When is the right time??? - Page 34

Zoki is also delighted with Dragan's children and they have been in constant contact ever since. I don't know if my son has a brother or sister, you have to tell him that. And let me just tell you, ask my husband for his last name and don't ask him to change it by chance. Now you know everything and I think that's enough from me. Since I've told you everything, I would ask you to leave now. If Zoki wants to look for you, he will do it, and as far as I'm concerned, there's no need for us to see each other anymore. Sara, please ... Don't, Zoran, both you and I know that I can never trust you again, and that's why you should go now. Zoran wanted to say something else, but I hurried to the door to open it for him so he could leave.

He stopped by the door and looked at me for a long time and said what kind of idiot I was and remain. He left with the knowledge that he is the father of a boy and that he can never see the woman he hurt again. That's what I thought. The next day, since I had some obligations in the city, I stayed for a long time. I heard from Zoki several times, because I had a serious case of robbery. We were in the courtroom for a long time. As a lawyer, I had a difficult task. Zoki said that he was going to go to training and that he was going to buy something for dinner. And when I arrived, a surprise awaited me again.

Zoran sent a bouquet of flowers and chocolate. He also sent a basketball to Zoki. I was surprised but also angry. What does he imagine that he can buy me with flowers???? I was angry and threw the flowers in the bin. I called him because he wrote his phone number on the card and I told him that I didn't need his flowers and that he wasn't sending any more. But he defended himself and told me something that took me back to the old days. I will fight for us now. Those were my sentences that I spoke when I stayed to take care of him. He used my words. So much anger and rage came out of me that my stomach hurt again.

When my stomach hurt, I knew I had to tell my son the truth. After dinner, I invited him to sit with me on the terrace and talk for a while. We sat down and looked at the stars that were like little light bulbs in the sky. Zoki sat down next to me and said,

and, my mother, let's see where we are with all this knowledge. I just smiled and said, come on. I see that you are delighted with your uncle, grandparents, and not to mention your relatives. You talk to each other so much every day that Mija and I will have to move closer to the others because now we will have big phone bills. I laughed. And now the other thing that worries me. Your father has once again shown himself to be a man who has no limits. But he is an excellent basketball player and a great friend to the people who are close to him. I was his fatal mistake and he was mine, I won't say the mistake because I have you. So, son, what do you say about your father.

Uhhh, injured male vanity can have a bad effect on everyone around a man. And I seem to have inherited a lot from him. he laughed again. And he sends me a basketball. I'm not sure what that means. Does he want to be friends with me or what???? Honestly, I have to brag that I finally told the company who my real father is and everyone was delighted. My coach, I now found out, was his good friend. They played together in Florida... How small the world is. he told me that I always reminded him of Zoran. And he also told me that Zoran called him yesterday to inquire about me. I was both proud and angry. And now I'm not sure if I want to see him. It will take a long time before I take any steps.

And now, Zoki, I took his hand and said. I have to tell you something. my hand was shaking and so was my voice. Zoki looked at me strangely and asked me what was going on. Zoki, a month ago I had some stomach pains. At first I thought I had a cold, but since the pains continued to appear, I went to the doctor. I hid it from you because I wanted you to meet my family first. They discovered that I have uterine cancer that I need to have surgery for. I don't know how long the treatment will last and that's why I came up with all this. Zoki looked at me and said to me: - Mom, I know all this because I met the doctor and he told me. He thought you told me and that's why I wanted to please you and meet everyone in the family.

My son, that's all I'll say. I was proud of him at that moment. I wanted to cry but I had to be brave for him. Jana knows and she will come here to take care of you. No one knows anything anymore. I'm going to the hospital in three days. Please be good and listen to Jana. Jana is coming tomorrow because I need some preparations before the surgery. I know this is hard, but it's hard for me too. I had to hold myself back from crying. Zoki was still strong enough to hug me and we sat there in silence. Then when I went to my room I started crying. My son only has me and I have to fight to stay alive and healthy for him.

And so Jana came tomorrow to go with me to the doctor. You could see from her that she was also afraid, but she was my support for everything. Gone are the three famous days when I had to go to the doctor's office. Zoki took me and dropped her off at the hospital. In those three days, everyone called, but they called because of Zoran, not what they found out about me. Zoran called and left messages, but I didn't pick up and answer the messages. I heard from Dragan and I didn't tell him where I was going and what was wrong with me. Mija asked several times why my voice was sad, I didn't want to say. They admitted me to the hospital and immediately started preparing for the operation. The surgery was scheduled for the next day at 10 a.m. I was glad it was in the morning because I was nervous about the wait anyway.

I told Zoki that there was no need for him to come because I wasn't sure how long the operation would last, and I would only wake up when I left the room. The operation was over, they took me back to my room and I only came to my senses in the evening. And imagine Zoran in my room with teary eyes. I didn't know if I was dreaming or if it was real. I fell asleep again and only woke up the next morning when the doctor came to see me. After the doctor's visit, I continued to sleep. I was tired from the operation and anesthesia. In the afternoon, I woke up completely because the nurse woke me up. She had to because I was already sleeping too much. The doctors were next to me and were monitoring everything.

The wound was clean and that was important. My son called to ask about me and they told him that I had woken up but that I couldn't receive visitors for the time being. So I had a dream that Zoran was sitting next to me. Sometimes I would say empty wishes. Or unfulfilled wishes. I sighed because I had a long treatment ahead of me. Chemotherapy was critical. I was supposed to receive it in a few days. I was afraid of it but I had to get through it.

My Zoki came to visit tomorrow and stayed a little longer because he had to go make arrangements for his master's exam. He had an appointment so he said he would come later. I told him it wasn't necessary and if anything happened I would call. He left and I continued sleeping again.