ArHi ff 'SEARCH' thread 2 PART 21 on PAGE 42 (26/02/2015)

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Pastellitesoulx

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Posted: 11 years ago

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Poor arnav and khushi😔
awesome update <3

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ShiningHearts

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Posted: 11 years ago

#132

Awesome Story!!!
n Very Nice Concept...
njoyed reading all parts.:D
Finally both Arnav n Khushi realise dey love each other...
bt dis Lavanya.:/
hpe Arnav clears d MU soon...
wtng fr nxt prt...
thnx fr d pm...

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yoga123

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Posted: 11 years ago

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Awesome part...thanks for the PM

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amita

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Posted: 11 years ago

#134

Amazing update !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arnav was so Happy that he is in love with Khushi

He had shared it with his best friends and going to confess

But I knew it you will not make it so easy

And what will Khushi do in Arnav's room

Naina and Lavanya played really dirty this time

Hope Arnav clear the misunderstanding soon

And Arnav and Khushi both confessed each other face to face

And i think that mysterious man may be Khushi's brother

Waiting for next update eagerly

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Beenish

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Posted: 11 years ago

#135

Awesome story.. Do pm me for next part...

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ankitabaran

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Posted: 11 years ago

#136

It long buddy...when are you updating?...plz update soon...

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Pramila

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Posted: 11 years ago

#137

nice...but lavanya 😡

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simi

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Posted: 11 years ago

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Hey friends first of all thanks a lot for your lovely comments, i loved reading each and every comment and like i get, I am so happy that my work is loved thanks a lot.

And then I am sorry for being Mrs India as in vanished from so many days sorry again for that got hooked up in my life so much, I really get a very very less time to dedicate to this place , and whatever time I get I try to utilize it here anyways I have written a little part in this already I was so late so I am updating whatever I wrote so that my readers don't feel that I am getting inactive which I am not, I tried being active as much as I can

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Posted: 11 years ago

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part 18 on page 18

PART 19

arnav proposing khushi but didnt knew that it was not khushi but lavanya and khushi overheard arnav chat and thought he is saying everything to lavanya, khushi running to her room shattered crying

all the time she have seen him and feeling love for herself in his eyes but it was not for her, it was for someone else it was not her, she cant do anything other than regretting for why she fall in love with him she did yes she did, this is one thing she didn't told to herself yet but she did all that she felt all that different feelings everything was love , she loved him she love arnav yes finally she confessed her heart feelings to herself but then its too late for that, its too late he is gone long gone he was never her's and can never be hers

khushi shattered crying on the floor for the first time in her life she listened to her heart what it said what it felt and she was left heartbroken, she falled in love with a man who is already in love with someone else who can never be her's , she can never get his love and the worst part was that she is losing her everything even her son, her baby which she herself promised to hand over to arnav and here he is going to share him with that lavanya he said lavanya that krish was their son , he is going to be recognized as arnav singh raizada and his wife lavanys son , her krish , she have no right on him nothing

looking at little krish sleeping in his bed khushi felt everything getting away from her everything she have nothing left over in her , she have nothing with her other than arnav remembrance her one sided love feelings and krish love , her life have been and will always be cruel with her and she have no right to even dream that she can get any happiness ever how can she be so fool to think that she can also live a happy life when her fate have never given this to her, today she was again standing on the same please from where she started fear for losing her baby which she already had , and to add to that this pain, pain of a broken heart

she looked up at god and making a little silent prayer to him to stop testing her patience to stop testing her ability to handle the pain, but she have to be strong she cant show anyone her pain specially arnav he looked so happy with lavanya, arnav have all the rights to stay happy and if his happiness is with lavanya than she will never interfere she is happy for him

while in arnav's room

Arnav was shocked to see khushi standing on the door and then she left, but soon he turned towards lavanya who was still showing her dump and irritating smile

"What are you doing here and like this" said arnav in anger holding lavanya angrily she was dressed in Indian attire wearing a saare and that's why arnav misunderstood her as khushi and said everything

"this is the way you always wanted to see me right arnav , and I knew you will love me for this that's why I specially dressed like this just for you arnav, I knew that you loved me always and I knew that you were broken with whatever I did I knew it was all my mistake arnav I did wrong very wrong with you, I was here to say you sorry but I never knew that you loved me so much and you still miss me and want to give me a chance oh arnav I am so happy , we will be together I will keep you very happy I love you arnav" said lavanya hugging arnav again

"get away miss lavanya kashyap, get out of your dreamland. I don't love you I never loved you, you were never more than a compromise I made in my life and ages ago I realized that I did a mistake and I myself corrected it as well when I throw you out of my life and house, and I am not an idiot that I will repeat the same mistake again, I don't even knew how you got this misconception that I loved you or can give you a chance ever, you were my mother guest that's why I just showed my mercy on you when I let you live in this house so stay in your limits of just being her guest or else I will throw you out of my house again" said arnav in anger

"and get the hell out of my room you are guest in the house and your place is in the guest room so stay in your limits" said arnav pushing her out of his room

"arnav listen to me, arnav I wanted to say a sorry arnav please give me one more chance arnav I will change myself and be a better wife" said lavanya pleading giving one last chance maybe something can work on arnav

"you still don't understand lavanya you cant change yourself for loving someone cause if someone love you by changing you then also that can never be love it is only compromise and why you want to compromise your life, cause I am least interested in making that compromise ever for a girl like you just leave its my humanity that I am not asking you to get out of the house at so late night but tomorrow morning pack your stuffs and your expectations to make me a fool again that I will give you a chance and get out of here" said arnav warning in anger

"you cant do this to me arnav just a moment ago you were saying me that you loved me always and was never able to forget me and that we will be together and take care of our son krish" said lavanya and arnav don't knew why was he even wasting his time talking with this worthless person but as she took krish name arnav started boiling in anger

"don't you dare lavanya kashyap take my son's name from your mouth krish is only my son, you have no relations and no right on him ever I am krish biological father and as for his mother then biologically and emotionally krish is and will be only and only khushi's son so don't even try to relate him ever to you, whatever I said was never for you and I don't think that you are so important that i need to clarify my personal life to you just go away and don't show me your face again" said arnav irritated himself leaving the place and he went to the other end of the corridor towards khushi and krish room

The room door was closed but it was not locked arnav peeped a little inside the room and found krish sleeping in his bed while khushi also lying by his side holding krish, arnav don't knew that if she was awaken or sleeping he wanted to go and tell her all the truth, arnav knew that khushi overheard his talks and she thinks that arnav said all that to lavanya but he need to tell her the truth, he have to correct her that he said everything about her as he came a little inside the room still sensing no moment from khushi he thought that maybe she was fallen asleep and he didn't want to disturb her or krish so he went back giving one last glance over them both khushi was not sleeping she was just lying with closed eyes, composing herself and her heart feelings

Morning rays bring a different atmosphere for them all

One side arnav was impatient waiting to meet khushi while khushi was planning how to avoid arnav so that he cannot look at her or predict anything from her behavior she didn't wanted to face him so that her broken heart don't express any of her feelings to him

Khushi was in krish room getting him ready

"krish please don't move wear your clothes we are getting late" said khushi irritated on krish as he was just moving all over the bed from his side just trying to play with his mother like always but today khushi was just not in herself and inspite of smiling and playing with him like always she was getting irritated

And to increase her irritation here comes naina raizada who already knew whatever happened last night and she planned well what she have to do now

"I knew it's a tough task to take care of my grandson he is just like his father naughty, but don't worry you don't have to do all this for long very soon all this duties for krish will be done by his mother his actual mother my son wife, I hope now you also agree with me and you knew where my son happiness is" said naina sarcastically noticing well that all this was hurting khushi a lot

"well as if I care for what you think, anyways I am here for a purpose I want you to start maintaining a distance in between you and my grandson the more fast he will get habitual of living without you the better it will be for him and arnav" said naina

While khushi was in a state of shock and then pain she getting away from krish

"what don't look so shocked I think you are forgetting that you are just a caretaker a servant appointed for taking care of krish arnav singh raizada and you are even paid well for this, taking care of krish like a mother really don't means that you start thinking yourself as his real mother cause krish real parents are arnav and his wife that is going to be lavanya, and so for the world krish is mr and mrs arnav singh raizada son, and miss khushi gupta will not even exist for them ever and it's the truth and I think the earlier you will realize and accept this truth the better it will be for everyone" said naina knowing well that her words were hurting khushi still giving her more and more pain

"I knew the biggest and most bitter truth of my life and no matter how much I want I can never forget that fact so its not required for you to remind me that again and again and now I am getting late so clearly I don't have much time to waste on you here" said khushi irritated

"oh really and can I really knew that whats so important work for which you are getting so late" said naina

"well its not that important for you but its surely the most important task for me and that is getting my baby done with the booster injection for his bones so that my krish can walk like normal kids soon, today is his due date for that so I am taking krish to the hospital, but I don't think so many detail will effect you much cause already krish and his this deficiency was just a part of your plan in which you can humiliate me and make me realize that I lacked in taking care of him and poisoning your son against me" said khushi

"how dare you talk to me like this, don't forget that you are a mere servant to me" said naina fuming in anger

"correct yourself and your misconceptions mrs naina raizada first I am here as a caretaker to krish and not any servant working for you and moreover I am appointed here by arnav singh raizada and if in any case I am liable to anything than its only to him , I am krish's caretaker, and don't forget that taking care of krish was my wish but making me his governess was your need, you accept that you and your son were helpless and you needed me to take care of him, so more than me its your need to keep me here and you never forget this fact now please excuse me" said khushi irritated while leaving the room taking krish along with her and leaving a fuming khushi behind

Khushi walked down the main hall she was relieved that it was empty and no one was there she didn't wanted to face arnav at all now

But her luck was not in her favor much as she reached the main door to exit she heard arnav voice from back asking her to stop , and she was rooted at her place she didn't wanted to face him but now she don't have any choice but to face him now but the moment she heard his voice all the bad memories of the previous night came in front of her still composing herself she turned towards arnav

"yes sir" sounding as much as normal she can

"wait I will take you and krish to the hospital" said arnav coming towards her

"but sir its really not required I will manage, and I will be back don't worry I am not going to run away taking krish with me" said khushi

"I knew but I have already missed a lot of duties that I shall have fulfilled as a father but from now on I will not miss any of my responsibility towards my family, and getting my son treated is my priority so I am going to be with my family at each stage" said arnav normally emphasizing particularly on word family, and then he walked out of the house first and khushi have no other option but to follow him

Arnav preferred driving himself and khushi have no other option but sitting next to him in the car holding krish securely in her arms

Krish was sitting nicely in his mother lap while khushi was all the time busy in chanting something she kept on murmuring and his voice was so low that arnav was sure even she cant herself hear what she was saying

"what are you doing khushi what are you talking its not audible" said arnav irritated as he was not understanding anything

"shh stop distracting me and whatever I am doing its not for you I am asking god to give my baby strength please don't disturb or distract me" said khushi irritated as her chain of worship was broken by him while arnav cant stop himself to chuckles at her innocent reply

She was just simply praying it was krish injection but more than him it looked that khushi was going to undergo some major treatment , she was scared she kept on chanting some worships arnav don't knew what , but whatever it was the way she was behaving sounded too cute to him, and right now there was no use to talk with her of anything cause nothing was more important than krish right now

Soon they all were inside the hospital in doctors cabin, where he was preparing for the injection krish was still sitting in khushi lap, while she was literally sweating seeing the syringe in doctor's hand that was going to be injected to her baby

"how can you do this doctor isn't there any other way to give krish this treatment" said even more worried arnav

"mr raizada its just a small injection and trust me it wont hurt the baby much he will be fine in a minute, now please can you make him lye down on the bed there" said doctor getting up they have to inject this medicine through krish back bone

Khushi carefully with her talks made lied krish on the bed on his stomach but like always the little one was just not ready to do this, cause somewhere the kids sixth sense knew that something is happening here that is not very nice , he started struggling to get up and get back in his mother arms where he will be most protected and safe, but no use khushi herself was pushing him to stay down

"you please get aside and let us handle the baby you have to be a little strong and prepare yourself that the baby is going to cry a little but it will fine" said doctors they were professionals and it was their daily work but they can never get a heart of a parent

And the next was the ward boys tightly holding krish so that he don't move at all and the poor little soul kept of crying his lungs out , his screams of crying kept on getting high in just few seconds and khushi had no other option but to turn the other side and crying herself she felt so helpless, she cant even stop them and why and how can she, she was just a caretaker and how can she impose her any right on krish but still one person have all rights to act

"stop it , stop this now , is this a way to treat my baby" said arnav in anger getting ahead and getting krish out of their hold and picking him up in his arms calming him down, while poor scared little soul just kept on crying keeping head on arnav shoulder for support , he wanted his mother but right now at this point even arnav, his good buddy was also like his angel in disguise for him

Arnav kept on calming his baby and he somewhere felt so proud that krish was holding him protectively atleast he fell him different from the rest world

"mr raizada I can understand your state but you have to understand this as well that this medicine can only be injected in kids back bone we have to do this" said doctor

"alright look I am holding him do what you want I am not going to leave him" said arnav holding krish more tightly and securely

While doctors have no other option but to inject krish like this while arnav holding him more protectively and looking at krish face soothing him with his words and getting him busy in chat with himself and little babydidnt even realized when the doctors actually inject him from back and that's when arnav hold him more tightly so that he don't stir and feel more pain and in few second it was all done and krish again started crying loud and arnav calming him down soothing his pain and making him quite with all methods he can and soon the baby actually got calm with him when he showed him few flowers and taking him near fish aquarium krish forgot his pain and got busy in watching all that nice nice things in front of him

All this time khushi was just standing in one corner holding back her tears and watching the two how much she wanted to go and hold krish at first but she stopped herself cause forever now she wont be with him to take care and protect krish and krish need to get used to living without her and then seeing krish calming with arnav somewhere she was getting a satisfaction that she can leave krish with arnav

Her thoughts were disturbed with arnav call

"I think its all done here can we go back home" said arnav looking at her as she was standing in one corner not even once came ahead

And hearing him she simply nodding and following him out and when they reached their car at that time she carefully took krish from arnav arms and sitting in the car with him

"thank god its done krish is such a strong baby he handled everything so well I think now you can talk khushi no need to do more prayers everything is over perfectly" said arnav while driving

"I am happy that krish is bonding so well with you and its good that you taken so well care of him, the earlier he will bond with you the easy it will be for me to leave" said khushi looking aimlessly ahead

And it was no less than a shock for arnav

"where are you going" asked arnav immediately in confusion

"well I knew I am not going anywhere now but soon I will have to sir afterall for how long you will need a caretaker for your son soon my job will get over once you have your wife to take care of your son and I will have to leave" said khushi

"and you will leave me I mean krish, I thought you never wanted to stay away from krish at any cost" said arnav

"well not until I get satisfied that krish is fine happy and safe with you, afterall krish is legally your and your legally wedded wife son and when you have already chosen lavanya ji as krish mother than I don't think I can ever claim any right on him , cause I have myself signed that contract legally when I don't have any right on him so for how long can I stay close to him I have to leave one day" said khushi all her words were piercing her heart and arnav heart as well but still she was saying all this infact the anger and frustrations inside her was saying all this, The way she was shattered she don't have any other option but to be solid like rock for arnav and krish

And arnav knew its high time he need to clarify all the misconceptions

"seem like you are happy, and have already taken your decision" enquired arnav hurtfully

While khushi didn't even felt the need to reply

"tell me khushi you sound really happy" said arnav looking at her and khushi also don't knew what to say her eyes were in pain she was in pain how can she say yes when her heart knew that leaving krish and arnav both the person who were her life is no where less then dyeing thousand deaths together, but she was so helpless this heartbreaking pain was more painful she will not be able to tolerate arnav being tagged as someone's else and her baby calling some other lady as his mother, she cant face this in front of her eyes she just wanted to run away somewhere before seeing this actually occurring in front of her eyes

And arnav was in pain as well he cant even imagine a single day without her now, she have became his life and letting her go and that to because of some misunderstanding is next to impossible for him, he would never let her go

But she didn't got a chance to reply as they already reached home and without waiting for minute khushi got out of car and rushed in krish room taking sleeping krish with her

Arnav entered his house and found lavanya along with naina in the main hall

"you are still here I thought I made myself very clear yesterday what are you still doing in my house" said arnav looking at lavanya

"arnav this is not a way to talk with guest and you are forgetting that lavanya is my guest you cant ask her to leave like this" said naina supporting lavanya

"maybe she was your guest but this is my house and I have full right to make decisions of who will stay in my house and who wont" replied arnav straight and forward

"but why are you doing this arnav, why are you making her leave like this , listen I knew whatever happened in the past was wrong very wrong but she is here to apologies she have realized all her mistakes and is honestly repaying so what is the problem in giving this a chance" said naina

"chance , chances are given only at places where there are any hopes not in a hopeless conditions so its better that ms lavanya shall leave now" said arnav looking away upside watching khushi coming down after tucking krish in bed she came down again and saw arnav , talking with naina and lavanya regarding something

"arnav I am your mother and if you consider my opinion and my wish then I will state that you and lavanya shall get married again soon very soon, and give your son krish your love together" said naina

While khushi didn't had powers to hear the discussion ahead they all were discussing their future arnav future and her krish future, she felt so left out so not required at that moment she cant stand all this anymore she turned back to leave when she heard arnav

"khushi stop there is no need for you to leave" said arnav

And khushi kept on standing while naina really didn't cared for her right now her main aim was to make arnav agreeing when arnav said ahead

"you are my mom that's why I heard your opinion but I think its my life and I have right to make my own decisions and this is my final decision so mom why don't you ask your guest to leave now" said arnav in anger looking at lavanya

While khushi was confused over hearing that why is arnav asking lavanya to leave when he loves her and want her in his life but still she preferred staying quite

"you think you have all the right on your life and what about me does I don't have any right on you, and do my decisions means nothing to you" said naina getting all melodramatic like she always ended up making arnav do whatever she wanted cause she know her son weakness and it's the fact that he loves naina a lot he is somewhere craving for his mother love but she never imagined that today nothing is going to work on arnav

"it does mom and if you are forgetting I have always listened and followed your decisions and that have been my biggest mistake I have behaved like a puppet to whatever you wished and following your path I just got so much pain hatred and betrays but not a single pinch of happiness so its high time now I have decide my own new path where I can get what I want , what can make me happy" said arnav looking at naina

"arnav how can you say that I am the reason for your sadness, I made your life hell" said naina in disbelief

"well I didn't used this words but its good you said it all yourself" said arnav even more sarcastically

"you cant talk with me like this you are forgetting that I am your mother" said naina in anger

"no you are not just giving birth to a baby don't make a lady a mother, you have to nourish a baby with your love care compassion and over all understanding then only you can be called a mother for real" said arnav getting his heart out, telling her everything which he wanted to say for so long

"you are insulting me arnav saying that I didn't cared or nourished you well" said naina

"well you missed understanding and loving, I am not blaming you for anything mom you are yourself admitting what you did you are my mother than how come you never understand what I want what are my needs and where is my happiness you always did in which you have your personal satisfaction and nothing else just nothing you can never understand what a real mother is actually" said arnav sarcastically

Now this chat was heating up and khushi was personally not getting much out of that somewhere she felt naina's attitude towards arnav very selfish and self centered but then she was no one to make an opinion over them and their relations, she was standing now in one corner quietly

"so you really think that I am a bad mother and may I knew how does a real mother looks like actually" said naina in anger she never expected one day arnav pointing her like this

"you really want to knew what a mother is then she is a mother this is how a real mother is a mother who nourished cared and protected her son from the whole world, a mother who sacrificed everything even herself completely for her baby, a mother who selflessly loved his son and just cared for him and his betterment, who is today even ready to sacrifice her motherhood love for krish so that krish get a better future and the best upbringing" said arnav coming near khushi and holding her hand

While khushi was just shocked over arnav action but somewhere she felt happy and touched for him praising her

"you cant compare me with this cheap surrogate, who is not even eligible to be called krish mother unlike me I am your real mother, she was paid for giving birth to krish, she was bound to leave krish after giving birth to him" said naina she never thought that she will ever be compared with the girl she hates so much

"I already said mom that just giving birth to a child don't make a women a mother and khushi didn't became krish mother just cause she gave him birth but with the way she taken care of krish she sacrificed her complete life and decided to just be a mother to that baby who was imposed on her she was forced to be a mother but after running she was free she had option to just get rid of the baby and live her independent life but she choose being krish mother that's what a real mother is, she protected and loved krish, yes the way you take care of a baby and understand him makes you a mother, its said that a mother understand the unsaid and knew what a little toddler need who cant even speak but you mom even now also you can never understand and realize what I need and what I wanted in my life" said arnav saying everything he wanted to shout and make naina realize that what mistake she was doing in her life, that arnav just needed his mother and not this high class high profile lady to be tagged as his mother and the same way he don't need some super model tagged as his wife he need a simple girl in his life who lives for him and with him not for the name and fame

Naina herself was left speechless now she don't knew what to say ahead and how to defend herself right now cause she seriously have no reply for whatever arnav was saying

"please mom no need to defend yourself and say anything ahead I already said whatever I wanted I don't need any explanations" said arnav knowing well that naina was planning to defend herself

"if you think that I am really that a bad mother than what am I doing here" said naina with attitude thinking maybe this emotional torture will work

"well you are grown up and mature enough to decide" said arnav

"alright if I am so not required here than I shall leave this place" said naina

"mom its your life and your decision and as for me I am not habitual to impose my decisions on others if you wish you can leave with your special guest" said arnav looking towards her and lavanya and then turning the other side

While lavanya got her reply that her game was over so she quietly walked out of the place and as for naina she went inside her room in anger

Khushi was just watching in confusion over why was arnav saying like this and why he made lavanya leave when he said he loves her, she was still standing at her place, there were so many confusions and question but she thought it wont be the right time to talk with arnav cause he seemed in anger right now so she preferred turning to leave quietly

"have I said you to leave" said arnav in anger tone making khushi still at her place and then calming down "oh I forgot you don't need anyone permission you have already planned to leave even from our lifes am I right khushi" said arnav sarcastically standing just in front of her

"no sir I am not leaving" said khushi defending herself

"well not yet but you have your plans of leaving afterall now krish has became more comfortable with me and now he can stay without you and he was your only reason that you were staying in this house, right khushi krish was the one and only reason for you being here and nothing else just nothing else and now your caretaker job is over" said arnav seeing khushi standing quietly

"I am sorry sir I think you are little disturbed right now and you even let lavanya mam, I mean if there were some little misunderstanding you could have sorted but letting her go like this" said khushi gathering courage, if arnav loved her so much why he let her go, maybe there was some fight in between them

"khushi whenever I am talking about you and me, why you always add lavanya in that, cant you just keep her out of our lifes and our world" said arnav irritated, till now he was normal and not at all angry and was enjoying this scared and confused talking khushi,

"but she is a part of your life so why is she out she is your life your happiness" said khushi seriously

"she is nothing and she is out of my life long ago, her living and existing does not matter me cause she was never that important, but whatever it is why are you so concerned you are getting out of my life" said arnav

"but you were saying that you" khushi tried to say when arnav keeping a figure on her lips to shut her

"shhh you speak so much, but the main problem with you is that you never listen to anyone, atleast with me when I really wanted you to listen you never does but when there is some chat which you shall not hear that you listen instantly, like yesterday you heard what you shall not and made your own opinion and decision" said arnav intentionally getting close to her making her conscious while khushi just moving little back she don't knew what to do this closeness was making her scared

"I think krish need me I will just check" said khushi stammering moving back

"you still not hearing what I wanted to say and just leaving me you can go" said arnav getting aside giving her passage to go

While khushi quickly rushed towards the stairs but was again stopped when arnav started talking again

"khushi whatever I said yesterday was not for lavanya" said arnav seeing khushi moving up

"you were not saying all that to lavanya ji" she asked again in confusion thinking that maybe she heard wrong

"no I didn't knew that she was there" said arnav

"then whom you think was there to whom were you talking" asked khushi she just needed this answer her heart somewhere knew the answer but still she wanted to hear it from arnav

"does that really matter to you moreover you don't even want to stay here you can so easily leave us so why does our feeling matter to you" said arnav sarcastically more in hurt, which he was feeling from the time khushi said of leaving him and krish

While saying so he himself walked away

"if you will think from your heart and listen to what it say you will yourself get your reply" said arnav while leaving and he walked out leaving khushi alone lost in her thoughts

She walking back towards the room but her mind was filled with whatever arnav said, how he defended her his making lavanya leave when he was confessing his love yesterday but it was not for lavanya, could it be possible that it was for her, but then why he said that he should have not let her go earlier and today they met after so many years all that sounded he was talking about lavanya they were separated earlier but she have not met arnav ever before, how can it all be for her, all this was so confusing

Khushi went inside her room krish was sleeping peacefully he was in effects of the medicine so she let him sleep, it was almost night

But sleep was far away from her today her mind was so occupied with all the confusions
And over that arnav anger over the talks of her leaving , she just said it, she herself didn't meant it , she wanted to leave to get rid of the pain she was going to get seeing arnav with someone else , being claimed as someone else and her child being called as someone else

But she herself knew that it was impossible she didn't had the power to leave her life behind all she have for herself was krish and arnav memories how could she have left them

Named as her or someone else could never change the feeling the love she had for krish and for arnav it would have been very painfull seeing arnav with someone else but the satisfaction of seeing him happy would have been more so khushi could have never left them , if they included her in their family or not , for her they were her everything, she would have lived her whole life watching them both happy the two persons who were her life now , her baby and arnav

She was not leaving him and she will never go never but then the same confusions took over hat arnav meant what he wanted to say she will get all her answers from him its high time they need to talk face to face and all the questions need answers she will go to him and ask him everything herself

Khushi rushed out of her room and went towards arnav room she cant want for her answers she got inside but arnav was not there

He was nowhere in his room, she went near the table where arnav photo frame was kept picking arnav photo she just looking at him

"I am sorry for hurting you arnav sir, but I knew it was not possible even if I wanted I can never leave you I am sorry for saying this I am sorry" said khushi tears again forming in her eyes she felt so helpless she needed to talk with him

And the same back ground music started again

Female, singing khushi feelings :

Tenu chadd ke kitthe jawan
Tu mera parchhanvaa
Tere mukhde vich hi main taan
Rab nu apne pawaan
Meri duaa.. haaye
Sajda tera kardi sadaa
Tu sun iqraar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil tui-yon jaan meri

[Where would I go after leaving you?
You are like my shadow
In your face itself
I can see the glimpse of Almighty God
I pray for you, I bow down to you
Listen to my acceptance of you
I'm waiting for you
You are my heart and soul]

Male voice for arnav , as we see arnav standing in his terrace looking at sky restless himself

Main tainu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee

[How should I explain it to you?
Without you, my heart is always anxious.]

he is just hoping that she understand his feeling and his love for her

phewww I write so much , boring boring , this time I was myself feeling when will this writing end
I knew I am making this ff really boring I mean two parts done and still no straight confession
Alright next part is final confrontation and then romance is in the air with fear entering their lifes ... little more twist before happy ending good thing naina and lavanya out , no more interference