Love me or hate me,a kriyansh story Thread 2(LAST UPDATE on pg17) - Page 10

beautiful just beautiful
every thing was just Fav
loved it thanx for the pm

Awesome update ⭐️ Kriya loves Rey bt nvr admits coz of fears... hope Rey removes her fears and she admits soon And whnevr u say na tht the stry is going to end, I feel really sad 😔 strt a new one, if possible :) and update this one soonish

Originally posted by: pia.raha

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<font size="3" color="#6600ff">HEY GUYSS,REALLY VERY SORRYY FOR NOT UPDATING!!! BUT SINCE THE LAST WEEK OF FEB,I AM NOT WELL,FEVER,COLD AND COUGH EVERYTHING!!! I AM STILL WEAK,I HAVENT EVEN OPENED MY DESKTOP FOR SO MANY DAYS😳... I WILL BE STARTING TO WRITE FROM TODAY,BUT IT MIGHT TAKE SOME TIME,BCOZ I AM NOT GETTING SO MUCH STRENGTH TO SIT UP FOR MUCH LONG... WILL TRY TO WRITE SOON...😊</font>

Its okk diii u take care and get well soon we will wait some more time no need to stress urself :)

Originally posted by: pia.raha

<font size="3" color="#6600ff">NOTE:</font>

<font size="3" color="#6600ff">HEY GUYSS,REALLY VERY SORRYY FOR NOT UPDATING!!! BUT SINCE THE LAST WEEK OF FEB,I AM NOT WELL,FEVER,COLD AND COUGH EVERYTHING!!! I AM STILL WEAK,I HAVENT EVEN OPENED MY DESKTOP FOR SO MANY DAYS😳... I WILL BE STARTING TO WRITE FROM TODAY,BUT IT MIGHT TAKE SOME TIME,BCOZ I AM NOT GETTING SO MUCH STRENGTH TO SIT UP FOR MUCH LONG... WILL TRY TO WRITE SOON...😊</font>

Don't worry
Take care of yourself and get better

Dont worey we ll wait for update

Originally posted by: pia.raha

<font size="3" color="#6600ff">NOTE:</font>

<font size="3" color="#6600ff">HEY GUYSS,REALLY VERY SORRYY FOR NOT UPDATING!!! BUT SINCE THE LAST WEEK OF FEB,I AM NOT WELL,FEVER,COLD AND COUGH EVERYTHING!!! I AM STILL WEAK,I HAVENT EVEN OPENED MY DESKTOP FOR SO MANY DAYS😳... I WILL BE STARTING TO WRITE FROM TODAY,BUT IT MIGHT TAKE SOME TIME,BCOZ I AM NOT GETTING SO MUCH STRENGTH TO SIT UP FOR MUCH LONG... WILL TRY TO WRITE SOON...😊</font>

It's ok take care of yourself and get well soon

CHAPTER FORTY-ONE OF THEIR LIVES: HAQ HAI MERA

Kriyansh returned Mumbai in total silence...

It was as if they were strangers...

Kriya wanted to initate the conversation,but she didn't know what to say,she never was the one to start any conversation,rey was always the one to talk that too nonstop!!! It was aching kriya a lot,but kriya didn't knew how to bring back that old rey...

It was evening when they reached Mumbai,rey dropped her home

Kriya turned to rey

Kriya: thanks rey

Rey:its alright

Rey was turning back to leave,when kriya stopped him

Kriya: rey,ahmmm,wo goa mein mazaa bohot aaya na? vicky ka idea bohot achha tha,aur wo

Rey stopping her: kriya,its late,u should go now,and I also must take a leave now

Rey didn't wait for her answer and walked off

Kriya stood helplessly and looked at his retreating figure...

Kriya changed into her nightwears,when neha called her

Neha: kya yaar Mumbai pohoch ke call to kar deti,pata hai hum kitne worried the,wo to achha hua ke rey bhi tere sath tha,par hua kya tha? Tu to bus mein chad hi gayi thi,fir bhi miss kaise kar gayi?

Kriya: neha,I am just too tired,sorry tujhe call karna bhul gayi... mein tujhse kal baat karti hu,aj bohot tired lag raha hai

Neha: haan haan koi baat nehi,tu soja

Kriya was actually tired but not for the journey but because of her inner turmoil,she was emotionally devastated...she lied down on the bed and cried into her pillow

Meanwhile,

Rey also reached home...

Rey's mom: beta vicky ne bohot baar call kiya tha,bola ke tera phone nehi lag raha hai,uuse call kar lena

Rey: yes mom

Rey called vicky: haan vicky bol

Vicky: arey ye kya ladki kya mil gaya,tu to aapne yaar ko hi bhul gaya

Rey: not now yaar vicky,I am not in the mood

Vicky: tu itna down kyun sound kar raha hai? last bar jab baat hui thi,tab to bindass tha,kriya ke sath phir jhagda ho gaya kya?

Rey: vicky,jhagda usse kiya jaata hai,jo interested ho... Jo interested hi nehi,uuse jhagda karke koi faida bhi nehi

Vicky: rey tu aise kyun,ruk mein aata hu

Rey: nehi yaaar,I am completely fine,aur tu chinta maat kar,I am done with all the drama,Infact I am missing my old carefree self!!! So will meet u in college tomorrow,will chill out and all

Vicky: thik hai chal,kal milte hain

Vicky(in his mind): tu jitna bhi carefree hone ka natak karle,mujhse apna dukh chupa nehi paayega,mein tujhse bachpan se jaanta hai

Next day in college,

Everyone was sitting together in canteen,having fun and talking about goa trip and everything

Rey was totally in normal,funny mood,joking with everyone around,everyone except for kriya,it was as if kriya just didn't exist for him,it was as if she was invisible to him,it was as if she was a stranger to him...

Kriya was feeling like her heart would just break into million pieces,rey always used to give her more attention,he always used to leave no stone unturned to tease kriya,to joke around kriya... But this rey,she couldn't recognize him,his behavior was totally alien to him!!! She was missing his flirty little comments,his winking,his smile rather his smirk,his laugh!!!!! She just hated this stranger "rey"!!!

Rey was even flirting with taani,he was acting so casual with her,laughing with her!!!

Kriya was feeling very uncomfortable,she was feeling like rey's attention,his time,his flirting,his genuine laugh,all should be reserved for kriya only!!!! Sirf uska ki haq hai,rey ke smirk par,rey ke teasing par,rey ke flirting par!!! Rey sirf uusi ka hai!!!!

kriya(roughly): guys i have some serious work to do,i will meet u guys afterwards

Kriya was getting irritated with everyone,her anger,her jealousy,her frustration everything she was venting out in wrong ways!!!!

Vicky bhi kuch hi minutes mein kriya ke gusse ka shikaar ho gaya !!!

Vicky: ohoo,cool down Jhansi ki raani!!!! Ab pata chala Rey ne tumhe ye naam kyun diya tha!!!

Kriya(getting again irritated hearing rey's name): vicky can u just construct one sentence without including him!!!

Vicky(laughing): him!! Kya baat hai,Ab tum logo ne ek dusre ko naam se bulana chod diya kya!! Wah kya respect hai,kya pyar hai!!!

Kriya(blabbering.,getting hyper and nervous): pyar!! No no,I don't love him!!!

Vicky: that u should tell urself not me,happy convincing and happy pretending

Kriya opened her mouth to say something to object but she was finding it hard to tell anything to object whatever vicky told her

Vicky: byee kriya

Vicky shouted to kriya after walking some distance: kriya,jis ke naam se itna chid rahi ho,usse direct baat kaaro,hum sab ko victim karke koi faida nehi!!! He is in basketball court!!!

Kriya stood there,getting messed up between the fight of her mind and heart!!

Heart: vicky is right,I should talk to him!!

Mind: bogus idea!!! Rey will just blast u out!!!

Heart: nehi nehi rey mere sath aise behave nehi karega

Mind: bhul gayi kriya,this rey is not ur purana rey,he has moved on!!

Heart: what!! Nonsense,rey cant move on like this!!!

Mind: to wo kya sanyas leta tere pyar mein!!! tune uuse reject kiya hai kriya,bhul maat wo bhi itne baar!!!

Heart: o don't confuse me so much!!! I am going to talk to him,that's it!!!

Mind: wo angry young man hai!!!

Heart: to mein bhi Jhansi ki raani hu!!!!

Kriya made up her mind and walked off to basketball court

Kriya called rey: rey.mujhe tumse baat karni hai

Rey: abhi mein practice kar raha hu,will talk to u later

Kriya: nehi maine kaha na abhi mujhe baat karni hai

Rey(angrily): maine tumse pehle bhi kaha hai kriya,sab kuch tumhare hisaab se nehi hota!!!

Kriya(angrily): haan haan jo tum bolo,jo tum kaaro,,sirf wohi sahi hota hai na!!!

Rey(frustrated): haan hota hai!!!

Kriya(shouting): o just shut up!!! What were u doing with taaani? Do u even realize that u r raising her hopes by flirting with her,by being so casual with her!! U r giving her totally wrong signals!!!

Rey(sarcastically): now who is talking about wrong signals and mixed signals!!!! Kriya pehle khud in words ke meaning paata karke aayo fir mujhe bolna!!!

Kriya: par

Rey(shouting): no kriya u listen to me now,u have grandly rejected my proposal,u have very clearly and many times told me about ur so called "feelings" rather the "non-existent feelings",u took ur decision in goa only,so now u don't get to tell me,what I should do and what I shouldn't do!!!

Kriya(getting hell angry): tumhara pyar dekh liya,ekdin bhi nehi gaya aur taani ke sath

Rey (didn't let her complete,and pulled her towards him by holding her shoulders tightly,anger dripping from his every word): don't ever challenge my love kriya!!!! I haven't given that right to anyone and specially not u,who don't even know the meaning of love!!!!

Rey released her roughly and walked away!!

Kriya's eyes were brimming with tears

She wiped her tears away,and was escaping from college when neha saw her and called her,but kriya didn't hear neha,and rushed to home

Neha saw kriya wiping her tears away when kriya was getting into auto...

Neha got worried and called her after waiting for sometime

Neha: kriya,tu kaha hai?

Kriya: ghar mein

Neha: tu itni jaldi kyun chali gayi?

Kriya: wo I was not feeling well,that's why

Neha: kriya,I am coming over to ur house in some time

Kriya: nehi neha,I am completely fine

Neha: mein kuch nehi sunna chahti,I am just coming over,we need to talk

Kriya: thik hai

Neha came over in some time,

Neha and kriya sat in kriya's bedroom

Neha: whats wrong kriya? Goa se wapas aane ke baad se,u r lost somewhere,u r not urself

Kriya: nehi aisa kuch

Neha: don't lie kriya,I have eyes,goa mein kuch hua hain kya? Tum aur rey,u both seem a little different,a little detached,I don't know but something is off between u two,so don't pretend that everything is fine kriya, aj canteen mein bhi dekha ,tum kuch alag behave kar rahi thi!! I am ur friend kriya,just open up a bit and tell me,whats wrong...

Kriya sighed: neha,I myself don't know!!! I just feel something different for rey... jab bhi wo mere pass aata hai,aisa lagta hai,is duniya mein sirf wo hai aur mein hu,aur koi exist hi nehi karta...

I feel alive with him,being with him just allows me to let go of all my fear,my restrictions, and enjoy every moment of my life!!! Even tiny little moments with him makes my day special,even I feel special with him,I like the way he looks at me,I like the way he cares for me,I like spending my time with him

Neha smiled at kriya: u know what,I was all for rooting u and swayam,because I believed that swayam is the perfect guy for u,and I still believe that,but love is not about perfection,its about feelings... Kriya agar tu rey ke baarein mein aisa feel karti hai,phir uuse bata kyun nehi deti,problem kya hai kriya?

Kriya: problem ye hai,that we are very different neha!!! He likes to mix with new people,he gets bored in the same environment,he likes adventure,he likes to try out new things, on the other hand I get nervous in new environment,I like the same old people,I don't like adventure,I don't like to try new things,it scares me!!! Our nature,the way we see life,its just completely opposite!!!! He likes to enjoy the present and not worry about future whereas I always plan every single bit of my future!!! We are way too different!!

Neha: kriya ,love is not about finding similarities,love is about complimenting the other,and as u both are so different,u both will complete each other,u guys r like the puzzles who needs to be matched to get completed... why r u not admitting ur love for him kriya?

Kriya: because I am scared. Usne bohot baar apne feelings mere samne rakha hai,but I get scared,because I am not sure whether he will feel the same for me tomorrow... wo aaj mein jeeta hai,wo aaj mere liye feel kar raha hai,kya surity hai that its forever?? And I want a love that's forever,I don't have the strength or courage to get attached to him and then get torn if he doesn't feel the same for me the next day...i will get destroyed neha,and I am scared for that...

Neha: u know kriya,why its said that u fall in love?

Kriya shrugged her shoulders and shook her head

Neha: because u don't decide to be in love,it just happens!! When u fall u don't decide to fell down but u fall sometimes,love is just like that,u don't decide to do it kriya its just happens... Tum kitna bhi koshish kar lo,par is maamlein mein tumhara mind kabhi tumhare dil se jeet nehi sakta!!!

U know what I could have forced u rather convinced u to be with swayam,u would have loved him,but I know u will never fall in love with him,u have already fallen in love with rey... aur tum jitna uuse chupane ki koshish karogi,it will hurt u and rey even more... give ur love a chance kriya,aur tum takleef paane se daar rahi ho,par tum aj bhi kaunsa khush ho,issse better to yehi hoga na,that u accept ur love and embrace ur happiness,kal dukh mile na mile,iske liya aj kyun waste karna,right?

Neha arched her eyebrows at kriya

Kriya smiled at neha: tu aise baatein karna kaha se sikhi?

Neha: sara return trip pe vicky ke sangat ka asaar

Kriya laughed: hmmm,acha asaar hai

Neha: ab mere asaar ka chod,khud ke samhal

Kriya: par,rey to bohot gussa hoga mujhse,aj basketball court mein,mein uuse khamkha, ultapulta bol diya!!! i was so angry,and upset and everything that i couldnt control my emotions and it got vented out with anger!!

Neha: arey gussa bhi pyar ka part hai,ek ke sath ek freee

Kriya: par aisa to nehi that rey has actually moved on

Neha: offoo kriya,itna zyada sochna bandh kar,rey is madly in love with u!!!

Kriya: how do u know?

Neha: because agar wo tujhse itna pyar nehi karta,fir wo gusse mein bhi nehi hota,so bas chup kar aur rey ko aapne dil ki baat bata de

Kriya: hey universejee,I am damn nervous yaar!!! I have never proposed a guy before

Neha: kriya,u r not proposing him,he has already done that for u,u just have to accept ur feelings in front of him

Kriya: phewww,now I can understand how difficult it is...

Neha: wo to hai thoda se,par tu apne universejee ka naam lein aur kud par maidan mein

Kriya laughed at neha and gave her a tight hug!!!

kriya: u r right neha,u r right,i should just confess my feelings,otherwise it will always haunt me,aur kal ke dukh ke baarein mein sochkar aj bhi to khush nehi reh paa rahi hu,i will do it neha,i have to do this

NOTE: SOOO SORRY GUYS FOR KEEPING U WAITING,BUT I WAS NOT WELL AT ALL,INFACT I AM STILL SUFFERING FROM WEAKNESS... I WILL WRAP UP THIS STORY IN MY NEXT UPDATE... HOPE U LIKE THIS UPDATE,WILL BE WAITING FOR UR COMMENTS😊

NEVER THOUGHT THAT THIS STORY WILL REACH SO LONGG,INFACT NEVER IN MY WILDEST DREAM ALSO I HAVE EVER THOUGHT THAT I WILL HAVE A ANOTHER THREAD FOR THIS STORY!!!!!! SO A BIGG THANK YOUUU TO EVERY READER WHO HAVE BEEN WITH ME!!!!!! ONLY FOR U GUYS,I COULD HAVE REACHED SO LONG!!!!!!! A BIGGG THAAANK YOUUU TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!

Yeeepppoiiiji i m the first one to coment

Superb update
Finally kria accept her feelings...
Can't wait for the last part...
Gonna miss this story...