The hands you take and the hands you leave version 2 part 91in page86 - Page 34

In her 17th year, Anami had various people come into her life. Satrupa who inserted into her life like the force of a hammer, Vatsalya who made a lasting impression in just a few minutes. People who Anami genuinely loved like Gayathri and Poonam. The various LM wasis. Most of all Adhiraj.

I have never been a fan of the push pull eye lock romances though they have been the ones I have watched the most. 🤔. I can find a lot of faults about Adhi's character. But the one thing I like is his unwavering consistency about being a protector of Anami. Do I think he deserves better ? Absolutely. For Anami the state she is in and the person she is will not appreciate him. Relationships are a two way street, it helps if the giver gets something too. Anami is a giver too except that she is not there yet with Adhi. Today I saw sparks of it. For their relationship to work it must have Anami with powerful feelings too. Until then I do not want Adhi to be a sacrificial bakhra. Good for Pandit that he made the decision his family will take care of themselves now.

One trivial thing, but one I love so much is the simple joy Ladoo has in play. If he is happy he plays with whatever is available. Expensive light sabers to drawing to playing superman on top of a bus to playing with bubbles when they are homeless and sitting in a road side cafe. I love how he carves out moments of happiness for himself wherever he is. It shows the parvarish of the Pandits. That happiness is found in small things, with people. It explains Anami to me, why she ran away to the people who mattered to her, why the things of LM had no hold on her.

Satrupa I don't know what is going on with her. All the Pujas in the world will not bring her daughter to her. A kind word, loving gestures, respect of the Pandits would have softened Anami towards her. Sudha is right. When your enemy notices that about you, Satrupa can do all the Pujas she wants, climb on coals, climb Mount Everest barefoot, she is like a white washed tomb in the words of Jesus Christ because these are empty gestures. God is not someone at your beck and call to do whatever you want and then expect to sanction something you want by doing pooja till you faint or climb on burning coals. I abhor that. God is not a puppet or plaything. You as a human have freewill to be a good person. Be that person and see how people will treat you. Satrupa needs that lesson most of all.

Satrupa's action in the pre cap is suggesting is in contradiction to her character so far.

This overzealousness is like frenzied attempt to emotionally blackmail God.

Wanted to add what I posted in another thread.

Mariamman or Karumariamman is the South (I know for sure Tamil) equivalent of Parvathi/Durga/Kali. Fire walking is a part of worship even now. They walk with something called Kavadi over their shoulders. It is done not just in rural Tamil Nadu but in Singapore too. They have a fire walking festival in Singapore Mariyamman temple every year.

Anami isn't angry at anyone but Satrupa. But her anger at Satrupa is so great that it overshadows everything else. She stayed back for Vatsalya and yet she didn't even think twice before running away. If she couldn't stay back for Vatsalya, then whose Gayatri? (I mean from Anami's perspective.)

Agreed, but Satrupa is still not going for redemption. She's threatening, demanding, and arrogantly expects Anami to be back. Why? Because Anami is Satrupa and Baldev's daughter. She's doing all this as a way of blackmailing God to bring Anami back. Her true redemption will only come when she accepts her wrongdoings. Then only will she actually get Anami back. Right now all she'll get back is the child she produced. That's it. Not her daughter.

Simmi, yesterday's epi. I can only relate Anami very closely with Sat. The same madness and demands. The biggest good deed that Sat has done for herself and her daughter as also LM is give Anami away at childbirth. That's y she has also imbibed the the value systems of the Pathaks. If she had been in LM, she would totally become another Sat - the same obsessive streak; getting her way; punishing without consideration - Sat on Poonam and Anami on that tutor. Yes, she would have imbibed her goodness also. But goodness cannot been seen or felt just like that. Any badness can be easily found and u r accused; it takes years to build a solid, honest foundation; one sec to demolish it. That's what is happening to Sat; her overbearingness is her biggest weakness; Anami, had she been in LM would have been the same mirror image of her mother. Vatsalya wasn't like that. For change u have to be the change. It can't be any other way.

Mangothyme, very, beautifully phrased - that first sentence of urs. It is the absolute truth. Yes it is in the simple things that true happiness is found. And as u put it beautifully, Anami's reaction was the main reason I really enjoyed AA scenes for the first time. Slow, subtle reaction. True she is not there yet. But, eyes were telling the feelings of parting. MM did a brilliant job yesterday conveying those emotions very aptly. As for Sat, she has totally lost it. The lesson that Sat needs to be taught is not by revenge in the form it is generally expected. That's y MP's dialogues in the beginning r very important. She will be changed by love and that can only be done by Anami. A mad, mother, totally used will understand the meaning of having a daughter is by sharing; not by demands; by sacrifice; not blackmail; not using her as a toy to suit ones needs and fancies. Maybe, that's y PP also says show them that Parvarish is more thicker than blood. Let's see how the impulsiveness of Anami is channelised correctly to change the very foundations of LM which was always soaked in blood to get their way and make way for love. Adhi also said about channelising ur anger in the right directions. Three people to guide Anami to be the harbinger of a new dawn in LM. Pandit had predicted this in that first episode. But for all these, the story has to move forward. I hope this idiot SP doesn't mess up with this serial.

Gayatri - she was saying that she is not blessed as a grandmother. But she is a grandmom to Narrottam also. What has she done for him? She has never acknowledged his presence. Until the past is shown, we will never be aware why she would hate Baldev's blood. I can't say she is a saint though she loves her grandchildren. Of course, she won't be as crude as Sat is and hence not only gets her way, she is not accused. But Sat always jumps the gun and so always ends up being blamed for both right and wrong. Incidently Sudha is like Gayatri. Maybe that's y she ws afraid, that Sudha would rule LM (which she doesn't) and brought in Sat.

One last thing, Naina shows more conscience than Sudha; was seen in that Laddoo episode and yesterday when she commented, Sat's grief was genuine.

On a lighter side, where was Dhammo during that Havan? Gayatri, crying Nahi; it reminded me of the old films and I think her eyes were laughing (my imagination purely 😭) when she was mouthing her dialogues. And Sat dragging Sudha, how they'd reacted post that shot. I can visualise myself laughing myself loud 😆.