When is the right time??? - Page 2

Zoran was not meant for her. There must be another out there who is. She has to look.

Originally posted by: coderlady

So true. You never know when the right moment comes in your life.

Originally posted by: coderlady

This this person wait too long to decide something and lost in the process? Seems that way.

Originally posted by: coderlady

Zoran. We saw that name in one of the other stories. This is another related story?

Originally posted by: coderlady

Happy Ramadan to you. Do you keep the fast? I know some people who are.

Originally posted by: coderlady

Zoran was not meant for her. There must be another out there who is. She has to look.

Good day everyone. Let me continue this story.

Zoran was a guy who really liked to play with girls. I was a girl who could do anything in life, but there were moments when I realized that I was just a scared girl. Behind my mask of a brave girl, there was a completely ordinary girl who just wanted someone to love her. And Zoran, Zoran just wanted adventures. No matter who that girl was and how much she fell in love with him, he quickly broke off relationships because he didn't want to get attached to anyone, and that was the case with me.

He played with me hot and cold. He knew that I liked him and at some points he even told his brother that he knew that I liked him, but that he had no intention of being with me. I felt really hurt because of that. But I was young and I didn't understand why it was like that. I cried a lot and I was exhausted from everything in my life. It was my first time in love, and unhappily in love. Most people who experience something like that are very hurt and need time to heal from it. Closing in on myself and escaping into some unreality led to me giving up in school as well. I was young and in love.

My parents didn't understand what was happening to me, and I couldn't explain the pain I was feeling to anyone. Seeing him every day with girls hurt me more than anything. In the end, I closed in on myself and my little world which consisted of books. I read a lot during that period. I took all the books I knew from the library. But I still have to write that the book by Herman Hesse Demian helped me the most in that period. I managed to rise from all that somehow, I have to admit that because of all that I really loved books. I managed to finish high school and finally enter college.