Guilt sounds to be the biggest word that won't let you confront,live in peace,etc.
Arnav wanted more to torchure him..his thirst wasnot quenched up but adi died..that made even him in guilt..adi has not yet got punishment to the utmost level..
His emotions of not being there for her..guilt to not trust her..thought of khushi leaving him..that has made him very calculative for his every move..whether that be letting her do what she wants or staying away from her.he is doing all this to an attempt to make himself out of pain.he is scared to let her go.
That was painful for him..but he didn't thought of that one who enjoyed his authoritativeness ,his care n everything abt him.
At last,how he gained that much of strength to come infront of her and accept the one which was not his..she and he both have vulnerable side that they reveal only to themself,and when they did,it was flow of pain,anguish,cry and the touch that behold them.
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