author's note :- Oh my god! this was the fastest i could do... please bear with me, if i didnt reach your expectations that it should be long... but honestly, this was all i could cook. i promise to come back tomorrow with an even longer update... i've got something cooked up!
CHAPTER 6 :- "DRUNK AND BEATEN?"
Kill me... Kill me... now, Seriously i mean it, kill me right now, Im in the tub... with the guy i once upon a time loved under me, shirtless. lets not forget that, im damn afraid now. my teeth starts to
chatter, i try to block the involuntary process, but then it keeps chattering, and I.Cant.Think. When he looks at me like in any second, we are going to lose control.
"Dont... just... dont get nervous, its alright" i heard him. which made my heart melt at his soothing words, too much for not falling for him i just look at him with a "i-dont-know-what's-going-on" sign.
He just sticks to the thought of circling and massaging my back, and explore my back, where the line to the back of my neck's t-shirt stops. my eyes fixed on him for a long time.. i knew where he was
going with this. I need to stick to the thought that im not his next target, i've heard people spreading talks that he is a 'player'. And that he can have any girl he wants, with just one smirk. Damn them!
there words were right, but... im a fighter. i can bare him and his tricks, i can snap out of it, though i will fall sometimes.
Gearing my conscience, i snapped his fingers from my back and pulled out immediately, he thought i was easy? ha! gimme a break! imma bit tougher than you think i look like.. Mr. so-called-SAM
I Had to shoot glares at him for trying to fantasize me in his life, Im.Not.His.Puppet!
instead, he stands up in the tub. whereas, my jaw hits the ground, inches from seperating it from my mouth. and my eyeballs dropped, God! he was so damn HOT! and would it kill me to have him
like that back in the position we were?!? i was losing control at just the sight of him standing like this in front of me.
he got down. i repeat! KILL ME NOW! STAB ME NOW!! his smirk doesnt fade off from him, his eyes a glint of attitude, and the cuts in face turned purple, but still looked perfect.
He leaned down on me, as my back hit the faucet tub, my heart almost tumbled out here and drained in the sewage. Yup! he still has me PEGGED!
He caved me, by putting both his hands on the faucet tub where he just coughed blood and locked up and pinned me with this stare that i couldnt handle. he leaned Even more closer... he caught
me shivering, and as if taking a huge breath, he let out a sigh. i dont know what im supposed to do.. 1 way i want to back out, and Grab that damn baseball bat in my hand and kick him like i
always wanted to, and... Oh look! we both are alone, my room is just around the corner, and the baseball bat is in the hallway... i wonder how high pitched his sound would be.
but, god! i couldnt think of anything right now, he is THIS close to getting everything from me, and me going head over heels! i think im going to lose my balance, and fall... probably wishing not in
swayam's hands, but another way... craving!
His burly muscles slowly touched my arms, god... he was like metal to my soft featherlike ones!
"Stop! i mean... stop it. its not going to happen!" i screamt. Noticing that it was on the tip of my tongue to let go off this expression. Yes.
i put my hands on his warm.. oh wait correction Hot chest. and pushed him back.. he tumbled a few steps to gear senses back up and frowned at the thought of me pushing him but, grabbed his
'Asshole' attitude back on.
"why did you do that?" he crossed his arms up his chest, revealing all his 6-8 packs... Oh shit! im wrong there were 8 of them !! and damn... he had a ONE HELLUVA sexy pelvic cut.
Snapping my eyes away from his body, i flinched, squaring my arms and keeping my chin up high.
"What? that i pushed you?" i chocked out... although it was unexpected, even for me.
"No... Not only that, but we'll get to it, but. Why did you wash the blood from me?" he questions like as if i was snooping around his boxers and he caught me, like as if im at stake! and he's going to
murder me any minute NOW!
"I...i.." i stutter, feeling red-handed. But a thought poured over me, Im not Him... i washed his blood away from him... despite him to go to his friend's place, or his girlfriends, or a doc's. i...im seriously
not him, as realization dawned upon me on what i meant by im not him... is that, He cared about me once, but he shoved me up. and i cared about him once... and always have from then on till now.
"because im not you... i dont care about one person one year, and forget them the next." i breathed out. Feeling the fire in me, enlight the happiness im gathering, but im scared! im shit scared
especially after he crashed on my place, a 1/2 hour ago.
"Whatever" he exclaimed.
Huh? that wasnt supposed to be the answer, but he snapped back life as if i hit with a pang of guilt Hmf, that should teach him
He grabbed the shirt lying on the ground, and tried to move out, but i had to block him for the curiosity snapping back up.
"Why were you bleeding?" i asked concerned like as if i was his mom, or even better... his wife, or his girl. my sound was merely audible, it was a bare choked out whisper.
"And since when did i start answering you?" i repeat Asshole!!! god! was it so disturbing to know why he was bleeding? did i not earn that slightest trust of his from the past?
"Because i asked you, now quit playing and tell me!" i had to shout.
as if on a long moment pause... he sighed as he pinned me back to the faucet tub, god! the pressure was building up somewhere down. He held his t-shirt to his left side, and got to me with squinted
eyes and this time... No smirks! fully serious.
"Mind, reminding me, when was i committed to answer you?" he asked. Ok! he was pissed and can almost rape me tonight!
"Uh...I..Urn..."
"You...what?" he pressed further, okay! Now we were millimeters away from kissing.
If this is a wrong time to pause the moment and tell you a secret, then so be it... i... I...I've NEVER KISSED ANYBODY IN MY LIFE before! there!!
happy now? i let out the biggest secret choking me.
"I... swayam? your making me breathless, stay away..." i tried to push him, by hauling my arms up to his heated chest. but he just snaps them out of his trance and locks my hands along with
his behind me... Ok! now im PEGGED!
the warmth inducing from his hands, his hands... acting like a protecting shield actually caused me to lose my breath!
he made me comfortable then... but now, im losing breaths, he is Murdering me!
But, the images of him acting cruelly to me.. of him mentioning wrong about me in the public on the games night peered over, images of people laughing at me so hard that moment when he
mentioned that i had lice problems.. but didnt, actually shot heat through my chest, because... i wasnt blushing, although i was.. but now! im angry.
"Get Out of me." i commanded, making sure he heard every single small syllable.
His eyebrows furrowed, and he glared at me... like he was hungry.
"You mean Nothing to me! Nothing.." i spat out at him, leaning in closer. Making it very clear that Im.Not.His!
"Dont say that.." he flinched, almost hesitantly.
I almost put extra force on what i was going to do, i was angry, heated up.
"Now get off..."
His mouth crashed down on mine, drowning out my protest.
His lips devoured me, hard and fast, like i was being eaten alive. His tongue dived into my mouth, and i let it, needing to feel all of him. The pulsing sensation in my core quickened,
and i wrapped my arms around his face, cupping him faster... before i closed my eyes, savoring the release.
I Tried to think, but i couldnt. i didnt want to. All the years that we'd been apart filled this one moment. He released my arms, threading one hand roughly through my hair and the other trying to hold
a firm grip on my back waist. pulling my hips harder against his, he assaulted my mouth like he was starving. He sucked on my bottom lip and then turned his attention to my jaw and neck in hot,
frenzied kisses. A legion of butterflies took flight on my stomach. And i kissed him back.
OH MY GOD! I was kissing him back!
"Swayam..." i gasped out. he should stop. We should stop. but i forgot why. i was lost.
i tightened my grip on his back and grasped his wet hair, holding him to me, while he sucked on my neck. i brought his lips back up to mine again, needing more.. He groaned.
and i didnt want him to stop
EVER!
when he bent his head to nibble under my ear, images of him and tess like this flashed on my head...
this was what she felt.
Everything came flooding back. My eyes popped open as realization dawned.
he hurt me.
He hated me.
"Swayam stop." My tone was meant to be stronger, but it only sounded desperate. He ignored me as he kissed and lightly bit my shoulder, while his hand tried to move underneath my shirt.
"Swayam! I Said Stop" putting my hands on his chest, i pushed him away.
He stumbled back a few steps, breathing hard and eyeing me like an animal.
~too far~
quickening my breath... my eyes were drifting from places... escept his!
i would've almost lost my life. right now.
glancing up, i saw him stalk his way out of the door... i was still lost, but i was concerned.
"Swayam..." i ran back to the hallway. but as usual, people ignore me. He did, too.
"Swayam. i grabbed the crook of his arm.. and faced him clearly, he snapped his arm out of my grip, i would've fallen off with his force. But then his breathing was Quick. he was pissed. He was
angry. I made him.
"I...What happened to you?" i had to ask.
"None of your business!" he exclaimed through his gritted teeth.
"you totally owe me for knowing what happened at least!" i continued.
"I Got drunk. And ended up in fights" and leaving me paralyzed, dumbfounded and stalking out of my door with a thud...
i was high. i felt different emotions.. i needed to CALM! now.
running to my room, i saw him through my window, slam his car door, and kick his tires... clutch his hair! god! 5 seconds before, i was the one clutching his hair.. his t-shirt was back on. He screamt a little.
he sat down there... at the middle of the night. In the centre of the road. almost 100% possibility of getting an accident. but did he care? no!
Hell no!
and, i saw him.. Cover his face with his hands.
What should i do? or better.. what am i going to do?
holding a breath, when he looked at me.. spying him from my window.
i snapped the curtains Shut. and went under my covers.
i am so dead!
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