Part - 5 4th-middle Chapter
Why Didn't The Archipelago Appear To Me Before...Is It Rife Or Not?
Dust Of Mercy,Pity,Peace& Love...
He forcefully set her apart-
"tuchha vastu?? tumne aapne pran ko kiya samajh kar rakha hay??kiya samajhti kiya ho tum aapne aapko???
He sighed-"main to kabhi viswas hi nehi kar pata yadi aapne ankhoon se nehi dekhta ki tum ATMAHATYA KI PRAYAS KAR RAHI THI!!!"
"nehi Samrat,meri baat to suniye..."
"chup karo tum...ekdom chup.kiya tum jaanti bhi ho mere kliye...ahh...mera matlab hum sab ke liye tum kitne mulyavaan ho??"
Samrat gently wipped her tears & touched her chin-
"aisa kabhi sochna bhi mat...swapna me bhi nehi,haan? ab ek pyari si muskaan dekha do aapne Samrat ko..."
With a mind-blowing smile Mihika put her head on that vast chest.Her arms tied Samrat around his back.Samrat too embraced her wholeheartedly.
Mihika felt as if she anchored in the shore of her dreamland...ohh...actually dream man!!...ah... how desperately she had been longing to hide in that masculine chest...to feel the eternal peace in those warm arms...
Suddenly Samrat's heck shocked voice peeped in her dreamland-
"Mihika!!...ki...kiya hua tumhe??...it..itna abesh!!!...aur kuch der pahele kiya kaha tumne...mere liye sab kuch kar sakti ho?!?...ye kiya hay Mihika??...kya...kya tum...mujhse...pya...pyar karti ho??!!"
Beckoning:From Rational To Madly
But Goddess of Fortune had another idea.
...Unknowingly I'd committed a mistake. Yes,mistake-but according to me.On the part of Cornelia,she thought that was her right...& I can't dismiss her theory...she's correct from her view.
...I was exiting Mourya palace step by step.Suddenly a soft barrior stopped my motion...Cornelia!!...she tightly hugged me from behind-
"hume chorke maat jaiye Samrat.hume iss waqt aapke saath ki bahot zarurat hay..."
I stood stunned. Oh GOD,my apprehension was right!...that affectionate relation!!...why GOD,why do you want to bind me in a new relation even in my last moments??Now...what should I do??"
"humare prati ruthe na rahe Samrat.aapko iss waqt humare saath dena chahiye...kyon ki...kyon ki..."
"main jaanta tha...ahh...mere maatlab anumaan kiya tha.par mere liye ab piche morke dekhna samvab nehi."
"kyon Samrat,abhi bhi aap naraz hay humse?...us raat ho kuch hua..."
"hua nehi tha Cornelia,ghataya gaya tha.tumne ghatayi thi.kyon??humare samvandh vandhutya par tiki hui thi,sayed samay ke saath naye mor leta...par tum...!?!"
"par Samrat.aapka dharampatni hote hue mujhe pura haq hay..."
"haan hay...hay haq.kintu tumne haq pane ke liye mithyachar ki sahara liyi?!!aapne aapko Durdhara kahelayi!!Cornelia,bahoot hi avasshayk tha kiya ye sab karna??"
"aap nehi samajh payenge Samrat...ek stree ki unke pati ke paas hote hue bhi unse sha zojan dur rahene ka monobedna aap kiya samjhenge??meri praglavta skhama kare Samrat-aapke jaise aakarshak purush se toh koi bhi naari aakarshit hone se aapne aap ko nehi rok payegi.aur aapke patni hone ke naatemera dharm hay aapke prati aakarshit hona.aapne 17-18 saal purv swargvasi Durdhara ko swaran karte hue mujhe asapne aapse 4 saaloon tak dur rakha,meri hriday ki tara ek baar bhi muh morke nehi dekha.kyon??meri kiya ehi dosh thi ki maine ek vipatnik raja se dil kho baithi thi??...us raat aap aswasth bodh kar rahe the.mujhe aapka wo dasha dekhi nehi gayi...aur maine jo kahi,aap us waqt vohi sunna chate the."
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"voh ek durghatna tha- mere voh ek durghatna tha- mere liye. ( There was an awkward pause.Then I'd to continue...)
mere taraf se tumhe aur ahh...hu..humare santAn ko dil se duya...ab mujhe jaane do Cornelia.
...Unknowingly my voice choked.Perhaps my insane heart was hopeless sinking in the ocean of frozen tears.
"tum chato to...chaho to...mere marne ke baad Greece lout sakti ho...aur...pu..punarvivah bhi kar sakti ho.tumhe pura haq hay ek manav ko bhula dene ki jisne tumhe koi sukh nehi de paya..."
"punarvivah!!!"-Cornelia got furious-
"aapne sima me rahiye Samrat,aapka koi adhikar ya sakti nehi ek naari ko uske pati ko bhulne par muzboor karne ka...aap Parinirvan me ja rahe hay na??...jaiye...par mujhe batake jaiye-meri aur santan ka...sa..ha..ra...k..o..u..n...ba...ne...gaa...??"-She fell unconscious on the floor.
...That moment was the most confusing moment of my life.My heart ran towards her but my figure stood there motionless & still.A grotesque anxiety began to burn me.WHY?...a newly feeling!! what's it??...is that...is that love?!...almost in the finishing turn of my life I...I...fall in love?? TRULY?!...now I'm in love while dieing??...what's love?how's love?what's the cause?...I used to be surrounded by many a lot lady characters including 700 female bodyguards...but true feeling of love & affection...!! I can't differentiate them.Mihika-she loved me,I know.But I don't know why she spoiled her life for me...love is such a word that remained undefined to me during my whole life-span.Did I love anyone?...by the way can I love anyone??...NOT AFFECTION,NOT CAPTIVATION,NOT GRATEFULNESS- LOVE MEANS LOVING LOVE,FLORAL LOVE,PAINFUL LOVE??...perhaps...perhaps...the dimmed Greek lotus...Is that true??..is it the CALL OF HEART?...REALLY??..that incomparable beauty...that constant smiling face...that beautiful eyes with magnetic effect...that rosy lips...as if...as if...her entity is coming forward to cover me!!...but this feeling of being defeated is...fantastic!! such a sense never hypnotized me before!!
...Ohh...my GOD,I've almost finished my life-journey to get the true meaning of love! Yes,I LOVE Cornelia.That's the ultimate conclusion.
But if I didn't love Durdhara,why did I spend so many years without any lady companion even after her death? What's the reason??
Beautifut Futility:Supports Shiny Rain Or Not?
Mihika & Shashank turned back-It's Acharya!
"Acharya,main samajh sakta hoon aapka monodasha,par aap to ye jaante hi honge na ki rakt daan shirf rakt samvandh hay aise logo ke bich hi ho sakta hay?"
"maine sab kuch soch samajh kar hi ye prastav rakha hay."
"Acharya,aap samajh ne ki kousis kijiye-yadi aapka rakt Chandu ke rakt se kuch alog dharam ka hua...toh Chandu ko bachane ke saare marg vandh ho jayega."
"main tumhe pratishruti deta hoon Shashank,aisa kuch nehi hoga."
"aap itni dhrirta se kaise kahe sakte hay??"
"mujhe zada prasna puchha na jaiye.main abhi ke bhi saare vyavastha taiyar dekhna chata hoon."
Acharya ended his talks & secretly engulfed a sad sigh.His heart echoed some words-
"chinta maat karo Shashank...mera uske saath rakt samvandh hay."
Edited by surprising - 12 years ago
Ganesh Kartikeya
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