Swaron SS/FF: Life is not always Easy! - Page 5

PART-5

It's been a month since that incident now… Swayam has tried to talk to Sharon 'n' number of time but she would always avoid him leaving him heartbroken… Every time Sharon would try to forget all of it, she would spot Aashi again buzzing around Swayam which would make her furious again… Rey was also trying his best to help them resolve the fight but in vain… on the other hand the new bee was being a bit to over friendly with Sharon and trying to be as much close as possible… this was not going unnoticed by Swayam and that sight would starts boiling his blood… he was getting negative vibes from Shivam which made him even more worried about Sharon…

Swayam thought to himself

Ab bas bahut ho gaya… mujhe kaise bhi karke Sharon se baat karni hi hogi… I can't take her ignorance and cold behaviour anymore… I have to talk to her by hook or by crook!

Sharon was in the canteen having coffee with the gang and obviously that Shivam…

Rey: Guys, Swayam kahan hai?

Sharon's ears stood up as soon as she heard Swayam's name…

Vicky: Pata nai yaar, usse maine rehearsal hall main jaate dekha tha.

Nil: Yaar aaj kal yeh Swayam ko ho kya gaya hai? Bahut irritated rehta hai… and agar kuch pucho toh muh bhi nai kholta…

Simmi: I know! I mean pata hai who bahut chup kinda person hai but itna bhi nai yaar…

Aashi: Swayam pehle hum sab ke saath bahut mazak types karte the par abhi toh kuch bolte bhi nai hai…

Taani: Haan bhai aaj kal ghar par bhi kum rehte hai… unse kuch puchu toh jawab bhi nai dete…

Sharon: Ghar pe kum rehte hai matlab?

Taani: Haan college ke baad seedha dinner karne aate hai aur phir apne room main rehte hai.

Sharon: Aur tumne usse pucha nai ke woh kahan rehta hai? Tum uski behen hona? Tumhe apne bhai ki koi fikar nai hai?

Taani (confused): Nai aisi baat nai hai! Maine pucha toh tha par woh jawab hi nai dete… aur waise bhai jab kisi problem main rehte hai toh woh akele rehna prefer karte hai!

Sharon: But still I mean… (She was cut by Rey)

Rey: Sharon, relax! And guys if he wants to stay alone then I guess we should respect his privacy... (looks at Sharon) And uski jo bhi problem hogi am sure he'll solve it soon…

Sharon notices Rey looking at her but she just looks away…

Gang: Ya! Right!

Shivam (to Sharon): yeah babes, just chillax! You know na main tumhe itne tension main nai dekh sakta… Am here to solve all your worries!

Rey notices this and he finds it weird that Sharon is letting someone come so close without knowing him much… he realises that Swayam was right about Shivam having wrong intensions…

Just the Sharon's phone beeps… A text from Swayam:

'Please mujhe old computer room main milo'

Sharon replies to him saying she can't as she is busy…

After a while Sharon was just walking through the corridor and she was pulled into the old computer room…

Sharon (angry): What the hell!... Swayam yeh kya zabardasti hai???

He just pins her against the wall with his hands on either… both of them were furious…

Sharon: Swayam just let me go… How dare you?!

Swayam: Sorry Sharon but you didn't leave me a choice!

Sharon: Just let me go Swayam!! Mujhe tumse koi baat nai karni!

Swayam: Kyun Sharon? Kyun aisa kar rahi ho? Mujhse baat nai karni… mujhe avoid kar rahi ho… yahan tak ki mera chehra bhi nai dekhna… Kyun Sharon? WHY? (he bangs his hand on the wall which shivers Sharon) Why damn it?? Itni bhi kya badi galti kardi maine ki pichle ek mahine se.. 1 bloody month tum mujhe avoid kiye jaa rahi ho!!!

His eyes were red with anger… he wanted the answer to Sharon's such kinda behaviour towards him…

Sharon (trying to avoid eye contact): Just let me go Swayam!

Swayam: Kyun? Why? Oh toh ab woh Shivam itna accha lagne laga hai ke apne so called boyfriend se kuch minute baat bhi nai kar sakti?!

Sharon was shocked hearing this as she didn't expect something like this to come from him… She gave him a confused look…

Swayam: Kyun Sharon main jo bol raha hu samjh nai aa raha ya samajhna nai chhati?

Sharon (trying to figure out what's going on in his mind): Swayam tum jaante bhi ho tum kya bol rahe ho?

Swayam: Oh please, itne innocently mat dekho… sirf maine nai, pure college ne dekha hai… tumhe aur tumhare uss Shivam ko…

Swayam was seriously losing it now… All his frustration, possessiveness and pain was bursting out like a volcano!

Swayam: Main toh sirf Aashi ko dance sikha raha tha… par tum toh din raat ussi ke saath rehti ho… and you say am cheating! Go get a life Ms.Sharon Rai Prakash…

She couldn't believe her ears… her pain took the form a tears and were slowly making their way on her pink cheeks

Swayam moved away and turned with his back to her

Swayam: Main pagalo jaise pichle ek mahine se yeh sochta jaa raha hoon ke aisa kya karu ke tumhara ghussa kum ho jaye? Aise kya baat karu ke tum ek baar mere taraf dekh lo? Aisa kuch ho ke tum mere saath kuch der raho aur main saari misunderstandings door kar du! Par I guess you are no more interested… mujh main ya iss so called "trail relationship" main… (tears started flowing down his eyes without him realising and she was standing there like a statue and just looking at him) I know maine tumse kahan tha ke tum jab chaho mujhe chodke jaa sakti ho and main tumse kuch nai puchuga but… (turning back at her) agar tumhe yeh relationship nai chhahiye toh mujhe pehle bol deti… it wouldn't have hurt me that much as compared to the pain am going through now… (his tone was harsh and furious throughout)

She was stunned and his harsh words were piercing her and hurting her like hell… she was just staring at him

Swayam (angry): Agar tumhe mere saath nai chahiye toh keh deti Damn it! (again banging his hand and now he caught hold of Sharon with her shoulder) am not a bloody toy Ms.Rai Prakash, ki tum jab chahe apne entertainment ke liye use karo aur bore ho jao toh garbage ki tarah fek do! (his pitch went higher and higher with every single word) You can't always hurt me like this! You get that!!!!

Sharon was hurt real bad… She couldn't believe if this was the same person she actually liked so much and was in a relation with him!!!

Sharon (crying but angry): How dare you say that!

She freed herself from him and pushed him back with all her strength…

Sharon (sobbing hard and angry): Just get lost! Aaj ke baad mujhe tumhara chehra bhi nai dekhna! Actually it's not your mistake… galti mere hi hai… tum mujhe hurt karna chahte the aur main tumhe hurt karne diya! Ghussa mujhe khud par aa raha hai ke main tum jaise insaan ke pyar main pad gayi and tumhe ek chance diya… You DON'T DESERVE ME SWAYAM SHEKHAWAT! You get that!! (hitting him hard on his chest) Damn you Swayam!

Swayam was a statue and realised what rubbish he spoke about her and hurt her… He took a step towards her… but she just put up her hand

Sharon: Don't you dare come close to me! I just hate you Swayam… I hate you!

He was heartbroken but he had to do something or else he will lose her forever…

He caught her by her shoulders and rested his forehead on her head

Swayam: Sharon, am sorry! Am... Am really very sorry! Please don't go Sharon! I lost control over myself! I can't stand that Shivam close to you… and also listening to the gossip about both of you was just driving me crazy… Tum mujhse baat bhi nai kar rahi thi toh I thought… Am sorry Sharon… please forgive me! I didn't mean even a bit of what I said… am sorry… Please don't leave me like this… I can't afford losing you!

She just closed her eyes tight as it was hurting her too… the thought of both of them going away from each other was killing her… but this time he had hurt her too bad… those words were booming in her mind

Sharon (trying to control her tears): You've already lost me Swayam!

He looked into her eyes…

Swayam (crying): No… no… please don't do this… please!

She frees herself from his arms and leaves from their sobbing in pains… He crashes down on the floor crying… She ran through the corridors and then out of the college…

Swayam (shouting): KYUN!!!!!

Sharon ran home crying out her pain whereas Swayam was in the classroom with his head held and tears flowing down his face… he was hating himself to hurt Sharon so bad!

The night passed with both of them just thinking about the incident and then the time they had spent together before all of this happened!

Swayam in his room, 'Bas ab iss baar I won't break down… I have to get her back… I can't lose her so easily… I love her and she loves me too… I am going to get her back because she is and will always be mine…

Am sorry Sharon… mujhe pata hai ke maine tumhe bahut hurt kiya hai but main usse jyada tumse pyaar karta hu and I promise main tumhe yeh realise karvake rahunga… ghusse main maine tumhe bahut kuch bol diya but I will make it up to you and I will make you fall in love with me again…

Sharon at her place, 'how can you say such things to me Swayam? And you think I used you for my entertainment??'

These thoughts had jammed her mind… thinking about it she slowly drifted off to sleep hoping for her confusions and pain to end with the night…

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so that's it for this part guys... hope you'll liked it... and yes i know its depressing as swaron are fighting but remember 'woh pyaar hi kya jis main takraar na ho... aur woh laila hi kya jo apne majnu se khafa nai ho... 😆 so losts more coming up guys.. just have patients and enjoy the story 😉 pls do leave ur feedback...NEXT PART COMING SOON 😊