ff..I too Had A love story

Hello frnds... M ananya... Ths s an ff...whch i wrote fr mah favourite charecters Ram-Priya... Ths story shows a golden Love...who get love ..Lost their love ...Gained back their Love and again loSt their love,,yet stayd united, one soul...The name of the story is being taken from the famous debut story of Ravinder singh...But the tracks differ...Do leave ur comments for the story...Do read mah story plz...Came here with good hope...Thanks..U may start..with a story of his life ...The pages Of His life where he could share his love...Fewpages of the book BY RAM KAPOOR...

I too Had A love story...by Ram Kapoor

Me and my four frnds... Rishab, Sid, Vikram and Ashwindwere at Kolkata that time... Such a lovely city...Then the city had another charm With the lightings , the bannners , The crowd of spirit , Pandels ,and devi durga somewhere Based on themes and otherplaces having the beautiful rup of kanya Durga...''She Liked Kanya durga or such who areenot based at themes''But on a matter of fact My fortune and love life began from the theme puja at ''EkDahlia'' where for the first time though being with my frnds, my eyes got stuck to a girl on a group surrounded by her frnds who were teashing her '' Bahein Bahein Hum e Candy Khilaao na '' i thought them a bunch of Bulbul and my frnds rose their eye brows checking them out... i CANT see the middle one so well... But can get she was not at all pretty like her frnds were...Rishab had an urgent meet with Soumya (his wife ) who was there smwhere near goria hat but cant get the place... So we had to go Urgently...

But before everybody can pass through...My eyes felt to a lady in A dress Black and Red , and with an yellow jeans... She was taking candy flaws just a foot away were i first saw the grp of those girls standing... I was about to Go...when my eyes felt on her hands , not that one which was Giving money to The shopkeeper,but on that hand which was giving the candy flaws to a little child , dress so teared , Vikram gave me a push ''Chal'' and i avoided it with ''tu jaaa mein aata hu''...So strange na... ?? but my eyes cant move away with the little girl who also came to Her ...and she made a face ''like i will be a begger if i stay anymore in this place '' but she cant control herself from spreading her love '' Candy ??'' The little girl Jumped and said ''na na na '' she pointed to a coffee store...and The Lady said very gntly in bengaali ...That i dnt have much mony to spent in this '' the girl then pointed to the icecream man just near to Them ..She thought it'll be easy to manage a ten rs icecream than Ice Tea...they both came near the icecream wala and she Gave the ten Rs to that man... the little girl jumped ''Chocobar khabo Chocobar Khabo '' the lil girl pronounced it aS ''Socobar -Socobar '' and she rubbed her hands over that girls head with a Lil smile ...Later she shared wth melike ''how rude we became with our mom, when she doesnt give us Chocobar for one day...But there are ppl who jump in joy for one chocobaar in life''

Then after her smile my eyes went on 5 to 6 kids sitting beside in a round the icecream wala with pink candy Flaws in hand...i Smiled thinking there are still swt girls left in earth ,,Though she was not pretty,, but among such bulbuls i liked her .Due to her mother Like nature '' O god -what happened to me ...Ram kapoor ...Is lost in a girls nature '' i Assured myself that she s doing this just to get bhaao over frnds,,, But she made me cmpletely wrong when she joined her frnds and said smiling to her frnds ''Chalo varna mein vikhari ho jaaungi and she pulled her frnds from there... It was her mind to gvern what she wanted to do...

Later when i asked her about her, this nature she said ''yeh sab to mein isliye karti hu taqi agar mere bhaiko kabhi yeh face karna pare to kahi haat age ayee use khilaane ke liyeee,,, ...''Jab meine puchha aisa hoga hi kyun '' we dnt knw whats destiny '' she rplied...

Then after she pulled her frnds from ekdahlia...i also left in search of soumya...

And this is how i began with my love life...

We and my frnds were at kolkata For Navratri Leaves Invited by Sid , who was living there for more than half n year...

the day was Panchami ..i hardly remember... when i notice one lady in the morning and cmpletely lost about her snce EVE...We had to reach Sid's House before 8 as bcz he was given the charge to organize music for a func at the locality he was living...With all our Biriyani nd all in hand we returned a few mins b4 8...after mins we reached the place where he would be performing...

The prograame was totally ... I dnt knw what to say.. as they were all in bengaali...:P i can get hardly few words...

Khair I was getting bored so started walking ...In front of me i saw a picture...Black sky ...and the impression of it was felling on the grey streets ...The tim tim bulb Lights...few stones and a lady in green was kickng them gently soft...hey ...'' wasnt it that girl who i saw few hours before... or m just confusing,,, If it is so...why her face so gloomy ?? why her eyes so swollen... ??????????? '' i ddnt knw y ?? y i was so eager to knw about her gloomy and sad face... Silly i went to her with such words ''Hey r u ok ??''she looked at me and Greeted me like '' Juta khana hain ???''i was stunt ... and just wanted to slap myself for that foolish attitude '''She made her way quite in a hurry ... after knowng her i knw that it was in a mere fear... Fear of walking alone ... when an unknwn person is near u...

achanak i saw her stepping backward ,once twice a step...her face slightly turned at me then she returned it in a sec...

I was confused... But my confusion went away :P when i saw a black parchhai...then a black ... Big... dangerous... Dog !???? :p Coming near her... I laughed and put a stone up from the street and threw it making the dog to run away...i smiled again ... That madam Hitler is afraid of dogs...

she looked at me and said whispering ''Thank you ''

I dnt knw y i wanted to talk to her... I said... ''so cute...''.

''What ?? ''

''That dog !''

'' dog ?? and Cute ?? ''

''Ya...''

'' gd for u ... ''

'' can i suggest u something !?''

'' no ''

'' so direct ''

'' bye ''

'' okaaay... tata ''

she was moving ahead and i told ...'' next time use ur shoes ...for a dog...and not for a man ''

she turned to me smiled a lil... and moved ahead in the street all alone ...

That night ,,, that sleep ..That dream were so strange... yet ... we had to leave the next day... as i had to reach for my frnds mrrg...

An year later...

I had a call from my frnd sid...

'' hey ... My bahein will be arriving mumbaai... she got a job over there... u knw the expenses thre na ?? and if she'll have to stay in a hotel it will be more expensive.. so plz can u kp her at your guestroom... I request..plz buddy...''

''wo... u left me with no option... But one thing ... Yeh tera bahein kaha se ug gaya ???? ''

'' arrrey har ladkiyooo ko mein aapni bahein ki nazar se dekhta hun ''

'' haaan haan zyada fek mat...''

''arrey wo meri ghar ke baaju waale ghar mein.. Jo pammi aunty hain na... uski bhatiji ki bahein ki nanand ki musi ki chachi ki...''

'' abbey oye chup kaaar... sar mat khaiyooo...thik hain mein use apne guest room mein jaga de dunga... But tune yeh samaj seva kabse shuru kardi ''

'' arrrey buriyaa pichha hi nahin chhodti ''

'' a6a a6a baba mein sochunga... tera kaaam khatam ...ab mein bolu kuch ? '''' sochunga ka kya matlub hain ??? ''

'' mein akela raheta hu yaar .. aur mein kisiko aise hi to rakh nehi sakta na ''

'' kyun koi tera galt fayda uthaye ga ?''

'' abbe !!?? ''

'' a6a tu use rahene ki jaga de raha hain okay ???''

'' OKaaay .. kab arehi hain ter pummi aunty ki bhatijiki chachi ki...''

'' Kal ''

'' Kal ????? o ji ... to saara kuch fix tha ???''

'' kyunki mujhe pata tha ki tu naaa nahin karega ''

'' Tera kya karu meto ?? waise naam kya hain bhai ???? ''

'' Priya ''

'' okaaay... us priya ka picture vej taqi pahechaaan paaau..''

'' okaay vejta hun ''

He hanged up.. and few bip bup bip bip...

I opened my phone and saw a known face ... whom i saw rarely 1 year before...o isnt it she ??????????????????????? her name's priya ??????????Priya ...I smiled on my own

Next day I had a meeting so i asked my servant to prepare the guest roomand give her all comfort...

I returned at Sharp nine PM...i lost about her cmpletely...harimal kaka (our cook ) dinner lagaiye plzz... Bohot bhukh lagi hain...

I hurriedly went up and changed my clothes and came down...was just about to take a spoon of rice,,,when i saw a lady to pass through moving towards the main door...

I stopped her '' excuse me... Jaa kaha rahi hooo ???''She turned to me '' aaam.. Bahar resturant mein '''but y ?we have full arrangements here'''no actualy... i need to talk to u ''i asked harimal kaka to leave ...''haan batao '''' Sid da must have told you ki mein yahape as a guest rahene wali hun...''''ya ofcourse ...'''' but this will be just for this month... after this i'll give u all the rent once i got the job ''

'' arrey nahin .. you dnt need to...mujhe paiso ki zarurat nahin hain '''' mein jaanti hu ki aap bade aadmi hain... But hum middle class insaano ke liyee hamare usul hi sabse zyada hote hain... But i request ..dnt say this too sid da,,, he will surely inform this to pammi aunty ''

pata hain y i love her till now so much ..when i ... she are nothing ..we meant nothing... There is no me .. There is no she ?? Her nature.. her mind,,, U knw what,, at teen age .. in schl & college I was so eager to get the most beautiful girfrnd ... it was just a cmpetetion wth frnds... But as i met Her i came to a very true lines ''boys like to have sexy girl frnds ... But love to have loving, caring and understanding wife ''

cming back to our conversations

'' A6a thik hain ek hi shart mein.. pammi aunty ko kuch nahin bataunga... agar sunna chaho to ''

She behaved very awkward and that typical bengali girl Priya softly and lowly said... ''What ''

''hey frnd ...dnt be scared... M saying that dinner yahi pe karna parega ''

She took a deep breath and looked at me and said ''' But mujhe bahar koi prblm nahin hogi ''

''okay agar tum pammi aunnty se itna hi pyar karti ho.. To jaao jaao ''

'' arrey nahiiin ,,Thik hain ''

Pretty my lady.. usk chupee...anjaana sa darr... Khamoshi aur dil ke andaar saari batein bandh kar rakhna kabhi bhi uska pichha nahin chhoda... Choda par jab wo bohot dur ... Khair...

After that we started to have our dinner.Harimal kaka asked ..Chapati or rice??

'' Rice ''

'' ek baat puchhu ?tumhe yaad nahin hain kuch ??''

'' ammm,,, kya ?''

'' Wo hi hamare bareein mein ?? ''

'' Kya ??? :i ''

I came near to her ..Hold her hand ...she shivered and was trying to move from that situation..But i carried on teasing the newcmmer ...

''Mohini ??!!!!!?????'' i shouted...she got confused ''what ??? '''' Mohinniii... kaise mohini ?? '' i started my drama ..she looked at me wierdly ..Looked here and there '' Kaun kaun mohinhi ?? '' i guess she was thinking me maad...

'' aur pappu ... ?? ''

'' kaun pappu ????? ''

'' tum pappu ko kaise bhul sakti ho mohini ????? ''

'' mein mein abhi ati hun kamre se...'' but i was holding her hands so tight...

'' Pappu hamara beta mohiniii''

'' hamara beta ?? what ?? ''

''tumhe yad nahin Mohini ??? Pappu ne pappi ko jhappi dedi ...aur usi dukh mein tum ... ''

'' kaun pappi ?? kya jhappi ?? ''

'' pappi ..ko kaise bhul sakti ho tum mohini... Tum nahin chahati thi ki pappu ki shadhi pappi se ho.. Par pappu ne ek na suni... Us dukh mein tum pahar se kud gayiii ''

she looked with big round eyes...

'' tumne mere bareein mein bhi nahin socha mohini ????? ''i now gave her a jerk...and shouted.. ''mere barein mein ek na socha mohini ??''

The girl was so confused she said '' m m m m sorryyy ''

and i bursted with a laugh... I ddnt expected a sorry for nothing...

Cute my lady...I miss her realy...

Pata hain my bhulakkar lady lost cmpletely about our first meet...meine koshish bhi nahin ki...use yaad dilane ki... Ab to chahakar bhi dila nahin sakta...khair... I still remember that night.. I got a call...

'' hello ???'' ...i askd ''hello ...Mr.Kapoor ???''priya ?? is that u ???''haan Haan mein hi hun ??''''Kahan ho tum ??? its 11 r8 nw... mein kitna pareshaan ho raha hun ... '''' wo Mr.Kapoor...wo mera purse kahi kho gaya hain... Aur barish bohot hain to fas gayi hu puri tarha se... Mein taxi leke aajati hun..ap plz fare de denge... mein aapko kal atm se nikal ke vapas kardungi...if u dnt have any prblem '''' Areey baba... tum firse shuru hogaaayiii ..rruko tum mein khud aata hun tumhe lene... ''''nahin nahin ..mein...''

I hanged up before she could say any more...

I reached thereafter knwing the place and found priya standing under a tree covering her head with file...

I opened the window pane..and shouted priya ???????

she looked at my car and came running ...

''Tum pagaal ho ???''

''Kyun kya hua ?? ''

''Bata nahin sakti thi... that ur not having ur chatrii ?? aur wait kar rahi ho aise??"

'' arrey kuch bolne se pahele hi to aapnekatdi... fir phone kia to kahan ..Tum kahan pe ho..mein on the way hu..tab kya bolti mein to ?? ''

'' firbhi saari galti meri nahin hain ...''

after a min silence i saw my lady in a white bhigi si salwar shivering in cold...Thanks to my Coat ...i put it out and covered her with that coat...she looked at me with a lil smile...

Then i tuned to Radio ... Power Fm... which was playing a beautifull barsaaat wali gana...

rimjhim gire sawan...

soon we reached home... when my lady began once again with her sorries

'' shit ... m m realy sorry... mere vajasse yeh sab gila par gaya... m Realy sorry ''

I smiled and said ,,, Tum kabhi nahin badlogi...

Soon we entered our rooms..and i was on my stairs when i remembered that usne dinner nahin kia hain.. I wnt to her with a cup of coffee...what beauty...My gili si balo wali khubsurat si jaan aapne nind mein dubi hui... aur baju wali kursi pe ..mera wo coat... I felt jealous of that coat..Pahele to use ek mauka mila ki duniya ki sabse khubsurat insaan ko karib se jaaane uski gale milne ki...Aur ek mauka puri raat baithke uski khubsurati ko jachne ki...Paar meine bhi jo dekha wo shayad duniyaki sabse khubsurat cheez thi...akhe baandh si...chotti hasi ke saath...Bhigi baalo ke saath meri zindagiki ek khubsurat sa hissa... chahata tha ki rahe jaau puri raat... Par aisa laga ki uski khubsurati jachne ke liye, ahesaas karne ke liye , mahesoos karne ke liye,,, Abhi to puri jaan baki hain...abhi to puri jaan bachi hain...

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After staying more than 6 mnths with her i felt myself cmpletely mad in her..i was totaly mad about her and just wanted to sqeeeze out all my feelings to my lady soon ...But is she in love with me tooo ??? she stays with me...spends all her time with me... But does she also feel for me like this...But puchhne mein kya jata hain. ??? ho na ho... Hum log dost to hamesha hi rahenge na ???? But i dnt want her to be only my frnd,yaar i want her on my arms ..i need her on my lips... i need her on my dreams , i want to see myself on her eyes...Oh god i was so mad...

''Khair betaji u have to tell all ur andaar ki baat,,, so be a man '' Vikram my ever best buddy just odered me to be a man...

''be a man ?? '' i asked ''yes be a maan !!!!!?? '' he exclaimed ''be a maaan ... be a maan ... '' and i continued my be a man still i reach her... '' Priya ??? '' i shouted ...

'' kya hua aap sabke saamne chilla kyun rahe ho ??? kya baat hain ?? ''

AND already pretty saari paheni hui meri would be wife ko dekhke ..mera to full on fuse urr gay tha bosss..

She asked again ''kya huaaa?????''

I said it in a full uri hui voice '' be a man ''

''what ??''''no i mean...Tum itni sudaar lag rahi ho... tumhe aadmi hone ki kya zaroorat '''' kya ?? ''i was saying nonsense yaar...Mein full on confused tha ...

''Kya kahena hain ?? ''

''Be a man :( ''

''aaahh... Mr.Kapoor ...aap pagal ho chuke ho.. ''

Haan she was r8... Ho gaya tha meinto pagal... Uski hi vajase...

But meri bahein ji bhi badi cnfuse thi...socho agar koi use kahete jaaye ,,ki Be a maan ..use kaisa feel hogaa... But Uski confuse hone ki aadat mujhe bhi lag gayi... Par mein aag kuch kaheta ki meri sodi kudi chali jaa rahi thi... Khair najaaane kaha se power booster aagaya ..aur mein the Punjabi sher... standing on the middle of the big hall where rishab and somya were celebrating their anniversary shouted ... '' I love u ''

Meri chalti hui Mohaterma ...Ruksi gayi... Paar murhi nahin...

''I love u...priya ''

Now she turned with a halki smile...and got on my knees...

'' will u be my wife ??? ''

and i carried on i love u till she rplied with a huge smile i love u tooo and jumped up on my knees and hug her tughtly for the first time with a huge round of clap from the surrounding...

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Wasnt my lovestory was the finest and easiest lovestory ???I mean there is no third person...No problem from our families...we loved both so much...So what happend for which i am bound to write ... i too '' HAD '' a love story ??? what happened to me ,,that leaving all my work , i searched an author in me ... For what reason My Love Life ended so soon ??? For what reason ... the moment i got on my knees... A moment later i had to step my feets back ?? For what reason we meant to be the lovliest of couples, yet coudnt be a couple accrding to the real sense of nature ??I still ask myself wasnt that too fast for the end of My Love Story ???Wasnt it so rude to separate us so soon...But what happened to us That we got seperated though there was no third person...No problem from our families...we loved both so much...what happend for which i am bound to write ... i too '' HAD '' a love story ???

will find it on the next post...

Some love stories stay incomplete,, but they became the treasures of the world...My and hers was one of them...

Now let me state a day before our engagement...We planned for our first date...

Sitting on a round table...waiting for my love...looking at the time again and again... i made my mind to call her...

'' where r u jaan ?? i m waiting for u ''

'' m nt feeling well ''

'' kyun kya hua ?? r u ok ''

'' no m not ''

'' arrey... priya hua kya hain tumhe ... Have u gone to the doctor ''

'' Haan ... ''

''so what he said... everythings fine na ''

''he said ..i m not fine ''

'' priya ..tell me the truth kya hua hain... ''

'' doctor ne kahan hain ki ...''

'' batao na kya kahan hain ??''

''he said i'll be fine..if ...''

'' why the hell u stoppd at IF ??? age bolo bhi ..''

''If aap mere gharpe aao... aur candle lights ke saamne baithke mere haato ki banayi hui Rajma chawal mere haato se khaaoo '' and she started smiling...

'' tumhe pata hain..Tumne dara dia tha mujhe kitna... ??? '' and i cut the phone...

Soon i reached her place..before i could ring the bell she opened the door..without uttering any word i went inside the room..without a talking a little... It was not a new place for me...my own house,,, But so well decorated with candles and all...I melted but why would i miss an oppurtunity to tease her ?? ... I stopped my lips..

'' Kya hua ??'' she asked in a mischvs soft voice...

I stayed quiet...

'' waise punjabio ko..itna shant a6a nahin lagta...''

I was controlling my lil smile...

''waise itna naraazgi bhi jaachti nahin aapko ''

as usual ... no answer from my side...

'' mujhe samaj nahin ataa...ki ...''

i ddnt rply..but was eager to hear more from her...

She dragged again ''ki...''

My mind was saying '' ki kya >??'' but i was not the man to open my mouth..

''arrey puchho bhi ...mein kya bolna chahati hun ''

now she came in front of me...

''arrey puchhona... ''

I turned opposite to her again...

she said '' ki ..Koi vala aapne jaan se hi gussa kaise rahe sakta hain ''

I melted cmpletely with that swt word and before i could say anything she again came in front of me looked at me.. gently hold her ears and said softly... ''M sorry'' and i smiled and said '' bas bas aab aur maska marne ki zaroorat nahin hain '' and i hugged her ...

***Tumse juda hone ki chah na thi...Tumse dur hone ki khwahish na thi...Hum jeete rahe par Tum na ho... tumhe khone ki guzaarish na thi...

''Priya kafi dino se bohot bimar hain...uski haato pe raashes dikhai de rahe hain... I think use aab doctor dikha lena chahie...'' soumya showed her concern

''haan to..paar maane tab na... I mean wo to aapne kaam se uth hi nahin rahi... Kuch kahene jaau to kaheti hain... Bimaari hi to hain... Thik ho jaayegi ... doctor ke paas jaana hi nahin chahati ''

''Achha agar use koi problem nahin ho rahi hain, to tum bhi pressure maat do...''

''aur waise bhi kuch hi dino mein sagai hain donoki... naraz hoke chaali na jaaye '' ...rishab made fun...

'' i guess u right '' i relaxed

''aur waise bhi bimaari thik tin din dawai do to thik hojata hain ya fir tin din dawai naado ...to bhi thik ho jata hain '' Priya joined our conversation...

'' God...kahan se tapaq pari ?? '' i investigated ...'' jab aap mere burai kar rahe the '' she said with a naughty smile..'' nahin nahin . he was shwing his love and concern '' somya said'' aanchhiii '' she made a sound''dekha ..kahe raha hun doctor ko dikhao...doctor ko dikhaao...saardi ho gayi hain..haato pe rashes ... chahera fika paar gaya hain tumhaara... Y cant u check it up ?? '''' aapko saardi nahin hui kya kabhi,,, ??''''hua hain..paar aisi wali sardi nahin...'''' Mr.Kapoor... dnt be so xcited ...zukham hi hain... Maar thorei naa jaungi... ''''Just will u plz shut up...thappar khaaogi mujhse... aaur marne dharne wali baat kahan se aagayii ?? dnt say so yaar ''

'' m sorry baba ''''stop it yaar ''''arrrey baba... kahan chhodke jaaungi mein aapko ?? waise bhi mein jaanti hu..bhale hi aap punjaabi sher ho... lekin biwi ke pallu ke bagair jee nahn sakte ''''u spoiled my mde... mujh kuch sunna nahin hain '''' a6a baba... okay..i'll go with u to the doctor okay ??''''sure??''''haan baba ..ofcourse ''''cme give me a hug ''and she rolled on my arms...with rishab and somya sayiiing...wooo...and teasing us lot...

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Aah The sagai wali din...My hall was full flower studded... For the first time i saw so many colourfull orchids...Thanks to My lady who was the one to organze it all... As she belonged to an orphanage ,she just invited those who were very close wth Apurva a thirteen yeared boy whom she considered as her brother and i was also a free person.So my guests were mostly work oriented and full of Frnds...but who was the one to knw ... That my daywill began with the worst newz ever for a fiancee...

i got a call from the city hosptal..They informed that Priya's reports are out,, So to take it before noon...

''aarey baba... Aaaj engagement ho jaaye,,, Fir leeke ajaayenge... '' Priya insisted...

'' arrey Baba... Hum e to Music dekhne bhi jaana hain naa,,,Jaate waqt reports lee lenge...''

'' arreey babaa... Paar hum e aate aate der ho jayeegi... Aur fr parlour jaane mein bhi late ho jaayegi mujhe to ...''

'' arrey baba... Parlour mein ... mein tumhe pohacha dunga... ''

'' arrey Baba... Derr ho jayegiii...''

'' arrey Maate... Nahin hogi...''

''paar... Mujhe na...Kuch Thik nahin lag rahi... Aisaa lag raha hain ...Reports mein kuch aiisaa...Hoga...Ki hamari shadhi na hogi hi nahin...:(''

''Realy ??''

''Hmm !!''

'' very good... Dramebaazi bandh karoo... Aur ready ho jaaao... Chaalooo...''

'' sunte hi nahin hain ... Mujhe nahin jaanaa ..suno na...''

'' darr lag raha hain ?? ''

'' nahin ''

'' sachhii ??''

''Haan ''

''To drama kyun kar rahi ho ?? ''

'' haan ..pata nahin kya hoga ''

aab teasing ki mauka mile..aur Ram The Great teasing na ..kare... yeh to mumkin hi nahi.. Nahi namumkin hain..

I started ...'' ek sach baat baataao priya... Kahiin tum ... ''

''Kya ??''

'' Kahin Tum ????''

'' kahin mein ..kya??''

''kahin tum ...kIsi ki bacchhe ki maa to banne nahin waali... ''

in a bachhan wali style.. she replied '' Hain ?? are u craazyy ??''

'' Tabhi to,,, Tabhi to... Tum jaana nahin chahaaati...How can u do this to me priya ?? ''

''kya aap bhi... aaisa soch ta hain mere baare mein...''

I came closer to her ..Hold both her cheecks with my palms...'' Pata hain kya sochta hun ??? I belive..

You are my Bholisi.. Nadaansi..Cofused si...Idiot si... Pyaari si... Zindaagi... Jisko Chaahe jo bhi ho,,,mein kabhi bhi..use aapni zindaagi se dur hi nahin karunga... U knw why??Kyunki aapki bagair meri zindaagi hi kya hain.. ??? So taaiyaar ho jaao... abhi sardi wardi hain... usko leke itnitense mat ho.. Kuch dawaaai denge baaas... aur tumhaare iss nautanki ki wajase na..Tumhe parlour jaane mein aaur bhi derr ho jaayegi...So say cheeze,,, And get ready... reach in 5 mins...''

************************************************** Soon we were On the Longest FLOOR... jisme aaye the to hum Bohot aasaani se.. Bohot jaaldise... Paar wapas jaane ki manzilee became so broad and long..

Doctor enquired priya... Aaapki Family ???

Priya replied '' i m from an orphanage... and for nw he is my family.. My fiaancee ''

Doctor enquired again ... havent u had any kinda test before ??

I asked ... Is everything allright doctor... ??

Priya replied ...no doc ,,Kabhi zaroorat hi nahin pari...

I asked again now more eagerly ... Is everything alright doc... ??

The Doctor replied now... I m so sory to say...

with his sory my blood started Flowing in a furious way ... From top to legs i can feel my blood running...Priya's face became pale in a second... I now moved from priya to the doctor who was standing on opposite corner From us...

''what just happend ??''

She is ...

''what ??''

she is in bad stage...

''Of what ?? ''

''she is HIV positive ''...''In a bad stage..''

AFTER A MOMENT OF NO REACTION ...i Turned to her and saw her lost face and mooving legs...and then her eyes to my feet which were also stepping backwards...

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''thank god... it was not a true report ,, JUST MERI PRIYA KA REPORT KISI KE SAAATH CHANGE HO GAYA THA... Now now now...I will go to her ...say her sory ..she'll be on my arms...i'll Roll her up in my deep hug... I will kiss her forehead...and sit on my knees and i'll appologise... ''

I kept on thinking this...wondering this,,, but what a mess god is...That was all true...My Bad Luck is that it was not a typical Ekta Kapoor show...But our story was being written by smby else...

after a whole day standing in front of this long ,, broad ..never ending sea... I cmpletely lost myself in my neverending fealings..wondering my neverending speachless disaster...

I need few drops of rain to touch my face, to decide that i'll be with her forever ..whether there be any any problem... I'll be there with her..and today we'll be having our engagement in centre of the orchid studded hall ,, keeping her fingers in my palm ..slipping her ring to her finger..And then just to say on her ears ..I m with you for ever...

With a deep sigh i went with the best speed to my house...

'' Priya ???????????????????? priyaaa ?????????''

I shouted ... I shouted n i shouted ...i searched here...over the stairs ...over the roof...inside her room...inside my room...in the kitchen ...at the balcony...

''Priya '' i shouted again n again...

But... My luck was not in my grip

She was nowhere ...

Day spent ... eve came... Guests came...The brightness of the hall arrived ...and atleast i could find my lady..nowhere but in my heart...

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pata nahin ...kahan hogi,,, kaisi hogi...agar thik bhi hain to kiske saath hogi ...??? najaane kaise yeh tin mahine usne mre bagair kat liya ... Shayad iss soch ke saath ..ki usdin meine aapna kadam hata liya tha... Hataya to tha par usko chhodne ke liye nahin...aage ki sochne ke liye..par kisko pata tha...ki tum mujhe thora sa bhi waqt nahin de sakti thi... kuch hi paal pahele mera kia gaya wada tum bhul jaogi..Fir toot jaaogi...fir roothke chali jaogi...wada kiya tha tumse ki kabhi juda na honge...Par thora sa waqt ...khairMein confuse tha... aaj taq meine sab kuch pana chaha... Par Tum mere liye wo ho jisko mein khona nahin chahata ... Khair aksaar mein sochta raheta hun..Tum hote to yeh hota tum hote to wo hota...

suddenly

one day i got a call from ashwind,,, ''hey brother u wont blv me... But the Flat where i shifted... just next to it I noticed Priya... I think she is settled up there...''

The biggest newz for me... after so long days and nights ,,,I got a clue for priya...

i arrived the next hour

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I reached ashwind's flat...He made me to get that place...

That moment i was feeling that much happy..which i have never came before...I think much more than that when she said '' i love u too '' I was so eager to see her...I just started moving towards the house... Windows closed ...the door bulb litting up and going down ... And the plants indicated that i was heading the perfect place... when i move further ,, i smelt a blessing fragnance...gathering lots of courage.. I knocked on the door...

From the other side of the door.. I heard the most gentle and loving voice (but in a very low manner ) ''Kaun ?''

Though i gathered a lot of courage ..It all went away with her voice ...her heartwrenching voice...her so innocent voice...

'' Kaun ?''

Just i could do was knock it again ...

'' mein puch rahi hun kaun hain ?? ''

My mind said .. '' I ... Mein... Tumhaara mein... '' but just i could do.. Was to knock th door and take deep breath...

Now i felt a crying voice... Lil crying...lil worried ..lil confused...and with a feeling that the otherside person is somebody known ...somebody whom her heart wished to see evry seconds of her life... I guess ...she was feeling her loved one presence ..she can get its somehow me...

'' Ram... is that u ?? '' a pre-bursting emmotion came out

I coundnt get what to say...what to do... as i became so overwhelmed with she calling me Ram ...For the first time...And with the feeling that she misses me...That finally i got her..and is the luckiest person in the whole world...

Wo pal jab ahista khula wo darwaza...Mithe se bhi mitha tha wo pal... Kyunki darwaze ko kholke dooriya mitane wali thi meri aapni hi parchhai ... She opened the door...and finally looked at the man outside,, I also watched the beauty,, i itched to see every min every sec of my life...

But she in twice thrice move went back ward... Looking here and there but not at me... I entered the room... went in few moves to her...to hug her ..But she avoided and moved side and covered her face with her palm... maintained distance... the much i went close..The more she got far..she is not turning her face...and began straightening the wrinkles on the bed shit...

I asked '' mere taraf dkhogi bhi nahin ''

AFTER a hault she asked '' kyun ayeho yaha ??''

After few secs I replied '' aisehi... Dkhne ka jee kiya...''

she interrupted ''Mujhe ??''

I stopped her and said '' Kyun nahin aa sakta yaha ''

She replied... '' saath to aapne hi chhoda tha ...''

I interupted ... '' yeh nahin puchhogi... Ki mujhe kaise pata chala tum yaha ho ? ''

She said ...'' jab aahi gaye ho to kya far padta hain.. ?? aab kya baat hain bolo... Yaha zyada der mat ruko ? ''

''Kyun ?? ''

''Is ek Kyun ka jawab mein kitne saare kyun se du ??? ''

'' matlub ? ''

'' Tum mujhe batao ki KYUN jo mein desrve karti thi... wo mujhe nahin mila...Kyun ?? jo mein deserve nahin karti thi wo mujhe mila... Kyun ?? jab meine kisika bura nahin chaha mujhe hi saabse ghatiya kismat kyun mili?? Kyun ???Tumne saath nahin nibhaya ..??Kyun mujhe chhod ke chale gaye ??firse Kyun mere jivan ki akhri kuch din mujhe aapni tarha nahin jeene di... Kyun ?? agaye wapas ?? ''

Among all her questions ... I became dumbheaded when my ears heared her words... jivan ke akhri kuch din... what does it mean...why her hair betrayed her not covering her entire head ??why her face full of spots..why her eyes seems to be going inside n inside her flesh time by time..why both her cheeks became flat and why her throat so swollen ?????

''Hain koi jawab'' i asked to myself...

''Hain koi jawab ??'' she said '' i m so damn popular ..ki kahin bhi mein jaaau... Mujhe leke hi baatein shuru ho jaati hain.. Kolkata mein gayi thi..dosto ne bhi saath chhod dia... well...Agar aap chhod sakte ho to koi bhi..Yaha vapas agayii,, I thought akhri kuch waqt wohi pe bitaalu jaha nayi zindaagi shuru karna chaha...''

''Akhri kuch waqt yaani ??? kya kahena chahati ho ?? ''

'' Nahin... matlub bohot saara waqt hain ''

'' to waqt nahin hain waqt nahin hain...Kya kie jaa rahi ho ?? ''

'' half a month... Bohot hain nahin ?? ''

It was Not less Than a (SANDY ) which happened in my mind... I became colder and firm...But soon i cant afford to stand anymore and sat on the bed.. Looking at her eyes and thinking my Luck... when sometimes back i was thinking myself the luckiest and the happiest man in the world now i m the fool of the year...i put my palm on my forehead... ''paani dogi zara ''

she went Inside and came with a glass of water ...

i took it and gulped in a sec... '' Aur dena ... ''

she went inside and came again... i again drank it in a sec...

'' aur nahin de saakti '' she said..

I was not thirsty u knw... but i wanted my eyes to cry... My mind desereted with she saying only half month more... my entire body became cold outside... But inside a terrific warmth ..i was feeling.. cant speak anything...

my mind went several thoughts...

she dosnt deserve this... she needs to overcome... Y she is bng treated as peoples topic of disscussion...what crime she did that she will have to keep herslef detached from the society ??? if we care for cancer patients...Show our concern for every Desease...why we make AIDS a matter of Joke... if ur immunity is zero u'll be affected by deseases and this is the ultimate... We need to take care of them more than anybody but the society makes them a matter of joke...is she having any work to do??...If not whats she doing to survive...her food ,, her medicines,,, and now i can get y her lights are not working...why the fans are just showing there faces but of no work...From where could she get money.. ??? Oh my destiny...i need to snatch her out from this place... she'll not go... But i have to...

''Kyun aye ho yaha ?? ''

after few mins...i can discover my answer...'' Invite karne ?''

she smiled and said '' kyun aapni party kharab karna chahete ho... Mein jaaungi na.. To log bhag jaynge... ''

i put my head down... and said '' invitation mere shadhi ki hain..''

she looked at me and showed her joy..She became excited ''shadhi ki ????? u r actually marring ...Wow !! thats an exciting newz... arranged ha ???? ''

'' do u realy think so ?? ''

'' dnt tell me... Tin mahine mein ??? kafi fast ho ha ?? ''

'' kyun ??? cant love happen twice ?? ''

she haulted ..took deep breath... with a smile...lowing hr voice and with an overfilled eyes... ''Ofcourse ...zaroor... kaun hain wo lucky girl...jo finaly Ram Kapoor ki wife banne wali hain ?? ''

''Kal hi dekh lena...''

'' Nahin ..nahin ...nahin.. wo to ho nahin sakta ... Tumhe lagta hain ki mein usdin ka hissa banungi... Jis din mein...''

'' Kabhi tumhara haq tha ?? ''

'' I m happy For u... ''

'' kal mein tumhe lene aaunga... ''

'' par mein auungi nahin...''

Next day i went to her ...With a pink lahenga..

'' mein nahin aaungi ram ''''yeh paheno aur chalo ''''kyun kharab karna chahate ho aapna shadhi ??''''tum jaaogi to shadhi kharab hogi ??''''haan... ''''koi kuch nahin kahega ..chalo ''''mujhe kisi ki kuch kahene se koi fark nahin padta... bohot suna hain meine...Infact mein kisi aur ke saath aapko rishte mein judte hue nahin dekh sakti... mein nahin chahati ki mere maan se koi bad dua nikhle... I realy want u to stay happy after me.. but i cant see ur shadhi with anybody else and not me... I dnt want to make u emmotional before ur marriage with another girl whom u said u also were in love..after u my luck didnt permit to fall in love..So it'll ver be an unknown question to me... ''CAN LOVE HAPPEN TWICE ?? ''

''yeh akhri request rakhlo... Plz...please come... ''

''no...''

'' thik hain tum nahin jaaogi to mein shadhi nahin karunga... ''

''aisa mat karo na ram ..plz ''

Finally i insisted her and we where on our Kapoor Mansion...

she found my hall orchid studded again... and in completely a way she arranged three months before...

'' Shadhi kaha hain ?? ''

Soon my business ppl started shaking hands with priya with big smiles... Soumya Hugged her tightly,,, I noticed a slight smile ...a smile of getting in a place full of ppl...who were loving and encouraging her presence...and a slight tear...when i and she reached the centre... Vikram-Neha announced ...''NOW AS THE COUPLE HAVE REACHED ...WE START OUR ENGAGEMENT CEREMONY '' with huge round of claps...She looked at the announcement and thn at me... she can get what i was upto...and with a drop of tear rolling down her left cheek...she went on walking to her room previously...

soon i reach her with two rings in y hand...

'' aap kya kar rahe ho ?? ...kyun kar rahe ho ??...'' she was crying

'' as u deserve everything ''

''plz mujhe jaane do... ''

'' Ek baar jo galati ki thi..bar bar thorei na karunga ''

and i put her palm over mines ..slipped hr ring on her fingger...Both her eyes started to tear...and i gave my ring to hers and she finally hesitating alot ..engaged with me...

The after 2 days we had our marriage... with all ceremonies.mahendi, sangeet, haldi , etc etc...Finally i was not a bachelor...she was so happy ...that last days are going happier ... I was the luckiest man...the happiest man in the world...

Night came...

She didnt let me ... i pulled her on my arms ..she leaned on my hand.. i was lost on her eyes...

her eyes were saying no... dnt let it be...

she said '' yeh nahin ho sakta ram ''

'' kya ho jayega ??? ''

'' I m very happy Ram...Thanks for giving me the love of my life..Thanks for making considering me as ur girlfrnd...Thanks for being the most lovable partner evr..Thanks for being my behalf...But yeh aakhri kuch waqt mujhe yeh ahesaas mat dilaao,,that i'll b ruining ur life... ''

i put my finger on her lips... ''Chup...ek baat aur nahin ''

i lifted her up in front of the cloudless sky,,i placed hr on my bed in front of the stars ...and i kissed her lips ,, moon being in front...And avoiding her cries , i became hers ..in front of my destiny..

The next day when i woke up ... I found she placing he hands on my chest... i saw her ring...then looked at her side face...and saw hr eyes... i turned her to kiss hr forhead and wish her good morning But what i saw is ,a cold , still,,heartless, lifeless ...priya ...but her lips was smiling ... I for the last time kissed her dead lips and took a deep sigh ..realizing my heart getting squeezed up..in a second i cant find my heart as it was none in my body but smewhere else,,where she is now...

so strange na... ?? when i consider myself the most luckiest creature i discover muself the fool of the year ...

Nowafter 1 year when we tied in a same knot and then detached...

I Ram Kapoor..sitting on my wheelchair ...waiting for the last call ...after which i can meet my love after so many seconds ...and i'll be telling,,,That C i took ur suffer to meeT u as fast as possible...Now come fast and hug me tightly..dnt care what ur angel frnds will say ... I will say ur frnds...That i have the right to give huggies and kissies to the most beautiful angel who belongs to me ...Only me...

And Thats where I complete ... I TOO HAD A LOVE STORY...

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