SwaRon SS- Pyaar Ka Geet...Dilon Ne Phir Gayaa. 16/4 Ch-9Pg38 LastChap - Page 18

Presenting the 6th Chapter of the SS.
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Chapter 6

Swayam- Yeh, saalon pehle ki baat hai, ho sakta hai Sharon tumhe yeh childish lage but jo kuch bhi hai...
Sharon- Nahi...nahi Swayam, aap bataiye.
Swayam- I was in my early teens, meine ek singing..competition mein part liya tha..
Sharon- Aap singing??
Swayam- Yeah, I used to... Mumbai mein hua tha yeh competition where I stood 2nd which made me feel good as well as bad. Bad kyunki Indore mein I used to come first and good ki there was someone who did beat me... which I heartly accepted... Ek ladki ne 1^st prize jeeta tha, unfortunately uska naam nahi sunn paya tha... socha usse last mein milunga but nahi...time hi nahi mila.
Sharon- to kya fir...kabhi...
Swayam- Socha tha ki kabhi nahi mil paunga, but we met..Sharon, tumhe yaad hai wo jagah jahan hum walk ke pehle mile the, uske piche ek park tha "Evergreen park" mein wahan gaya tha...actually jata rehta tha.

FLASHBACK
I was sitting on a bench when suddenly a girl of my age fell beside me on the ground... I ran to her and helped her in getting up, she was calm... and mouthed "Thank you" I looked at her and said.."I think I have seen you before?"
She laughed... "Mujhe bhi lagta hai.."
At once we both said "Singing" She continued... "Singing competition mein...you were also a participant na, 2^nd rank?" She asked nicely, "Yeah..and you the winner!" I said..,
We both unknowingly sat on the bench
"But you know what, tum mujhse ek chiz mein nahi jeet sakti" I said with confidence,
"Aisa kya hai, pehle batao" She was curious..,
"Achha, tumhe singing ka alawa aur best kya aata hai?" I questioned,
"Umm...mujhe drawing,painting.." She replied,
"Fir to meri jeet pakki" I cheered,
"Are par batao to" I seriously couldn't ignore the pout.
"Mujhe, baansuri...bajana bohot ache se aata hai.." I was happy!
"Wow!Flute! mujhe sikhna hai..." She pleaded...
"Abhi I don't have it, kal pakka." I said promisingly.
"Okay, so bye, cya" She said.., "Isi time pe yahin...bye!" We both went off...
FLASHBACK ENDS

Swayam (laughs)- I was so dumb ki uska naam tak nahi pucha...
Sharon *in mind*- Fllu..te !
Swayam- And suno aage kya hua...

FLASHBACK
The next day, same time...
"Hello" She started, "Yeh dekho Flute..I'll teach you now!" I replied,
She took it from my hands and smiled.
"Give me,mein batata hun kaise bajate hai" I forwarded my hands and she gave me back saying "Ohkay",

I told her how to hold it, she did the same... then basics,how to put fingers, speed and everything essential I taught. She tried hard...
"Mujhe aur practice ki zarurat hai, haina?" She said widening her eyes,
"Haan, but I know you'll do it" I showed a Thumbs UP,
"Achha please, tum koi achhi si tune play karo na..." She was cute then, "Okay" and I started,
I closed my eyes... and don't know how she felt but I didn't stop until and unless I was surrounding with voices..."Wow" , "Kitna cha hai" , "Soothing..ahh" I ended softly...and when opened my eyes, bunch of people clapped for me, then after the appreciation, everyone left...except...
"Itn achha laga mujhe, I feel ki yeh kabhi stop hi na ho..." She complimented, "Thankyou chalo..your turn" I was cut by her...
"Nahi nahi, if I'll blow this then the beauty of your talent will get vanish...and I really don't want this." She said...sweetly.
FLASHBACK ENDS

Swayam (tears)- Days passed, and I taught her, I unwillingly started liking her... the days, the moments, everything I still remember, but I sti..ll... I am not aware of her name! Yes! I asked her...but...

FLASHBACK
One fine day, the first question by me to her was..."What's your name?"
She looked at me..."Whats your?" She bit her lip...
And we both shared a laugh. For minutes we laughed holding our stomach.
"I am fondly called as SAM, real you'll have to find" I answered in a little challenging tone.
"Sam, jis din mein flute bajana sikh lungi na us din mein apna naam bataungi" She smirked.
"Not fair...umm tum na ek shining star ho to obvio naam kuch aisa hi hona chahiye, I'll keep a name kyunki bina naam ki ladki...hehe!" I chuckled.
"Acha fine, ab sikhao na..." She pleaded.

And that continued, she learned tunes really fast.
FLASHBACK ENDS

Swayam stood up... and walked steps ahead...Sharon was facing his back...she had tears in her eyes just about to fall...
Swayam's condition was much more than hers.

Swayam- Pata hai Sharon, uske thode din baad he... she left me... she went somewhere, some place, jiska kabhi pata hi nahi chala. But, kaash wo last din nahi hota, kuch lines jo humne ek dusre ko last din kahi thi... you know wo kya thi... and haan uska naam jo meine..rak...
Sharon interrupted,still she was standing behind Swayam...

Sharon- "Har Sur, Har Alaap Ko Mila Saaz
Dil Ki Tarang Bani Tumhari Awaaz
Ek Anoke Saath Ka Hua Ehsaas
Zindagi Mein "Roshni" Ka Hua Agaaz"

"Bani Adhuri Taan Bhi Ek Dhun Pyaari
Gunjne Lagi Vo Sargamein Bhi Saari
Baansuri Ka Gungunana Rahega Jaari
Pohochegi Jab Tak Usme Awaaz Tumhari"

"Rahega Jab Tak Duniya Mein Sangeet Zinda
Nahi Honge "SAM" Aur "SHINE" Kabhi Juda"

Swayam was numb, he turned back facing her, just then a single tear fell down Sharon's eyes,
Tears flowed down his eyes also...

Swayam- Tu...m...Sha...
Sharon- "I like...you...Shine..."
"Sam, chalo hum *sniff* Swing par baith *sniff* jate hai."
Swayam- Sharon, tum...S-h-i-n-e...
Sharon- Yes! I am SAM ki SHINE.

The whole Room was just silent...as in they were staring at each other...without a word...theywere in some other world...
Swayam was shocked beyond limits... Sharon on the other hand was glad that an impossible act took place... this was never expected by any of them... It was Sharon, first, who came out the trance...
She happily was coming near him, he was unable to digest the fact that his girl, the one who he fell for, is standing infront, after years of longingness...
He simply showed his palm to her, indicating her to STOP.
Swayam- J..just stay aw...away.

She stopped in her way shockingly.
Sharon- Aap...aise...Shine is standing..in..infront of..y.you...
Swayam- Tum..tum Shine nahi ho...just just stay away... you just...
Sharon- Swayam...mein hi...aapki Shine...hun...
Swayam (coldly)- Aapki..! Just don't say this...and kya karun mein? Huh? Accept karu tumhe?
Sharon- Socha nahi tha humne ki kabhi milenge, ab saamne...
Swayam (loud)- Haan we met abhi! Believe nahi ho raha...mujhe sirf yahi question arise ho raha hai ki Sharon!! Why you left me,huh, dhoka kyun diya?? Why the HELL you did!!!
Sharon *calming*- Okhay Swayam! Aap please shant ho jayiye!! Apko answers chahiye na...Mom Dad ne pehle hi decide kar ke rakha tha ki "Goa" will be the place where I'll continue my further studies, you know this was my Birthday gift!!!! I cried a lot...*sniff* bohot bola ki I don't want to leave...but *silent tears* kuch nahi ho saka...
Swayam- Great! Kya Sharon apna phone bhi yahin bhul gayi thi??? I tried calling you, but unreachable it said...
Sharon- Meine..I..w
Swayam (aangry)- Shut up! Just shut up! You know islie mujhe rishte banana se darr lagta hai, Maa Papa, Dadi, Dadaji ka jaana, Shine ka...no no Tumhara jaana, sab ke karan ab I am a person who just can't trust anyone so easily! Ye..ye shaadi bhi nahi karna chahta tha, but sirf khud ko ek chance diya ki shayad is rishte mein bharosa kar saku...but see..! Rishte mein tumne chize chuppai!! Sharon...mein chahta to abhi ye khatm...
Sharon- Swayam! Nahi...ye aap kya keh rahe hai...I...I..
She started sobbing badly.
Swayam- Darr! Yahi darr Sharon...kisi ko khone ka darr...
Sharon- Swayam, aap meri b..baat samajh kyun nahi rahe hai...
Swayam- Kya samjhu? Yahi ki tum mujhe chhod kar gayi, ab tumhe bachpan ki baton se koi mntlab nahi hai ya yeh ki tum ab bhi SAM ko bhula nahi paayi ho...jab tak ye nahi pata chala ki mein hi tha wo...huh!!!
Sharon- Aap right fra..frame of mind mein *sniff* nahi hai..
Swayam- Not a word now!! Sharon..just not a single word!!!

SAM Swayam's nick name and SHINE [She is Sharon!] was the girl whom he met in the garden, she only was the one who won the singing competition and was desperate to learn "Flute" from SAM...

ON THE SONG ABOVE
[If reading in Mobile..play "Kabhi jo badal barse" in Background...plz]

Swayam just moved into the study room and slammed the door.

Here, in the bedroom, Sharon was sitting on the bed, she stood up and went to towards the door which opened up to a balcony which was on the right of Mansion...
(Both of them can't see each other)

She immediately closed her eyes when she heard him..."SINGING"
Swayam held the grill and sang...

Kabhi jo badal barse
Mein dekhu tujhe aakhen bhar ke
Tu lage mujhe pehli bearish ki dua
He felt as if Shine (small Sharon) is smiling at him and giving him a flying kiss, standing on the grass at extreme of the Mansion.
Sharon looked up at the sky, forwarded her hands and took a deep breath. She remembered the day when Sam (small swayam) helped her when she got hurt.

Both were feeling the emotions completely...Individually... they didn't know what was up with them...as this was unexpected everything further too was the same... this time Swayam felt he was right but was not ready to understand hwat Sharon faced...

Tere pehlu mein reh lun
Mein khud ko pagal keh lun
Tu gham de khushiyan seh lun, saathiyaa
He felt Shine n Sam, holding hands, enjoying the rain...tickiling each other... this imagination made Swayam smile...
Sharon let her hands drench in rain...she closed her eyes... just kept listening to the words, understanding his feelings through the lyrics!
For Sharon n Swayam both it was a miracle..! She wanted to go to him...she just turned back...

He was internally hurt... which was too obvious for him... he craved for happiness in these years and always experienced and accepted the moments which gave him pain...the moments broke his heart into pieces...the moment his Shine left him he was totally shattered... Sharon wanted to mend and bridge the gap between them...she took a deep breath...

Koi nahi, tere siva mera yahan
Manzile hai meri to sab yahan
She went towards the cupboard, opened their wedding album and caressed his pic...
He left the grill... and just sang, images of Shine, Dadi, his family, flashed into his mind...

Mita de sabhi aaja faansle
Mein chahun mujhe mujhse baant le
Swayam thinking- Kya mein khud ko nahi samjh paa raha hun??
Sharon longed for the one in pic...

Zara sa mujhme tu jhaank le
Mein hun kya!
Swayam *think*- I hate you...can I.. really???
Sharon *think*- Sorry! Swayam! Aapko itna hurt kiya..I..am really...
Swayam *in mind*- I just...just..wishhh

*Music*
Sharon litrally longed for happiness...for once! Swayam's state was just undefinable...
Sharon randomly turned the pages...each n every pic of them conveyed something for which tears rolled down more n more...
Swayam controlled himself...he sighed...and fully wiped his tears... he was not even understanding his own self... and here Sharon...poor she... not even had strength to wipe her tears...
Swayam *think*- Galti kya hai meri? Kaash kuch hota hi nahi!!
Sharon's tears tunred into hard sob...he covered her face with palms...

Pehle kabhi na tune mujhe gham diya
Phir mujhe kyun tanha kar diya
Swayam remembered how he waited for his Shine to come back, but she never came!!!
Sharon *in mind*- Ek second mein sab kuch...jaise khatm ho gaya... I am feeling so insecure... kuch mujhse chin to nahi jayega na...

Guzaare the jo lamhe pyaar ke
Humesha tujhe apna maan ke
Swayam looked at the lake... imagines both Shine n he playing into it...sprinkling water on each other...
She closed the album!

To fir tune badly kyun adaa
Yeh kya kiya
He felt like his girl biding him bye...he couldn't help but just cry for her...
Swayam unwillingly was shedding silent tears...
Sharon She remembered how she learned Flute and she sang along with him...with lots of teasing...

And now felt like someone snatching her from Swayam...and remembered how she pleaded to Dad...for staying in Mumbai...so that she could be with SAM but nothing happened...her dreams got crushed...

Kabhi jo badal barse
Mein dekhu tujhe aankhen bharke
Tu lage mujhe pehli bearish ki dua
Swayam saw Sharon in Shine's photo, he crushed it...for what happened just minutes ago... he cursed himself also and felt all lonely...no wonder he stood just numb...
Sharon- I want to fill your life with happiness... I will...I promise...

Tere pehlu mein reh lun
Mein khud ko pagal keh lun
Tu gham de khushiyan she lun, saathiyaa
Now...He was crying badly...hurting himself...a time Sharon heard a thud also...
He also was not knowing as to what he was doing!
Sharon could easily guess his choking voice; she cried bad, cursed herself, felt guilty...and hugged the album tightly!

Both Swayam n Sharon's state of mind was heart-wrenching!
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