First thought that came to my mind was that they both have changed a lot and they notice the changes in each other in technicolor and don't like it..they meet after a long time and still are so attuned to each other..so aware of each other..can read every single look or change of expression in each other's eyes..one notices the physical stiffening in other when preparing for the verbal outburst, to get prepared for every harsh word that is to follow and the pain and hurt with it..Khushi noticed that Arnav looked tired, underweight, dejected, dark circles around his eyes, although man of few words but never looking so lost and never seen him stammer...all this hurt Khushi, it effects her, she hates to see him this way..she does't want to feel anything for him but she is helpless as she has always been..she blasts him and says harsh words and regrets it straight away...Arnav's come back after so long has rocked her belief that she was getting over him or she hated him or she has moved on..all this she has realised in matter of few hours and she is not happy with herself one bit...Arnav on the other hand is missing her infectious smile, her chatter, her colours, her happy go lucky charm but all that is missing and this changed woman standing in front of him she does't like or recognise and then he remembers all he has done to her and takes the blame fully on his shoulders and do not have a single clue or idea how to proceed forward and to as for apology I agree fully when he thinks that a simple sorry us no way near enough so how to apologise or to let her know the regrets he has.
He wants her back in his life, in his home there is no doubt about it but will have to wait and see how he will undo or make khushi believe that he truly is sorry anout all that he has done..
Deeya made me laugh..saying half truth and making Khushi more mad and confused.
Awesome update..that was another of my favourite chapter so beautifully written..loved it. I can't wait to see what happens next..
Thanks for the PM.
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