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Hey guys I am Gowri.. not new to writing but new to this forum for sure. heee...I m kinda mad and sanki type don't mind! so the other day an idea popped in my mind. kinda sad, kinda painful. like this is the story of. a girl who suffered a lot but maybe or maynot be god gifted her in such a way later that she didn't expect it!! sorry just a try !! inspired from one of my close friends life just the the start afterwards I will add my mirch masala!! because se too suffered a lot!!so here is the prologue. hope u like it!!
{Her Point of view}
I did not just know how my life actually turned out. But it was that way now. I had a family but still didn't. I had people around me but still didn't. My life had thrill and fun but still it was empty. My life turned out somewhat very... Different. Full, empty, fun, anger, peace, violence. Everything. I did not know why it was that way. Maybe it was destiny's game.
I always kept thinking about this to find an answer which I never got. Not from anyone, anywhere, or anything. It was a total mess. It was like a tangled rope puzzle. I try to find a way to solve it but leads to nothing but more and more puzzles. Which had no answer. Or maybe did have an answer but locked down somewhere which was way to hard to find. Atleast for me.
The people I called friends or I shud say my so called parents called them that were totally self fish. All they cared about was themselves everywhere. Every damn place. I, me and myself !! Self centered. I did not know why it happened only with me. But... It did!! My so called parents fought every other day. My aunt cursed everyone behind the back. Her husband was just a pyschotic person. Shouted on everyone for no bloody reason! I became something I actually I never expected. A total different unique piece. Just ununderstandable.
I just did not know what I should do. Just had no clue. Nothing empty. Like ... A new made pot? I did not know how to define my life. No way, no method, no word to describe it. Total zero! Hmphf!!
I was just ...just become so stone like! How? Why? When? This just keeps coming in my mind everytime. I had to just put up that fake smile each time. Whenever I went out. School, shopping, food, hangout. Interested or no I just had to go where ever I was invited. Where ever. Haha. I prefered being in school rather at home nowadays. Surely I was fed up with every day fights, tantrums, shouts and ranting. That was it.
My head bursted I had enough! This was the limit. I thought but they did not even let me eat peacefully. My life was a hell. Or worse I donno! I don't wanna know. All this time it had been it. I studied for my mom. I topped for her. But she cared a damn about my hardwork. She just wanted me to top for show off. So that she could tell people and move around telling that I her 'daughter' had topped.
This my life. Compromise, sacrifice, and all fices which I did.
" With these ups and downs,
All these people around,
I am just confused,
Too surprised, too loose,
There's always so much frustration,
Always too much devastation,
This is the most unique thing u gonna see,
This is the story of me"
so this is the prologue hope u like it!! and ya not related to any stars no no no!! so like and comment for sure!!
XXX:|CHEERZ|:XXX
GOWRI...
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