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bkamber

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Posted: 10 years ago

#91

Me too!!

I know what I am doing for lunch. 😆

Read the Chapter and I am actually calm.
Need to read it again a little later and will say more later.
I need to go back to read what Arnav's response was earlier when Khushi had asked him about loving his spouse...besides the flicker in the eye.
Be back this evening. Lunch break is almost over!! 😃

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UV_Arshi

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Posted: 10 years ago

#92

Main yahaan!! 😃

I'm so nervous...going crazy thinking about what's going to happen 😕

Itni tension toh exam ke time bhi nahi hoti, shaayad. 😆

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In spite of reading the chapter twice, I'm still trying to process everything that has happened. So forgive me if the comment seems incoherent or disconnected.

So, it was Arnav, after all...and they've had the conversation'. I don't know how I feel about it.

It is very apparent how much they love and care for each other. But then, love was never the problem. Everything else is. Arnav understands what all Khushi is going through but he probably misjudges the depth. Khushi is torn between the morals and principles that she has believed in, all her life and the love she feels for Arnav. She knows neither is wrong, she's just unable to process how to deal with it, how to live with it. Much of her guilt is owing to the fact that she doesn't know the kind of person La is but there's no solution to that now. The only thing that will help is time and distance. So, she's right in a way...this isn't about Arnav or La or her parents...it is about her. She needs to sort out her opinions and feelings to find some peace.

I'm glad that Arnav cleared it out with Manya that while he's not happy about La's pain, it doesn't mean anything has changed. There's been enough drama and mess and he deserves closure on this part of his life.

I refuse to talk about La and anything/anyone related to her. I realise it's only a waste of time and energy.

Khushi's outburst at home... it just shows how much distress and hurt she is feeling. Everyone has just been dumping guilt and blame on her. I'm pleased she said all that to her mother. Although, I feel at some point later on, Khushi is going to feel bad about her harsh words. I feel it was necessary. It needed to be put out there.

To find some reprieve, she goes to Arnav's place...which has come to mean home to her... and there's more pain awaiting her there.

You know, for some reason this reminded me of one of the most terrible moments of the show. In some twisted way, to me, this is a version of that awful terrace scene except that here Khushi walks in on Arnav-La's embrace... hears just a part of it and construes it in her own way. And, that is the final straw...the breaking point for her...

You hinted something like this would be happening, but that didn't make it any easier.

I'm totally involved in this story... Often find myself thinking about it at random times during the day.. imagining various scenarios, speculating, drooling over Dr. R et al... 😉😆

Now comes the leap, I guess? Prayag!!! I'm excited to read about it... as well as apprehensive about what's going to happen next!!

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A_BA

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Posted: 10 years ago

#93

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What an emotional chapter, from all perspectives and for all characters.

Obviously, my heart breaks for Khushi. She's been holding onto a bunch of guilt for something that wasn't her fault, her talk with Manya didn't help, it hurts for her to be around Arnav and her family isn't make it any easier for her. I can understand her need to escape and get a little time for herself. I'm actually glad she's going away - hope she realizes through time that Lavanya and Arnav's ultimate breakup was not her fault, that Lavanya's attempt to defame her was the act of a mentally deranged woman and that she and Arnav really belong together - lol I'm really into wishful thinking some times.

Arnav is confusing me at the moment. I understand he doesn't want to be stuck in limbo, but I thought he had more decency than to demand a divorce when Lavanya is still in the hospital. Even though he's doing this for Khushi, I doubt she would have appreciated his actions in any way.

Manya needs to go away, asap😡 I don't like her at all.

Hmm, so Neville is back and he is no longer bound by doctor-patient rules. Wonder if his friendship will be the answer to getting Lavanya getting mental stability back.

I'm glad Lavanya realizes that what she did was wrong and she's acknowledging that she needs to work on herself. That acknowledgement is the first step to getting better. However ,her begging Arnav to give it one more chance doesn't seem like she's really willing to change her ways😕

I really hope the end was a misunderstanding. I know Arnav never really technically answered Khushi whether he loved Lavanya at one point or another but the way he reacted when she originally asked made her believe that it wasn't so. So I really hope that what Arnav meant was that he loved Lavanya as a friend and he tried to make it something more over the years of them being together. Of course, we won't really know until/unless we are privy to the whole conversation between Arnav and Lavanya and his viewpoints about it.

My heart broke for Khush as she overheard those remarks. However, I just wish she trusts her and Arnav's relationship more than running away without knowing what really went down between Arnav and Lavanya.

Looking forward to finding about the leap in time and destination, and getting acquainted with Allahabad😃

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sman

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Posted: 10 years ago

#94

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Thanks Kavi

All have written such nice comments, I have nothing else to add..I am confused with what Arnav said to Lavanya , but then I love my car which is the only thing which is truly mine in US..Lavanya obviously is a human..!! But he being a honest guy should have said it to Kushi..but then he was in such a desperate state in Kashmir with Aarav's demise and Lavanya's tantrum to sign the papers and his mom being aloof , he desperately needed Kushi in his life.. lets give him some benefit of doubt..

I loved the way he snubbed Manya..Kushi finally gave back to Sujatha..Sujatha is just a desi mom just like mine.. my mom used to refuse to speak to me for months together whenever I refused some worthless rishta..!! we used to communicate thru my dad :-)

NK..poor guy..first thing I said after Lavanya's suicide attempt is, she let down NK big time..am glad he refused to treat her and her own classmate is treating her..I would die of humiliation..!!!!!!
But NK wants to be friends with La..he will soon need a shrink..!! :-)

As Kavi asked, where is Jason????????????????????

See you all in Prayag / Alahabad..have visited this place when I was 10 and still remember a bit taking a dip at Triveni sangam..

Thanks for exceeding our expectations with such a mind blowing update as always Jen..

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Shyamala

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Posted: 10 years ago

#95

Perfect timing Jen :) Almost lunch time! I'm tired of working :) all ready for the update:)

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crazyff-fan

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Posted: 10 years ago

#96

cant wait to read the update...bring it on..

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kclovearshi

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Posted: 10 years ago

#97

~Unres~

Did Arnav's honesty spell the doom for him? And Khushi?

Khushi thought Arnav loved Lavanya for a brief time during their courtship hence wanted to confirm if there was any chance left in their marriage? (the flicker in Arnav's eyes when she asked him that question comes to mind); Even though she didnt doubt Arnav, she still wanted Lavanya's perspective? But Arnav is right; she is over thinking in trying to get the other perspective and she is right too given her sheltered, conservative, full of values upbringing!! And I loved him for understanding her and giving her space & time. Haha that phrase in hindi brought a smile to me too 😃

I loved Arnav's retorts to Manya and his reference as he was not as nice as Khushi :) Manya is too shrewd with her words and Arnav gave it back fully and I support him for trying to get over with this divorce; it has been dragging too long, making his life stagnant..

Neville Mallick's refusal to be her Psychiatrist was shocking to me first until he spelled out why..then I thought this was better for Lavanya but this lady astounds me..She recognizes herself well, wants to change, tries to change but reverts back with just a glimpse of him or when she heard him..may be Neville as a friend may do the trick..

And so I wasn't surprised when she agreed to sign the divorce papers. But what did was she asking him for another chance in his apartment. She might very well be there to return the signed papers..did then Arnav's honesty that his confession of having loved her once upon a time made her ask that even knowing very well there is another woman in his life, knowing very well how much he is in love with the other woman; And last but not least why she wants to be with a man who cannot love her back!!

I for once cannot fault Arnav here for loving his wife; may be his confession was ill timed but may be he wanted to give her closure by being honest; may be Lavanya hugged him first and he returned it out of sympathy and it was unfortunate for Khushi to witness it; unfortunate for her to hear Lavanya beg him for one last chance and him denying it for she knows she is the reason Lavanya is not getting her last chance (that's what Khushi thinks not me :) )

I'm totally disappointed in Sujata and navin in their silent treatment and self-pity; I cannot help but applaud Khushi in what ever harsh words she said to her mother; Sujata deserved them.. (I know I gave them benefit of doubt before, so did Khushi I guess)

I have to post this song as it is as melancholic as Khushi's thoughts right now :(

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvrnXi0H-T8[/YOUTUBE]

And I'm excited for Allahabad (Prayag) and the Sangam city!!😃

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Manasa

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Posted: 10 years ago

#98

Seeing all the passion coming out of the comments here, there is no doubt that all our pulses raced, heart beats heard and brain went on over drive.

Feelings turning to opinions, then to judgements and then to actions. There are plenty of those going around in this chapter and just enough to make this one of the most intriguing and dreadful chapter so far.

Khushi seems to be taking one step forward and two steps back. The need for an answer or the justification she is seeking is going to drive her crazy. The last words she heard from Arnav sure seem to be the final nail for her guilt trip. I think she has the right to leave on her trip as much as Arnav the right to claim her back.

Lavanya - I am calling her that instead of loony in the hope that some of what I heard is actually what it meant. That is all I will go for now because I have never been good at opinions or judgements. Manya is no better off and she seems to be also trying to get some sense of justification by taking it on Khushi. People like these always become lawyers for their mistakes and judges for others.

Arnav - I hope he learnt (the hard way of course) that being nice may not always be the right choice. He has work cut out for all things he said and for all the things he was quiet for. For all the opinions expressed about his talk, I hope the penance of his trip will make him serve some if his sentence.

Can't wait for the next chapter after a chapter like this one...awesome job Jenny

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