weakling, a weak man who abused the best thing and the most precious things.
At what cost I had learned this lesson that a man is what he does and not what he believes himself to be. That a man is the compendium of his crimes ~ for my learning, I have sacrificed her and with all my being I want to bow my head in shame and pay penance at the altar of her joy and rebirth, so that I may at least have this one thing to carry with me to my grave, the grave that I have dug for myself with my low morals, ignorance, and callousness.
I pray for release from the prison of my descent into hell with my acts of commission and omission.
Please slay me alive, please burn the evil in me, please let the slash of the sword release me from the prison of my deeds.
Let my sins be severely punished so that I may find release and peace in the rebirth and rekindled spirit of GEET.
Forgive me for I have sinned, sinned, and sinned...
Forgive this sinner who had blindly crushed the finest of beings and tarnished the innocence
Forgive this sinner for not being a human being and for falling down to the dredges of Hell and becoming the devil's deliverer of deceit.
I do not seek for release
I seek being severed limb to limb and bit by bit.
The torture I have put GEET through - my soul now goes through and it shall for the rest of days, till the end of days
- Dev Khurana
Oct 16, 2010
Today I reach out to shake the hands of the gods that offer us solace.
Today I seek the blessings of the lord that saves our inner souls.
Today I seek the purification of my soul.
Today I seek to purify my heart and free it from the trappings of evil thoughts and evil desires.
I want to find my God, the inner god that drives all humanity towards their enlightenment.
If a thief like Paul could become an Apostle
and if a thief like Valmiki could become a Sage
treading the path of goodness
I, a sinner shall look with faith and hope
that one day I shall find my release from the prison of the capture of evil
Man is not born evil
But chooses the path of evil
For the sake of his own destruction
Let me be purified off all evil
And be washed in the waters of goodness
Let the Ganges of love and compassion flow
Let me cleanse my soul and be good and do good
I shall walk through the valley of death
and pay my penance
I shall seek to tread the harshest of trails
so that I may find peace and the guiding light of goodness
~ Dev Khurana
Oct 17, 2010
Did I think that my redemption is an easy trail?
Did I ask for a gentle whip?
I sought my just desserts no matter how tough and how harsh the punishment
I shall take it
I will take my comeuppance
I will bear it with utmost humility
I will take anything that is thrown at me
Yes, I am not looking for easy respite
I know the path will be arduous
But I shall not go back on my promise
To face all the devils in me
And fight for my emancipation
I shall not fear the war within and the war outside
No matter what may come
I am prepared for the hangman's rope
Or to be guillotined
No matter what the punishment
I am prepared to take it
Never to forsake from now on
The path of righteousness
I shall correct my ways
and I shall stand strong in my resolve
TO BE REBORN
- Dev Khurana
Oct 18, 2010
Hate Me Forever
"Hate is such a
beautiful emotion"
"It resides in every
heart"
"It is simple and
strong"
"It does not rely on
benediction"
"It cripples the
soul"
"It unsettles the
mind"
"It belittles, yet
"It befits the crime"
"Hate rages on"
"Ravenous and Hungry"
"Like the Vesuvius
waiting to burst"
"Latent in its
passion"
"Burning in its
intensity"
"Explosive"
- Dev Khurana
Random
What I did was beyond a crime, beyond any reasonable sense of belief as to the depths I could have fallen, any man who had fallen so low is worse than an animal and he needs to be skived and skinned alive.
I seek no less a punishment.
My crimes are innumerable, crimes of passion, crimes of cold blooded planning, crimes of manipulation, crimes of ego, crimes of betrayal.
I have betrayed whatever humanity was supposed to have awoken me up from committing the ultimate crime of all.
Even killing would have been far less a crime compared to the grave indignity and dishonor I have shown and made GEET a victim of.
I know that in another lifetime or even in any fashion there would be no redemption for a sinner like me.
I have sinned against the most precious thing, i.e., innocence and humanity.
I have shown such depravity and cunning in meeting my ends and thinking that only ends count and that the means do not.
My crime, my crime, my crime is the worst crime of all, for I have justified my crime for my needs. For I have sacrificed my learning and her existence for my survival.
But now I want to pay for my crimes, for the rest of my life. In that I seek my redemption. I cannot give her back what I have taken from her. I cannot undo the harm I've done. I can do no compensation for what I have deprived her of.
But all that I seek is to be punished and pummeled into the ground for my sins. And all that I seek is that as long as I AM ALIVE that NEVER will she be deprived ever of her happiness. That is all that I can do as I was a weakling, a weak man who abused the best thing and the most precious things.
At what cost I had learned this lesson that a man is what he does and not what he believes himself to be. That a man is the compendium of his crimes ~ for my learning, I have sacrificed her and with all my being I want to bow my head in shame and pay penance at the altar of her joy and rebirth, so that I may at least have this one thing to carry with me to my grave, the grave that I have dug for myself with my low morals, ignorance, and callousness.
I pray for release from the prison of my descent into hell with my acts of commission and omission.
Please slay me alive, please burn the evil in me, please let the slash of the sword release me from the prison of my deeds.
Let my sins be severely punished so that I may find release and peace in the rebirth and rekindled spirit of GEET.
Forgive me for I have sinned, sinned, and sinned...
Forgive this sinner who had blindly crushed the finest of beings and tarnished the innocence
Forgive this sinner for not being a human being and for falling down to the dredges of Hell and becoming the devil's deliverer of deceit.
I do not seek for release
I seek being severed limb to limb and bit by bit.
The torture I have put GEET through - my soul now goes through and it shall for the rest of days, till the end of days
- Dev Khurana
Oct 16, 2010
Today I reach out to shake the hands of the gods that offer us solace.
Today I seek the blessings of the lord that saves our inner souls.
Today I seek the purification of my soul.
Today I seek to purify my heart and free it from the trappings of evil thoughts and evil desires.
I want to find my God, the inner god that drives all humanity towards their enlightenment.
If a thief like Paul could become an Apostle
and if a thief like Valmiki could become a Sage
treading the path of goodness
I, a sinner shall look with faith and hope
that one day I shall find my release from the prison of the capture of evil
Man is not born evil
But chooses the path of evil
For the sake of his own destruction
Let me be purified off all evil
And be washed in the waters of goodness
Let the Ganges of love and compassion flow
Let me cleanse my soul and be good and do good
I shall walk through the valley of death
and pay my penance
I shall seek to tread the harshest of trails
so that I may find peace and the guiding light of goodness
~ Dev Khurana
Oct 17, 2010
Did I think that my redemption is an easy trail?
Did I ask for a gentle whip?
I sought my just desserts no matter how tough and how harsh the punishment
I shall take it
I will take my comeuppance
I will bear it with utmost humility
I will take anything that is thrown at me
Yes, I am not looking for easy respite
I know the path will be arduous
But I shall not go back on my promise
To face all the devils in me
And fight for my emancipation
I shall not fear the war within and the war outside
No matter what may come
I am prepared for the hangman's rope
Or to be guillotined
No matter what the punishment
I am prepared to take it
Never to forsake from now on
The path of righteousness
I shall correct my ways
and I shall stand strong in my resolve
TO BE REBORN
- Dev Khurana
Oct 18, 2010
Hate Me Forever
"Hate is such a
beautiful emotion"
"It resides in every
heart"
"It is simple and
strong"
"It does not rely on
benediction"
"It cripples the
soul"
"It unsettles the
mind"
"It belittles, yet
"It befits the crime"
"Hate rages on"
"Ravenous and Hungry"
"Like the Vesuvius
waiting to burst"
"Latent in its
passion"
"Burning in its
intensity"
"Explosive"
- Dev Khurana
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