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From Chap 38...
Who gave the right to Lavanya to decide for Arnav? I really don't understand why Arnav let them in, at least why he let her in. The way she clungs to him, hugging him kissing him on his cheek formally repels me. She is the reason why he is suffering carrying a big guilt all his life.
I really don't understand who the hell gave her the rights to decide what is good for Arnav and what is not? Why Arnav in the first place let her talk to him? Let her near him. He should have avoided her, her work is till running HELP and nothing. He can contact and have the conversation with the President of HELP for anything HELP needed or he needs to know, only if necessart he should have communicated to Lavanya. May be he did...but I'm totally clueless Why Arnav is tolerating Lavanya around him? If I were in his place I would have let her work but would have never let her invade my personal space which according to me she did in many places I read the story. I seen Arnav warning her again and again but he had seen how she had always took no heed to his warning, he should have reacted to the instant when he got to know Lavanya is having his every detail. He should have taken a step but it is too late now...
After reading NK's point of view I understand Arnav had accepted Lavanya as NK's wife but it give no rights Lavanya to decide for Arnav and I have this thought running Arnav should have been stricter in giving her verdict to not mess with his life.
I really want to kill Lavanya. Not only because of her Rashi died, Arnav living in self guilt, NK chose a life he never wanted but also because of her Khushi lost her loving sister, buaji lost her one daughter. It would have been huge blow to them. I would like to know how it was when Khushi received death news of Rashi, her and buaji's reaction. It would have been great if you show from the point where Rashi came to study in the university living Khushi and buaji behind. How Khushi and buaji life were before it took u turns? How it was when buaji was admitted in hospital due to her heart problem? What were their reaction of NK and Rashi's love story? Because clearly Khushi told jiju informed her Rashi died in accident then it must be NK. How their life where when Rashi would have at a certain point discussed about NK and Arnav...she would have...I would like to see Khushi's past with her buaji when they lost Rashi.
Khushi's word to Arnav were true but I'll definetly wish her to talk with Lavanya and NK. They need to know what it feels to be kept in dark and what wrong they did to her sister. She had told Arnav it is not his fault when it is all circumstances fault...destiny chosed him which led to Rashi's death...She knew and can feel how much it is to suffer the guilt when someone loses their life because of us even though we never intend to do it. Arnav was not at fault, it was Shyam who planned it all using Lavanya as pawn. In all their evilness Rashi lost her life, Arnav lost his trust on people and became the ASR guarding his heart, NK living a life contrary to what he dreamed once. I don't know what to say, in all this most effected is Arnav and Khushi, because they had lost much more than anyone could think.
Poor NK he thought Lavanya changed and fell in love with her. but I disagree with him, if you love someone truly by your heart you will never forget the person even if they are not in your life. As he said he forget Rashi slowly, how can it be possible? He should have told she had made a place for herself in his heart but instead of that he told he forgot Rashi so clearly it was not love or to say love strong enough. Rashi should have been still residing in his heart with Lavany making new place for herself. NK, I clearly don't want to write my theory on him, because he did not love Rashi truly or may be he did but his love was not strong enough which had replaced easily by someone else and that too by someone who is the reason of Rashi his once upon a time love's life death.
And Lavanya she is saying she fell in love with him. Cleary it a big NO because if it would have been she would have mend her own life not poking her nose in Arnav's life. She still wants to behave as she is importand for Arnav when she never was, is or never will be. And she had the gall to say she is getting all jealous again, clearly how can you get jealous when you are bound to someone by heart. She has the notion of fallen in love with NK. Because clearly she is not. Because she wanted to stamp her place in Arnav's life and I clearly can say this by her behavios like if mocking Rashi your wish to see Arnav and Khushi will never be fulfilled. Clearly these two had stated they had forgot Rashi until Khushi came in their life. I don't even want to discuss on them any more than this.
In this entire things only people who could not forget Rashi is Arnav because of his guilt he carried in his life and Khushi who lost her beloved sister. Both found solace and love in each other but Lavanya had to destroy it.
The moment Khushi said leaving him literally made me to shout NO!!! but trusting you and there is one more update to read I started reading it with anticipation on what next hoping it will be not do more damage on Arnav and Khushi's life.
I'm so happy Khushi understood him and his love. Waiting to see what happens next?
Do you know I'm feeling like past has repeated? In past Aditi came in between Arnav's parent and here in present Lavanya came between Rashi and NK for altogether another reason.
Because of Aditi's jealousy and obsession Arnav lost his parent's. And in present Because of Lavanya's jealousy and obsession Arnav lost his best friend. In both the cases he lost people dear to him and that too through accident.
Hope you will update next part soonish.
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