Swaron SS/FF: Life is not always Easy! - Page 4

PART-4

In Sharon's room…

She was sitting by her window… raindrops forcefully hitting her face… but this pain was negligible in front of the pain she felt… she was endlessly starring into the darkness outside… trying to find answers to the questions gushing through her mind… her face was teary and mind lost in analysing whatever happened in the rehearsal hall…

How could you Swayam?! Tum… Tum…! I just hate you! How could you do this to me… kisi aur ke saath tum itna close ho gaye just because she was uncomfortable and phir mujhe lame excuses dene lage… and you say am over-reacting??? Tumne ek baar bhi socha ke mujhe kaisa lagega? Why do you affect me so much… WHY?!

The thoughts were killing her inside… Yes, she was insecure… and this insecurity had over powered the trust… the trust in her love… this wasn't mere liking obviously… unknowingly she had started to fall in love… in love with Swayam! But has she realised it?

She was sitting by window throughout the night…

Swayam's state of mind…

He was riding his cycle aimlessly on the empty roads… with his headphone blocking the sounds of the outer environment… the raindrops were trickling down his sensationless body… he parked his cycle outside the college and went up the terrace… He was just trying to sought out his thoughts…

Yeh maine kya kar diya… anjaane main Sharon ko bahut buri tarah hurt kiya hai maine… how could I??? main ek baar bhi uske bare main nai socha!!! Aashi ko dance sikhana hi tha toh puri team ke saamne sikha sakta tha… aur maine bhi usse tab sikhana chaha jab main Sharon se milne wala tha… Sharon was right I could have taught her some other form and not the one which reveals so much of sensuality…

These thoughts were aching and making him feel more and more guilty…

I'm really very sorry Sharon… I know tumhara ghussa hona right hai par kya tumhe mujhpe ya mere pyaar pe itna bhi bharosa nai… how can I even think of letting you go or cheat on you??? Mere liye pyaar ka dusra naam Sharon hai but tum... tumhe mujhpe itna bhi trust nai???

He couldn't take this pain and just crashed down with his head held… his mind was going numb… he was unable to think straight…

After a while, his glance fell on his mobile that was ringing god knows for how long… he saw around 40 missed calls from Tani and Rey and countless messages asking him where he was… he returned his calls to Rey assuring him he was fine and will converse with him the next day in college… he returned home where the fuming Tani was waiting for his welcome… as soon as he entered Tani was bombarding him with her questions but it was not seeping through his ears and he just gestured her that he was fine and found his way to his room… he tried his best to sleep but those thought were not letting him…

Next morning in college…

Everyone was in the class for their 1^st lecture except Sharon… the gang was as usual cracking jokes and fooling around… Swayam was sitting beside Rey and was lost… Rey was involved with the gang when he glanced at Swayam…

Rey (worried): Hey dude, What's wrong? Sharon aur tere beech ki misunderstanding resolve hui?

No response

Rey: Swayam????

Rey gave him a small shake..

Swayam: hmm…aaa…Haan Rey… Tu kuch bol raha tha?

Rey: What's the matter? Is everything alright?

Just then Sharon enters the class and her eyes sight Swayam who was looked at her apologetically…

Rey: Hey Sharon!

Sharon: Hey!

She gave a forceful smile to Rey and sat on her seat… Simi came to her…

Simi: Hey Sharon, are you fine? Looks like you've not slept well!

Sharon: No, no am alright!

She looked at Swayam and said…

Sharon: it's just that aaj kal kuch unwanted logon ko kuch zyada hi importance dene lagi hu… but now have learnt my lesson

Simi was confused about what Sharon was talking about so she chose to just go and sit on her seat… Swayam was continuously starring at her from the time she had entered the class…her comment had hurt him so bad that he just looked away… Rey was observing all of this and he understood something was majorly wrong with them… just then the VP entered with a boy… it was a new face everyone saw… jet black hair, black eyes and a well-built body…

VP: Good morning Guys, Meet your new classmate, Shivam Dutta. Mid-term admission hai toh please cooperate with him and help him out. (to Shivam) so Shivam welcome and please make yourself known to your class mates. And Yes, this is Rey our GS, Tani our AGS, Sharon the CS and her assistant Swayam (pointing out to them) so if there is any problem you can always ask them. (to the class) So guys, treat him good.

Saying this VP leaves… All the girls were murmuring to each other 'He is so cute'… All the seats were occupied except the one next to Sharon…

Shivam (putting out his hand): Hey Sharon, hi am Shivam!

Sharon (responds to the hand shake): Hey Shivam, Welcome to St.Louis…

Shivam: You mind if I sit here?

Sharon (trying hard to smile): Please, Have a seat!

Shivam sat there and started off a conversation with Sharon… She was trying her best to be a part of it and trying not to be rude… Swayam was observing all of this and was boiling… the professor entered and started the lecture! Throughout the lecture swayam's sight was just stuck on Sharon and Shivam… he was unable to concentrate

Later, everyone found their way to the canteen and were chatting over coffee and snack… but 1 minute where was Sharon? Suddenly she entered with the new bee of the college…

Sharon: Hey guys! Meet Shivam, and Shivam they are my friends and also the dance group of St.Louis…

Shivam: Hey guys! Nice to meet you'll

The gang introduced themselves… Swayam had his eyes on Sharon… She felt him gazing at her but avoided looking at him… Rey then excused himself and Swayam from there and pulled him to the fire exit so he could know what was going on and what was keeping Swayam and Sharon so disturbed….

Fire Exit…

Rey: Swayam, please tell me what happened? Tu aaj tak kabhi itna lost nai raha hai… kya hua tere aur Sharon ke beech?

Swayam narrated the entire incident to Rey and left him equally confused…

Rey: Swayam dekh, I know Sharon bahut upset hai and hurt hai but you try and clear out the matter…

Swayam: tujhe lagta hai maine try nai kiya? Main sab misunderstandings door kardena chahta hu but woh mujhse baat hi nai karna chahti… ignore kiye jaa rahi hai… Rey, uska yeh behaviour is freaking me out… kahin woh yeh relationship khatam…!!

Rey: Swayam relax, tu aise negative thoughts apne dimag main kyu aane de raha hai? Woh itni si baat pe sab khatam nai karegi… you just go and talk to her!

Saying that they head back to the canteen…

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