When is the right time??? - Page 3

A new chapter in my life.

I still saw Zoran every day because he lived next to my girlfriend, but now I didn't feel so much in love with him. Maybe I was just comforting myself, who knows???

I still felt some butterflies in my stomach, but I tolerated everything more calmly. I entered college and it was a great joy for me. I loved law and that was my desire to enroll. I met some new people who somewhat shared similar interests as me. I also had friends from high school and at university I made some new friends with whom I saw regularly and went out whenever I could. We had our favorite places to go out and spend our free time there. I was a very happy person during that period. It used to seem that I had forgotten about Zoran. And that made me very happy. However, it happened to me that I now meet Zoran alone.

was also moody, but I soon forgot about it. I just have to mention that since I was 10 years old I loved skating and spent every moment of the winter at the outdoor rink. There was also an indoor one, but I really loved feeling the wind in my hair. At the indoor rink, I met a lot of people and that made me very happy. Everyone was very kind to me because many people knew me and my family. And so it happened that one evening I went to the outdoor rink and that's when it happened. I put on my skates and put gloves on my hands because I used to touch the snow, actually the ice, with my hands and it felt a little bit cold. I went through a few laps and was about to take a break when I felt someone watching me. I was a little uncomfortable with that look. I was very confused because I had never felt such a chill in my life.

I felt a chill down my spine. I turned to see who was looking at me like that, but I didn't manage to recognize anyone. At that moment, my friend and her boyfriend approached me and we went around another circle together. We laughed and along the way joked about how future lawyers and judges were skating. We were happy. And I felt that look again. I couldn't relax at all after that second feeling. I felt like a stab in the back. A very strange feeling of some restlessness. Who watches me like that. I watched the people on the trail all the time, but I didn't manage to see anyone I knew. It

the council passed like that.

A few days later, when I forgot about that event, the same thing happened again, only now I caught a look that was following me. And I went skating alone again because my company had planned to go to a concert and I preferred to be outdoors and enjoy what I loved. And that is skating. It was very cold, but that didn't stop me from feeling beautiful and happy. I put on skates and put gloves on my hands, but now that I was alone, I put headphones on my ears and listened to my favorite songs. One of my songs was just being played when I took off my headphones and I just smiled and continued to skate. At that moment, I felt that look again and that feeling in my back.

Since it was cold, there weren't many people on the ice, but that's why he, Zoran, was standing there in the corner. Zoran watched me skate. So the look I felt was from him. I can't describe how uncomfortable I was at that moment. Discomfort mixed with some excitement. He, Zoran, is standing with his company leaning on the fence and looking at me angrily. Why???' What did I do to make him look at me like that??? It wasn't clear to me. And then he just moved away from the company and slowly crept up to me. I was taken aback. Zoran approaches me. An indescribable happiness was created in me again. What a fool I turned out to be. He, Zoran, approaches me, squeezes my hand and says: Stop following me. I can't hide from you anymore. Run away from me. Wasn't I clear, I will never be with you. NEVER.

He let go of my hand and went to his friends. I was left in shock and just watched my hand silently and then I felt tears pouring down my face. The humiliation I felt at that moment was so great that, as I look at it now from this distance, it was the worst thing I could have felt. I still hope in my life that I will never again feel such shame and shame in my life. It was more than obvious that Zoran thought that I followed him here. Although, I really didn't even know that he was coming to ice skating.

And so I was alone and hurt again. Returning to the shell of loneliness and embarrassment and shame and punishing myself for nothing, but this time it's not my fault, what I didn't deserve was a logical solution for me. But,,,, but some inner spite of mine told me that it's enough now, he won't keep me as some idiot. I decided never to shed a single tear for him, Zoran. And then I decided. The next day I got ready as usual and went skating. And of course now I immediately noticed that he was there too. I gathered my courage and approached Zoran and said.

Zoran, would you like to go around a circle with me, please? I begged him because I didn't want to be rude. At first he didn't want to, but his friend persuaded him and said: come on, when he begs you so nicely. And then his friend laughed at me. I just looked at him sharply because I felt the irony in his voice. His friend laughed once more and just said I'm kidding, little one. And so Zoran agreed to skate with me. We went half a circle when I turned to him. He was surprised and almost fell. hahah it was funny but I remained serious.

Zoran, yesterday you unfairly accused me of following you. I go skating every year every winter. Not a single winter day has gone by without me skating. Here you can, if you want, ask your brother Dragan, and he will confirm it for you. And I never even thought of following you. And I tell you once again that I am not and will never follow you. My feelings are no longer the same as they were three years ago and I have grown up. Although, you obviously don't see that, but it doesn't matter. I called you just to tell you that you behaved very badly yesterday and that I didn't deserve you. And now, he started to tell me something, please don't ever come near me again and never look at me again.