RagSan -My Love Is My Life...

Prologue:

I opened my eyes in a dark room...it felt like still they are closed...not even a ray of light anywhere around me...i felt my eyes were heavy...my head was spinning , paining badly...my eyes too were paining...i felt like i will fall into the pit from which i rose just a second ago , again...i couldn't remember anything...just his face...just his...SANSKAR...his caring eyes staring at me...i was transported back to the day... " ok bye sanskar...i will listen to your rest bak-bak later...for sure..." i said as i left him smiling...i was walking in the corridor when suddenly i saw him in front of me...raghav ji...he was staring at me but not with those loving eyes as he used to see me every time but with a fire in his eyes...for a second i was actually scared to see his brown orbs full with anger staring at me..." Raghav ji..." i said when i didn't realized a cotton cloth was placed on my mouth covering my whole face including my eyes...a small portion of one of my eye remained open to see raghav ji...still the same...his hand holding a cloth on my mouth and in a few seconds everything went blank...my eyes were closed and i was in a pit of darkness...fear...drowsiness... alone...i was suddenly snapped back from the day by a movement in a small thing...maybe door placed at a corner of the room...a single ray of light hit my eyes piercing through the darkness inside...a ray of hope in the darkness of night...i raised my eyelashes in a hope of help...i saw a figure...his concave make...he was moving towards me in the dark ,holding that light...it seemed a torch of a phone...he came near me...i saw him walking slowly trying his best not to make noise...soon he came near me...i looked up at him directly at the face in a hope to see someone familiar...i did that...he was familiar...his eyes...the same brown fiery eyes ... " raghav ji..." i could barely say as i saw his brown eyes shining in the darkness too... " ragini..." he said as soft as he could but still i could feel anger in his voice as if he were betrayed...no , not he but i was betrayed...i was betrayed by HIM... " raghav ji..." i again said trying to lift my hands from my back to caress his face but to my surprise i wasn't even able to lift them...i tried pulling harder but it only seemed to pain more...i realized my hands were cuffed at my back...like an animal is cuffed to his home but the question remained...WHY???? i felt some blur memory engulfed my mind...like a same ...they wished to come out from the smudged and become clear to me...to tell me the truth...it was't the first time i saw them but truly...i saw them after long time...maybe because there was something that was important for me to know...at that time...my mother's voice echoed into my ears... "ragini...he isn't right...stay away from him..."... " ragini..." he again said with the same husky tone pulling me back from those visions...in a flash he moved closer and kept a knife at my neck...no , i didn't saw it...i just felt it cutting a slight portion of my neck...it pained ...it pained harder with each passing second not only in my body but also in my heart... " just do what i say or else..." his brown eyes pointed to the dagger...i stared at him losing myself completely...i was being held captive by HIM...????