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Hello Beautiful People! :D
I know, Few must be muttering curses seeing me back to writing after such a long time, But Kya kare... Occasion hi kuch aisa hai ;)
Obviously, Today's the First Day of this very New Year. So I thought to Pollute it with this OS đ đ
Happy New Year My Dearies! đ¤
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Once Again
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He silently plodded to rehearsal hall hoping that it would be empty and he can spend some moments of solace midst the thunder which was speeding past his life. It felt like all his strength was lost somewhere and he was left helpless, alone...
She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pains away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Alone...That's what she was, regardless of walking in a crowd she always felt lonely. She never regretted her decision of coming back but now this was just becoming more helpless. It was for her own self, to get everything cleared, to make everything right. She wanted to do it much before...but maybe she didn't had much strength back then to fight with her Past.
Past... Past was tracing him day and night, a past which he never wanted to re-live again and a past which had Kria in it. But now it was like he was being pulled back into it and he simply couldn't do anything. But then Destiny played another game. He regretted. He so much regretted hearing Kria and Swayum's conversation after getting done with final rehearsal for his and Kria's special duet performance. It was hard itself, to dance with her, forgetting everything which happened in past. And when every cover was peeled off, every truth lie bare in front of him, he just couldn't step ahead and do anything. He just couldn't walk back to her.
He was vulnerable, very much, walking on a thin thread which can break in any moment...and with that thread he will also break down, just like before.
Before, She wished she could go back in past and make everything right, with her friends and Mom in her life- Loving, Happy; Just like before. She paused after doing her regular warming up sessions and curled up in a corner of rehearsal hall, darkest possible, to let few moments pass away in solace before going back home. It was cold today, matching the intensity of her insides. She missed that lively Kria, which probably was left yards away because she couldn't match the pace of things happening in her life; she first lost her love, then her friends and then her mother. She was tired, refused to fight for anything and let her life go in any direction which was shown; A Kria who was dejected from betrayal from her Mother, for whom she broke up with him. Life couldn't be more miserable than losing everything you have, everything you loved and treasured.
The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
A tear rolled down from the corner of her eyes, shining in moonlight entering from window above.
"I miss you Mom..." She sniffed wiping the tears.
"Kaash sab kuch pehle jesa ho jaye Mom...Kaash" She said feebly, using her left strength bit-by-bit. It was ironic; Kria Ghai who is known for fighting for her rights and Dreams, is so weak from inside, a single bitter word from his mouth now leaves deep scars on her heart, making tears automatically pave their ways out from her eyes. Not even him, but from everyone, when all are sitting together and she is taunted indirectly, her heart bleeds but she stitches it up with hopes... shallow, meek. She would repair it as quickly as possible because this was the only thing she could do for preserving the last things left in her already shattered life, her friends and Rey.
She sobbed and got up, gathering herself and walked towards the door and stopped on seeing him standing there. Her breath quickened and her heart skipped multiple beats. Has he seen her crying? She needed to get out from here, her eyes lowered as she saw his intense gaze piercing her.
He was left numb for a second, seeing her broken, just like he was. And again he noticed those silent lines of gloom on her forehead.
Oh why Kria...Why are you doing this to me...Why you can tell your truth to Swayum, but not me? Why are you doing this to me?
Just as she was about to leave, his hands automatically stopped her from doing so. It was quick and even he couldn't register when this happened.
She stopped, her breath hitched. She just didn't have any strength left to face him, rather face anyone. But despite of her inner denials she stood there still with what her heart called Hopes.
Dammit, he was paralyzed for a moment, his hands wrapped around her wrist. The moment itself was enough to dissolve him in his own stance. She gasped as his grip tightened on her wrist. And in next second she was facing him, staring in his wet eyes which fastened her to him even more stoutly.
She simply couldn't control her voluntary functions. When her body started moving along with him, she just didn't know, and neither him. But he knew one thing; in fact he was sure about it that by the end of this Annual Day dance she will be confessing, saying it all to him, yet again.
"You will say it...Once again.." He said inaudible to his own ears while he danced with her, doing the last rehearsal for the big event of tomorrow, Ie. The Annual Day.
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The events shown above were just a day before Annual Day, Where Rey hears Swayum and Kria's conversation, which undoubtedly was about truth :P
And Sorry, I know I sucked at it, But you really can't blame me much as I am returning back to my job after 2 months đł I hope you liked the end. *Well No hopes as of now* But I really want them to confess just like before, After their dance! ^_^ Okay..Okay.. I am done for now.
Do leave your views, Lemme know how was it.
PS: The lyrics used in mid are of "Whiskey Lullaby". Try it, Its a good song :)
Ciao.
Love.
Bindi
Udne Ki Aasha
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
