When is the right time??? - Page 19

Originally posted by: coderlady

The fight begins. Zoran is too upset to let her help right now.

I was aware that I had made a mistake by not leaving my beloved with me. Oh, how am I going to deal with this bear. Hahha, he really looked like a bear. I slowly approached him, making a huge effort not to quarrel with Zoran, when the therapist entered the door of his room. he's dear, I'll ask him to at least help me in the morning. how grateful I was to Dragan for this service. The therapist helped Zoran to stand up and sit in the wheelchair and then pushed him into the toilet. I assumed that his toilet was also made for such cases because he was separated from the hotel. Actually, that second part of the hotel was intended only for people who came for rehabilitation. I was nervous and scared about the decision I made, but I decided to stay and fight for us.

Now is the right time, I thought. I don't know if I made a mistake, but I know I have to try. All decisions so far have cost me. It seems that I haven't made a single decision correctly so far, and that's why I hoped that I made the right decision now. I heard through the bathroom door that Zoran resented me being there. He managed to call Dragan and argue with him. Oh, how angry he was and what he said. When he appeared, he looked like the most beautiful man I had ever met in my life. He shaved. His hair was wet but tied in a ponytail. And the look, that look seemed to pass through me. He watched me and then drove up to me with a wheelchair and asked me in a hoarse voice.

So, now you want to use me because I am in this situation. he laughed mischievously and then pulled me into his lap. I was confused by his speed and proximity. We looked at each other for a long time and none of us was probably aware of how much time we spent just looking. I hugged him around the neck and tenderly told him that this is how I love him. He smiled and kissed me softly on the tip of my nose. Come on, I have an obligation now, he said. Since you are here now, you have to learn what I need to do during the day. First I have to go to the physical, then I rest and take my medicine on time, and in the afternoon I have to go to the pool, and you have to guide me.

I thought he was going to argue with me again, but he gave up and just accepted the situation as it was. I was busy with him all day because I didn't know when he would finish therapy and what it would be like. After lunch, he had to go to the pool, which is another form of therapy, and he was only free in the evening. While he was at the pool, I checked out of my room and checked in in the room next to Zoran's. I didn't tell him that, but I thought it was better that way. I also have to say that I called the company and spoke to the director and told him that I had to extend my stay, but I'm not sure for how long. He promised me that he would wait for me as long as necessary because I was one of the employees who deserved it.

I was grateful for those words and promised that I would come back, but for now I'm not sure when. I haven't talked to Zoran about it yet because I didn't have the time. Afterwards, I called my father and told him where I was and who I was with. He was a little angry, but in the end, he told me that I had to follow my heart. Then I called Jana and she was with her friends for coffee. I told everyone what had happened and where I was now and they were surprised at first and then they said too. Fate brought you together and now you have to be together. No one in their life has seen such intertwined fates as mine and Zoran's. Zoran finished with the pool and I came to take him to dinner. We had dinner in silence and enjoyed the view of the sea. After that we went to the beach. I pushed him in the stroller and he was silent. The silence was difficult for me. I asked him how he was and he answered me sadly that I wasn't sure how I was. I walked in front of him and stopped and looked him in the eyes.

-Zoran, I don't know how you feel but I know that you are a brave man and that you will overcome this too. So please don't be pessimistic. Zoran took my hand and said to me in a painful voice. I'm aware that you would be with that guy right now if fate hadn't intervened again. You and I see each other in places no one would have thought we would see each other. I know we have a long and difficult conversation ahead of us, but for now, let's just leave it like this. I won't push you, and as for that marriage, I wish we had gotten married yesterday. And he laughed. I blushed and breathed a sigh of relief with a hint of both happiness and sadness. Well, I said, that's over yesterday, but never say NEVER. Zoran was a little surprised, but then he remembered that sentence. He squeezed my hands and then quietly said, I'm sorry, I was disgusting.

I told him along the way that I took the room next to his and he looked at me and said, I understand you. But you have to know that sometimes at night when I wake up I will ask you to help me. I promise I won't be annoying but sometimes something hurts or I have to turn around and I need help. By the way, thank you for being here with me. I think you give me extra strength and will to recover. Is there anything I can do if you want to let me? he asked me. I hesitated and said ok. tell me. Can I kiss you on the cheek. hmm if he knew how long I've been waiting for him to do this he would have done it a long time ago..... okay I said, and I lowered myself to his height so he could kiss me. He kissed me and I kissed him. I had to, how could he stay if he kissed me more than once, he can't do that, right????

hahahah after that I took him to the room and helped him climb into bed and called the therapist that Dragan had hired to change him and help him with the bathroom. I still hadn't gone into his bathroom. I didn't want to peek into his privacy. I slept well that night but I still kept my phone next to me in case Zoran called so I could answer right away. In the morning I got ready and went to Zoran's. He had already done everything he needed to because he had asked the therapist to come earlier. He was embarrassed by me. I saw that he was frowning about something. I asked him what was wrong and he said that his spine hurt a little.