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This was a really cool update. It was fabulous that Kushi was able to at least pen her thoughts. It was great to know what the feelings were that she was going through due to the horror of living with her experience. It was important for Arnav to know this as he has been looking at this whole situation only from his own POV. I am so glad that you have given an opportunity to Kushi for survival. And that she is able to get away. Get away from the physical space, at least, if not the mental space. From the reality of this dreadful experience that she will now have to live with her whole life. And she did not even have to go through the whole of the debasing! Although it does not make the crime any less. Or even her feelings and thoughts, any less. (But really, how many victims have that luxury? Jyoti (rip) did not have that chance.)
I hope that Arnav is able to respect her feelings and let's her deal with this her own way. In the meantime, he could probably do some soul searching himself. Time and again, he is quick to judge her and see her in a light that depicts her as "characterless." Why? Why is he quick to jump to conclusions about her, and that she would always do the "wrong" thing. He really needs to address that! He has trust issues with her. What is the basis for this? She has never given him any reason for that! OK, I better stop writing now, before I write an essay!!!!!
Thanks for the PM. Waiting for the next update. Would love to read the after of what happens when Kushi has learned to live with her experience, (I think one can never get over something like this) and from which she could get her strength.
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