I love you so much! You are the best, and I've said this so many times!
Diii! I told you! You can't do this to me! I'll fly!!!! Heheh! š I love you too! And you're the best! You're the one that called me an awesome reviewer... which I take pride in by the way. I referenced you on the Parth and Vidushi ff... I was like "Saffidi knows that I am a stalker and a huge creeper reviewer!" Hahaha! I'll update the drabble soon, but before that, lemme post the next chapter of this fic (which is written) once I reply to this amazingly amazing review reply.
Man... you love me too much! It's okay! I love you too ā¤ļøš³Just keep being the way you are because you're awesome and nothing can ever change that.
Di... Imma cry... This is beautiful and honestly the best thing ever! You're brilliant, amazing, the best, great - I don't care if you fly away, because then we can fly away together (your reviews make me feel like flying)! <3 š³
Fly together! Yes! I am glad they do! I don't know if there is another flying song but I guess we can make do with this one *turns on the music playing Kabootar ja ja ja... kabootar ja ja ja! Hehehe*
Chapter Ten
Sanyukta couldn't take it - she wasn't one to just leave the matter. She needed to confront Randhir, she needed to know how he felt. She wanted to know how his life went and whether he thought about her at all in the last four years. Sanyukta needed to know. That's that never giving up spirit she has... and honestly I love her for it! You're just so awesome at portraying Sanyu because honestly, Sanyu is just so hard to understand... I mean even in the serial ... she should be in love with Randhir š... but she's too bothered about dumb stuff... hahaha! It's my sandhiran side talking... anyways back to review!
She walked up the stairs, and looked in each room before finding Randhir in one. He was on his laptop, sitting on a chair in front of a desk. "Sorry for not knocking," she apologized before walking in.
Randhir stood up immediately giving her a confused look. "What are you doing here? This isn't your room."
Hmmm... Randhir what do you think she's there for...š
"I know Randhir," Sanyukta admitted, grabbing his arms. "Randhir, I needed to see you. I need you to tell me what you think of me. I can do anything to prove that I still love you Randhir... or to at least to gain your forgiveness."
On a serious note... Kudos to Sanyu because in the real world, people make it an effort to clear misunderstandings on the spot... not like in the soap world where a misunderstanding still lingers (cough cough Parth and the letters misunderstanding...)
"You want to know what I think about you Sanyukta?" he asked her, his voice steady, but Sanyukta could still detect the fury in his eyes. He started to walk forward, backing Sanyukta up to the wall.
She gulped, looking into his eyes, nodding. "Yes."
He reached down for her hands, looping his fingers through hers. I love him for doing this... This small gesture made Sanyukta shiver with excitement - it had been way too long since she felt his touch. She wanted to kiss him right now, she wanted to be in his arms. Right now, at this moment, she had no other concern in the world -- all she wanted was Randhir.
Awww... š³
Randhir leaned forward, his lips grazing her ear gently, causing her whole body to tremble. "You can do anything for me?" he whispered roughly.
He pinned her hands up on either side of her head as his lips started to trace her jawline, making her whole body burn with desire.
"Yes Randhir," she gasped. "Anything."
Oh god... He's just trapping her! GOD!
His lips trailed down her neck, to her collarbone, her hands still pinned up against the wall. He brought his lips dangerously close to hers and her heart started to beat much faster than it had previously been beating.
She wanted him. She wanted him so badly. She closed her eyes, her whole body aching for that one kiss.
Sexyyy...š but a trap.
But that kiss didn't come.
You ruined it! š
Randhir let go of her hands and turned away from her. I think at this point... he realized what he was doing... and like always he turned around so she wouldn't see the truth in his eyes... "I think you're a fool. You're someone I won't waste my time on. I learned to hate you Sanyukta. And now I hate you more than ever. No matter what you do, you won't be able to get my love back. You couldn't fight with your family for our love that time, and I won't fight myself or force myself to love you now."
God... saffiii... this. this. was harsh yaar!
Sanyukta started to tremble more than ever now, not because of the desire she had just felt, but because she was hurt. Randhir hated her. He must have thought that she wanted to force him to love her.
God... break down. This is where I tear up...
"You don't love me anymore?" she whispered, tears falling from her eyes.
He started to walk away from her, but she stepped forward and grabbed his arm, forcefully turning him around. "I don't believe you," she whispered weakly. "I don't believe you!"
She bit on her lip to hold back the cry she was about to let out. She was heartbroken.
"Randhir, you don't feel anything around me anymore?" she stepped towards him, holding on to his arms and standing on her tiptoes. "You don't even want to kiss me? You used to love kissing me."
God... I can only imagine how she feels. Her desperation of trying to get him to accept that he still loves her yaar... it hurts! You just knew exactly what to write down yaar...
Randhir pushed her off him. "You're crossing your limits now Sanyukta."
"Oh please Randhir!" she yelled through her tears, grabbing his shirt again. "As if you didn't just cross your limits just now on the wall. Why would you do that if you don't feel anything towards me?"
She pushed him until he hit the wall hard now, pressing her body as far as she could against his. Her hands still clutching his shirt, she placed her head on his chest, inhaling his scent after four long years.
I love this part in Sanyu... she still is a fighter. So proud for her to still continue to talk to him...
Dude... Randhir must be in so much pain yaaarrr!
"Sanyukta, get off me!" he snapped, trying to push her back, but she was adamant about keeping him there.
"Not until you tell me the truth. Not until you tell me what you went through! Let me feel your pain Randhir. I'll gladly take any pain you give me. What do you want to do? Kiss me? Sleep with me? I know you want to, I can feel your desire on my body right now. Yell at me, hit me, murder me, sleep with me, do anything you want, but please... please don't hate me," she begged, her tears wetting his shirt.
God... I told you... her desperation... it hurts yaar... the both love each other dearly... and just everything was messed up...
hmm... not everything because after four years you made them meet again... š so there is still some hope yaar!
She could feel Randhir's arms wrapping around her body, and she felt her hopes start to go up again.
I can only imagine how much Randhir wants her but tries to refrain himself... 4 years yaarrr...
"Why don't you want me to hate you?" he asked, his lips gently brushing over her hair.
"I can't take it Randhir. I can take any pain in the world, but I can't take the pain of you hating me. I was wrong, I was very wrong, but I'm repenting - I have been repenting for the last four years. Don't make me go through more of this Randhir, please."
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Randhir didn't know why he wanted to comfort her, why he wanted to wipe away her tears, he didn't know why he wanted to allow her back into his life again. Everything was happening so fast. The girl, the only girl, he had ever loved was in his arms, begging him to not hate her. He wanted to listen to her, he wanted to stop her pleas, he wanted to shelter her from the same pain he had gone through, but perhaps he wasn't strong enough to do that. I love you Randhir... I knew he was contemplating sooo much. He missed her like hell... he still loves her...
Saffi... this part right here is priceless... you described him so very well yaaarrr! STOP!š³ STOP BEING SO PERFECT! Just kidding yaarrr, if you stop being perfect, then only I will suffer... I wouldn't be able to read your perfect writings! hahaha! š
He couldn't have his heart broken anymore. And he didn't trust Sanyukta to keep it fixed anymore. He wanted to listen to her, but he knew he couldn't. Building up his hatred towards her for the last few years could not go to waste, it could not go down the drain that easily. Even in front of her tear streaked, innocent, and beautiful - oh so beautiful - face.
So he pushed her off him gently, while she still tried to cling on to his shirt.
Randhir... we all understand the amount of pain you've went through. It just wouldn't be right for him to give in just like that. Heck no one would give in just like that...š
Saffi... your randhir's perspective is just beautiful... it always is and has been!
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"We'll order in dinner," he told her, looking away. "The maid has a day off today. Until then, we will discuss your role in the company. You'll be at the same level as me, I'm just here to get you started... and we'll keep our personal lives aside while we discuss this."
Sanyukta looked down, her energy drained. She did come here to work anyways.
"Fine." God. Randhir...š you have to look away to not remember the past. It sort of reminds me of today's epi (18th) because like he just kept on looking at her and he told himself before that if he wouldn't look at her then he'd be better off...
Saffi... I've already told you this but I love how you've kept the same characteristics as what's in the serial...
The next few hours passed by with Randhir explaining how the company worked, what her role was, what she would be doing and who she would be working with. He said they would leave every morning together, with the driver and come back together with him as well.
"You'll start work tomorrow morning, make sure to fill out this paperwork beforehand. I'm going to sleep."
He handed her the papers and walked away from her, glancing back momentarily and catching her eye. Sanyukta could sense his longing, his desire, his need to have her back, but he didn't say a word and walked off instead.
Perfection. Perfection.. Perfection... š
Sanyukta looked down, her heart sinking. "I came here for work," she told herself, trying to be headstrong, her eyes filling up with tears, "I will not get distracted. If he doesn't want me anymore, it's okay. My life doesn't depend on him."
WHAT! This is what made me just go ballistic! Yaaarrr, you have given him so much pain and now you have given up! gaaahhh! but, she thinks that he doesn't want her anymore but clearly she can sense his longing for her... SANYUUU! You confused girl... "silly girl" (what up Randhir reference!... what up superwoman's what reference... hehehe... do you watch superwoman?)
Then she proceeded to fill out her paperwork.
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