Taarey SS: Pyar- meetha jeher *DISCONTINUED*

Warning- The first warning to non- lovers. This is a Taarey SS. You will not be interested.

The second warning to all my friend Taareyians who are going to read this that this SS is going to be really emotional. Painful. At least me try kar rahi hun. To pehle se warn kar rahi hu ki well, it might not be what you want to read. Well, for happiness, you will have to wait.



Rey stood there, looking helplessly at his team's position. The score was such low and it was almost sure that they were going to loose.
He thought, "Ye pyar insan ko kya kya karane ko majboor kar deta he. God, I don't want to fall in love again."
His eyes were screaming to cry. He had never felt this weak, this helpless ever. But he stopped himself, pushing his heart to not feel again. He was fed up. Ab saha nahi jata tha. He just couldn't take the pain. The pain which was piercing through his heart every second, breaking him every second more and more. He felt like a soulless skeleton, who just existed. Jisaki feelings ki koi value nahi thi. Log bas usaki position, usaki strength, usake power ki wajah se use importance dete the. Nobody cares what he felt. Nobody wants to understand him. Of course, usake friends the, jo hamesha se usake sath khade rahege. Usaka sath kabhi nahi chhodege, uski happiness ke liye kuch bhi karane ko taiyar. Par... Koi use samjhata nahi tha. He needed someone, someone to hold on to. Koi esa ki jisase wo apni feelings share kar sake. Jo use hug kare, who would wipe away... his pain, his tears, usaka dard. Jese... 'she' did.
Itani himmat nahi thi Rey me, ki wo usaka nam bhi soch sake. Use yad bhi kar sake. The very thought of her brought back all the pain, all the hurt again and again, to torture him again.
Those eyes. Itani innocent eyes, jiname wo hamesha se hi itana pain chhupati aayi thi, jiname jab bhi usane khushi dekhi thi, hansi dekhi thi, usaka world aur beautiful ho gaya tha. Brighten ho gaya tha. Par right now, wo aankhe use sirf dard deti thi aur kuch nahi. Usake samne to wo aati nahi thi, par memories me bhi, ek ek pal jab usane use dekha tha, ek ek pal jo usake sath bitaya tha, itana dil me beth gaya tha? Kyun nahi bhula pa raha hun? Kyun nahi nikal pata un... un images ko apne dil se. Kyun? Muje nahi chahiye tum meri life me Taa.. Please, mujse ye nahi saha jata, ki meri life, me tumpe dependent ho gaya hun. Jab dil karata he to muje khushiyan deti ho, muje jine ki aas jagati ho aur dusre hi pal tumhari aawaj meri har ek aur gunjati he.
Tum kehti ho ki muje aapse dar lagata he, ki hamare bich sab kuch... sab kuch wrong he... ki... ki mene tumhe use kiya he... ki tum muje samjhana chahti ho... phir tum mujse door chali jati ho. Tumhari memories muje haunt karati he. Meri jindagi toot jati he tumhare bina. Par muje ye nahi chahiye. Please Taani, please. Please muje nahi chahiye tum. Please muje fir feel nahi karana. Mujse ab ye pain bardasht nahi hota.
... Kabhi kabhi khayal aa jata he ki, why am I even living this life? Par turant tumhara chehra samne aa jata he. Tumhari hansi gunjati he, aur me wo khayal hi bhul jata hoon. Par phir ek aawaj aati he, aapse dar lagata he. Aur muje jaga ke tum wapis muje tod deti ho.
Kyun nahi samjhati tum muje Taani. Me tumhe keh to chuka hoon ki me tumhe koi chance nahi dena chahta, par pata nahi kab, pata nahi kese, par me tumhe muje samjhane dene lag gaya. Bas tumhare karib aane lag gaya. Aur jab me tumhare karib aa gaya, jesa shayad tum chahti thi, to tum phir mujhe apne aap se kyun door bhej deti ho. Kya muje saja de rahi ho? Kya mene tumhe bahot hurt kiya isliye esa kar rahi ho. I am sorry. Me tumhe kabhi bhi hurt nahi karuga. Bas tum wapis aa jao. Please Taani. Muje tumhare sath meri jindagi jini he. Kyunki... kyunki me khud ko ab tumhare bina imagine hi nahi kar pa raha hoon. Nahi ho raha mujse. Bas ek jhalak ke liye tumhari taras raha hoon. Kya muje itana hate karati ho, ki tum aaj bhi nahi aayi? Please, me tumhe phir kabhi hurt nahi karuga, tum jo kaho wo karuga, tumse door rahuga, par please, mere samne raho. Please, mujse ese na rutho Taani. Please... Please... Please...
Rey stood there like a lifeless corpse when his strength, the source of his life was in a house crying on her bed trying to wipe away her feelings.

Taani was sitting on the floor with her head on the bed, sobbing sobbing and sobbing. Tears flying away of her eyes, not stopping at all.
She sobbed, Please krishna ji, please. Me janati hu, mene aapko bahot sataya he. Jabse... unhe dekha, tabse me chahti thi ki unse milu. Unake pas aa saku. Me ye bhi janati hu ki mene usake liye bahot gande gande kam bhi kiye he. Sabko hurt kiya he. Par krishna ji, Me wada karati hun. Aapse aur kuch nahi mangungi. Bas please aap ek... ek last wish meri puri kijiye. Mere bhai ko aur Rey ko aur sab ko bas khushi dijiye. Please bhagwan. Please Krishnaji. Please mujse ab aur saha nahi jata. Please muje nahi chahiye ye dard. Please Krishna ji. Mujse ab ese nahi jiya jata, esi jindagi nahi ji jati jahan me jike bhi marati jati hun. Please Krishnaji please. Mujse ab... ab pyar nahi hota. Muje nahi karana pyar krishnaji please ye pyar nikal dijiye. Please Krishnaji please. Please Krishnaji. Mujse ab aur dard nahi saha jata ki jo ki jisase me itana pyar karati hu
wo muje hate karate he please. Please mujse ab nahi saha jata Krishnaji please. (She screamed and said loudly) Please muje nahi karana pyar. Please mujse nahi saha jata ki me unaki life me hamesha acha chahti hu aur unaki irritation ki jad me hi ban jati hun. Please.
She sat on the floor resting her head on the wall not having any strength to cry just feeling so lifeless. Her whole life was flashing between her eyes
Her childhood, meeting Rey, laughing with him, his hate. And she cried again. Her sobs not stopping. She sobbed putting her head between her hands.
Aakhir, aakhir mene kya esa kiya he. Aakhir meri kya galati he ki me hamesha hi buri ban jati hu. Har bar try karati hu ki kisiko khushi doon phir kyun unaki life ki sabse badi problem ban jati hoon. She slept on the floor just not having any energy. Just looking in blank.

She wondered. Kya esi koi medicine he, esa koi solution he, jisase meri dil ki mohobbat mit jaye. Jisase me unhe bhula saku, apni jindagi phir se ji saku, khushi se. Kya me itana bhi deserve nahi karati. Aakhir kya karun ki mere dil ka dard kam ho jaye. Unhe ab bhul jane ka man hota he krishnaji. Bas meri life se unhe please nikal do. Unake sath ke jhagde, unaki baton ka jeher mujse nahi saha jata krishnaji please. Koi aur saja chalegi meri galatiyon ki. Aap jo kaho wo karugi par please please muje nahi karana ab pyar. Kyunki... kyunki pyar... pyar meetha jeher he. Slow sweet poison. Meetha lagata he pehle pehle, par dhire dhire apni kadvahat dikhata he. Dhire dhire insan ko mar deta he.
She felt tears come again and again and again. Ek bar khatam ho jate the aur phirse rona aa jata tha. She felt so fed up. Pehle to wo esi nahi thi. She was strong. Strong in every situation forever. Par unaki dunia me aake kyun use har bar rona aa jata tha
She screamed. "Muje aap nahi chahiye. Please, nikal jao meri life se. Chale jao. Muje nahi chahiye aap. Me aapse nafarat karati hu nafarat. Me aapse nafarat karati hu" She screamed again and again, wishing ki usaki cheekho ke sath Rey bhi usaki life se nikal jaye. Then she remembered something. Her eyes widened. She stood up suddenly.
She opened her cupboard with... with his pictures and took them all out roughly tearing his pictures all apart. Screaming still. Me aapse nafarat karati hun. Muje nahi he aapse pyar. Me aapse nafarat karati hun which changed eventually to me aapse pyar karati hun. Aap mujse nafarat karate he.
She after sometime came to her senses and looked at her surroundings where his teared up photoes were lying. Sobs again came to her, looking at what she had done. Her sobs not stopping.
She sobbed, please Krishnaji please. Mujse ab nahi saha jata. Please muje wo bhula do. Please Krishnaji. Please unhe me... Please... Please...

Wow I hav no word to tell u how amazing this was loved every word of it :)

I have no words to express how beautifully it is written👏... plz plz plz continue and do PM me...😊😊

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Oh my god.. Aashna di.. I serioulsy have no words to express how m feeling... This SS made me cry... Seriously.. You.. It feels as if you knoe Taani and Rey.. If feels as if you can feel how they are feeling... How can one express someone else's feelings so nicely, so beautifully, so trully? Aashna di, hats off to you.. I mean it.. I am a crazy fan of yours now... Each and evry moment of Taani/Rey you showed here.. GOD! Amazing is an understatement... M not getting the words tp appreciate you and thank ypu for this... I am so so so damn happy that you made this SS... and the title, It took my heart away.. Meetha Jeher... WOW! After watching TR.. I sometimes really think, kya love sahi mein poison ke barabar hai?! How can someone's life turn into hell just coz he'she is in love? How can love, which is seen to be one of the most beautiful feelings give so so so much pain to anyone?! Aashna di... I seriously don't know how to express what am feeling now... A bit hurt i guess, a bit shocked/surprised... Don't know what it is.. But whatever it is, it's really different... THANK U SO SO SO SO MUCH DII FOR WRITING THIS... I guess people only who know the true meaning of love can feel what Taani/Rey are feeling... HATS OFF TO YOU DII!!! YOU ARE AMAZING!!! 👏 👏 👏 👏PS: Dii, if you by any chance have answers to any of my questions above.. Please tell me.. The comment might be sounding really emotional but i just wrote down what i felt after seeing TR n after reading your SS.. Please do reply!

aashna it was so beautifully written!!!!!!!! each n every word...the MU uff loved the update..had tears in ma eyes.omg taani n rey😭 waiting for the update,..update soon

Originally posted by: ShReya_TaaRey

Oh my god.. Aashna di.. I serioulsy have no words to express how m feeling... This SS made me cry... Seriously.. You.. It feels as if you knoe Taani and Rey.. If feels as if you can feel how they are feeling... How can one express someone else's feelings so nicely, so beautifully, so trully? Aashna di, hats off to you.. I mean it.. I am a crazy fan of yours now... Each and evry moment of Taani/Rey you showed here.. GOD! Amazing is an understatement... M not getting the words tp appreciate you and thank ypu for this... I am so so so damn happy that you made this SS... and the title, It took my heart away.. Meetha Jeher... WOW! After watching TR.. I sometimes really think, kya love sahi mein poison ke barabar hai?! How can someone's life turn into hell just coz he'she is in love? How can love, which is seen to be one of the most beautiful feelings give so so so much pain to anyone?! Aashna di... I seriously don't know how to express what am feeling now... A bit hurt i guess, a bit shocked/surprised... Don't know what it is.. But whatever it is, it's really different... THANK U SO SO SO SO MUCH DII FOR WRITING THIS... I guess people only who know the true meaning of love can feel what Taani/Rey are feeling... HATS OFF TO YOU DII!!! YOU ARE AMAZING!!! 👏 👏 👏 👏PS: Dii, if you by any chance have answers to any of my questions above.. Please tell me.. The comment might be sounding really emotional but i just wrote down what i felt after seeing TR n after reading your SS.. Please do reply!

Thanks yar. Sabko bahot bada thank you. Shreya, tumhe sach batau to ye sab bas dono Taani aur Rey hi kar rahe he. Muje bas me unse itani attached ho gayi hun ki sachme muje sab ki tarah unaka pain feel hota he yar. Aur sach batau to me likhate likhate ro rahi thi. Silently, taki meri mummy ko pata na chale. Me bas mere man me jo aa jata he wo likhati hun. Thoda stupid lagata he bolane me par wo Taarey likhwate he mujse. I don't know. Me bas wo Taarey ko pain me dikhate he aur muje ese bakwas thoughts aa jate he. Shreya aur wo sabhi jinhone comments ki, like kiya, thank you so much and very sorry. Me pehli bar kisi ko rula rahi hu. Me isiliye ye likhane se dar rahi thi. Par thank you really really so much

Mere comment ko bhi reply karna dii!! * Puppy face*

Originally posted by: ShivTRSS

Thanks yar. Sabko bahot bada thank you. Shreya, tumhe sach batau to ye sab bas dono Taani aur Rey hi kar rahe he. Muje bas me unse itani attached ho gayi hun ki sachme muje sab ki tarah unaka pain feel hota he yar. Aur sach batau to me likhate likhate ro rahi thi. Silently, taki meri mummy ko pata na chale. Me bas mere man me jo aa jata he wo likhati hun. Thoda stupid lagata he bolane me par wo Taarey likhwate he mujse. I don't know. Me bas wo Taarey ko pain me dikhate he aur muje ese bakwas thoughts aa jate he. Shreya aur wo sabhi jinhone comments ki, like kiya, thank you so much and very sorry. Me pehli bar kisi ko rula rahi hu. Me isiliye ye likhane se dar rahi thi. Par thank you really really so much

Omg!...lol u made cry!!!
Loved it:)))
Cont. Soon:)