Arshi: Making Khushi Mine II ~ (THREAD 18) - Page 89

I was wondering wen were the nightmares gonna make an appearance...they don't just stop one fine day..rite..???

Khushi has witnessed it not once but twice...cant blame arnav for his reaction after having a witness for wat he considers as one of his worst times..the times he is so vulnerable, lost and weak...

I liked how u showed the post marriage life thru khushiz eyes...it wud giv a more clearer picture..becoz she is the one who has to do almost all the work in this relationship...and she has reached a point where she is ready to giv it her all and now she is waiting for that start...mayb she has already started the process and not quite aware of it..for example arnav is sleeping more and he has acknowledged it to himself that it is due to khushi..

I gather sumerz operation is done and he is better now..no worries on that side..

Coming to the sleeping arrangements..i absolutely loved that part...there are many a times wen I forget that arnav is a thirty year old, he acts more like a child for instance.. She so bloody knows. Just come out with it already.

he reminded me of a child who knows he has been caught in the act by an adult but still tries his best to not to give in unless he is told so in clear terms...

WHAT? Buaji helps you sleep like THAT?' his jaw hit the ground. He does not even want to think about it. This girl is scarring him for life. Khushi is scarring him...really..he does realize that his cuddling her is too intimate... cant b shared with every other random person..that he is scandalized that buaji cuddles her like that..so he does realize to some extent that it is way too intimate..wat I want to know is that does he accept that, to him she is much more than a teddy bear..or a gender neutral pillow..that nothing can replace the calm that she exudes..

Jokes apart I feel so bad for arnav wen he doubts khushiz intention to make him feel better..that she already knows about his need to cuddle her..no I am not blaming him and I do realize khushi doesn't deserve it..itz just that his scars run so deep...our parents are the ones who introduce almost every new thing in our life..good or bad..we do learn trust and commitment first hand from our parents...it is wen they shower us with love attention trust and commitment that we come face to face with those virtues..and in arnavz case his parents failed him every step of the way...his insecurities are pushing him away from that one chance to happiness, to know about every emotion that he was deprived of..

I hop something happens in the future that will gain khushi entry in to his world, his fears, his insecurities, his needs...everything that needs healing...or has it already happened..and just lik khushi i am unaware of it..

And I guess khushi has not only been able to make him sleep..an absolutely impossible feat after a nightmare..but made him almost grin, made his mind relaxed and he didn't even think about the nightmare.. all he thot of was khushi and had a smile on wen he finally slept...

Should I b surprised that it didn't take him that long to hold on to khushi...she didn't even get to lie down..let alone sleep...let me quote arnav here.. Sleep loved her, and vice-verse.

There is no mistaking the possessiveness in the hold or the intimacy..for a person lik khushi where sleep was never a problem..uski ki sleep ki tho baj gaya band...simply by holding her arnav has robbed the innocent soul of her sleep...wonder wat happens wen khushi gets to c the depth of his emotions...not to forget arnav has unleashed a whirlwind of unknown emotions in her..not to forget a kiss too...I am glad she realized that his touch and hold is familiar..if not to her conscious mind atleast to her body..i hop she realizes that this is the way they were sleeping since day one... it was not a first time thing..nor it is a last...I hop she uses this info wisely...

she was sure she did not want to disturb an obliviously sleeping Arnavji...This seriously made me laugh...I know its not funny..but seriously... oblivious...khushi darling the only one oblivious here is u...

Cant wait for the morning...that is if u are planning to giv us a peek into their minds about their nite...

As always waiting for more...