SWARON SS: Unpredictable sharon(last part: pg 8) - Page 6

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PART 3

Swayam's pov'

Okay' what was that?? I mean that.. that was the first kiss of my life'. I did not know it will feel so good but I am sure it felt good only because of sharon' has Sharon finally accepted her feelings?? But why was she crying.. and why was she saying sorry' I don't know' I am so confused'

She came out of the room and sat on the couch in the living room' whereas I gave her coffee.. and was contemplating where to sit' beside her or opposite her' looking damn confused.. she told me.. that I can sit beside her.. putting an end to my confusion' and said in a lost voice' " you should not think about me for every step you take swayam.. sometimes think about yourself too'" I only nodded not wanting to interrupt her'

She continued.. " before telling you I want a promise swayam' that .." I interrupted her.. " I'll do whatever you want Sharon.. your wish will always be my command.. and you don't need a promise for that and only if you are willing to tell whatever you want or the reason for your behaviour last night.. then tell' and I promise never to question you.. but I can assure you that you'll feel better instead of bottling up your emotions'"

After sometime Sharon looked in my eyes and said " I want you to know.. swayam" and I just nodded urging her to continue.. " that was first kiss of my life swayam.. and it was awesome' and that proved me you are not gay at all" she chuckled while I turned red with embarrassment .. I was feeling so stupid.. that I asked her that.. it was all because of my heart and brain battle.. I cursed them inwardly' I looked at her ..she was still laughing uncontrollably' and I could not help but get annoyed.. and said' " stop laughing Sharon'" and while giggling said " I .. can't believe swayam' you asked me that swayam" I just held her in my arms.. and looked in her eyes' and she stopped laughing abruptly' and just held my face in her hands and looking intently' said " you are too perfect to be true swayam.. and I am sure I am god's favourite child that you find me good enough to love me unconditionally.. considering how complicated I am..i want you to know that.. I feel blessed that you love me.. and .." with that she lowered her eyes as if considering something.. and then confidently..again held my gaze and said "I LOVE YOU TOO' I love you swayam shekhawat' you made me fall in love with you '" while I released my breath that I didn't know I had been holding.. and for the first time without thinking just took her rosy lips in mine' into a breathtaking kiss' a kiss that showed how relieved I was that finally she has accepted her feelings.. showing how happy I am she confessed' and a silent promise to always love her'and be with her forever' and suddenly a tear made its way from her eyes'

I immediately pulled back and asked " have I hurt you Sharon??"

While she just hugged me saying she is sorry' okay damn it.. this is getting too confusing.. and I just thought now she has to tell me the reason why she had been crying since night' initially I thought due to all bottled up emotions.. and not accepting her feelings .. and now when she just confessed how she loves me too.. she is sorry .. I mean sorry ' FOR WHAT??? For loving me.. unknowingly tears came in my eyes'

Then Sharon just got up and stood faraway from me.. her back facing me.. probably so that I cannot see her eyes and her emotions.. and at that moment I knew whatever was coming.. was not pleasant'

Sharon: no swayam you have not hurt me.. and it was not only you who kissed me' I responded too.. so that was not a mistake' and for the last time I am saying that' stop thinking about me for every step you take.. you make me feel so guilty.. I was crying because .. because.. I cannot make the promise you wanted from that kiss' I cannot be with you ' and that's the only truth of my life!!

Hearing the harshness in her tone' I just helpessly asked.. why?? And she just said or rather shouted "because my mother promised her best friend that I'll be the wife of his son on her deathbed' and my dad told me yesterday.. about the promise.. my mom's last wish' although dad said that decision will be entirely mine' but there was silent plead in his voice and I can never see my superdad like that.." I just asked " who is the guy??"

Sharon turned towards me as I made a poker face.. and angrily asked " what the hell!!! Here I am telling you about my mom and dad'and you are concerned about that guy who is going to marry your Sharon..so listen to me very carefully swayam shekhawat' as you are solely concerned about knowing that dimwit's name' I don't know who he is' but his mother's name is aradhna' and I didn't wait for my dad to tell me that idiot.. pea sized brain creature's name.. did you get that!!!"

Whereas I couldn't help but a smile appeared on my face' Sharon unable to control her anger held me by my collar and shouted.. "are you insane?? You are smiling??" and I just replied "you said your Sharon.." I don't know if her eyes can go any bigger.. because next she clenched her jaws and said in a low and dangerous voice "are you freaking out of mind?? You didn't understand anything else other than this part.. !!" then she took a deep breath calming herself.. and just said " I came here say goodbye swayam.. and my wish is you would also marry someone"

And with that she started moving towards the door.. I thank my reflexes today as they are so awesome as I held her hands just in time.. and without letting her speak I bend on my knees as she turned towards me and said " I swayam shekhawat, son of Aradhna Rajveer Shekhawat best friend of your mother Smitha Rai Prakash want to tell you that I fell in love with you when I saw you for the first time and want to spend my entire life with you and cannot even in my dreams think of any other taking place of my princess.. so will you honor me by being with me forever??"

As I saw her eyes turning from shock to surprise to anger then hurt.. then closed her her and opened her eyes with a blank look in her eyes.. I just stumbled back and hurriedly said " I really do love you Sharon" and she just asked " did you know that you have to marry me??" and I was not able to voice my answer so just nodded.. but desperately asked seeing such blankness in her eyes.. " you love me na Sharon?? You will marry me ..??"

And then she looked directly in my eyes and said " I love you swayam shekhawat and I will marry you.. and as much as I love you.. I promise you that I will hate you too with the same passion' and today was the last day you will be able to read my eyes" and unable to read her anymore.. I said " I really love you Sharon.. then why??" and said in an emotionless voice "I know that you love me swayam.. as much truth this statement has' the bigger truth is you fell in love with me not because of me.. but because of that promise' you always knew you had to marry me.. but luckily you fell in love with me too.. look in my eyes swayam and please deny this.. please.." with this I saw tears rolling down her eyes' and I didn't know when my eyes started watering and unable to see the hurt in her eyes I turned away.. she just shook her head and said " the book is shut forever swayam shekhawat.. forever.." and with that she went out of the house' and I don't know what to say anymore' today her words implied that she will be mine always.. but never will make me hers'I would have every right over her except her emotions'I will never be able to read her eyes' I just stared into space thinking aloud asking myself or god or destiny.. "why our love is like this?? We love each other passionately and know that we cant live without each other' but along with love there is always an underlying hate present.why??." with that I called rey and told him to be with Sharon now and just said please don't ask her any questions.. she needs her best friend more than ever!!! But today I promise myself'. I will open that book anyhow even if it takes my whole life' I just have to make her believe that I love her for who she is and not because of any promise' so I just messages her " I love you sharon for who you are.. I promise I will make you believe that.. please keep on holding on the rope'please.."

On the other side in the embrace of her best friend she read the message and smiled.. " I am holding the rope swayam.. come soon.."

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Oh.. I am so sorry for giving you this ending.. but this just somehow felt perfect.. they are together.. but not really.. I guess that's swaron holding on each other with hope' plus this is the result of disastrous holi episode' please give your precious comments.. it really means a lot

LOTS OF LOVE

aditi

hey guys seriously is it that bad??? no comments..???

very nice ss...

WAt?!?!?if it was going to end like that you should have just continue the SS!!!!!!PLZ CONTINUE IT AND GIVE SWARON A PROPER ENDING!!!!

Unpredictable update.Woo so that was the reason for sharon's sadness.Its good that swayam was the one who will marry sharon in future. :p:p
But I don't want this ss to end soo soon.If possible cont. it
I really loved the last line .:)

Originally posted by: shan.ss

very nice ss...

a bit disappoint for how you finish it :(

love this ss

:)

well i was to give it a happy ending.. but i wrote it after holi episode... so the blame goes to that..😆.. but as swaron is all based on hope of getting together... so i thought to finish it that way...

Originally posted by: 8JSmileyFace8J

WAt?!?!?if it was going to end like that you should have just continue the SS!!!!!!PLZ CONTINUE IT AND GIVE SWARON A PROPER ENDING!!!!

hey i wish i could continue.. but thats the only end i came up with ... for me thats the uniqueness of swaron... they were always together.. but tab bhi saath nahi hai... there was , is and always be love... but with a little hatred... so thats swaron for me!!