Part 27 Recap-Kanya, Ranbir, Aditya arrive in Silver Lake, New York. Aditya gives some time to Ranbir and Kanya to spend on their own. Ranbir takes Kanya out but without thinking he takes her to the same place he took most os old dates to. Sasha an one time fling kisses Ranbir upsetting Kanya in the process. Ranbir is in the dof house.
Kanya puffy eyed comes downstairs at 6am after a restless night. She has her breakfast quickly to avoid running into Ranbir. Her hormones were all over the place. She didn't know what she was feeling. She knew it was just a kiss and Ranbir wasn't at fault but in the back of her mind she didn't know what to expect. She was homesick. Not seeing her family in over a week. She needed to hear their voice. Her Mom, Harry and her Dad. Heck she was even missing MAlika's voice and she barely knew the woman personally. Kanya dialled India to the Godboles just to hear their voice. Pammi answered.
P-Hello!
K-Mamma its me Kanya.
P-Bol beti? Kaisi hain tu? Ek hafte baad ma ki yaad ayi?
K-Maine koshish ki apko phone karne ki par is halat main baat baat pe roh ti hoon. U know apse baat kar rahi hoon but i can't control my tears. This morning sickness will be the death of me.
P-Aisi baath nahin karte beti. It will get better. Thori measurements dene parenge.
K-(lAUGHS)Oh Mamma U mean adjustments. Apko bohut miss karti hoon. Sab ko yaad karti hoon. India main dorke apke paas a saktiti but main saat samandar paar America main. Apki awaaz sunne ko taras rahi thi.
P-Jamai kaise hain? Woh teri kayal rakh rahe hain na? Mujhe bol main tikh kardungi. Batana Kanya?
K-Ranbir mujhe bohut pyar karte hain! Mujhe apki kami mehsoos nahin karne deh rahe hain. How can i not miss U guys?
P-Sach sach bol Kanya teri awaaz main kuch badlav hain.
K-(Ranbir is up and overhears Kanyas conversation)He loves me Mamma aur kya kahun. Hum ek doosre ke bager nahin rehte. Unko chodiye. Ghar main sab kaise hain?Pappa aur Harry? Shanta tai aur Adita di? Woh bhi ma ban ne wali hain.
P-Woh sab tikh hain. Adita scan ke liye kal hi ja rahi hain. Kanya tune kaha morning sickness tu maa ban ne wali hain?
K-Ha! Ap Nani ban ne wali hain sirf yeh dekhna hain ke apke first grandchild kaun banta ya banti hain.
P-Ek hafte main tu maa kaise ban gayi?
K-Woh Mom kya hain ke maine shaadi se pehle U know aur apko kis mu se kehti. Ap kisi ko nahin kahenge kuch. Mummyji jaanti hain.
P-Akele tu kaise yeh sab? Its ok beti teri Dad ko keh dungi par unhe sari sach jaane ko zaroori nahin hain. Tu scan baby ki dekhle?
K-Nahin?Time hi nahin mili. Ranbir ko leke jaongi. Ap chinta mat karna apki beti hu akhir.
P-Sab bahar gay he unse baat bhi nahin kar payi tune.
K-Ap apne kayal rakhna?
P-Jamai raja ko phone dena?
K-Woh MAmma! Abhi woh soh rahe hain. Koi aur baar phone main ayenge Ranbir ok.
Ranbir takes his cue and asks Kanya for the phone which she reluctantly gives him. Ranbir sees the tears in Kanya's eyes and this breaks his heart. To know that he's caused so much pain. He wished he could take it all away. Kanya moves away from Ranbir. She goes back upstairs to lie down and just cry some more.
P-Hello! Kanya!
R-Pammi the Mummy its me Ranbir.
P-Kanya keh rahi thi tum soh rahe the.
R-Woh sach keh rahi thi. She's not been well and keeping this bottled up and being away from everyone is taking a toll on her.
P-Jamai Raja ap please uski khayal rakhna woh khabie bhi itni door humse kahin nahin raha hain. Miss to karegi aur upar se woh pregnant hain. Is halat main woh aur bhi kamzor parjayegi. Hormones har taraf hojati hain. Har waqt ya to woh kisi choti choti baat pe naraaz ho jayegi. Meri bachi akele waha beta. Tumhari alaava uski koi nahin hain.
R-Pammi the Mummi ap yakeen kijiye main Kanya ko kabhi bhi akele nahin hone dungi. I will take care of her no matter what. Yeh mera vaada hain apse.
P-Dil ki bhoj tori halka huwa. Pooja ko sab kuch kehti thi ab woh bhi nahin rahi. Dono kush raho.
R-I better go sab ko mera teraf se pyar dena. Papa to tikh haina.
P-Ha. U take care bye beta.
Ranbir rushes up the stairs to see Kanya. He couldn't bear to see her like this. Luckily the door was open. Kanya was crying on the bed. Ranbir took her in his arms to his room. She didn't have the energy to resist. She wore herself out through the lack of sleep and her morning sickness. Ranbir placed her on their bed and wiped away Kanya's tears. He never felt so helpless. He just di what came naturally to him. Kanya wouldn't look at him. She was giving him the silent treatment.
R-Kanya please tum roh mat. Tumhari halat dekhar main kitna moth mar raha hoon. Its all my fault. If i didn't have such a chequered past and if i hadn't blindly taken U in that damn place none of this would have happened. Kanya mujhse baat karo please. Gali do. Maro. Chillao par kuch to karo.
K-Ranbir main kitni akeli hoon. Mujhme koi shakti nahin. Everything is too much. I feel so tired. I don't know if i have the strength to go on. So much has happened. U R all i have and this miracle in here(holding her stomach which was showing a small bump). I don't know if i can go on if anything happened to them. Thats why i haven't been to any of the scans yet. If i lost U too i would die. I keep thinking i can handle it but i can't Ranbir all them women. I can't fight them. Not looking huge. Tum mujhe chodke chale jaoge.(Cries uncontrollably)
R-Kanya. Jaan. Mujhe dekho! is dil main aur kisi ki haq nahin tum yaha raj kar rahi ho. Get that. I will die before i let anyone take your place. Got that. I'm not weak. Jab tak tum mera saath ho koi humare beech nahin a sakhta. Tumhe kuch hone se pehle main mar jaunga. I can't function without U jaan. Tum akele nahin mere saath ho. Hum dono is nanne ko milke scan dekhenge. Please believe in our LOVE. No matter how big U get i'm crazy about U. Only death can take me away from U.
K-Ranbir mujhe kya ho gayi hain. I'm not in control of my emotions.(Still crying)I'm scared of losing you. Look at me. I'm a mess.
R-Kanya tum kya mujhe rulana chahte ho. I can't take U crying. Its not good for U. Or the baby. I promise main tumhe yaha nahin kahin aur leke gumaunga. It serve me right for being such a jerk. My past is hurting my future. I wish i can kiss U better but u need the rest. I will go down and make a nice Hot chocolate.
K-Ranbir i missed U so much. I need U too much that i think i'm too dependant on U.
R-Kanya if anyones dependant its me. I had to take cold showers last night and on top worrying what state our marriage was in. I'm surprised i've not suffered a heart attack. I missed U in my bed and my life. A second doesn't go past without me thinking about U and i've just got used to the idea of the 3 of us together but i feel i will be pushed aside for someone new in your life.
K-Ranbir kiss me my ghende.
Ranbir took every advantage and kissed her with his very being and the hunger he felt was quenched fast with full aggresion. Kanya tried to keep up with the pace but couldn't quite manage. So Ranbir started to slow down for Kanya which was a different experience for both of them as they were used to making out with a passion and need but this time it was their emotions that were doing the talking. Kanya tried her best to have confidence and belief in their love as Ranbir assured her he would rather die than look at another woman. After an hour Ranbir went downstairs leaving KAnya to sleep. Aditya bhaiya was up and having his breakfast.
A-So how R U 2 bearing up?
R-Kanya and I guess R feeling a little scared of the unknown.
A-Why?
R-She saw one of my old flings kiss me at my regular hangouts.
A-Tu bewakoof hain kya? waha usko lene ki kya zaroori thi? She's emotional aur upar se homesick. She's pregnant Ranbir. Kuch to akkal hone chahiye.
R-I've learnt the hard way. We've only just sorted our problem out. If i ever lost Kanya bro i won't be able to survive. She's my one true love. I've finally found her and nothing is going to keep us apart.
A-Thats good to hear. Today we can go see Archie i'm sure she's dying to meet all of us.
R-I don't know if i should take Kanya. We haven't been for our scan yet and she's frightened of anything else going wrong.
A-Archie will be mad at U. Its been 3 months now.
R-I know. On top next week theres a party in our honour. They were planning on doing it this week i managed to get them to do it next week as Kanya isn't herself.
A-Good idea. Mujhe Archie ke liye kuch sweets lena hain. She needs a treat after all. The house will be empty so U two enjoy the next 5 hours but start getting ready after the 4th hour. We need to see Archie.
R-How about in the evening 4pm that way we can finish seeing our scan.
A-OK. Let me know what happens. I am going to be an uncle.
Ranbir books an appointment to a private hospital. The best care for his Kanya. Hopefully it was good news.
Leave 15 comments guys so that it will give me a chance to write my new FF-Estranged LoveEdited by matwamango - 17 years ago
