'Socha na tha' Updated: Chapter 23: Pg.78 - Page 55

Originally posted by: ftm_ca

You want her to throw Tubby out the window? Noooooooooo.

😆 😆 😆

Originally posted by: mehak_kapoor

ANU KI HOOOO

ANU KI HOOOOOOOO, ANU KI HO GAYI WAH BHAI WAH🤗🤗

anuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu🤗wat a mind-blowing part yaar.............superb....................Aww thank you soooooo much, Mehakoo🤗🤗🤗

Sorry for replying late n u know the reason, so so so so so so sorry🤗

First of all toh i was touched by anjali's thoughts........she was so happy to imagine that winning this award will make shashank like her🤗awwwwwwwwww i really feel bad for her 😭

and mili is just super cute, she reminds me of those days where mini use to be the star patient of sanjeevani n now here mili is the same, not star patient, but atul's little friend atleast😉, i love mili's character a lot...........Yep, Mili is very similar to Mini in a lot of ways....but there are little things that differentiate her from Mini.....she's not as bindaas talkative as Mini...there's a lot that goes on under the surface for her as well....a little like Angie😉

I like how atul defended her by saying ''she is little moody at time''😆😆, it shows how close atul-mili are..........and i loved reading atul-mili scene.......... and that baby elephant wala toy🤣, i can imagine sumone's sweaty face in that toy elephant🤣.........mili shud throw that baby elephant out of the window....... i will be so so so happy😆 Areyy Mehak...but the baby toy elephant is so cute yaar! And I even named it Tubby in honor of Fatty dearest!😉😆....

and now........... atul-sapna conversation.........it was cool n cute as usual...........sapna n atul always made a cute frndly pair hai na........ i always loved to se them together........specially when atul use to tease her abt jignesh n sapna teased him abt anjali😆😆😆, they shared great comfort level as atul-sapna.....and reading ur scene made me smile🤗🤗 Thanks, yaar! Glad you enjoyed that!🤗

Now the ceremony.........fultooooooooooo mind-blowing filmy ji......... majedaar........... and the consequence accerelated our AA ''lowe-ishtory''😆............hehehe😆

award ceremony will cum n go, but here the consrquence was bhery bhery ghood ji..........their hug🥳.............. so basically anjali's defeat acted as a catalyst for their relationship, 😆😆😆.......... i loved it i loved it i loved it.............Thanks, Mehak! Yep, it did act as a catalyst in a way...cuz this was the big thing that finally causes a breakdown in Angie after she worked so hard to achieve it....inside toh she's a softy only....

U remember how we always wanted to watch a scene atul consoling anji on sumthing n we always wanted to see anjali's break down😊..........and today u made my day..........muahhhhhhhhhhh🤗🤗🤗 i loved this scene sooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhh...................Awww🤗...yes, we have dreamed of a scene like that for a long time....so I fulfilled my own little wish and I guess all the rest of you guys's as well with this scene😆

i hope ULK is on itz way now😆 Dekhte rahiye....kucch bhi ho sakta hai😉😆

anyways.......... anu janu muahhhhhhhhhhh muahhhhhhhhhhhh muahhhhhhhhhh🤗🤗 i loved each n every thing here................ seriously too gud🤗.........

U made me proud😆 Awww...now I'm all shy😳😳😆...Thanks, Mehakoo🤗🤗

Originally posted by: hdalal

Anu 🤗🤗🤗 for the wonderful update. Loved every word of it. Anjie's heartbreak was so poignant portrayed. Could visualize and feel everything she went thru, excitement, anticipation, her desperation to make her dad feel proud of her, and the heartbreak and distress that followed the IOTM announcement. Her eventual breakdown and allowing Atul to give her solace was just superb. The fire escape scene was one of the best you've written so far. You've brought out all of anjie & Atul's emotions with intensity, without letting any of the scenes get melodramatic. Kudos for that 👏👏👏

Originally posted by: nureat01

Originally posted by: dmg2c

Is it even fair that I have to comment on writing so superlative , while my own faculties and capabilities pale so visibly and fare so miserably when juxtaposed below yours. it is an embarassment to attempt to write following your writing, even if it is to tell how wondrously amazing a part u have written and how totally choked up it has left me! Sona yaar....ok, you don't have to maaro so much maska also....I forgive you for breaking ur promise🤗😆😆

anuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, rulaayegi tu yaar! Aww yaar...didn't mean to make you cry🤗 cry for sooooooooooooo many reasons---coz anjie is crying with an aching heart, atul is aching at her tears, and we are crying with them and over what is transpiring and afflicting AA in the real dmg. in such a moment when atul is gone, and anjie has gently but surely turned him away, it is soooooooooo much easier and better to take refuge in snt and shut away what once used to be our daily dose of oxygen! Well, Atul is back now yaar....so no need to take refuge anymore😆😆😉....there might actually be an AA track in the show now!😉

today i am not going to analyze line by line, para by para..i am going to write about what comes to mind!

what comes to mind first is anjie's great need, not desire mind you, but need to win this award...the need to win her father's approval, appreciation and perhaps finally his undivided attention. she wants to stand up tall in front of him as if to say look at me, i am your daughter, i am worthy too, i need your love too, i need your attention , your understanding, your time, i need you to be proud of me, i need you to hug me and find me again, because i am lost papa...Exactly....and thank you for understanding that🤗

she needs it sooooooooo badly , not because
she is selfish and ambitious as shash so mistakenly feels, but becoz she thinks this is the only way she will find her father again! and her last hope is gone...anuuuuuuuu, why did u take it away from her? atleast in snt she ought ot have won! honest , lonely people need to have somewhere where they can win...there has to be an easier world somewhere for them yaar....Hmmm...why did I take it away from her?? Because I'm cruel in that way😛😆....but on a serious note, to be very honest, the scene when Angie loses IOTM was the very first scene in the actual show which brought about a change in my viewpoint on her and helped me see her in a different light...it has always stayed with me...and that is why it almost formed the basis of the very first chapter of SNT as well....I wanted to explore Angie's pain beyond that brief moment when we got to see it in the show....when Angie's vulnerable rel. with her father hadn't been shown in any way yet....so unfortunately, and with a very heavy heart....had to make her lose the award

And Mili...oooooooooohhhhhhhhh, she reminds me of mini...but she isnt mini is she? if anything she is a miniature anjie, sensitve, reclusive, unsure, defiant, defensive and quick to dislike, but fiercely loyal and capable of infinite attachment. Poor Atul, he does land up with difficult ones doesnt he? As if Anjie wasnt enough! but then our atul is equal to the task, and the confidence with which he handles and understands mili pretty much reflects the same confident, sensitive and astute understanding with which he approaches anjie. and the fact that he has made his place in mili's heart gives hope that he will not rest till he has also made a place in anjie's heart. god does send a messiah for every needy, lonely, lost heart....atul is certainly anjie's! And bang on once again! Exactly....Mili has shades of Mini...but she isn't like her exactly....she is actually a lot like Angie...cuz she has her own issues to deal with. And who better to deal with the pair of them than Dr. Sunshine himself?😉😆

the fire escape scene...anger, frustration, pain, grief, disappointment...they mingle and become one deep inside the heart till it becomes difficult to recognize each for what they are. and they jostle with each other to burst out and spill forth. people like anjie feel , perhaps more acutely than others, but lack the capacity to express which would give them a safe outlet! they instead hide their sensitive souls behind masks of indifference and anger! and that is how her wounds pour out, lashing out at atul....who stands his ground , for he sees the terribly hurt and confused and tormented soul which is struggling to deal with its disappointment and grief. he not only anticipated this, but is also ready to weather the storm and stick around to give solace in the lull after. and console he does, comfort he will...and in that moment, is forged a bond which is difficult to tear asunder. It sure is....let's see where that bond takes them now😉in the real show, despite r's protestations, the bonds that were forged between ar in moments of despair or crisis or fear, were the ones which finally survived all storms and won through. anjie will find this particular gentleman very very difficult to dislodge from her psyche!

armaan btw is still trying to torment r while trying to congratulate her? i wonder if he realizes why he can never approach her or talk to her or deal with her or do anything vis a vis her in a normal manner? why does he always need to make a song and dance of it, a great show , a facade almost to hide behind lightheartedness what might actually be much deeper waters! and yet he must always hover around her, never far. And you catch on again! You are the first person to mention it! Astute as always!😉 surprising isnt it that though Anjie and Armaan profess to be one of a kind and are supposedly good friends, armaan has almost no clue as to her thoughts Ahh but I've been a little unfair to him there na😉😆....he is Angie's good friend...but he is a little preoccupied with her little sister right now without really realizing how much....the only reason why he didn't realize what's going on with Angie😉 and that task is left totally to atul, whereas when it comes to riddhima who is his total opposite , he understands her i suspect much better than he understands anyone else. i suspect snt's armaan hasnt yet discovered the machinations of his own heart! Definitely😆...he has no clue...but hopefully he'll know soon?😉😆

as u have so aptly written, atul completes and is completed by anjie. and it is always complementary parts which complete each other, never identical ones. Bravo on a fantastic part, my love Thank you, sweehteart🤗...may snt go on where dmg failed us.. i say this with some emotion, that as long as snt continues, Atul-Anjie shall live on in our midst and no one can take that away from us. you should seriously email it to the creatives to tell them what they could have had and yet lost! The idiots! Creatives are too busy thinking up the next item number for the cast to dance on yaar.....woh SNT ka kya achaar daalenge?😆😆

Originally posted by: dhvanisoni

Anu.....🤗
yyar most jhakkas part ever...!! Even a teeny-weeny bit scenes like Atul-sapp scenes r much much better than tht faltu stuff they r showing ...n I loved Fire-escape scene...better use of it...haha and I m loving Atul milli in every next chapter yaar..very much reminds me of armaan minnie but these two have their own way ..and wow...milli-atul bond has deepened so much tht his hurt affects her...u know it happens in real life too...like if some1 says something to our loved ones we too tend to b kinda disconnected or gussa with them,....and the way u described Angie's shock when Ridz wins over...she wasn't that sad abt the fact tht the award is gone..award toh next month hona hi hai...if not now then next month she ll make it n try harder....but it was more cuz she was ...u know...more concerned abt Shashank 's behaviour n she washoping real hard to change things this time n get shashank b softer towards her...I mean saara laad-pyar Ridz ko hi milta hai...she ihas always been the priority in everything naa...and Atul has been almost succesful in making her comfortable to take all that has been in her since yesrs out ...hope dheere dheere woh saari hesitation nikal de...n fire escape scene ke liye I have no words yaar...I cud perfectly picturize it n saw this coming in ur FF only...phir I think abt current DMG n sigh abt the good old days...u know I dont feel like re-watching aug-sept if I read ur FF...its like new n better DMG altogether😛

Now i say at this at my own peril, but being the last one to write is always a difficult task, coz even if u have a thousand things in mind, someone has invariably already said it! but i am glad, coz it just shows how much joy SNT and AA can bring into people's lives, just as they do mine! At my own peril , coz i am just asking for trouble here from my darling anuster aka meeeeeeooooooooowwwwwwwwww!!!
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before i start, let me also say that i completely disagree with your answer to shona's first para and completely reiterate what she has said...deny if u will, but that's how it is!

You know how i feel about SNT, about SNT's AA and above all about your writing. i want to take a moment to talk about the way you have written this part and for that matter every other part. i have said this after every part that your writing is what literary dreams are made out of, but what i want to say today is that the unique quality of your writing is its honesty and its simplicity, which makes it sooooooooo highly real and palpably descriptive. every time i read snt, and esp esp this time, its like i am watching scene after scene unfold before my eyes, till i forget that i am actually reading, not watching . i think that is one of hte biggest triumphs a writer can aim for, and u achieve it not once but every single time. but never like this time , never like this part my girl....

i almost feel i can hear the dialogues, see the expressions, feel the intensity of hte scene, see anjie's sobbing heaves , and hear the silence while anjie is crying!

and now back to our anjie who waited all day in eager anticipation only to have her hopes dashed and her heart broken...
strange are the ways of hte heart and the logic it follows! what makes a daughter identify an award as the only way of finding the way to a father's heart and hang on to this hope in single-minded persistence. what complicates our relationships so much in our hearts and in our heads, that we have to resort to tortuously convoluted methods of trying to reach out to each other instead of resorting to simple communication. why does communication become soooooooo difficult that it begets so much pain, and yet why is it soooooooooo easy to cry on a most unlikely shoulder, in our moment of greatest grief and defeat! and why do we lash out in anger and scream and hurl insults , when the only thing we really want to do is to cry inconsolably like a little girl while someone holds us tight and gives us a shoulder and arms to cry on.