Arshi FF: The Valiant Knight - Thread 8 - Completed - Note on Page 142 - Page 71

Deepthi, first and foremost congratulations on the completion of TVK, a story which must have taken a lot of bravery to even conceptualise let alone write it. Secondly thank you Deepthi for saying such nice words about me and keeping me in mind while writing a part of the story. I am really honored and it means a lot to me.

Finally coming to the update and ending of the story, Deepthi let me assure you that what you are going to read below written by me is only what I felt about the ending of the story and please please don't take it personally at any level. Its just my view about certain decisions taken by Khushi and there is absolutely nothing personal about it.

Coming to the initial parts of the update, happy that baby is born and even kind of satisfied that people know the truth. As a person even I don't like to keep secrets in life and if there is something unusual, I usually share it immediately with my closest ones. (You surely know this about me.)

I am a fighter in life and circumstances also has made me into one. I used to always appreciate Khushi's character in this story because she was a fighter and I used to find a lot of myself in her. But today she disappointed me. You know after reading the update last night, I could hardly sleep the entire night. I kept putting myself in her shoes but sadly I could not connect to her like earlier times.

I can understand rape victims undergo a lot of psychological disorders and sharing intimacies again is very difficult for them. But are they not rape victims who have fought these demons and leading normal lives now??? If so many women can do it, then why not Khushi?

Coming to the baby, she could only think of the night of the rape and decided that Adarsh was the father and the baby is no way connected to Arnav. What surprised me is that how could she forget the seven months of care and love which Arnav had given to her, how he had been happy looking at the ultrasound pictures or feeling the baby's kicks, how he had taken care of her every need including her food intake or when she was throwing up or her mood swings, does that not make Arnav a father equally. Why did she overlook all of this???

I always feel that love is something which is infinite and has no bounds. You give love ten folds and you get back hundred folds, whether be it with your parents or spouse or children or friends. So would it have been so difficult to give love to that innocent baby while loving her husband too.

And you know the most saddest part of her decision was she made Adarsh Singh Raizada win. Adi's plan was to destroy Khushi and inturn destroy Arnav, which he succeeded. He took that one thing which Arnav called as his away from him. For someone like me who always believes that "good always wins over evil", today was a black day for me.

Further, Khushi did not even have to guts to say goodbye to Arnav in person and she had to leave a stupid letter to tell him that. Did Arnav deserve this??? Right from birth, he has always lost people who either love him or whom he loves, unfortunately history repeated again today.

Again Deepthi, please don't take this personally. These are only my views regarding Khushi's decision. Whatever her reasons were for the decision, I can only say that "people take decisions in haste and repent in leisure" and I somehow feel that she is going to repent her decision and hope she changes her attitude and decision before its too late.