When is the right time??? - Page 17

'll stay here today and tomorrow I'm going back to the city and you, Sara, stay here and finally sort out your life. It's been ringing in my ears for a long time how to sort out my life when my life is a man who was in a wheelchair. My life was called Zoran. How fate mocks me or imposes its own on me. I'm in this position again that Zoran might think I'm following him. I laughed to myself at that and then I started crying even harder. All day I turned around to see either Zoran or Dragan but that didn't happen. It wasn't until the evening when we went down to dinner that I saw the two of them sitting and having dinner. I approached Dragan and just greeted him and ignored Zoran. Zoran got angry and said to me arrogantly

Well, now you can ignore me, great. You're really great but I'm used to ignoring me anyway. Just keep going like I don't exist. Do you see how my life is being taken away??? I looked him in the eyes and said to him

-It seems like my life is being taken away from me too when I run into you wherever I turn. And I said that and I turned around and went to sit with Vlado. Dragan just winked at me because he realized I was angry and managed to tell me to talk to him later. When he finished dinner, they passed by our table, but I just greeted Dragan again. I felt uncomfortable sitting next to Vlada, who knew everything.

I managed to tell him that I had loved Zoran my whole life and that I thought I would be able to forget him with him, but that today my life is definitely only Zoran. I have made so many decisions, so many things, to get away from Zoran, but fate or whatever it is won't let me move away from him.

It was an amicable breakup because it was obviously for the best. He kissed me goodnight and said that he was leaving early in the morning and I would have to find transportation. Fair of him. I have a bus, but what I planned didn't fit into the first option of staying only until Monday. Uhhh. Dragan later looked for me in my room, as he asked at the reception where I was staying. He was glad that I wasn't in the room with Vlad because he didn't know how to talk to me.

- Sara, I'm glad to see you, but you can see that I'm in a difficult situation right now.

- Dear, what happened??'

- No one knows, some jeep ran into his car and he was completely broken, he was in a coma for two months. It was not published anywhere and no one knew what happened. He was in Florida and then I was there too. I was by his side the whole time. Our parents took this very hard. And when he woke up and realized that he was motionless, he took the news very badly. We brought him here and now he has been here for a month in rehabilitation. he is an impossible patient. And as of today, the sister who helps him has given up on him.

He wanted to throw a glass at her. He was nervous. I guess because of you. hahahah Regardless of everything, I'm glad to see you and him to see that he's started. He didn't want to do anything during the time he spent here. And today he got angry with his sister for not wanting to do more exercises with him. Thank you for that.

Dragan, I finally decided after today what I'm going to do with my life. Please help me just this once. You have to leave me alone with Zoran. Dragan, I saw that he wanted to resent you, you have to do that if you want both me and him to do well. Now we are adults and I know very well how to deal with any situation. Today, when I saw him helpless and I wasn't by his side all this time, I realized that we were meant to be together now after so many years. I think now is the right time for both of us. Please could you take me to him and leave us alone. If you can, just guide me in his routines and if he has medicines to take when and which. Leave me all the instructions and leave me with him. now begins our fight for us.

At that moment I was not aware of the situation I was getting myself into but I had to finally prove to myself and Zoran that we were worth fighting for. Dragan was convincing me that he should stay if I needed help but I refused and asked him to leave. And so it happened that he took me to their room where Zoran was sleeping. I approached him slowly and stroked his head and said quietly. Now it's time to fight for us. Dragan went to my room and slept there because I wanted me to stay in the room with Zoran. What a mess. I woke up in the morning when I heard Zoran yelling at me. Get up and get out of my room.

Dragan, I'll drown you, where are you. The hotel was on its feet with how much he was yelling. I got up slowly and stood in front of him. I'm here now and don't yell. Dragan left and from now on I'm here. Ugh how angry he was, but I didn't give up. Bring me Dragan. Sara, if you know where Dragan is, call him, I have to talk to him. I told him to go. I'll help you with everything. Come on, get dressed first and do what you need to do. Are you okay? I'll do what I need to do, what do you mean? I have to go to the toilet. Uh, it was only now that I realized that I would need some help. Let's slowly lift you up and have you sit in the wheelchair, and we'll see how it goes later. Uh, it was very difficult to do that.

She needed a change and decided to move. But will that really work?